Heyyy everyone! thanks for the positive comments I have been recieving! I love to hear from you and it really makes all the difference! This chapter isnt overly long, but I wanted to get to the point and i didnt want to over do it. But your in for a long one next chapter, already written some
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"Marissa come on were leaving now" Jake said as he rudely walked in Ottilie's private room, one of the perks to being famous.
"Marissa, I said we are leaving come on" Jake said more forcefully. Marissa turned around to face him, with shock on her face, she shook her head and turned back to her daughter, who was still asleep on the bed. She had been laying completely still, Marissa had not left her side, the only thing that was giving her any hope was the continuous beep of her heart monitor. Ryan had still not arrived, for her, this felt like the longest time of her life. In that time Summer, had come and they had both come to terms with the last 5 years.
The door flew open and Marissa's head shot up from where it was lying on the bed.
"RYAN?" She asked out, she turned around hopefully, but her smile faltered when she saw Summer standing at the door. Both of the girls saw each other, and immediately started crying, Marissa stood up and Summer ran at her, as soon as they were close enough, both of them hugged, and held each other tightly. Just like they had in the past, burying all of their problems.
"Oh Sum" Marissa said as she hiccupped some tears, and both of them hugged each other.
"I am so sorry" Marissa whispered and Summer heard her, she shook her head and stroked Marissa's hair.
"I'm sorry too," Summer told her, Marissa felt slightly better on terms with Summer, but compared with everything else, she still wished it was herself in Ottilie's bed.
"What happened" Summer asked her as the broke apart, and she looked at Ottilie.
"I don't know," Marissa said breaking into a new batch of tears
"I was out at, she was with Jake at the time, and was swimming. I came home and as soon as I walked in the door, I heard this big splash, and I walked through to Jake and Frankie, went to the kitchen, the to check on her, and that's when I found her at the bottom of the pool, I went in after her, and more or less I have been here ever since, I have tried talking to her and everything to get her to wake up, but she just wont" Marissa broke down again, holding Ottilie's hand. Summer couldn't believe how easy it was, how easy it is for a child to nearly lose their life in a space of a second.
"It will be ok Marissa" summer tired to tell her even though she was silently crying.
"I just want Ryan, Summer, I just need him to be here" As she hugged into Summer's shoulder, Summer prayed that Ryan was on his way, ready to help them all. She felt sick as she looked at Ottilie lying cold on the bed, all thoughts of he two previous miscarriages, couldn't leave her mind.
"JUST GET OUT JAKE, IM NOT LEAVING MY BABY" Marissa shouted at him. Summer had left them to give them some privacy and was standing outside with Seth.
"DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THAT MARISSA--" Jake threatened her, she shook her head.
"No more Jake, I cant do this anymore." She walked over to him, and away from Ottilie, he saw her reach down to her 4th finger on her left hand and wiggle off her engagement ring. She shook her head and held it out for him to take.
"No Marissa, you cant leave me, I am not having my reputation ruined because you cant keep faithful. I have spent to much money for you to waste it on some shitty lowlife who knocked you up--"
"I don't want to be with you anymore Jake! You don't really love me, you almost killed my daughter" Marissa said pushing him back, and raising her voice. Jake held her arms, and scared her by looking in her eyes, she hadn't been this intimidated by someone since the night with Trey.
"I hope someone pulls the plug on her monitor, and does us all a fucking favour." Jake pinched Marissa's arms as he let them go and she stood there rigid.
"I hate you" and with that she hit him hard across the face, she watched him walk out of the room and past Seth and Summer who were waiting outside. . He shook his head and looked down at the expensive ring he had bought her, he didn't feel guilty in the slightest about the days events, all he was thinking was who could fill her position next. He was so deep in thought, he didn't even realise who he walked into next.
