Alice
Six years have passed since I have seen my love. Six years years of anguish spent hoping that she was okay and would return to me. Like I suspected the family has moved on leaving Forks to stay with our cousins up North, the Denali, and Jasper declined to go with them staying with me instead. Jacob had chosen to stay in the house with us, his way of keeping me safe. He doesn't seem understand that me being a vampire means I can protect myself. I think he is upset that he was unable to protect Bella so he is overcompensating with me. He mainly splits his time between the manor and Charlie's. Charlie has really taken the whole situation all that well. When we told him that Bella had left he freaked out. He demanded we go out and bring her back. I tried to apologize and told him that we couldn't do that. That going after her would be dangerous for both her and us but that only made him even more upset. He said if it was dangerous for us to go after her what made us believe it was safe to leave her where she was. When I tried explaining again he through me out and told me not to come back. Jacob was able to calm him down after I left. Jacob told me Charlie said he didn't want anymore of my 'kind' coming around his house anymore. It upset me a bit but I understood the sentiment and agreed to stay away.
A lot of things have changed since that day five years ago. Along with Jacob, Leah and Seth had also left the pack and joined with Jacob, and here staying with us in the manor. The biggest iroy of all is the fact that Leah imprinted on Jasper. They are so cute together. The rest of the family hates it when they come to visit complaining that the whole house smells like wet dog although Jasper and I don't smell it. I'm assuming that it is because of our prolonged exposure to it. Just like after living with the wolves for a couple of months my visions came back and I am able to see them as clearly as I see anyone else. Although I still can't see Bella. I worry about not seeing her there have been a couple of times when I wanted to go to Volterra myself to check on her but Jasper talked me out of it.
I have felt a bit lost without Bella. I miss her a a lot, but I have been getting this feeling that there is something about to happen. My visions have been a bit off lately. They have been coming in and out and my last vision was the same blank that I get whenever I search for Bella. I'm hoping that means that she is coming back, but I can't be sure. All I can do is hope.
A/N: So it has been more than three years since i updated this story. I apologize for the long wait. I am hoping to be able to update all my stories and finish them but I mak no promises. As I have said it has been three years and I am not the same person I was when I started these stories. I can barely remember the plans I had for them, but I am hoping for you guys i will be able to do them justice. Wish me luck.
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