Hey everyone! Thanks for the reviews on the last post, i didnt know how well that would go down. I thought I would write a little more, as a special thanks ;)

I know it seems dark atm, but Ottilie is my favourite person to write, so there is no harm of her going anywhere.

Hope you like this little filler, R/R

Marissa watched blankly as the paramedic men hovered over her Ottilie, they willed her to keep her eyes open, but they kept rolling back in her head. It made Marissa sick to her stomach to know that she couldn't do anything.

"Miss, Miss??" The paramedic questioned her, she snapped out of her gaze and looked at the other woman.

"I said, how long was she under for?" Marissa watched helplessly as they attached breathing support to Ottilie. Marissa took some deep breaths to try and steady herself

"I don't know I…-" Marissa said and immediately started crying

"You weren't watching her?" The paramedic asked her incredulously

"I was out --, She was with my fiancé and then I heard some splashes and I--" Marissa began to sob and squeeze Ottilie's hand tighter, as if she was trying to squeeze the life back into her.

"Miss, I know this isn't the right time, but she is only 5, how could you leave her alone in a swimming pool--"

"I DON'T KNOW OK" Marissa snapped at her, she watched Ottilie lye still on the bed and began to cry, all she wanted was Ryan, Ryan to get there and tell her it was ok, Ryan to hold her hand, and Ryan to keep her strong.

Jake sat in the front of Frankie's car in shock, the car was following the ambulance in hot pursuit, and he was in shock, he knew deep down that it was his fault about Ottilie, not that he would ever admit that. What he is more shocked about are the texts on Marissa's phone.

From: Aunt Joanna.

How was the meeting? Do we know if there is a bun in the oven?

From Ryan.

Let me know when you have taken the test please Marissa. Whatever the outcome.

X

He could question why Marissa had been receiving texts from Ryan, because that made him angry enough. But the meaning behind the text. Marissa was pregnant, and obviously everyone but him knew it .

"Dude? Earth to Jake??" Frankie said snapping him out of his daze,

"What?" Jake replied coldly

"Call them! Marissa is going to be in such a state when we get to the hospital, do it for the kid Jake."

"If she ever wakes up that is, and maybe if she doesn't I can get the old Marissa back, the fun Marissa, drinking Marissa, thin Marissa."

"I know you can be pretty low sometimes, but I cannot believe you just said that" Frankie said shaking his head at him.

"What its true" Jake said,

"Whatever, just do this for her please" Jake sighed and looked at the phone. He scrolled through Marissa's number until it hit Ryan's name, but instead of pressing the call button, he held the phone to his ear and spoke into it.

"Hey Ryan its Jake" He pretended into his phone, he looked over at Frankie, who was buying it completely

"Look I am sorry to be the bearer of bad news man, but Ottilie has been in an accident," Jake said, waiting a while before he said anything else.

"Yeah, of course man, she's in LA Children's Hospital. Yeah, I will wait with them both until you get here, see you in a few" Jake 'hung-up' and turned to Frankie.

"That was a real brave thing you just did Jake, I mean telling a guy that his daughter drowned."

"Almost drowned, you were the one that told me to be optimistic about this." Jake told him, he reached into his own back pocket and received his own Blackberry, he quickly got his own text message screen out.

Marissa Cooper's kid drowned , gone to E&R at LA children's.

Jake finished the text and sent it to 'Light Photography Agency', Angelina Pitt had had yet another baby there this week, so there was guaranteed press to be outside. He smirked to himself and looked up to where they were, nearly there. Once they were inside, and everyone told Marissa that Ottilie would be ok, he would question her about the 'baby'. Maybe he would get some of his questions answered.

When the ambulance made a stop at the hospital, Marissa jumped forward to reach out for Ottilie again, the doctors tried to push her away, but she couldn't let them take her baby away, little movement had come from Ottilie since they had first got her breathing again, this worried Marissa more than anything right now. She stepped carefully out of the ambulance still holding Ottilie's hand, she could see a flash go off, and prayed it was just an accident, but when she could hear more clicks she started to walk faster.

"MARISSA, MARISSA, WHATS HAPPENNED"

"MARISSA IS IT TRUE THAT YOU WERE IN A CAR CRASH"

"MARISSA, HOW DID A 5 YEAR OLD DROWN ANYWAY" She tried to ignore it, but she was pretty sure they got a picture of her crying her eyes out, and her cold daughter. She shut her eyes and tried to keep up with the doctors as they spoke.

"5 year old girl, she was swimming then slipped under, were not sure how long, currently unconscious, we think she wasn't under as long as 3 but--" The rest faded off into Marissa's mind.

"Miss, I'm afraid we are going to have to stop you here," the nurse told Marissa as they wheeled her into a separate room with swinging doors.

"No, no you don't understand, I cannot leave her!" Marissa shouted at the nurse.

"Look, Miss, Cooper, it would not be a good thing for you to go in there right now, shes unconscious, and its critical she is checked over. It would only crowd things if you were in there, its not like you know what they mean-"

"Excuse me, are you calling me thick? Listen, my daughter is in there! And if you don't take care of her like she deserves, I am going to sue, not the hospital, but you!!" Marissa said with anger in her voice, she took a deep breath and calmed herself down, phase 1 of pregnancy, hormones, and they really weren't this bad when she was pregnant with Ottilie.

"I will let you know if there are any improvements." The nurse said to her as Marissa fell against a plastic chair and cried into her hands.

"Please, please, please let her be ok" She silently said to herself. With a comforting hand on her stomach, she began to pray for her baby, she had never been a religious person before, but in the way that the doctors were talking, she would need a miracle right about now.

Marissa seems super stressy,but lets face it, its totally understandable

hope you liked xoxo