"I'm looking for Ottilie Atwood" Ryan aid desperately to a nurse, he had had the longest flight home to him, luckily he had caught Bullet just before he returned home from his meeting, once he had informed him of Ottilie's conditions they gave Ryan a flight home. He hadn't really said goodbye to Sarah, just ran off without her, it seemed as if everything was standing in the way of his daughter.
"I'm afraid I cannot give that information sir" The nurse told him
"I am her father--"
"Hey watch were you going" Jake snapped to a stranger, when he lifted his head, he realised he had walked straight into Ryan.
"What the hell are you doing here?" Jake asked him with disdain written all across him face
"Are you kidding me, where are they?" Ryan asked desperately, Jake smirked, and realised he oculd have more fun with this.
"Why should I tell you?, Give me one good reason--" Before Jake could finish teasing him, Ryan had grabbed his collar and shoved him hard against a wall.
"Tell me where she is now!" Ryan shoved him harder when he gained no response.
"Down the hall, room 189" Jake said, with less and less air to breath.
"If I find out, you had anything to do with any of this, if I were you I would run, because I would hurt you so bad, you wont be able to walk--" As a doctor pulled them apart, Jake looked at him with a arrogant look on his face, Ryan stared at him, to get his point across, until he started to run past all of the different people towards Ottilie' room. He passed Seth and Summer, who looked relieved to see him, he definitely took in how upset and tired they looked, but happy they were there for his baby. He pushed open the door to see Marissa at her bedside and Ottilie, wired up to various machines, and prominent beep could be heard throughout the silent room. As Marissa turned round and realised it was him, she ran straight over to him. He was silent and still, but he still managed to wrap his arms around her, to try and comfort her.
"I am so so sorry Ryan" Marissa wept to him, he kissed her hair and tried to comfort her, all the while, is eyes stuck on his motionless daughter, he felt sick just by seeing her not bounce up to him and hug him so tightly.
"Heyyy, come on now, it will be ok" Ryan said to her. They continued to hold each other, he may not of been balling his eyes out but she could read him, and she could tell he was a bucket case inside.
"It was an accident, I am so --"
"Marissa please, she is going to be fine" He lifted her chin so they were face to face, she could feel her heartbeat speeding up at just being so close to him. She gulped as they both tried to read each others face, time stood still whenever they were this close. She lent her head sideward slightly, and into kiss him, when they closed the gap, it felt like fireworks were going off, knowing they could support each other through this, having the other there was all they needed. As the kiss ended they broke apart, silently agreeing to talk when all of this had cleared. Marissa lent her head against Ryan's shoulder and shut her eyes, thankful he was finally with her. They sat in quiet for a little while longer, until what seemed like a miracle.
"Mommy, Daddy?" Ottilie's tiny voice squeaked, Both of their faces lit up when they realised that their little girl was finally awake, it was their miracle, their family.
"Marissa come on were leaving now" Jake said as he rudely walked in Ottilie's private room, one of the perks to being famous.
"Marissa, I said we are leaving come on" Jake said more forcefully. Marissa turned around to face him, with shock on her face, she shook her head and turned back to her daughter, who was still asleep on the bed. She had been laying completely still, Marissa had not left her side, the only thing that was giving her any hope was the continuous beep of her heart monitor. Ryan had still not arrived, for her, this felt like the longest time of her life. In that time Summer, had come and they had both come to terms with the last 5 years.
The door flew open and Marissa's head shot up from where it was lying on the bed.
"RYAN?" She asked out, she turned around hopefully, but her smile faltered when she saw Summer standing at the door. Both of the girls saw each other, and immediately started crying, Marissa stood up and Summer ran at her, as soon as they were close enough, both of them hugged, and held each other tightly. Just like they had in the past, burying all of their problems.
"Oh Sum" Marissa said as she hiccupped some tears, and both of them hugged each other.
"I am so sorry" Marissa whispered and Summer heard her, she shook her head and stroked Marissa's hair.
"I'm sorry too," Summer told her, Marissa felt slightly better on terms with Summer, but compared with everything else, she still wished it was herself in Ottilie's bed.
