Author's note:

If you like Jacob then I'm sorry if I upset you in the last chapter. I had to do that for my story to progress the way it should. Don't worry it shouldn't be that depressing anymore.

It's been a week since Jacob died. I haven't left my room except for getting something to eat or to go to the bathroom. I don't go to school because my aging is too apparent and I can finish work any college student can. My family has been trying to help me but they aren't. All they are doing is making me feel worse. Jacob's death was my fault and nothing they say will change that.

"Renesmee are you at least going to come with us to the funeral?" my dad asked as I looked through the refrigerator for something that didn't require cooking.

"No." I answered simply.

"you can't blame yourself for this." my mom said as she set down her highly battered copy of Wuthering Heights.

"yes I can….hey mom can I borrow your copy of Romeo and Juliet?" I asked while sticking a spoon into a cup of yogurt. Human food isn't exactly the best thing ever but I wasn't in the mood to go hunting.

"no you can not." she answered quickly.

"why not? I need something to keep me preoccupied." it's just a book what harm can it do?

"um you'd be surprised how much harm a book can do Renesmee. In fact the killer of John Lennon claims the novel Catcher in the Rye gave him the idea." my dad stated.

"it's not like I'm going to kill myself because Romeo and Juliet kill themselves over each other." I said like a real smartass. Even if I was planning on killing myself I've read Romeo and Juliet before. I don't have any urge to drink poison or stab myself.

"well forgive me for being protective of my daughter." my mom said with sarcasm.

"we aren't going to let you mope around here for the rest of your life you're going to Jacob's funeral whether you like it or not!" my dad said in a firm tone. I was taken aback. I had never seen my dad so pissed off. Especially at me. My mom also looked shocked. Even when she had asked Jacob to kiss her my dad wasn't angry at her. Even he was affected by Jacob's death. I sighed,

"fine I'll go" my parents both looked shocked.

"you will?" my dad asked in a more calm tone.

"yes I will." I walked towards the door leading out of our cottage.

"where are you going?" My mom asked.

"I'm going to get an outfit from Alice." I said with lack of enthusiasm.

"already covered." Alice said as she entered our house carrying a garment bag.

"lets go to my room." I told her as I led the way to the back of the cottage.

"so how have you been?" Alice asked as she sat on the edge of my bed.

"not so good." I answered and unzipped the garment bag to reveal a sleeveless, short black dress that puffed out slightly at the bottom. If I wasn't wearing this to the saddest occasion of my life I would absolutely love it.

"do you like it?" she asked and I knew she probably had three other ones as back ups.

"I like it."

After a while it was time to go to the funeral. It was small the only people there were the Cullens, the pack, Sue and Charlie, Billy, the other imprintees and Jacob's other sister that lives in Hawaii. His casket was closed. I imagine he didn't look like he did in life so it was probably best. Everyone was crying especially Leah.

I always suspected that Leah might have had a crush on Jacob but if she did he would never have told me. And she'll never admit it aloud. When she saw I was looking at her she glared at me. After the burial ceremony I tried to go over and talk to Billy but he wheeled himself away from me.

Seth was one of the only pack members to acknowledge me.

"Hey Nessie how you holding up? He asked in his usual kind voice.

"not very good Seth….so does everyone blame me?" I knew they did I just needed to hear it.

"I don't blame you Ness but-" he started and I cut him off.

"but you can't say the same for the rest of the pack." I finished.

"please don't start blame yourself though. Jacob had problems, he even threatened to kill himself when he heard your parents were getting married." he said trying to make me feel better.

"yeah I know Seth." our conversation was interrupted by yelling. I looked over and saw Leah and my mom having it out.

"if you hadn't been a little slut, desperate for sex you wouldn't have gotten pregnant and Jacob would still be alive!" Leah spat at my mom. My dad took a step toward them but Emmett held him back.

"you did not just say that!" my mom said in a very angry tone as she removed her jacket.

"what are you gonna do princess? Block the 'mean words' out with your mind?" Leah taunted.

"I would gladly kick your ass if my daughter wasn't here." my mom said as she turned around.

"Yeah go back to your own kind leech!" Leah yelled after her. That was the last straw. My mom tackled her. Leah phased and snapped her teeth at her. My mom delivered an uppercut to her chin and I heard a bone crack. Leah bit her shoulder and took a piece off.

That was enough. Seth phased and tackled Leah while Rosalie grabbed my mom by the arms. Carlisle tended to Leah's jaw while Jasper helped my mom fix her shoulder. Sam walked out to the center of everyone.

"Do you see? This is what happens when mortal enemies try to be allies. This all started when two different species chose to reproduce." he then turned and gave my parents a dirty look. "the treaty said that we couldn't attack your coven because Jacob imprinted on-" he looked over at me and glared. "her. There is nothing stopping us from beginning the imminent war right now." Sam concluded as he looked at his pack.

"Now now we all are family. Just because Jake's gone doesn't mean you guys can kill each other!" Charlie yelled. It was a little funny because even though he was the weakest one there, everyone seemed to listen to him.

"Fine Sam we'll leave Forks and you won't hear from us for a hundred years. Besides Leah and Bella's scuffle we want to keep the peace. We'll be gone by the end of the weak." Carlisle said trying to calm the hostile wolves.

"You go now before we reconsider killing you!" Paul yelled. Carlisle gestured to us and all of the Cullens followed him. My mom ran back and hugged Charlie then came with us.

"so where do we go now?" Emmett asked. That's one of the things I love about Emmett he's an optimist.

"You'll see Emmett." Carlisle said and we all started running towards the Cullen house.

Author's note:

The next chapter will be up soon but I need to get back to my youtube story I think my subscribers are getting impatient lol and remember to REVIEW!