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Glee or its characters don't belong to me, I'm just borrowing.

Quinn's POV

Quinn was lying in her bed. Her thoughts occupied by Rachel's announcement in the Glee club. The blonde had attended all the previous parties, and she always avoided playing spin the bottle and there was a good reason why. She, Quinn Fabray had the biggest crush on one Rachel Berry. Quinn had had this ridiculous attraction to little brunette ever since 7th grade when she had heard her sing for the first time.

Why all the name calling and slushies? Well, you know how little kids show that they like someone? The hair pulling and the name calling, it is all a part of the act to show their attraction. This also applies to Quinn. Ok maybe not the hair pulling.

She was raised in a Christian family and her fathers head was filled with prejudice crap, which he didn't hesitate to teach his children. He told them that being gay was a sin, that God didn't love gays and they would go to hell. Of course Quinn as a child believed every word that came from her fathers lips. That is why when she started to develop some kind of feelings for the little diva, she immediately became scared. Scared of showing any kind of positive feelings towards the other girl, because then someone might notice them, and they would call her on it. No, she couldn't let that happen. And her fathers' words were still stuck in her head.

So Quinn came up with a way that she could interact with the other girl and wouldn't be called on her actions in the wrong way. It was a dumb and childish decision, which she now regretted. At first she just called Rachel names and sometimes bumped into her when passing by. The slushies came later, and it wasn't even intentional. She had tripped and the slushie had landed on Rachel who was standing by her locker. Then this trend spread like the plague, and she had already gotten her title as the HBIC and couldn't do anything.

Now every time Glee club had one of its little gatherings she had to restrict her drinking because of two reasons. One, she didn't want to repeat the last year. Two, she wouldn't be able to just sit out another game of spin the bottle, because she knew that she could end up kissing Rachel. And Quinn knew that after one kiss she wouldn't be able to stop.

She liked Rachel too much. She had been watching the singer for along time, and had grown very fond of her every feature. Quinn loved the bright smile she would show when she was happy. She sometimes watched Rachel in class. The way her eyebrows would furrow when she concentrated, seemed so cute to the blond. Or sometimes the tip of her tongue would poke out when she was carefully taking notes and then Quinn would be a goner.

However the thing that mesmerized her the most was Rachel's singing. Every time Quinn heard that voice her knees would go week. And there would be not just butterflies in her stomach but also pterodactyls, which flapped their wings so hard that she sometimes wondered how she wasn't floating in the air. If the blond could, she would get married to that angelic voice.

Unfortunately Quinn was too scared to show her true feelings, so she had to restrict herself in every party. And as she was lying in her bed she once again reminded that to herself. However what Quinn didn't know was that this time restricting herself from drinking wouldn't be as easy as the previous times.

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