"What happened" Summer asked her as the broke apart, and she looked at Ottilie.
"I don't know," Marissa said breaking into a new batch of tears
"I was out at, she was with Jake at the time, and was swimming. I came home and as soon as I walked in the door, I heard this big splash, and I walked through to Jake and Frankie, went to the kitchen, the to check on her, and that's when I found her at the bottom of the pool, I went in after her, and more or less I have been here ever since, I have tried talking to her and everything to get her to wake up, but she just wont" Marissa broke down again, holding Ottilie's hand. Summer couldn't believe how easy it was, how easy it is for a child to nearly lose their life in a space of a second.
"It will be ok Marissa" summer tired to tell her even though she was silently crying.
"I just want Ryan, Summer, I just need him to be here" As she hugged into Summer's shoulder, Summer prayed that Ryan was on his way, ready to help them all. She felt sick as she looked at Ottilie lying cold on the bed, all thoughts of he two previous miscarriages, couldn't leave her mind.
"JUST GET OUT JAKE, IM NOT LEAVING MY BABY" Marissa shouted at him. Summer had left them to give them some privacy and was standing outside with Seth.
"DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THAT MARISSA--" Jake threatened her, she shook her head.
"No more Jake, I cant do this anymore." She walked over to him, and away from Ottilie, he saw her reach down to her 4th finger on her left hand and wiggle off her engagement ring. She shook her head and held it out for him to take.
"No Marissa, you cant leave me, I am not having my reputation ruined because you cant keep faithful. I have spent to much money for you to waste it on some shitty lowlife who knocked you up--"
"I don't want to be with you anymore Jake! You don't really love me, you almost killed my daughter" Marissa said pushing him back, and raising her voice. Jake held her arms, and scared her by looking in her eyes, she hadn't been this intimidated by someone since the night with Trey.
"I hope someone pulls the plug on her monitor, and does us all a fucking favour." Jake pinched Marissa's arms as he let them go and she stood there rigid.
"I hate you" and with that she hit him hard across the face, she watched him walk out of the room and past Seth and Summer who were waiting outside. . He shook his head and looked down at the expensive ring he had bought her, he didn't feel guilty in the slightest about the days events, all he was thinking was who could fill her position next. He was so deep in thought, he didn't even realise who he walked into next.
"I'm looking for Ottilie Atwood" Ryan aid desperately to a nurse, he had had the longest flight home to him, luckily he had caught Bullet just before he returned home from his meeting, once he had informed him of Ottilie's conditions they gave Ryan a flight home. He hadn't really said goodbye to Sarah, just ran off without her, it seemed as if everything was standing in the way of his daughter.
"I'm afraid I cannot give that information sir" The nurse told him
"I am her father--"
"Hey watch were you going" Jake snapped to a stranger, when he lifted his head, he realised he had walked straight into Ryan.
"What the hell are you doing here?" Jake asked him with disdain written all across him face
"Are you kidding me, where are they?" Ryan asked desperately, Jake smirked, and realised he oculd have more fun with this.
"Why should I tell you?, Give me one good reason--" Before Jake could finish teasing him, Ryan had grabbed his collar and shoved him hard against a wall.
"Tell me where she is now!" Ryan shoved him harder when he gained no response.
"Down the hall, room 189" Jake said, with less and less air to breath.
"If I find out, you had anything to do with any of this, if I were you I would run, because I would hurt you so bad, you wont be able to walk--" As a doctor pulled them apart, Jake looked at him with a arrogant look on his face, Ryan stared at him, to get his point across, until he started to run past all of the different people towards Ottilie' room. He passed Seth and Summer, who looked relieved to see him, he definitely took in how upset and tired they looked, but happy they were there for his baby. He pushed open the door to see Marissa at her bedside and Ottilie, wired up to various machines, and prominent beep could be heard throughout the silent room. As Marissa turned round and realised it was him, she ran straight over to him. He was silent and still, but he still managed to wrap his arms around her, to try and comfort her.
