A Travel To The Past
A/N- Disclaimer: Characters belong to Bookworm1807 and Kelley Armstrong!
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Previously In Derek's POV
I walked into my house my thoughts in a spiral. The girl I loved, the girl I cherished my mate had been in my arms twice and twice I'd lost her. Twice! I was reckless and stupid and it'd cost her everything it'd cost her, her life! I'd killed her. I ran down to my basement staring at the one thing that had ruined it all. Angry at myself I did what I should've done ages ago I walked over and flipped the table, glass smashed and covered the floor and what had once been the greatest experiment in my lifetime lay on the ground in pieces. And I was happy about it.
The doorbell rang and I got of my ass to answer it looking out the door I saw Tori standing there a box in her hands,
"I have some things for you." She whispered lightly and I stepped aside to let her pass.
Derek's POV
"What are you doing here Tori?" I asked as she set the box on my coffee table in my living room,
"She kept this under her bed it was her most treasured item." I sat up as she pulled the tabs off the top. Inside was pictures so many that a few fell over the edge and Tori picked them up handing them to me I glanced at one to the other flicking through them. Our photos the ones she'd taken when she left me photos and photos of us smiling and her laughing, "that was her favourite." Tori told me pointing to the one where Chloe was on her back smiling at the camera as I tried to look up at her,
"I miss you." I whispered to myself as I ran my thumb over her smiling face, "so much everyday."
"I don't blame you Derek but she'd want you to be there with her through this maybe if you're there in the hospital with her she might..she might wake up." I shook my head and Tori sighed sitting down the two of us went through picture after picture,
"She had the most beautiful eyes," I told Tori, "I always found myself falling into them I told her once and she laughed her laughs like a bell." I ranted on about everything about my girl everything that made her unique that made her Chloe.
"I always liked her hair." Tori said and I smiled remembering the fine soft hair that slid through my finger tips,
"I liked how she was so stubborn." Tori laughed and I leaned back, "I love her."
"Then go see her Derek!" I shook my head and sighed,
"Help me put these up?" I asked and she nodded,
"Of course." We stood up and started hanging the pictures up on my empty walls and soon it started to feel like a real home. I could feel Chloe in the house well not literally but it felt like it was our house with the pictures of us everywhere I framed her favourite and set it on my bedside table. I wouldn't no I couldn't forget her she was my everything, "Derek?" Tori called and I walked down stairs in her hands she held the very picture I had framed on my wall the one that Chloe had cut herself out of but the one in Tori's hand was the full picture nothing was missing and I smiled Tori took down the picture slipping out the broken and cut version and replacing it with the restored version.
"Thank you." I whispered to her and she nodded smiling,
"Derek can't you visit her at least once?" I sighed and she took it for a yes dragging me out of the house and into her car.
Drone's POV
I glanced at Karan from where I sat at the bar he was flocked with girls but his mind wasn't in it he was wasted that I knew but as I stared at my best friend I couldn't help but feel jealous. They got to touch him with out pretending it was nothing they got to kiss him and whisper dirty things into his ear. I clenched my fist causing the glass I held to break and Karan looked up at me,
"Drrrronnnne." He slurred and I sighed,
"We should go Kar." I told him but he shook his head tapping a girls hip I hissed and he looked up at me,
"Calm down matey." He told me and I sighed,
"I'll be over there." I told him pointing to an empty seat on the other side of the club he shrugged like he didn't care and that was just it he didn't care and it hurt. I sighed and went over sitting in the chair I tried to distract myself but I was in love with Karan had been since I was young but he wasn't gay and that was obvious. Sighing I stared at the roof trying to distract myself from the girl attached to his lips those light pink lushes-
"Hey you're Drone from Supernatural aren't you?" I looked up to see a guy standing there and sighed,
"Yes go ahead tell me all your gay boy jokes and go away." I replied but the guy only sat,
"I'm gay too." He said and I looked up,
"You don't-
"Act it no."
"Your still in the closet?" I asked and he laughed,
"Ah hell nah!" He replied and I smiled,
"Drone!" I looked up to see Karan, "lets go." He was shooting daggers at the other guy and I smiled,
"Relax I'm fine Kar he's gay too." Karan didn't relax though only glared harder,
"Get out of here punk." He hissed at the guy and he rolled his eyes,
"Name's Chris." He told me handing me a card looking at it I saw his number, "call me when you're in town next time maybe we can get some beers." I smiled and nodded watching him walk away before I turned to Karan,
"What the hell!" I screamed at him and he sighed,
"I was just-"
"Go back to your girls Karan I'm going home." I stood up turning and started away,
"Drone." I looked back at him, "I don't have any money." I rolled my eyes and tossed him a fifty,
"Now I'm gone."
"Drone?" I didn't turn around anymore, "I'm sorry." I shook my head and continued walking when I reached my car I sighed and sat down leaning back on the head rest I sighed,
"Why do I have to be in love with you Karan." I whispered to myself before pulling out.
Derek's POV
I stood outside the door to Chloe's room taking a deep breath I pushed through the doors and into the room. She was right where I last saw her, blonde hair spread across the pillow every one golden and glowing. I sat in the chair next to her taking her hand in mine it wasn't cold or hot it was normal but it didn't squeeze my hand back and I put my forehead on it wishing to myself for her to wake up,
"Chloe wake up." I whispered but with two people in the room I was the only one who heard it and nothing happened why had I wished it to work? I knew it wouldn't but I couldn't help but try. Anger fuelled my body as I stood up, "wake up! Open your eyes do something!" I backed away from her knocking the chair I was previously sitting in behind me.
