Mistakes and Regrets
Year 1- First fight
''Spence!'' A loud knock on the door, made Reid shoot up in bed as he looked at his naked body, a confused Morgan looking at Reid, and the door. ''I'll be out in a moment!'' He called to JJ. ''Have you seen Morgan?'' She called back, sounding worried. ''He's not in his room.'' ''I'm here!'' Came Morgan voice. ''Well, both of you be downstairs soon, we have to leave.'' With that, Reid listens to the steps as JJ goes to the elevator.
''What the fuck happen last night?'' Morgan asked, as he got out of the bed, sheet wrapped around his waist. Looking around the room, his pants and boxers were in a pool on the ground, Reid's close to his, and both their shirts were thrown across the room. As Morgan looked at the room, Realization hit him, it hit him hard.
Turning to face Reid, who was sitting on the bed, head in his hands, shaking his head. ''We had sex?'' Morgan asked in a sharp whisper. ''No, I'm not fucken gay, I would /never/ sleep with a man!'' Morgan glared at Reid, blaming it all on him. ''Fucken never.'' He said again, as he got into his clothes. When he was dressed, Morgan walked to the door, turning to look at Reid, who was in the same position, Morgan shook his head, leaving the room, slamming the door behind him. He was planning on taking a long shower when he got to his room.
Reid sat on the bed, he knew Morgan would regret what they did, but he didn't. Even though Morgan was drunk last night, Reid knew something happen between them, not just the sex, but a bond, Morgan just needed to calm down, and then Reid would try to talk to him. Sighing, Reid got out of the bed, putting his dirty clothes back into his suitcase and grabbing a new outfit, and he took shook a shower, trying to forget about what happen, as well he tried to will himself not to cry, Reid never really handled rejection well.
Morgan soon found himself, pacing in his room. He wasn't gay, so why in the hell did he sleep with Spencer? Sure he had drunk sex before, but he always woke up next to a girl, never a boy. He was never attracted to a boy, like he was to Reid. What was coming over him? Was he becoming Gay? Or atleast Bi? Morgan shook his head, running his hand along his head, this was not the time to think about that, he had to focus on the task at hand.
''Reid, Morgan.'' Came the voice of JJ. In the last hour the two were in the station in Red Deer, helping the police close the case and wrap up any lingering questions from the press. Morgan and Reid were both hardly paying attention, both their minds were on each other. They could only give little nods and 'hmm', now and then. That was no different when JJ said their names. Sighing the blonde took their hands and lead them outside.
''I have no idea what is going on between you two.'' She stated, looking at both men before her, placing her hands on her hips. ''But whatever it is you better fix it!'' She demanded of them, placing her hands on her hips, that's when Morgan just shrugged. ''There's nothing going on between us.'' He answered.
That was when the rest of the team came out.. ''Time to go to the airport.'' Gideon announced, and the three nodded their heads, getting into the SUVs. The drive to the airport wasn't very long, but it felt long for Morgan. Reid sitting beside him in the car, and it actually took all he had not to look at the guy.
The same was for Reid, he forced himself to look ahead and never at Morgan, he enjoyed what happen last night, but he wasn't about to tell Morgan that, he didn't need to know, he didn't want to face more rejection then already had from the guy. Getting blamed for something they both did was hard enough.
Back on the jet, no one really talked. They all sat by themselves either on the couch, chairs, looking out the window or had his headphones on and he was looking out the window thinking of what happen last night and the this morning. He was a right jerk to yell at Reid like that, he did nothing wrong. It does take two to tangle after all. Morgan was just in shock and the shock came out as anger and he directed it at Reid.
Sighing, Morgan turned his head to find Reid, but he was sleeping on the couch, looking adorable as ever. It was official, Morgan had feelings for Reid. Something he had to get used to, so when the jet landed, Morgan would talk to Reid and explain everything to the younger man that he just realized himself. With that, Morgan fell asleep also.
''Reid!'' Morgan called out, before Reid could enter the building were they work. When he stopped, and turned to face him, Morgan chanced a small smile at him. ''We need to talk.'' He stated firmly, turning to the rest of the team who stopped. ''Go ahead.'' He waved them on. ''We'll catch up.'' That being said, Morgan took Reid's wrist in his hand and lead him away from the building and to were Morgan's car was parked.
Reid sighed, all the plane ride, Morgan was on his mind, and in his dreams too, but Morgan was ignoring him, and if Morgan wanted to play hard ball, so would Reid, but it was when they got back to the building that Morgan finally talked to Reid and he just nodded, following him to the car. ''Look.'' Reid started, shoving his hands deep in his pocket. ''You don't have to tell me you regret sleeping with me, I got that from your reaction this morning.''
''I don't regret it though.'' Morgan stated, the wide eyes Spencer shot him, Morgan sighed and nodded his head. ''On the plane I did alot of thinking.'' He started off. ''I was a dick for yelling at you, and I'm sorry, I was just surprised and taken back.'' He explained walking closer to Reid. ''But on the plane, I was thinking, I do like you Spencer Reid.''
Reid nodded his head. ''I felt something the moment I saw you.'' He explained. ''I tried to ignore it, since I knew you would never feel that same way.'' He locked his eyes on Morgan's, he liked that they were the same height, ''And last night, it as amazing for me, I don't regret it.'' With that, he closed the space between him and Morgan, feeling brave as Morgan's arms wrapped around his waist, and the two met in the middle for a long, sweet kiss, as Reid moved his arms to around Morgan's neck.
When Both men needed air in their lungs, Morgan pulled back and shoo his head. ''I'm still getting used to his, so can we keep this between us, for now, and stay friends?'' Not that Morgan was ashamed or anything, but he still had things he needed to figure out himself, and didn't want to be in a relationship, atleast not right now. ''I'm not saying we will be friends forever though...'' He said with a wink, before walking away.
Reid of course, wanted to be more then just friends, but he would give Morgan all the time he wanted or needed. Spencer Reid would wait forever for Derek Morgan. ''Yeah.'' He repeated following Morgan. ''Friends.