"I am so so sorry Ryan" Marissa wept to him, he kissed her hair and tried to comfort her, all the while, is eyes stuck on his motionless daughter, he felt sick just by seeing her not bounce up to him and hug him so tightly.
"Heyyy, come on now, it will be ok" Ryan said to her. They continued to hold each other, he may not of been balling his eyes out but she could read him, and she could tell he was a bucket case inside.
"It was an accident, I am so --"
"Marissa please, she is going to be fine" He lifted her chin so they were face to face, she could feel her heartbeat speeding up at just being so close to him. She gulped as they both tried to read each others face, time stood still whenever they were this close. She lent her head sideward slightly, and into kiss him, when they closed the gap, it felt like fireworks were going off, knowing they could support each other through this, having the other there was all they needed. As the kiss ended they broke apart, silently agreeing to talk when all of this had cleared. Marissa lent her head against Ryan's shoulder and shut her eyes, thankful he was finally with her. They sat in quiet for a little while longer, until what seemed like a miracle.
"Mommy, Daddy?" Ottilie's tiny voice squeaked, Both of their faces lit up when they realised that their little girl was finally awake, it was their miracle, their family.
Any thoughts, always happy to hear :)
xoxo
"Marissa come on were leaving now" Jake said as he rudely walked in Ottilie's private room, one of the perks to being famous.
"Marissa, I said we are leaving come on" Jake said more forcefully. Marissa turned around to face him, with shock on her face, she shook her head and turned back to her daughter, who was still asleep on the bed. She had been laying completely still, Marissa had not left her side, the only thing that was giving her any hope was the continuous beep of her heart monitor. Ryan had still not arrived, for her, this felt like the longest time of her life. In that time Summer, had come and they had both come to terms with the last 5 years.
The door flew open and Marissa's head shot up from where it was lying on the bed.
"RYAN?" She asked out, she turned around hopefully, but her smile faltered when she saw Summer standing at the door. Both of the girls saw each other, and immediately started crying, Marissa stood up and Summer ran at her, as soon as they were close enough, both of them hugged, and held each other tightly. Just like they had in the past, burying all of their problems.
"Oh Sum" Marissa said as she hiccupped some tears, and both of them hugged each other.
"I am so sorry" Marissa whispered and Summer heard her, she shook her head and stroked Marissa's hair.
"I'm sorry too," Summer told her, Marissa felt slightly better on terms with Summer, but compared with everything else, she still wished it was herself in Ottilie's bed.
"What happened" Summer asked her as the broke apart, and she looked at Ottilie.
"I don't know," Marissa said breaking into a new batch of tears
"I was out at, she was with Jake at the time, and was swimming. I came home and as soon as I walked in the door, I heard this big splash, and I walked through to Jake and Frankie, went to the kitchen, the to check on her, and that's when I found her at the bottom of the pool, I went in after her, and more or less I have been here ever since, I have tried talking to her and everything to get her to wake up, but she just wont" Marissa broke down again, holding Ottilie's hand. Summer couldn't believe how easy it was, how easy it is for a child to nearly lose their life in a space of a second.
"It will be ok Marissa" summer tired to tell her even though she was silently crying.
"I just want Ryan, Summer, I just need him to be here" As she hugged into Summer's shoulder, Summer prayed that Ryan was on his way, ready to help them all. She felt sick as she looked at Ottilie lying cold on the bed, all thoughts of he two previous miscarriages, couldn't leave her mind.
"JUST GET OUT JAKE, IM NOT LEAVING MY BABY" Marissa shouted at him. Summer had left them to give them some privacy and was standing outside with Seth.
"DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THAT MARISSA--" Jake threatened her, she shook her head.
