Chapter 4: Kagome's Confession
She watched Inuyasha take the bowl of ramen from her hands without saying a word, Kagome thought she messed up any chances she may have had with Inuyasha. She felt like she needed to be kicked, to be punched, to just crawl under a rock and die. But if she died, her hanyou would miss her so much that he'd die too.
She didn't know what to do, and so she continued to kneel in front of Inuyasha looking down at him with loving compassionate eyes. 'What should I tell him? I couldn't just say hey Inuyasha, I think I'm totally in love with you. Will you be mine? No that wouldn't work. The man is always the one to confess his love. So why was she willing to do so? He needed to know.' She thought to herself as she watched him eat slowly. Not stuffing his face like he usually did. Where did her hanyou go? Was he really that depressed without her? She was told he nearly died, so she saved his life, not wanting to live a life without him.
She had gotten angry at him, she had snapped in Sango's face, she had hurt her friends, and just now she was realizing her mistakes. Kagome decided she would sing for him. She never shared that part of her life, knowing she would be just like her 'mother' the one woman she loathed with all her being, the woman who had left her stranded at her grandfather's house then vanished without a trace.
Get a load of me, get a load of you Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you when we're out at night Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right And I've got someone waiting too
What if this is just the beginning We're already wet, and we're going to go swimming
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it So tell me Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Isn't this the best part about breakin' up Finding someone else you can't get enough of Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch But wouldn't it be beautiful
Here we go, we're at the beginning We haven't fucked yet, but my heads spinning
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you It's inevitable, it's a fact we're gonna get down to it So tell me Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
High enough for you to make me wonder Where it's goin'
High enough to pull me under Something's growin'
Out of this that we can't control Baby I am dyin'
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it So tell me Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
When Kagome stopped singing, her hands were now caressing Inuyasha's cheeks, as she gazed at him with loving eyes. He looked back, his eyes wide with shock and wonder; as if he couldn't really believe that she could sing like that.
"So, Inuyasha why can't I breathe whenever I think about you? I can't understand it." Kagome said to him in a soft whisper that only he could hear. His eyes widened even more if that were possible, it made him look like a shocked lost puppy, it was too funny that if Kagome were anyone else she would have laughed.
"Oh Kagome...that is what people call love." Inuyasha replied back finally, Kagome's eyes were wide this time in shock. 'So it was love that took my breath away, and took my ability to speak whenever I wanted to talk about him. It was because I loved him...?' Kagome thought to herself.
"Then, Inuyasha I must be madly in love with you. I can't stop thinking about you, it takes my breath away. I can't stop talking about you, because you're the only reason I was ever truly happy. Please, Inuyasha make me the happiest demoness and become mine," Kagome whispered huskily into his ear. His eyes widened again this time with disbelief that she loved him. He didn't know she had loved him all this time.
"Why would you want a hanyou? I am dirty. No one wants a hanyou," Inuyasha responded hiding his eyes with his bangs, but she smelt the tears running down his cheeks. He thought that because he was a hanyou that no one wanted him? That was rediculous!
"Inuyasha, I love you for who you are, not for what you are. I don't care that you're a hanyou. So please say that you'll be mine." Kagome said as she hugged him to her, his body melding against her own fitting perfectly. He smelled of chocolate, which was odd. Since when does a man smell like chocolate?
"Yes Kagome, I wouldn't have it any other way. Be my mate?" Inuyasha said with a warm smile even though he was crying. Kagome held him tighter to her if possible.
"Yes, my koi, I'd love to be your mate." Kagome replied as she raised her body from his own, gently caressing his cheeks, she pulled his face to her own, taking his lips with her own kissing him passionately.
He kissed back, slipping his tongue into her mouth, he moaned in delight at tasting her for the first time. She tasted like honey and cinnamon if that was possible; he loved it. Her tongue came to meet his as they battled for dominance, Inuyasha winning of course. Pulling away for much needed air, both were panting from the erotic kiss they had shared.
"You'll always be mine, Inuyasha. To hell with Kikyo." Kagome said as she leaned in to kiss him again. He kissed back lowering her to the ground they sat on, slipping the skin tight tank top from her body, he came into view with her bra covered breasts. He growled in irritation as he went to claw the annoying thing off he was interrupted by a angry growl that came from the woman beneath him.
