Disclaimer: no, I don't own twilight and yes I don't like Edward…
A special thanks to jacobfan216 my close friend, and everyone who reviewed. I hope you like this chapter, i'm sorry for my tenses and grammatical errors in my previous chapters.
ATTENTION! THIS CHAPTER IS JACOB'S POV ON CHAPTER 2, THIS CONTAINS JACOB'S FEELINGS ON THE WHOLE IMRPINT AND ON BELLA'S ACTONS ON CHAPTER 2. SO YOU CAN SKIP THIS IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ CHAPTER 2 IN JACOB'S POINT OF VIEW.
"Swan residence," I said coldly, who could be calling now.
Whoever it is, it better be good reason for the call cause I was about to tell Bella that I just imprinted her. I heard a familiar voice asking,
"Can, I speak to Charlie Swan?" Wait I know him, I altered in an instant. I began straightened up from bed and why would he want to call now? After what he did to bells, anger was rising within me; I got distracted when I saw bells getting dressed.
Wow she's pretty; I guess I just got lucky this time... this time she accepted my love for her... I saw bells held out her hand for the phone. Wait... no...No... She shouldn't know who call.
Bells was just getting back to normal. I could still remember the first time after a long, I saw her smile back, it was when she was hanging with in my garage. I was happy that it was me that made her smile back.
Then images of bells being in the woods when Sam found her came through my thoughts. I saw these images when I was on patrol with Sam. He showed me, how miserable bells was when he left her. No... Bells must not know he called. I ignored her attempts on getting the phone.
"He's not here," I said, and my words were menacing.
Charlie? Why would he want to talk to Charlie? Wait... is he planning to ask forgiveness from Charlie? Does he want to comeback? Oh I am not gona give him any space for him to comeback. Bells mine...she's my imprint... he left her and he aint getting her back while I'm still alive.
"Where is he?" he asked.
He's in La push and you're going to hell. And guess who's gona send you there? Me! I didn't want to reply but since bells here I better make sure i'm not too obvious to let her know it's the leech.
"He's at the funeral" I said
What now leech? I was waiting for him to ask for bells but I heard nothing... well I guess he hung up the who's afraid of the big bad wolf?. "Filthy bloodsucker," I said while putting down the phone.
I turned to find a very confused Bella
"who did you just hang up on?" she sounded infuriated.
"In my house and on my phone" ok…now she's angry...this is bad...
"Easy! He hung up on me!" well I would be glad to hung up on him.
"He? Who was it?" she said stressing the he uh oh…I just got things more complicated... me and my big mouth.
Ok smarty pants what do you wanna answer to her now. Wait...calm down and think... ah ha.."Dr. Carlisle Cullen."
I waited for her reply. Did she buy it? "Why didn't you let me talk to him?" I was relief... good she bought it. Besides it's not my fault that he didn't mention his name.
"He didn't ask for you," I said coldly... what? After all they did her... she wants to talk to them? They left her...alone...in the woods...they didn't even call to check on her after they left... now... after along time he calls .. She wants to speak to them...
"He asked where Charlie was and I told him. I don't think I broke any rules of etiquette." Ok that was harsh... but she deserves it… after what they did to her she still wants them... how could she? I thought she accepted me...she told me clearly that she already accepted...more over she said she had opened her heart for me Jacob Black and not him.
"You listen to me, Jacob Black..." she shouted there was anger in her tone.
I was just about argue with her but I smelled something... I started sniffing.. wait it's the bloodsuckers...Was he here when he called?... was he spying me and bella? The smell was coming from the window...oh so he is outside... I started making my way towards the window...the smell gets stronger as I was getting closer. Oh you are sooo dead leech...i thought as I was planning to punch that leech's face when I see him. I stopped midway when I saw a black hair pixie coming through the window and not that leech.
Wait... whose she? I thought it was that idiot...she's kinda familiar... ah yes... I have seen her a few times with bella... gee why does bella keep hanging out bloodsuckers? But then again I can't let my guard down... I have to protect Bella... she's more important to me now since she's my imprint...
"What do you want bloodsucker" I growled at her.
"None of your concern mutt" even though she is just a pixie she's got a hell of guts, I give her credit for that.