"No more Jake, I cant do this anymore." She walked over to him, and away from Ottilie, he saw her reach down to her 4th finger on her left hand and wiggle off her engagement ring. She shook her head and held it out for him to take.
"No Marissa, you cant leave me, I am not having my reputation ruined because you cant keep faithful. I have spent to much money for you to waste it on some shitty lowlife who knocked you up--"
"I don't want to be with you anymore Jake! You don't really love me, you almost killed my daughter" Marissa said pushing him back, and raising her voice. Jake held her arms, and scared her by looking in her eyes, she hadn't been this intimidated by someone since the night with Trey.
"I hope someone pulls the plug on her monitor, and does us all a fucking favour." Jake pinched Marissa's arms as he let them go and she stood there rigid.
"I hate you" and with that she hit him hard across the face, she watched him walk out of the room and past Seth and Summer who were waiting outside. . He shook his head and looked down at the expensive ring he had bought her, he didn't feel guilty in the slightest about the days events, all he was thinking was who could fill her position next. He was so deep in thought, he didn't even realise who he walked into next.
"I'm looking for Ottilie Atwood" Ryan aid desperately to a nurse, he had had the longest flight home to him, luckily he had caught Bullet just before he returned home from his meeting, once he had informed him of Ottilie's conditions they gave Ryan a flight home. He hadn't really said goodbye to Sarah, just ran off without her, it seemed as if everything was standing in the way of his daughter.
"I'm afraid I cannot give that information sir" The nurse told him
"I am her father--"
"Hey watch were you going" Jake snapped to a stranger, when he lifted his head, he realised he had walked straight into Ryan.
"What the hell are you doing here?" Jake asked him with disdain written all across him face
"Are you kidding me, where are they?" Ryan asked desperately, Jake smirked, and realised he oculd have more fun with this.
"Why should I tell you?, Give me one good reason--" Before Jake could finish teasing him, Ryan had grabbed his collar and shoved him hard against a wall.
"Tell me where she is now!" Ryan shoved him harder when he gained no response.
"Down the hall, room 189" Jake said, with less and less air to breath.
"If I find out, you had anything to do with any of this, if I were you I would run, because I would hurt you so bad, you wont be able to walk--" As a doctor pulled them apart, Jake looked at him with a arrogant look on his face, Ryan stared at him, to get his point across, until he started to run past all of the different people towards Ottilie' room. He passed Seth and Summer, who looked relieved to see him, he definitely took in how upset and tired they looked, but happy they were there for his baby. He pushed open the door to see Marissa at her bedside and Ottilie, wired up to various machines, and prominent beep could be heard throughout the silent room. As Marissa turned round and realised it was him, she ran straight over to him. He was silent and still, but he still managed to wrap his arms around her, to try and comfort her.
"I am so so sorry Ryan" Marissa wept to him, he kissed her hair and tried to comfort her, all the while, is eyes stuck on his motionless daughter, he felt sick just by seeing her not bounce up to him and hug him so tightly.
"Heyyy, come on now, it will be ok" Ryan said to her. They continued to hold each other, he may not of been balling his eyes out but she could read him, and she could tell he was a bucket case inside.
"It was an accident, I am so --"
"Marissa please, she is going to be fine" He lifted her chin so they were face to face, she could feel her heartbeat speeding up at just being so close to him. She gulped as they both tried to read each others face, time stood still whenever they were this close. She lent her head sideward slightly, and into kiss him, when they closed the gap, it felt like fireworks were going off, knowing they could support each other through this, having the other there was all they needed. As the kiss ended they broke apart, silently agreeing to talk when all of this had cleared. Marissa lent her head against Ryan's shoulder and shut her eyes, thankful he was finally with her. They sat in quiet for a little while longer, until what seemed like a miracle.
"Mommy, Daddy?" Ottilie's tiny voice squeaked, Both of their faces lit up when they realised that their little girl was finally awake, it was their miracle, their family.
Any thoughts, always happy to hear :)
xoxo