Nessie point of view

I wonder where Jake went with my father last night? They say that they had a talk. Yeah right. It was the next morning and Jacob was outside my door smiling.

"What you grinning at?" i asked.

"Nothing" he said and kissed my lips.

"Mmm I could get use to that" I said after Jacob kissed me.

"yeah me too" he laughed.

"Lets go" I said.

As Jacob and myself pulled up into the school car park. He opened the door for me and took my hand. This was the first time me and him were entering the school as a couple.

As me and Jacob entered the Building those annoying girls where looking at me hand in hand with him. I turned to Jacob.

"Quick kiss me" I whispered.

"Huh?" he asked.

I just grabbed Jakes face and kissed him passionately. That got them. Taking the mic out of me just because i am a virgin, I bet they got Calum to spike my drink.

"Woah" Jake said after i stopped kissing him.

"What?" i asked.

"Nothing" he said and laughed. He kissed my forehead.

"I will see you lunch" he said and winked at me as he walked down the hall.

I smiled and walked to my first lesson.

Oh god look who's here. Calum.

I walked over to my seat which was next to his and he didn't even acknowledge i was there. It even looked like he was holding his breath. For the rest of the lesson I stared at the blackboard not really even caring what the teacher was saying. I was thinking about mine and Jakes first kiss and how magical it was, and how in a couple of hours i would be with him.

My second lesson was Gym Great, how wonderful i thought to myself as the Girls came over to talk to me. Mary,Lucy, Taylor and Anna.

"So you and the giant huh?" Anna asked.

God I cant do this any more.

"Yes me and Jacob" I spat.

And walked off.

"Well ad least she wont be that 40 year old virgin after all hahah" Taylor said and they all started to giggle.

HOW DARE SHE, SHE DOESNT KNOW ME.

I growled and walked to Taylor who was one foot away from me and grabbed her and pushed her against the wall.

"Listen I am not like you ok? I am not like any of you guys. I am not a slut who sleep's with guys to get attention. I am not a girl who has house party's without my parents knowing i am not a evil bitch like you all are. I am a nice person and if i want to stay i virgin i can and non of you can change that" I spat and let go of Taylor who was leaning against the wall shaking. I didn't know what came over me i am just sick of there crap.

I also didn't realise my parent and Jacob where behind me.

"What's going on?" Dad asked.

"Nothing. Nothing is going on they where just leaving" i said and looked at them, They realised what i meant and ran for the door.

"We are going to talk about this when we get home" Dad said.

Later that day when we all got back to grandpas house i knew i was going to get a lecture.

"You bet you are" Dad said as we entered the house i was holding Jacobs hand.

"So now tell me. What the hell where you doing holding a human against the wall like that?" Dad asked.

"Because she's evil dad ok? They all are disgusting and i cant believe i thought they where my friends. They called Jacob names and I couldn't just stand there and listen to it." i said and a tear ran down my cheek

"Jacob black can look after himself Nessie" Dad shouted.

"I know i could of blown my cover but i didn't ok? So your telling me you wouldn't do the same if they where calling mum names?" i asked.

"That's different" he said.

"How is that different why do you think me and Jacob Don't love each other as much as you love mum. You have no idea i would die for him and if anyone's got a bad word to say about him they will answer to me." i shouted.

"What's going on" Grandma asked as the rest of the family entered the room.

"Oh nothing Dad being a dick" i said and ran out the door without Jacob I wanted to be alone.

Who's there?

Ugh I just wanted to lash out at someone's i hated when Dad didn't listen to me it just got on my nerves, he's so stubborn. I was sitting on a log in the middle of the forest, just thinking about those girls and how much i hated them. As soon as i was about to leave a heard a russel in the bushes i jumped up in my hunting pose ready to pounce this wasn't a deer or a mountain lion.

"Who's there?" i asked.

It wasn't a human it wasn't a deer it was another vampire i did not recognise maybe her took a wrong turn. I still stayed in my position I didn't know what he was doing here.

"Who are you?" i asked.

He just smiled. He had a Black cloak on with a hood. He also had black hair black as Sam's fur, and big red eyes. Well this means he's not a vegetarian.

"My names Alec" he said in a husky voice.

"Yes? And what do you want?" i asked still tense.

"Calm down little one i am not here to hurt you" He said and approched me.

He seemed like he didnt. So i calmed down and sat back where i was.

"Well can i help you are you loss?" i asked.

"Erm.... not really just passing through" he said as he sat next to me.

"Do you know my parents?" i asked.

"Your Nessie" he said like her didn't even hear my question.

"How.....how did you know that?" i asked.

He just signed.

"Do you know what my powers are?" he asked.