I heard her chocked Bella's name then I saw Bella comforting her. It was so like Bella... always putting others before herself. One of the reasons's why I love her. Based from what I observed...i don't think the pixie is gona harm bells... so I headed towards the window to check whether the pixie brought company along with her.
I turned around when I heard the pixie said "Edward" why does she have to mention that's leech's name.
Can't she see Bella has moved on with me? She just had to ruin it. I saw Bella, her body was shaking... her eyes when wide and her face wore a motionless mask. I could see that she is thinking hard cause when I waved my hand in front of her face but she didn't show any reaction. That filthy bloodsucker...what does he want now? Why can't he just leave her alone... she has me now and forever. Bella doesn't need him. I felt bells body move a bit... her legs seem wobly... oh... no she's not gona fall... I got behind and held her close to me.
"What did you do to her?" I felt bells flinched when she heard my furious voice.
I guess I snapped her from her thoughts. "Bella? Bella, snap out of it. We have to hurry." The pixie ignored me...
oh she is really getting on my nerve now. Hurry? Did she just say hurry? Bells not going anywhere... she is not leaving me... not now... not tomorrow...not forever. Bells is not gona leave me. Does she want to bring bells to meet that leech? It seems like it. Well whatever she is planning its not gona happen. Bells is my imprint and she is staying with me. He is not gona get her
"Stay back," I warned the pixie, if she continues I'm not sure if I can control myself from phasing right here, right now.
"You don't wanna do that so close to her." she odered Well ...well whadya know the pixie is a mind reader or she just sensed me tense. Either way it's none of her concern. I will never hurt Bella, since I imprinted on her. She has become my life, the reason I breathe, the reason I live, its all for her…my life seems to spin around her. It's not me she's suppose to worry about hurting bella. It's her and her family that hurted bella... Not Me. "I don't think I'll have any problem keeping my focus," I retorted.
I heard bells voice as she speaks, it was weak.
" Alice?" oh so the pixie's name is Alice
" What happened?" bells asked... why does she have to ask. She is not gona like the answer but she just have to ask. "I don't know," she suddenly wailed then she continued
"what was he thinking?" well you got that right. He's a idiot. I don't know what that bloodsucker did but i'm very sure he deserves whatever the consequence was, after what he did to bells; he should have just died. I saw bells labored to pull herself up. Oh bells don't please...don't do this... I'm afraid she's gona faint so I wrapped myself around her. I felt her body cold, so I pulled her closer to me. Her back was facing me. I felt her relaxed to my touch.
Then for awhile I listen to the conversation between Bella and the pixie. The pixie called someone, I was waiting if it was the leech. But it turns out to be some girl, Rosalie was her name. I think she's one of them the pixie hung up then bells and her started putting together the information that they got to find out what's going on. The pixie can see future I bet she saw me and bells together but it turns out she saw bells cliff diving.
Then they found out that it was that leech that called just now and that he has dumped his phone somewhere. I guess he got frustrated cause bells mine now. I wonder if he knows that
What? She told that leech that bells was dead. Rosalie is gona pay for that. How could she such a thing? Ok they all left bells, forget her but to think she was dead is unacceptable. So they all want her dead? The next time I saw them, its gona be the the last day of their lifes.
"The response from Jacob on the other end of the phone when he said "He's at the funeral" only served to confirm your death Bella" the pixie said in horror.
What? Oh so now it's my fault for his weird behavior. So now I told him that bells was dead, did I ? I was about shout at the pixie when I heard her say
"Bella... he's gone to meet The Volturi in Italy" what? What's volturi? Or so his too happy that Bella was dead till he went to Italy for a vacation. This is starting to get nonsense.
"Alice we have to safe him. I have to save him" bells said.
At that moment my heart stopped beating, my mind went crazy. I must be dreaming did she just say she has to save him. I grabbed her before she went near her closet
"Bella what are you doing" I asked hoping what I heard was wrong.
"Jacob let me go! I'm going to Italy to save Edward" she said forcefully without looking in my eyes.
What had just happened? She just changed in an instant. A few minutes ago, she was snuggling against me. And now she's shouting.