"Derek." I looked up from the love of my life to see Lauren standing in the doorway.
"Lauren." I whispered and she gave me a soft smile surprising me she walked over and hugged me,
"She'll get better Derek and if it'll be for anyone it will be for you."
"It's my fault she's-"
"Shh! Chloe knew she shouldn't have drove that late at night in a storm." Lauren broke the hug off to grab Chloe's hand, "I heard you gave up your project." She said and I nodded,
"It ruined my life for me." I stared at Chloe, "I was just to late to realize it." Lauren looked at me and smiled,
"But at least you do now."
"It's too late now."
"Maybe it's not." Lauren whispered and I picked up my chair setting it behind her she smiled gratefully and sat down, "thank you." I nodded,
"Thank you Lauren." I whispered back and she smiled,
"Derek some people say you can hear when your in a comma." I nodded I'd heard that before, "say goodbye this time." I sighed and nodded walked to the other side of the bed I brushedher hair off her face,
"I miss her eyes." I whispered,
"I do too." Lauren said and I smiled,
"I'll be back Chloe I promise." I kissed her forehead before starting to the door,
"Go to school and then get a stable job." Lauren said and I spun around she was looking at Chloe but I understood her. It was time that I started on my future but I would always leave that one space in everything I did for Chloe.
I woke up the next day in my bed yawning I looked at the picture on my bedside table and as I stared Chloe's smiling face burned up and the rest of her followed. I sat up breathing deeply the dream terrified me, was it saying that Chloe was never going to return looking at the picture I sighed in relief when I saw her there but-
"Looking for me?" A voice asked…my voice spinning around holding the picture of Chloe and I but I was missing.
"Who are you!"
"Well I'm you from those days." I groaned and he smiled,
"Ready?"
"For what?"
"Going into the past."
"The past?"
"Yep." With that I fell off the bed and onto a counter in..Lyle's House. I jumped up instinctively and glanced around noticing the other me sitting on the counter swinging his legs and whistling,
"What do I call you?" I asked the other me,
"Derek."
"I'm Derek!"
"Fine D…Daren?"
"Whatever." I glanced around the room again and then I looked at the door and, "really another me!" I screamed and Daren laughed,
"It's your past bud I'm just here to take you there." I watched as Derek 2 walked to the cupboard and that's when I noticed he was younger. Much younger then me if this was a memory I was 16 then. I stood behind Simon and then I noticed her Chloe was standing in front of Simon.
"First time you met her." Daren said and I nodded, "and you already thought she was beautiful.
"It was the first time I wanted anyone but my family." I whispered and Daren nodded then the scenery changed and we were standing in a..blizzard,
"Oops to far!" I groaned as it changed again and we stood in one of Andrews room's. Chloe was at her desk and I was sitting in a chair we were arguing that was obvious and then she stood up and started for the door. Past Derek jumped up and charged after her and spun her around and then we were kissing, "first kiss." Daren said and then I heard Simon's voice and Past Derek and Past Chloe jumped apart both of us growling in Simon's direction.
"I remember wanting to rip Simon's head off." Daren smiled and the scenery changed to Chloe sitting in a bed in a closed off room she was talking to someone that wasn't there and she sounded scared,
"This was when she freed a Demi Demon."
"What!" I screamed and Daren smiled nodding,
"But the deal between them was never finished and now the Demi Demon owes her a favour." I nodded and looked at Chloe snapping a mental picture of her blue eyes. I was getting tired of jumping into memories when we arrived in the only one in the world I wanted to remember,
"This is it isn't it?" I asked Daren and he nodded,
"The first time you physically hurt Chloe on purpose." I watched as Past Derek, Past me! Pushed Chloe back for telling me no I watched her smash flasks as she flew and I watched as one impaled her but the Past me didn't move he just stood there,
"Go help her!" I screamed at him, "she's our world don't you understand that!" But he didn't move he just stood there as she scrambled up and limped out. I waited for him to move and just as he started to the scene changed.
"Well that was interesting too bad they can't hear you."
"I wasn't finished take me back let me see it again!"
"No can do sorry."
"Please!"
"I wasn't supposed to show you to start with!" Daren yelled at me his figure changing and transforming into a taller man with blue eyes and short brown hair,
"Why did I forget?" I asked and Daren sighed,
"Trauma it was to traumatic so your body cut the memory out." I took a deep breath before looking around we were standing in what seemed a white room but it didn't look like it ever ended, "ready for the last one?" he asked and I nodded. The scene changed to the one he'd jumped to earlier and he smiled,
"What is this?" I asked as the snow fell through me he pointed in front of me and I looked up to see a car coming and then I saw the driver. Chloe and she was muttering to herself she sped up just before she hit the ice and then she was sliding, rolling and I heard the crash as she hit the tree. Two minutes later my truck pulled up and I ran out towards her car.
"It's not your fault." Daren said and I shook my head,
"Part is."
"Yes I agree part of it is your fault but she knew not to drive and not to accelerate in this kind of weather." I felt as if something was lifted off my shoulders.
"How do I wake her?"
"Go on with your life Derek trust me she will wake up and maybe you'll find out why after all I did give you the answer and if you figure it out before just wait you can't do anything to help her." I nodded and watched as he disappeared.
A/N- Caught Up To Where I Was!
Raksha Souza
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