"Huh? No i don't. I don't know you." i said.

He laughed.

"I can seduce anyone i want." he said and smiled at me.

"Well all vampires can do that" i said.

"No but i cant do it a different way i can just make them come to me" he said.

"Oh well i have never heard of that power before." i said.

"What's yours?" he asked.

"Erm.. well i can show people what i feel and think by touching them." i said.

"Wow you do the opposite of Aro." he said.

WHAT?

"Aro? Are part of the Volturi?" i asked and stood on my feet in my hunting position.

"Yes i am, but i couldn't take it any more. So i left" he said, and looked into the sun which was shining through the trees.

"I don't believe in what they do and i don't want to hurt humans." he said and closed his eyes.

"Oh" that's all i could say. He looked really sad and it was my nature to comfort someone who was upset. So I put my hand on his shoulder.

"I am sure it will be ok Alec" i said.

He looked at my hand on his shoulder, and took it from his shoulder and brushed his lips against my wrist. I gasped. I couldn't control my feelings he's using his power on me i can tell.

"Alec stop please" i gasped.

He growled but i could move my hand. It felt like i wanted to move closer i wanted to be as close to him as i could what was he doing?

Stop!

"You know your very beautiful" Alec whispered.

"Stop" i begged.

Alec didn't stop he got to his feet still holding my hand.

I felt desire i have never felt begin to stir in the pit of my stomach. I never felt this before i couldn't control my boy but i couldn't control my words. I felt a need Alec his powers where so strong.

"Mmmm you smell so good dear Nessie" he whispered. And pulled my close so that we where pressed together. I couldn't move.

"Please Alec dont." its all i could say.

"Do what my dear Nessie" he whispered.

Desire pounded through me . My body felt so alive. I couldn't feel the blood flowing through my veins.

I couldn't help myself. I put my hands on his shirtthat was tucked under his cloak and began to unbutton it. What was i doing my brain was telling me to stop but i couldn't he was controlling me.

I pushed his cloak off, and then pushed his shirt down to his arms an tossed it carelessly aside. Stop Nessie.

I ran my nails down his bear chest and looked up at him. He was grinning.

I wanted him right here right now. With night coming and the stars almost shinning on us. I wanted to feel his heat his passion i wanted to feel.

I bent up to kiss him. Letting my tongue glide over his lips and into the warmth of his mouth.

"You very good little one" he said and bent his head to my neck. He licked it gently and growled. He brought me closer to his and grazed his teeth along my neck up and down. I shivered. Not for long.

Alec dug his sharp teeth into my neck. I screamed.

"Ah" i screamed.

"NESSIE" i hear the voice from the one person i loved the one person i should be doing this with.

Alec was still drinking from my Neck. I could feel myself losing consciousness. He dug his nails into my back. And i couldn't feel any longer just numb, and then it went dark. I tried to say the one name who meant the world to me. "Jacob" i whispered.

"Nessie?" he asked.

"Nessie wake up please" he begged.

"Jacob Leave her she's week. She will ok. Be patience.

"Don't tell me what to do ok?"Jacob asked angry.

"I cant tell you anything i want when it come to my daughter" Dad said.

What happened where was I. I felt so tired i couldn't feel my fingers.

"Jake?" i croaked.

"Shhh its ok baby" he said as he stroke my hair.

"Back in my bed again" i whispered.

"Yeah. Your like mother. Trouble follows you everywhere."

"Where Alec." i asked after realising what just happened.

"He's...." Dad hesitated.

"Dead" Jacob interrupted him.

I signed, in relief.

"Good" i said, everyone looked at me shocked. I didn't believe anyone should die but i made an exception on Alec.

"Why did bite me?" i asked confused as i put my finger to the scar at the side of my neck, it was healing still.

When i moved my hand from my neck Jacob put his hand the in its place and bent his head to kiss the scar. I closed my eyes and shuddered.

"because he was thirsty. And you are half human" Jacob whispered into my neck.

My parent had all ready gone out the room, they left me and jacob alone.

Jacob looked toubled. Of coure he did i kissed Alec.

"Jake?" i asked.

He turned to look at me.

I sat up in my bed and sat neck to him. I smoothed his frown.

"I am so sorry, I didn't know what i happened all of a sudden i was kissing him and undressing him i just...."

"I know Ness, I know. It wasn't your fault." he whispered, and smiled.

"Hold me, just for a minute please" i begged. I just wanted to be close to him he was mine and i was his and i couldn't believe what Alec did.

Jacob pulled me into his arms with no hesitations. I held his close my arms wrapped around his waist and breathed in his smell.

"I love you" i whispered.

