Ok so this is the last chapter of the day and it's also a little short. I promise the coming chapters are going to be longer. I'm working on the next few things today and tomorrow. So hopefully an update either Thursday or Friday. Let me know what you think Edward is hard to write - I tend see him as a very straight forward thinker but a little to rational and emotional at times, so I tried to reflect that in his point of view's.

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Beyond reason;

I think that I have had sufficient medical training to declare that I have indeed gone insane; I wonder if there have been any other vampires that this has happened too? Hmm wonder where they are now.

I had stopped meditating that was the only solution; instead I now went for long hikes and walks. This pleased my mother as she thought I was healing, Jasper however knew different but he had promised not to let on to the rest of the family. Unfortunately my logic was floored; the hallucinations did not stop even after stopping the daily meditation. She constantly appeared always repeating the same message over and over again, and Alice's visions were getting worse, more intense and always the same one. She begged me to agree to go home to see what's happening but I couldn't handle it.

For two months this happened, my remorse was uncontrollable, it was my fault Alice was in pain if I had listened to my head then she would be ok. My guilt was so overwhelming that Jasper finally snapped.

"Why are you feeling guilty?!" he all but roared at me "If your responsible for my wife's pain I will tear you to shreds, brother or not!" Alice tried to whisper calming things to him but all that did was make me feel worse , which in turn made him worse – it was just a vicious circle. I had finally come clean to my family about what I had been seeing.

In all fairness I should have given my family more credit than I had done. Logically we were living proof (no pun intended) that the supernatural world exists so seeing ghosts was not that far a stretch – I guess. We had spent sometime thinking of possible explanations for what I had seen; we had got it to two options that we were all agreed on that made the most sense. The first idea was that I was actually hallucinating, which could be linked to Alice's visions– granted a bit far fetched but nothing about this situation seemed straightforward. The second idea was that I was actually being haunted by Sofia – Emmett liked this idea the most. He spent the last three days wanting to hold a séance and kept walking around the house looking for cold spots – we did try to explain he wouldn't actually be able to sense any as he was too cold but alas he refused to believe us. Rosalie gave up trying not long after he started wearing a trench coat.

We had arranged to be sent over to the house within the next few days, my self, Alice and Jasper were going ahead as Alice foreseen that this would be easiest – sometime I wonder if she makes this stuff up to get her own way, who in their right mind would argue with someone who can see the future? – The rest would follow a few days after us.

I admit the thought of returning was not especially appealing to me, I had spent many years of my existence trying to heal from the pain that place had brought me but now it seemed it that it was that exact source of my pain that was luring me back. What did seeing Sofia mean? And who is this girl, why is she important that she needs us – vampires- to help her? I had the feeling that if I could answer those 2 questions then life would start making sense once again.

Awwww sooo close to the meeting now I carnt wait to see how it goes, I have an idea of how I would like it to go but these things tend to take on lived of their own so we shall all have to wait and see!!

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