"Rip that bra and I'll punish you severely." Kagome growled out, he nodded as he reached behind her to unclip it. He found trouble unclipping it, she chuckled doing it herself, the bra slipped from her body. He leaned down taking one of her nipples into his mouth sucking on it as if a new born baby. Kagome gasped as she arched her body against him, when her nipple was hard he went to the other breast giving it the same treatment. She moaned in delight at the pleasure he was giving her. When he was finished with her breast he kissed, licked, and sucked down her stomach, dipping his tongue into her navel she moaned delightfully for him he smirked loving the sound, finally reaching the tight black skinny jeans that sat low on her hips.
He unfastened the button, then pulled the zipper down, pulling the jeans off. He came into view of another piece of cloth that blocked his way to her treasure. He growled in annoyance, but pulled them down without ripping them with his claws. He didn't want Kagome mad at him. Once they were off, he pulled her legs until they were on his shoulders, running his tongue along her neather lips, she moaned arching her lower back the smell of her arousal was stronger then ever turning him on, his pants became unbareably tight just then, he groaned in pain and delight. Leaning down more so between her legs, he thrust his tongue inside of her to taste her, and growled low in his throat at the taste of honey, Kagome moaned his name over and over again.
Sucking harder, he felt that her climax was close, Kagome screamed his name, "Inuyasha!" he smirked internally at the pleasure he was giving her. He may be a virgin, but he knew how to please a woman call it instinct if you want, but he loved this woman; so he'd take his time on her, making her want it even more.
"Inuyasha! Kami! Stop teasing me!" Kagome screamed out in pleasure, he smirked internally again; loving the sound of his name coming from her lips, he sucked until she came, her juices hit his tongue, he drank it all up loving the taste of his woman.
Kagome looked at him with those loving eyes, he loved every moment of it, he took off his clothes now he was just as naked as her, positioning at her entrance he entered her slowly knowing she too was a virgin. He looked at Kagome's face as he did this, to see her wince in pain, as a single tear from her eyes, he leaned down and kissed the tears away whispering in her ear that it would be alright, to just relax. Relax she did, he pushed in until he was at the hilt, filling her to the brim. Kagome moaned, he stayed still even though he wanted to pound into her. While he was deep in his thoughts, Kagome moved her hips experiementally, he groaned closing his eyes in pleasure, then she did it again; pulling out just to the tip, he thrusted back in swiftly thrusting slowly. Kagome getting tired of the slow pace growled at him.
"Inu...faster, harder!" she pleaded to him with a mewl that escaped her throat, he smirked as he started thrusting into faster and harder just like she asked. Grunts, groans, moans, and growls were heard in the room, that was the only sound that could be heard between them. Inuyasha started thrusting even faster, using demon speed, he could feel that both of their climaxes were close.
"INUYASHA!" she screamed his name as she came. "KAGOME!" he screamed as he came biting her neck, his fangs deep between her neck and shoulder. He licked the wound he had made, as if silently telling her he was sorry for hurting her. The would closed, and in it's place was a black crescent moon, the black crescent moon was a sign that someone had mated with a inu hanyou.
It was soon after that, that they both fell asleep. Somewhere in the middle of the night, Kagome had changed. Her hair, before reached her knees, now it reached her ankles. It now had silver streaks that mixed in with her natural midnight black blue red streaked hair; her skin tanned more, and her silver stripes were outlined with black, in the middle of her forehead a black crescent moon appeared in the place where her silver diamond was, then eventually the diamond reappeared in the middle of the crescent moon. She grew a few more inches, if she stood beside him right now she would have reached just under his chin.
If it was possible her claws looked more deadly, and her fangs lengthened, her hair fanned around her making her look angelic. Her eyes narrowed more, and she no longer looked like Kikyo; she now was beautiful but very deadly much like Sesshomaru. She was the killing perfection in female form, the Kagome Higurashi was a black inu/black ruby kitsune/silver inu, in only one night. Though Kagome was already a black inu/black ruby kitsune before the mating.
If Sesshomaru had seen her now, he would have been struck in awe, admiring her beauty. But there was no way that Sesshomaru would do that, right?