I looked over at the other side of the bed, Soda was gone. He usually wasn't when I lived here, I got up into the kitchen. I saw Soda talking to Steve.

"Oh Opal." He turned around.

"Did I interupt anything?" I asked him.

"No not at all." He didn't even look at me.

"Steve leave so I can talk to Soda." I said, he got up quietly.

Once the door closed I sat by Soda.

"Is something wrong?" I asked.

"We-well I-I don't know." His voice seemed broken, and hurt.

"Soda please tell me." I leaned over to kiss him.

"DON'T touch me." He yelled.

"Soda." I was hurt now.

"No don't Soda me. You-you why did I even have sex with you? We're brothers. This is-its just-I don't even know anymore." He had got up.

"I love you Soda." I said.

"No your suppost to be with Tim, anyone. I don't know." His eyes flickered around the room.

"Its true. I love you Soda." I said once more.

"No no get out. It was better when you were gone." I looked at him, his eyes were serious.

"B-but Soda. I-I have no where to go." I started to cry.

"Well you can get somewhere with the job you have huh." He pushed me out the door, and shut it in my face.

I walked out, it was about four. Oh Soda why? I thought you loved me, I thought Tim loved me. Their both liars, such dirty liars.

I walked untill night time, clouds overhead. I saw a car pull up beside me.

"You need a ride?" It was the man I first gave a dance to. Bob the soc.

"No I have no home." He moved his chin side to side.

"I'll take you home with me, get in." I walked over, raindrops now falling.

It hit against the top of his car, and went down the windows.

"You okay?" He asked, voice soft.

"Yeah." I looked down.

He pulled out of the street.

I was pulled inside his house, It was warm. I turned him around, I started to kiss him. I put my hands against his chest, putting my hand on his belt.

"Hey what are you doing?" He asked putting his hand over mine.

"You asked if I would come home with you."

"I'm not that horrible." He said.

I pulled away, and followed him. His room was big enough.

"Now tell me what happened." He sat down.

I explained how I ditched Tim, went home. Slept with Soda, and was thrown out the next day. Then how I ended up here.

"Thats harsh." He looked over at the window.

"Tell you what, I'll drive you out of Tulsa if you wish."

"Okay I'll do it." I layed next to him. I was really leaving tomorrow, for a long time, maybe forever.

I let tears run down my cheeks. Mom, Dad, Darry, Soda, Johnny, Dally, Curly, Tim, Two-bit, hell even Steve. I was leaving them all. Family, friends, lovers, everything. Oh Tim. He was all I could think about, my first real love. And I never got to tell him, we only made love once. I cried even harder, Bob was fast asleep. I held a pillow to my chest.

I hopped in the car.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Bob asked me.

"Yes I'm one-hundered percent sure." I said.

"As you wish." He pulled out from the driveway.

The only thing I was happy about was no more Socs, no more greasers. Nothing.

My heart still throbbed. Now I knew that love can sting, more than it could ever be worth. II belived it was magical, even like you were really king of the world. But it just doesn't work like that, and it never will.

Even If I sped too fast into an adult, I would still never come back down. My childhood over, my innocence was took. There was a barren wasteland left, that was my heart. So broken, many times over.

I looked out the window. Windrixville. Thats what the sign said. At least I was away.

Never to be seen again

A/N: Yes that was the end. Review. Bye...