Just a short Chapter to sum up Bella's frustrations! Then a bit of Alice and her POV, as some people have asked about her I thought I would do a chapter because well who am I kidding I love Alice too!!!
I own nothing! You hear me I own nothing!!! *tears* *sigh* oh what a feeling it would be to own this darn story!
The Clock goes tick tock tick tock
Bella's POV
Ok it had been 2 weeks already, I was beyond ready and that stupid vampire had not been in touch. Which probably meant that he thought I wasn't ready, but he doesn't actually know me so how could he possibly know? Maybe he's just stalling until he can think of a way out of this situation – oh I don't know. I hated feeling like this, I thought I left this behind in my teens but the old patterns came flooding back, mopping around everywhere I went, I just sat at my desk and did my job as usual only I would keep letting out big sighs every so often completely fed up with waiting. At home I was no better I would huff and puff and stomp around crashing and banging no matter what I was doing. My brothers were becoming alarmed I could tell, Jason would hover out side my bedroom when I would get in one of my moods. The ticking of the imaginary clock got louder each day, my heart aching slightly more along with it.
It was silly to sit here and be miserable about not seeing someone who you have only really spoken to properly once, but I couldn't help my self.
It was like having such a huge emptiness inside me for such a long time and then this started and it was like a final vital piece of the puzzle had suddenly fallen into place. Before I would look for it everywhere I went but it always had escaped me, I thought in the end that I was made wrong, as in I was actually born with the piece missing and I would never feel whole ever. Sofia had become incognito since our last encounter at the Cullen's which just made the damn thing bigger. It felt like I couldn't breathe, that the world had become smaller all of a sudden, like there was no room for me any more. This is why I cannot let these people out of my life; I needed them now more than I had ever needed anything in my life, I had felt what it was like to have them – even briefly – in my life and I knew that I wouldn't be able to regain this feeling I had if I lost them.