Unfair

A lot has happened so far, there was the trip and now the festival. I forgot to tell Takanari-sama that I was leaving first. When I was about to knock on the door I heard Toya being hurt. I leaned near the door so I could hear better. "Making Haine a platinum, are you trying to defeat me?" Then I heard footsteps, I saw Haine from afar but she was thinking about something, I hid near a plant.

After a while she was blushing beet red and finally left. I went back to leaning on the door hearing, "Have you fallen in love with Haine?" That was Shizumasa-sama's voice, I'm positive. Knowing Takanari-sama for too long, I know that he would lie. "Who would fall for a girl like that?"

There was a slapping noise echoing, Shizumasa of course would do that, since he's in love with Haine, not me. There was no time; Takanari-sama and Kiraki were going to come through that door soon. I ran back outside the building and tried to walk normally when I was near the window where Takanari-sama's office is, I saw Shizumasa looking out the window. Assuming since he wasn't looking at me he was looking at Haine.

The dance was coming up soon but I wasn't planning to go. "You're coming to the dance aren't you, Sakura?" I didn't even dare look to see Shizumasa-sama's face and continued to wash the dishes. "Why? I'm not interested in those kinds of things, you know me long enough to know that. Besides it's my turn to cook that night." There was a sigh behind me, why should you care Shizumasa-sama? You already have Haine-sama.

I decided to clean the floor since I was bored since most of the maids are at the dance. I went home and got curious what Shizumasa-sama is doing. The room I wanted to go first in was the Waltz Hagen. This room always surprises me when I go in. After a while I found hair that looked familiar it was Shizumasa-sama, but he was kissing Haine.

It hurt a lot. I should be used to this but why does my heart hurt and tears falling down? I ran out of there as fast as I could and went back home, made dinner then went to sleep. According to Senri, Shizumasa-sama wasn't feeling well after the dance and wanted me to watch after him for an hour or so. I told him that I wasn't feeling well either, emotionally anyway. So I'm back to just giving Shizumasa-sama his medicine.

Lately it would seem that Takanari-sama has been a little mad lately. Whenever I called him by his real name he got angry at me. I wonder, did I do something that pissed him off? Then I found out why, Haine wouldn't forget about the kiss that I saw and because of that he lost his platinum.

I decided to pay Takanari-sama a visit. He was yelling at Toya for something and slammed the door in his face. Toya saw me and left, I knocked on his door and heard him say, "Toya I told you to leave me alone!! I don't want to talk to you or anyone else!" Wow, did he sounded pissed off.

"Sorry, you also mean me as well?" Then Takanari-sama opened the door and looked at me with a weird look on his face. "Sakura, I thought you left already." I smiled at him.

"Well, I decided to pay you a little visit even though I wanted to ask you something." I told him with a teasing voice. "And that would be?" He said motioning me to come inside. He closed the door behind me. "You know lately I noticed you've been in a bad mood, is it my fault?"

He looked at me like I was crazy. "Are you kidding, it's not your fault!" I sighed in relief, "then is it because of Haine-sama?" He jerked when I said her name. I knew it. "Honestly, Takanari-sama if you like her so much why don't you just snatch her away?" Oops, that was putting oil on the fire. "Like you can talk! You've always loved Shizumasa and yet you can't snatch him away can you?!"

I know that. I know that already, but there is no way I can snatch him away from Haine-sama. There is just no way I can do that. "Sakura, I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you sad, we're on the same boat aren't we?" He hugged me, comforting me. I just nod in response. You're right, Takanari-sama I always loved him and yet I'm such a coward, sometimes I wish I was stronger but I know it's impossible for me to snatch him away. Sometimes God is unfair to some people; unfortunately I'm one of the unfortunate people. So unfair.