I am awful! I have become so slacky with writing it really has been put to the back of my mind, I need to finish this though, for all of my loyal reviewers, I was just going to not write anymore, after the last one, but its only fair I finish, and when I started writing again, I realised how much I loved it.

This contains a COMPLETE PLOT TWIST, I hope you like it :), and even though I have been a terrible updater, let me know what you think please please please :) and then i guarantee, my last chapters will be up faster, (say by sunday/monday?)

Thankyou xoxo

It had been another 2 weeks since Ryan had proposed to Marissa, making it one of the happiest days of his life, since then, he and Ottilie had to return back to LA, to a paparazzi frenzy, what seemed like hundreds of photographers had awaited their arrival, the news of the engagement had leaked whilst the couple were still in Paris, and had only gotten worse since they got to LA. However, thankfully, Ryan had become a bit of a pro at handling and protecting his child in these situations and had gotten her over it safely.

Marissa's plane was now due to land at JFK in New York City, Ryan had flown out to meet Marissa, where they would spend one day and night and fly back to Ottilie after, and as shellfish as it was, Ryan had never been so excited to spend that time with Marissa, they were newly engaged, but never celebrated properly seeing as Ottilie had had a nightmare that night and had insisted on sleeping in their bed until she came home, saying the hotel bed was not a nice comfy place to sleep, which had slightly put a dampener on things. Although all was forgotten when they had seen Ottilie's face light up when she was in Disneyland, she couldn't control any of her excitement, neither of them could, the smile on her gorgeous face was contagious, Marissa had spent more or less the whole time thinking of her future with Ryan, his company had just expanded to another area in California, which gave him more work, and even though he sounded exhausted when Marissa spoke to him, she knew the excitement in his voice made it all worth it. Now Marissa had finished her European Fashion commitments, she didn't have to be jetting off like that for a long time, at least until after the baby was born. She didn't know how to tell Ryan that she wanted to carry on modelling, she also has a few film commitments, that would have to be worked around when she got home to LA. Safe to say, not much would be happening until after the baby was born. Until their family was complete.

Please fasten your seatbelts, as we are about to land at JFK aiport, New York City. Thankyou.

Marissa reached her hand down, and held her bump lovingly, it was the teensiest bump, and probably not even there, as no one had guessed when she had done the shoes, but in the mornings when Ryan was in Paris, and Ottilie was asleep, Ryan would reach his hand over, and lay it on her stomach, and rub soothing circles on her skin, protecting her and the baby, it was safe to say Marissa never felt happier.

As the plane descended, Marissa could see Kaitlin looking longingly out the window, she was just as excited as Marissa, seeing as she was going to meet her new 'boyfriend' the actor, Chace, their whirlwind romance, had sadly finished in Rome, when he had to return to begin filming, yet that didn't throw Kaitlin off, having spent every moment together in Europe, she was more than happy to fly to New York and see him again,

As Kaitlin and Marissa, stepped off the plane, and collected their Louis Vuitton Luggage, Marissa anxiously awaited to go around the corner and see her Ryan, she hadn't spoken to him since a day and a bit before, because of the time difference and flight times, but she knew how excited he would be. She checked that Kaitlin had everything, only to see her quickly opening her case and apply some make up, she was a scene starter enough, being Marissa Cooper, she didn't need the extra attention that came with Kaitlin being unable to find her MAC lip-gloss. As they made it round through the gate, Marissa's face caught a smile, a huge ear to ear, happy to be with Ryan for two days alone smile, and it was heart-warming, it made her whole body swell with excitement from the tips of her toes to the last hair on her head. She heard Kaitlin yelp with excitement, as she ran up to meet Chace, in a flurry of kisses and hugs, dropping her bags on the floor, Marissa smiled to her sister, knowing Ryan would greet her like that in a matter of seconds.

Time stood still, Marissa looked past everyone that was hugging each other, and she felt her heart hammer, why wasn't he here to see her, he promised that he would be, it was slightly embarrassing, people knew who she was anyway, but to wait for him to turn up but standing alone, made her want to cry, Her brow furrowed and she continued to look for him, nope, he definitely wasn't there. She sighed, and picked her up suitcases, and wheeled them to some chairs, as she was doing that she heard a familiar voice call her name.

"MARISSA" Her head whipped round, confused. She saw the voice run towards her, and a thousand different thoughts ran through her brain.

"Seth? What are you doing here?" She looked up to him for answers, but instead he shook his head and wrapped her in a tight hug.

"Seth! Where's Ryan? Where is he??" Seth kept quiet, until he broke away from his tight grip.

"TELL ME!" She quickly lost her patience, and fidgeted away from him, her hormones were already raging, and needless to say she was worried.

"he…um he is, god this is..--" Seth stuttered, wiping a tired hand over his face, he ushered Marissa to some benches, and Marissa began to feel more and more nervous, what if something bad had happened, she wouldn't be able to cope without him.

"Seth just--"

"There's been an accident Marissa" He lowered his head to look at the floor, so he wouldn't have to see her cry, and swallowed thickly. Marissa eyes, sprung with tears, and she felt like she was going to be sick, all the breath caught in her throat as she tried to speak.

"what…what do you mean?" Her lip quivered, and she forgot all about the people around her,

"He was driving on the freeway, a truck lost control, and hit him straight on, he was by the edge, and it…made the car spin and he went over the edge" Marissa paled, and her body slumped at Seth's quiet words, he could see the tears stain her face quickly, as he retold her the story. Marissa shook her head reverently as if trying to convince herself it wasn't true.

"Is he? Oh my god no" Marissa cried openly and Seth wrapped his arms around her again, Summer had given him strict instruction that he was to comfort Marissa as much as he could, seeing as she couldn't fly.

"He's in the hospital," Seth informed her, she felt relived that the worse hasn't happened.

"Is he? How bad is it?" Marissa asked him cautiously.

"Bad, its bad" Seth's body shook with some light sobs and Marissa closed her eyes tightly.

"How bad?"

"He's on life support" Marissa hand flew to her mouth, and her body bent in half, it wracked with sobs of frustration and upset.

"look, I came out here to get you, so I could take you straight home to him" Marissa nodded, but the tears kept coming, she couldn't hold her own strength

"My baby! What about Ottilie?!!" She immediately panicked, feeling awful that she hadn't asked sooner.

"She's fine, she doesn't know what's going on, The Nana, came up from Miami, and she's taking care of Ottilie in Newport, while everyone else is in LA." Marissa nodded at him, unsure of what to do. She stood up, but felt sick and dizzy from the weight,

"Get me on the next flight out of here, I need to be with him now" Her voice was low and edgy, She stood up, and held on tightly to Seth's hand, she needed the support.

"Were booked on the next flight out of here in an hour," Marissa nodded, and fell into him, as they both sat there worried for Ryan.

"Come on, lets get you some coffee, its not good for the baby " Seth stood up and tiredly took her things for her.

"How did you know?" Marissa questioned him, as the walked along in silence, bigger things occupying their minds.

"He told me before it happened, he had just bought you all a new house as a surprise, and was describing what he was going to put in the rooms" Marissa cried some more, more than she realised possible, and held tightly to her friends hand.

"I cant lose him Seth, I just cant" She wept quietly, as they walked through the airport.

"He's an Atwood Marissa, you know he would never go down without a fight." They both took deep breath, and prayed to god those words were true.

Thoughts? There always appreciated! xoxo