NESSIES POINT OF VIEW
LOVE?
Written by Casey Davoren
What was that? Oh how i missed his blood why did he leave?
Aunt Alice walked through the door and saw me still on the floor with blood hanging from my mouth and glass in my hand.
"Who did you kill?" she asked and laughed.
"Jacob came over" i said and sighed.
"Yeah i can tell by the smell" she said. she sniffed and winced.
She looked at the glass.
"Did you have a fight?" she asked.
"No i dropped the glass and Jacob cut himself and I....." i said she knew.
She sat on the floor next to me and she wiped Jacobs blood away from my mouth and brushed my hair away form my face.
"Can you see my future with Jacob Aunt Alice?" i asked.
"I see yours and its muddled up. But sometimes its a happy one if you let yourself feel what you want to. Just open you heart and let yourself feel what you want to and plus what are you wearing?." she said and smiled and helped me clean up.
I did realise something when i was drinking Jacobs blood. I realised that he belonged to me. That i couldn't live without him and that no girl could have him apart from me even a sadistic werewolf like Leah. I had a different urge to show how i loved Jacob. Did i actually love him the way he does to me? I need to get him away from Leah and to me....
STOP!
The next day i had to go back to school. The only reason i felt like going in was because Jacob was going to be there. I couldn't wait to see him.
I was in the car park my family went in already i just wanted to see him. He pulled up into the car park with Leah in the car to. Ugh.
He's got out the car and stared at me but Leah pulled him along i was going to go up to him but i got stopped by Anna, Oh great.
"Hey Nessie" she said.
"Um..... hi" i said i wasn't even paying attention i kept looking at Jacob and Leah walking into the school.
"So you coming to my party?" she asked.
Calum came behind Anna.
"Yeah Ness you coming?" he asked.
"Ah i don't know" i said.
"Come on Ness it will be awesome" he said.
I guess i could go for a while.
"Oh ok when is it?" i asked.
"Tonight. It will be great i will pick you up about nine". Anna said. Wow not much notice.
"Alright i will see you then lets go to class" i said.
I guess it would be cool i have never been to a party before.
It was the end of the day and i hadn't seen Jacob where was he?. We went straight home after school and i told my dad about going to the party.
"Nope no way" Dad said.
"Please Dad just for a little while" i said. Dad couldn't refuse me just like he cant mum.
He looked at me with a sly face i bet he heard that oops.
"A bunch of drunken teenagers making out and fighting i don't think so" he said.
" I am sure it isn't going to be like that just a little get together please daddy?" i asked in a innocent voice.
"Come on Edward i am sure she's telling the truth let her go." mum said and put her hand on his.
Dad looked at me and then mum and signed.
"Ok but not long" he said.
I smiled and hugged him.
"Thanks dad" i said.
"Ok well we need to find you something really good to wear" i guess you know who said that of course it was aunt Alice.
We went upstairs to Aunt Alice's second walk in wardrobe. It was huge.
Me, mum, aunt Alice and aunt Rose were searching through all the clothes to see what i could where when mum pulled out this plain pink top.
"What about this?" she said
Aunt Alice and aunt Rose just looked at it and started laughing mum laughed to.
"Bella maybe you should sit this one out" Aunt Rose said.
"Ha Ha" she said and carried on looking.
"This is perfect" Aunt Alice said.
She pulled out this beautiful purple glittery top and black skinny jeans and black high heels. It was perfect.
Aunt Rose did my hair and make-up she didn't put much on she said i didn't need it.
My mum just stood out of the way and smiled a lot at me.
"Ok your done" Aunt Rose said.
She pulled me to the big mirror.
"Wow i look so different" i said
"You look beautiful" mum said.
"Thanks" i said.
As soon as i said that a heard a car horn down stairs.
"That must be your friend" mum said.
"Yeah she's here to pick me up" i said and kissed my Aunts and mum.
I ran down the stairs to open the door not before my Dad caught me on the way.
"You look great" he said and smiled.
"Thanks daddy" i said.
"Ness? Be careful" he said and gave me a firm look.
"I will" i said and ran out the door.
But before i could get to the car Jacob was there coming out of the woods.
"Jake what are you doing here?" i asked. It was so good to see him.
