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All hail Jacob! Team Jacob all the way.
This chapter is dedicated to jacobfan216, connect2tjb, goldengirl62 and to all jacob fans.
Jacob's pov on Chapter 12 and 13. I was extremely eager to write this chapter because i wanted to write jacob's feeling on his imprintation on wrote about how he felt for nessie . I wanted to write what he would've felt for bella.
"She's awake" the pixie came and told us.
That's all I needed to hear, I rushed out of the door pushing my way through the pack. I almost knocked Emmet down on my way to Bella's room, I heard him shouting at me "why the rush?" but I didn't bother to answer him. I slammed the door open and there I saw the love of my life, she was more beautiful ever and the fact that she is carrying my baby tops it all. I saw her looking at me back with surprise written all over her face, I made my way to her, on the way I pushed the blonde since she was in my way. Well to tell the truth, I just wanted to do that to her; I really don't like her but that doesn't matter now.
All that mattered is Bella, I pulled a chair and sat next to Bell's bed. "Bells... honey are you, ok? I asked her while taking one of her hands into mine, trying to comfort her. I looked at her in the eyes, those two pools hazel eyes that i fell in love with, that i often i get lost in. Oh.. how much I missed it. "Jake, why am I here?" she asked me, there is slight fear in her voice. How am I suppose to tell her the news? I could... Well actually I want to tell her the news. I do, I really do. I want to see her glow out of happiness because the news.I want to see her eyes get teary because we are going to have a baby together.I want to be able to hug her and spin her around the room.I want her to scold me for doing that, because she thinks that it might hurt the baby. I want to say to her that to me she's the most beautiful girl in world and that it makes me feel so happy that she cares for the baby.
And to tell her that the next girl I'm ever going to love would only be our daughter. But what if she doesn't want it? What if, she hates me even more than before? I can't take that. I love bells and I want to be in her life. And I see that fate has been kind enough to give me a another chance with Bella. It did gave me once before when He left but i failed and got kicked to the this time, i'm going to make it I believe that we were destined to be together and i'm going to prove it.
I took a deep breath, gathered up my courage and opened my mouth "Well Bells.. while you were in the woods just now, you fainted" I released the breath that I held in without even realising it. I am still staring at her in the eyes hoping that she knows that this is hard for me but I'm trying my best to break the news as lightly as possible but also hoping some how she gets what I'm trying to say without even saying anything "How long have I been out?" she asked. "Well a few hours" I said while caressing her cheek, it felt warmer than usual. Maybe she is having a fever? "4 hours to be exact" I was brought back to reality when I heard it. Both Bells and I turned to see who it was. And it was Dr fang, well good timing doc. "Doctor Fang, her body is feeling warmer than usual" I said while still caressing her cheek.
"Well, I guess that's some of the symptoms…" Dr fang said. Oh.. so theres more to pregnancy than just having a baby inside you, I never really took much interest in this topic because back then I thought I would'nt have the need to know. I alwys knew Bella is the one for me, if I'm ever going to have a family of my own, It's with her and no one else. But back then, she wasn't mine, she still isn't..But I have hope know how some people say "baby, I think you wore that dress for me" or "I knew, she was the one for me the moment she step out of that door" . I always thought those were lame pick up lines because you can't just know that you are destined for each other just by looking .
It's suppose to be more like how Bella and I shared a childhood together and that even by the slightest change in her face reaction I could sense her worry. But I realised I was wrong, it doesn't always need even the littelest thing could bring down a mountain. Just one look, just one touch,just one 's all, the rest just happened on it's feeling of needing her in my life grew stronger when I imprinted on her.
I could still remember it, as if it was just yesterday. It was at her kitchen, when everything inside me came undone as I stared at Bells. Into her eyes, as if it's the first time I saw her. the way she looked at me was much more different than usual, it was as if it's the first time she saw me as Jacob and not just her childhood friend. And that's when I too started looking at her, as the one that I wanted in my life. Before that she was my crush. As our lips connected, I felt as if all the lines that held me to my life were sliced apart in swift cuts, like clipping the strings to a bunch of balloons. Everything that made me who I was – my love for my childhood friend, my love for my father, my loyalty to the pack, the love for my other brothers, my hatred for my enemies, my home, my name, my self – disconnected from me in that second – snip, snip, snip – and floated up into space. I was not left drifting. A new string held me where I was.
The gravity of the earth no longer tied me to the place where I stood. It was the girl infront of me, my Bella. When I opened my eyes, I saw her as a new person. Not just my crush, not just my childhood friend but my other half,my significant other, my soulmate, my love, my everything. I knew from that moment, the reason I breathe, the reason my hearts beats, the reason I'm going to live another day is all going to be for her and only her. I always knew Bells was going to be in my life but on that very second when time itself stopped moving for me, I looked in her eyes, that's when I knew I have found the missing pieces that I have been looking for all my life. I stared in her dark brown eyes, I saw my future in an instant and there it goes. I knew then that my life was complete, I found my other half.