"I know. I love you too" he said, and kissed my hair.

After what happened with Alec I had a new form of love for Jacob, like i wanted to do more with him. More than just kissing and hugging more.

Later that day after i got my strength back my Dad took my hunting to get my strength back. After i left my Dad i wanted to see Jake he went home for a shower. I climbed. Up his windows and through the door.

"Jake?" i whispered.

"Jake where are you?" i asked. I could see a light under Jakes bathroom door. I opened it to be comforted by Jacob naked body under the shower head.

I giggled.

He turned to look at me and smiled, he didn't even seem shocked.

"May i help you?" he asked and smiled again.

"Erm... not really" i said and giggled again. Jacob had the most amazing body. His shoulders where so big he had an 8 pack which was chizeld for a god. His body looked so good wet. What was wrong with me?

Jacob got out the shower and walked towards me naked. And laughed.

"Ness?" he asked.

I wasn't even looking at his face.

He lifted my chin so that i was looking at him. He grinned i grinned back.

I raised my lips to his and kissed them, they were so warm. He placed his hand on the small of my back and pulled me closer to him, my heart started to race. I kissed his lips again putting my hand on his torso and feeling all the bulging muscles, I looked down at them and smiled.

He raised my head again "Ness what you thinking?" he asked.

What was I thinking? To be really honest, I had no clue. I wanted him, but then again was I ready for that I pulled my eye brows together "I'm not sure" I whispered back and looked him in the eyes. "Kiss me again please"

He did it was so soft and lovely. He also kissed my neck and my jaw line back up to my lips. I smiled what else could I do; I had butterflies as my stomach done flips.

I raised my finger and traced his lips slowly my breath quickening I pulled his hand out of the bath room and on to the landing.

"Jacob" I held him against me, he silenced me with his finger and kissed my forehead.

"It's ok, I'm scared too" he lifted me up so we were at the same level "Terrified actually I don't want to hurt you" I kissed his head, and looked to his room.

"Everything will be ok" I knew I didn't sound sure "I love you Jacob Black"

He carried me to his room and placed me on his bed. He went to shut his door and then looked at me, he looked how I felt, sick and not confident. He walked over to me and sat down on the bed. He put his hand on my leg. I shuddered.

"Go on" I told him as I placed my lips against his, on his neck and down his chest.

His hand moved up my top and began to unbutton it slowly all the time kissing my lips softly; I felt his hot hands moving around my back undoing my underwear pulling it off. I placed my hands behind his head and my fingers through his hair pulling him closer to me, he hovered over me and undone my trousers. He kissed my neck and chest as he took them off underwear too.

He paused over me both of us naked I smiled at him and leaned up to kiss his lips and he placed his thighs in-between mine; he had his weight on me.

"Wait" I said and he looked up suddenly "If dad finds out he will kill you. And keep killing you until I'm a virgin again."

"Oh Ness don't talk about your father when we're doing this" he groaned.

"Sorry, but you saw how mum flipped out and we were just kissing, dad will go crazy" Jacob silenced me the only way he knew how. With a kiss.

"Renesmee Cullen would you be quiet" He whispered against my lips.

"No, not if doing something means you dying" I whispered back.

"No?" he questioned "Well I'll just have to keep your lips occupied then" He smiled at me and kissed me. He was much more urgent his lips hard against mine.

I kissed him back my tongue licking his top lip, and sliding into his mouth, meeting with his. I laid back down my legs opening as he pushed his thighs on to mine again, I moaned at just the closeness of his body and mine he smiled and kissed my neck. His hands went to my waist and pushed himself inside me.

"Oh" I screamed the pain was like no other, but it felt good "No, No, I'm fine" I said as I pulled myself towards him my fingers finding the back of his neck again. He pulled out and thrust back.

I bit my tongue for the pain and my fingers digging in his neck my eyes closed tears spilling from the corners. Jacob saw. He stopped staring at me, I just shook my head, I couldn't speak I moved my body away from his, and nodded; he growled kissing me.

I pulled my body towards his and kissed his neck just as he pushed against my skin; I moaned and stuck my teeth in to his shoulder he was bleeding.

"I'm sorry" I whispered as I licked up the blood and sealing the wound, it tasted so good.

"Don't say sorry, that felt good" He growled.

I felt a bit more confident now, I bit into him again, and drank some of his blood, he groaned my fingers searched his back and my fingernails dug into his skin. I pulled my teeth away from his shoulder and kissed him hard on the lips.

Jacob's lips became softer against mine and he moved to the side of me he stroked my hair out of my face and kissed my nose I laughed and laid on his chest. He kissed my hair, I was happy here in his arms. Forever.

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