He just looked at me up and down with his mouth open. I laughed and coughed.
He smiled.
"Wow you look amazing Ness" he said.
I looked down shyly.
"Um.. thanks Jake". I wanted to..... I think kiss him. This is weird I have never had this urge and its really strong but he's with Leah so i cant.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"A...party" i said.
"A what?" he asked surprised.
"Just a party Anna's one" i said
"And your Dad let you?" He asked.
"Yeah he did." i said i stared at him longing for him.
"Oh ok" he said.
"Come on Ness" Anna shouted. Out her window
"I will see you later ok?" i asked. Hoping he would say he
"Sure" he said and hesitated.
"Bye Jake" i said and headed for the the car door.
"Ness?" Jacob asked.
"Yeah?" i asked.
"Be careful please" he said and took off into the woods.
"ok" i said but i don't think he heard me
I got into the car with Anna.
"Hey wow you look great Ness" she said.
"You too" i said.
Once we pulled up to her drive way i regretted coming. The were teenagers everywhere. Kissing each other drinking. what i am sure is alcohol.
"Ah Anna?" i asked.
"Yeah?" as we got out the car.
"Where are your parents?" i asked how can they let her do this? Grandma Esme would never let this happen in her house she would kill someone.
"Oh there out of town some convention thing" she said.
"Oh ok then" i said.
We got into her house. My Dad was right. He will hold me to that later. Everyone was doing what he said they would. Drinking, Smoking you know the rest.
I saw Calum coming up to me while Anna disappeared into the crowd.
"Hey Ness you ok?" he asked more like shouted the music and everyone were so loud.
"Yeah i think so" i said and laughed a nervous laugh.
"You thirsty?" he asked
I wanted to say kinda but i don't think your offering it.
He took me to the kitchen. I was just staring at all the people who where staring at me i wanted to say, want a picture? it will last longer.
"Here" he said and handed me the cup.
I smelled it and winced.
"Is this alcohol" i asked.
"Um yeah its not a lot it has a lot of cola in it" he said and smiled.
I guess not much would be that bad. I put the cup to my lips and Calum was staring at me smiling what's with him? It taste horrible everything did apart from blood especially Jacobs.
"Nice?" he asked.
"Great" i said.
"Good" he said and smiled something changed in his eyes. I took another sip and smiled.
Calum pointed behind me.
"Can you believe Anna's forty year old auntie is hanging out here?" he asked and smiled.
She didn't look forty she looked younger she was blabbering to this girl about her life story i guess.
"I my day there were two types of girls, the pretty ones that have a choice of all the boys and the other girls who spend puberty in the library." she said and laughed.
That wasn't nice.
Suddenly my body felt heavy and my head went light headed. Maybe i should go i don't like this place.
I turned to Calum.
"Calum i don't feel to good i need to go home can you take me?" i asked i really didn't feel good my heart was pumping so fast i couldn't catch up.
"Yeah you dont look good come upstairs so you can sit" he said
"I should go" i said Grandpa would help.
"Oh come on you just got here" he said and pulled me up the stairs. I couldn't see the floor it was turning different colours and i couldn't stand properly what's happening i need Jacob. For the first time i felt so cold.
Callum pulled on something that felt like a bed i couldn't really see.
"Calum" i said my speech was blurred i need to go.
"Calum take me home please". I whispered.
He pushed me onto the bed to make me lie down and he put my wrists over my head and started kissing me neck. What has he done to my drink? I couldn't move i felt paralysed.
"Its ok Ness shhh" he whispered in my ear.
Why wasn't he helping me? Its his fault i feel like this i need to get out but i cant move.
"Calum stop" i tried to say.
He kissed my neck harder it started to hurt.
"Come on Ness relax" he said and carried on.
"Stop please stop" i tried to scream.
He didn't stop and i could feel myself falling asleep ad least that what i think
I tried to say it on more time.
"STOP" i tried to shout but i couldn't.
All of a sudden i heard the door slam open i tried to focus on who it was. I could see five men standing in front of Calum on top of me on the bed with the most devilish look on there faces like they wanted to kill. One of the men where shaking aggressively. I couldn't hold on i just felt Calum weight taking off of me, but i just passed out not before i tried to say his name.
"Jake............."