"What? Bella you couldn't be serious..." I said in disbelief
"I thought you love me, I thought you said that you accepted me. You still want him after what he did to you?" I wait for her to reply. I want to know why she's acting like this.
"Jake..." she started "I do love you but you do know I still love him, Jake he is my life, he's my everything I can't let him die" No she did not say that.
Bells honey please don't break my heart. She wants him after all he did, bells he left you alone in the woods, he should have been there to save you, back when you were almost drowned, if he loved you he should have been there to save you as well. He is the whole reason why you were hurt. I was angry. "Then, what happened between us all these while and just now was all lie?" i asked, while trying to control my temper.
"Jake what happened before was all just friendship... I never put you in my heart in a romantic way" she said. I felt my heart was stabbed. "What happened just now between us was a mistake nothing more" At that instant I let go of her arm.
I can't feel my body, it was numb. Her words echoed in my ears. It was a mistake; she feels that the moment we spent together just now was a mistake. Friendship? So when I confessed my love, when I said everything from heart, every true feeling that I held for her in my heart. She didn't take it seriously. Did she? I was standing right there all the moment and she ignored me as if I weren't there. She went to her closet and got her I.D, passport and I saw her write a letter to Charlie.
No... Jake you are not gona loose her... I rushed to her by the time I got to her she was about to go … her hand was holding the door knob. I hugged her from behind. I held her close, I don't want to let get of her.
"Don't leave... please" I whispered to her, hoping that she would change her mind.
"Please Bella, I beg you... I can't live without you...please don't go...I love you" please don't go Bella,
I can't be apart from you, you are my imprint, my life, the other part of me. I can't lose you. By now I was in tears. I just couldn't accept the fact that after what we shared...all the things that I helped her through..she just threw everything for him. What does he repay her in return? Nothing but trouble. If she hadn't been around him.
That Victoria wouldn't be hunting her down; if she hadn't been around him life would have so much better for her. She can't have a normal life with him. All I want is her happiness, why can't she understand that.?
"Jake ... I'm sorry but I can't accept your love. No one can replace him in my heart and you know that...please don't make this hard, you should understand" I should understand? Bells hear yourself for once.
You played with my feelings bells. You hurted me bells... I love you with all my heart, I never expected anything in return for my love from you, I just want you accept my love that's all. But it seems that you see me as a mistake.
"Jacob please do me a favor" she asked. What bells? Do you my life? Here you can have it. I don't want a life without you. I looked in her eyes. Hoping she would see what I held for her in my heart. She holds the most highest position in my heart. I love her more than myself.
"Could you please take care of Charlie while I'm gone? Please" she pleaded me. Bells...bells you don't seem to understand me do you? You never think what I would feel if you did something. Every action you take has effect on me from now since you're my imprint even before I imprinted on you; it always has effect on me. It's always him. You are so afraid you will loose while you don't even bother me. I meant nothing to you but to me you are everything
"Treaty or no treaty I promise you I will protect Charlie with all my life" I said "is this what you really want bells?" I asked hopefully she changes her mind
"yes, this is what I want ... I need him...i need Edward like I need you, he means a lot to me and if I can't save him... it will hurt me a lot me" it will hurt me if you leave bells. Have you thought that? You need him.? he means a lot to you...?
I see if he is your happiness bells then I'm more than willing to sacrifice my life for your happiness.
"Bells I promise you that I won't hurt you … but if this is what you then I can't do anything" yes bells I promise you, I will never hurt you and will never let anyone hurt you.
Even if you chose him over me, bells I am always here for you. You have hurted me alot but still my love for you will never change. I will always love. There is no other girl in the world that could replace you in my heart. I love you bells, my one and only love and imprint.
I saw her lock the doors, I guess this is it.
Good bye my love. With that I was about to turn but Bella threw her arms around me and kissed the palm of hand. I wish I could stay like this with her but that's selfish, I can't give her the happiness that she wants I better go with that ran towards the woods. I was about to phase but before that I turned to see her for the last time, as I thought, she didn't look back. I lost her. I phased and went in the woods. Bells take care… I love you and I want you to be happy no matter with whom you are.
Just be happy.
This chapter got me cried.. im soo sorry jacob..(sob..sob)
