Heyyyyy everyone! My faith has been restored! I have found a new will to write again, and have been trying so hard to impress you with this new chapter, it may seem a bit confusing, and you may have to read it twice, but I was happy with the end outcome, as this is a sensitive topic, let me know on what you really think of it

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"Well Miss Cooper, it seems your suspicions are correct, you're indeed pregnant." Marissa took a deep breath and tears sprung to your eyes. She felt them hot against her cheek, her shock was as if the wind had been knocked from her, she didn't quite know what to say or to do.

"I take it that this is not good news?" The doctor asked inquisitively

"No, just a, shock, much unexpected" Marissa said, trying to bring herself together, but unable to find the words.

"Are you going to want to know your options?" The doctor questioned, Marissa head immediately shot up, she was in no fit state to think about 'options' or what it meant. It was obvious, she was pregnant, and engaged, why would any normal person need to think about options?

"No,erm…..no, its fine, I better be off" Marissa said gathering her bag and standing up as the doctor ushered her out.

"Your appointment is scheduled for next week, if you have any concerns, or anything you need to talk about, don't hesitate to call me, and Marissa, I deal with a lot of celebrity clients and I have complete client confidentiality" He said with a nod of his head, Marissa thanked him and made the quickest exit to her car, at least there was a private parking space, and she could get out without being noticed. Once inside the safe walls of her own car, she let her tears flow, this was not the right time, things were precarious with Ryan, even worse with the custody of Ottilie, she was a dying model who just starred in a crap film, and there was a high chance it wasn't her boyfriends baby.

Ottilie continued to splash around in the Jacuzzi, the big and bluer pool was so inviting, but Marissa had specifically told her before she is not allowed to go in it if nobody was around to watch her. Jake had been sitting inside with his friend, watching some program and laughing loudly, she had asked him if he would get her a drink, and he said no, then she asked him if she could take off her floaties, and he said yes, being looked after him certainly had its upsides, her Mom or Dad or Summer never ever let her.

"JAKEEEEEEEE, JAKEEEEEEEEEEEEE, CAN I GO IN THE BIG PERSON POOL NOW??" Ottilie shouted out to them. She got a small response, not one that she could hear and decided to go for it, she wriggled out of her arm bands and placed them carefully on the deckchairs. Whenver she was going into a big pool , her Uncle Seth always told her to run and jump real fast, she had never tried it before without her floats before. She took a big deep breath and held her nose and ran towards the pool at full speed she made a big splash into the water and opened her eyes and mouth in excitement. It wasn't till that rush of water, in her eyes and mouth that she knew she was in trouble. The more gasps she took the harder the fight was, and slowly she sunk lower and lower to the floor of the pool.

"Man, I cannot believe that you have a kid living with you now, no more sex in the shower and walking around naked" Frankie said laughing to himself, Jake just gave him a dirty look and got up to go and get more beers from their mini fridge they had set up.

"Dude, don't even" Jake said disapproving,

"She has set up so many rules, 'No Sex while she's around Jake, No swearing Jake, No drinking Jake, Do what the god damn kid says Jake' its taking over my dam life, god if she wasn't so hot and a good lay, I don't know what would be keeping me around right now" Jake said

"Not the fact that you love her?"

"I love her, I suppose, but I need her for my career, fame marries bigger fame, and it keeps everyone else of my back." Jake said shrugging his shoulders.

"Jake sweetie, I'm back" Marissa said throwing down her bag and kicking off her shoes, she heard a big splash of water, from what she assumed was Ottilie making her waves, she walked in the direction of the living room where she could see a tv fuzz and she walked over and kissed his forehead as he carried on watching the game.

"Hey Frankie" Marissa greeted him and then walked off,

"Where's Otty?, Has she gone back upstairs?" She asked inquisitively, looking out at the pool and not being able to see her daughter she craned her neck to see if she was still bouncing around in the smaller pool, making splashes, not unlike the one she just heard a second ago.

"No she's there, I just checked on her" Jake said his eyes only moving to meet Frankie's silently asking him to back him up,

"Ohh, she must be hiding." Marissa walked around to the door and pushed it forward.

"Ottilie, Baby?" Marissa said looking around, it was all quiet, then suddenly she took in all her scenes at once, her stomach twisted into a million knots and her mouth flew open and her heart lurched.

"JAKE!! JAKE!! QUICK!! CALL AN AMBULANCE!!" Marissa shouted at her fiancé as she run out to the pool and jumped into get her baby, Ottilie lay face down and Marissa fought her hardest to get her, with all of her clothes weighing her down. Marissa grabbed her so tight, and rose to the water surface to see Jake and Frankie standing staring at her, with an ashen look on their faces.

"Call, 9,…..1.…1" Marissa said in-between gasps of air, she pulled them both out of the water, tears streaming down her face. Marissa lay her down gingerly on the grass, all of her body shaking, however Ottilie just lay there still, as still as a painting.

"Where are we?" Frankie shouted quickly, Jake told him and he moved towards Marissa, this was all his fault, if he had been looking after her like he should have, none of this would of happened. He leant forward to touch her shoulder, as he watched Marissa mechanically check her for any signs of life, she put her ear on Ottilie's mouth, and burst into a fresh fit of tears.

"Shes…..not…breathing…" Marissa starting crying uncontrollably, and her body shook violently. All she could feel was that Frankie had moved her out of the way and she watched him pinch her nose and breath two long breaths into her, he moved quickly and started to push down on her chest. Marissa fell against Jakes body and cried and cried, Jake took deep breaths also and prayed that she would wake up, that this was all a joke, another thing that kids did to make adults worry. When still nothing happened Marissa felt her world crumble, no matter if she was pregnant now, it didn't matter that there was possibly another baby, she had grown to love being Ottilie's mother, she couldn't lose her, and she was sure that Ryan would probably want to kill her. Frankie continued to repeat the CPR pattern and suddenly he halted.

"Marissa, its ok, she's breathing again" Marissa's tightly closed eyes flew open to see her baby

"Ohhh thank god" Ottilie was coughing and spluttering, she jolted to her side to comfort her child who seemed weak and disoriententated. All 3 of them could hear the sirens, and Jake ran to let them all in. At least she was alive, he thought, Thank God she was alive.

The paramedics rushed through the scene in full ambulance mode, Ottilie was put in a stretcher, covered in a silver blanket with a breathing mask over her face, she was so helpless, Marissa followed her around in a daze and insisted on riding with her in the ambulance.

"I'm her Mother!" Marissa stated and followed in behind her to hold her daughters cold hand.

"Jake follow us, CALL SUMMER, AND CALL RYAN, I will meet you at the hospital" and with that, the ambulance drove off, Marissa kept her eyes transfixed on her baby, scared to let her out of her sight. Ottilie just lay there, as the paramedics ran all sorts of tests. Never again would she leave her baby, she then put her hand to her stomach, either of them.

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