JACOB POINT OF VIEW

PLAN B

don't know what to say is that it?... No this plan B is this Leah thing. I know me and Nessie belong together.

"Jacob?" Leah asked

I was sitting on a rock in the middle of the forest. Leah could tell something was wrong. Wolf instincts.

"So um i told Nessie I loved her. Just to see what she would say" i said sarcasticly.

Leah came to sit next to me on the rock. She seemed to be ok around me now.

"And" she asked.

I just looked at her. I didn't need to say anything she knew;

"Oh Jacob what are you going to do now?" she asked

i put my hand on Leahs and looked at her.

"Plan B" and smiled

she smiled back.

NESSIES POINT OF VIEW

OH MY GOD!

WRITTEN BY CASEY DAVOREN

Jacob........ Jacob Black is in love with me it so hard to process it. Were best friends i never thought it would be any different but i also love him so much as a friend.

To the world you may be one person. But to one person he may be the world. Was he that one person?

I was in my room just trying to process what just happened. All i could do was think. I didn't have a clue as to what to do. I needed to make this right for my Jacob but how i am so confused.

I heard two gentle knocks on the door.

"Ness?" Nahuel asked.

"Come in" i said. I did not sound inviting.

He came to sit at the end of my bed staring at my face worried.

"Are you ok?" he asked.

"Jake...... i mean Jacob you know him right my best friend the werewolf?" i asked

"yeah i know him" he said in a discouraging tone.

"Well he told me something thats kinda a shock to me, i am just a bit confused right now". I said confused.

"Well do you want to talk about it, what did he say?" he asked.

"Um" i said

"come on Ness you can talk to me, I am your friend to you know". He said. I knew that i just didn't want to tell him. And let my dad read his mind and just go crazy. Or even let my family know especially my mum she would be a little grossed out what with what happened 7 years ago i really don't want to get into that right now.

I just looked at him and winced.

"look i really rather not talk about Nahuel i am sorry it just its painful to talk about" i said

"oh ok" he said.

"Lets just say i am a horrible friend" i said

"You are not horrible Nessie your fantastic". He said. And he seemed like he truly meant it.

"Thanks but i am not a good .......friend." i said. Well i am not really a friend to Jacob anymore i am his love.

"i just cant give him what he wants and its killing me" i said and winced again.

"Ness my friend told me this once, A true friend is someone who thinks that your a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked" he said and chuckled.

I tried to smile but the situations just hit me and i was bursting into tears. I really didn't want him to see me like this no one should have to see me like this. They should be comforting Jacob not me.

Nahuel jumped of the End of the bed and came towards me.

"Oh nessie shh" he said. He pulled me into his arms and hugged me tight it felt nice to hug someone.

This didn't feel normal it didn't feel right. It felt different. This was the first time Nahuel has been in my room or even this close to me hugging me on my bed this was a stretch.

I could feel his heart beat going faster than usual well it was going faster than mine.

I could feel his face moving down my cheek he was brushing his cheek with mine. I looked up at him trying to stare into his eyes but i couldn't see them clear because mine where filled with tears. Are faces where not far from each other i could feel his sweet breath on my lips. He moved his hand to the side of my neck to hold me there and he moved his lips closer to mine...

"Nessie" he whispered.

" Nahuel I......" i said in a husky voice.

"What" he whispered.

I closed my eyes. "I......I cant".

"Why?" he asked still inches away from my face and his hand on my neck.

"Because i don't want you" i said irritated.

He lets go of my neck and looked at me.

"Well what do you want" he asked

i could feel my anger building up i just didn't want boys chasing after me or hitting on me. Thats one of the disadvantages of being a vampire your irresistible.

Here it comes!

"I WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK" I SHOUTED IN HIS FACE.

He just looked at me surprised.

I could feel the tears rolling down my cheek but i couldn't help it.

" I WANT THINGS HOW THEY WERE. JAKE WOULD TAKE ME HUNTING AND CLIFF DIVING WITH THE PACK. HE WOULD TUCK ME IN AT NIGHT, HE WOULD KISS MY FOREHEAD WHEN I WAS SAD. IF I HAD NIGHTMARES HE WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE TO GIVE ME HUG I JUST...... WANT IT BACK!." i shouted while crying i couldn't help it i needed to get it out!.

"Ness its ok calm down" he said about to touch my face.

"DONT touch me!". I said in a threatening tone i didn't want anyone to touch me.

"Ness" he said.

"GET OUT" i said

"but ness" he said.

Thats it!

"GET OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i shouted. I didn't want to hurt his feeling but i don't want him i don't want a boyfriend nothing like that.

He looked at me with a horrific look.

"i just want to be left alone Nahuel ok please just leave." i said.

"ok...." he said while walking out the room.

I just wanted to crawl under my bed and die!.

I needed to hunt. It had been a couple of days since i haven't and i am young and cant hold it that long.