I flinched and was brought back to the present time when I heard Bella shouting "what's going on with me? I tried to calm down Bella. "Calm down Bells." but failed. Bells started shouting at me "You expect me to calm down! Jake! How the heck am I here ?" Dr fang was about to say something but was interupted when someone barged into the room, "Hey Blondie, move. I gotta see Bella"I heard embry. Who let him in? I was about to ask Embry to leave but he cut me to it.
"Oh hey Bells, you're wide awake. How are ya? How's the big guy doing" what the hell is Embry thinking? I didn't even tell her yet! Big guy? Who in the hell said I'm going to have a son? Though I do like having a boy .Not now, now. I shooked my head trying to forget that and concertrate on the current situation. "Shut it Embry" I heard Sam scolding embry. Thank god he did, if it was me. I would have punched him. I was too much paying attention to Embry and Sam untill I didn't realize that the whole pack had came into. I smacked my forehead with my hand, what are thiese guys trying to do here? Bells just woke up. She needs all the rest she could get, she certaintly doesn't need all these drama now. I heard Bella calling out for me. I turned to look at her "Jake, why are they here? And am I sick?" she asked her pleading eyes.
What am I suppose to tell her, I was stuttering over my words while fidgeting my hands. I might even beat the waiter in plays where the waiter falls in love as soon as the preety girl looks up from the goes to offer. "water?" But when the words come out, it comes out "waiter?". I might even beat that guy, cause here's what i said. "Well bells...erm... erm..." Before I even finsih, I heard her asking "Carlisle, what's wrong with me? Am I sick or something" "Well Bella,not exactly. Based on what I observed so far, I think you are..."Dr fang looked at me asking if its ok for him to continue, I nodded in reply, I rather not make a fool of myself once more. "Go on..." Bella said. "Well, I think you are pregnant" I saw Bells reaction, her eyes as well as her mouth went wide.
I waited for Bells to reply. I was in that situation where you are dying to know but still afraid to find out. I saw her shook her head and said ". You are kidding me. Come on, stop joking. I'm not in the mood for jokes now" she said while staring at Carlisle. I got my answer, she doesn't want it, she thinks it's a joke.I had my head down looking at floor to avoid anyone looking at me crying silently. There goes my took back the chance. He replied her "Bella, I'm not joking" I heard Bella; "oh god, how did.."I heard her stop mid. She doesn't even want to talk about the other she even wanted it to begin with.
"Well since she's awake now, so why don't we just finish this right now? I don't feel comfortable having mutts in the house" the blonde hissed. Stupid blonde, I heard the pack growled back at her. I feel them, that blonde is keep getting on my nerves and by the rate she is messing with us I won't be suprised if all of them got mad at her. "It's not like we enjoy being here" quil snaped at her back. "Ok, now then lets get started." I heard sam said while taking a seat near me and Bells, everyone is siting except for that stupid blonde and the weirdo. . "Missed me?"I heard the leech whisper to Bells, I saw him taking a seat on the other side of the bed, opposite me that is. I growled at the leech, the feeling to protect my imprint and our unborn child was making making me getting out of control, I tried my best to stay put, though I;m not sure how long could I maintain it.
"Ok,now that everyone is here, Bella..." Sam started. "Well as we know now, you are having Jake's child right?" Sam asked her, she nodded while blushing. "So what are you planning?" he asked. "Planning? about what" she , that isn't good. "About the baby of course?" Embry interupted. "Oh..I haven't thought about that, but I think I'm going to keep it" she said. What? She said she is gona keep it. Oh, thank god! Thank you fate, thank you very much. For her to accept me over him, it means the world to me. I couldn't be happier.
"I see, very well then but you need to know there are few rules if you are planning to keep the baby" what? "What rules?" she asked. Oh right. "Bella, as you know, you are carrying a quillete in you. And it's very dangerous for you and the baby to be around us during your pregnancy" Dr fang said. "Yes, and so during your pregnancy. You can't be around them" Sam explained. That's a very good rule, but I'm not sure if Bells coul obey it since she is extremely close with the pixie but I'm sure she will do it since it's for the baby. "no!" I heard hee shout, i heard my heart being torn as well "There is no way I'm going to be apart from them for 9 months" "erm, not 9 but 15 Bella" Carlisle corrected her.
The room went dead all of sudden, so did I. She tore my heart away from me,for every second she took her time to think about it. It hurts me to know that, she actualy had to still I had faith in Bella that she won't let us down. "I'm sorry but I am changing my mind. I don't want this baby" she stated at that moment my heart stopped beating, I released her hand that I was holding on to with my dear life not because I wanted to but because I lost control over my body. My eyes were filled with tears no mater how much I tried not to. I was just thinking about having a family of my with my imprit, I thought my life was going to change but she crushed it all with those words.. I whispered "Bells…" hoping that she might change her mind or even think again about it. "I'm sorry jacob but I couldn't be apart from them for that long, besides I told you. It's just a mistake."
A mistake? that word stabbed into my heart deep, she called my baby a mistake. A thing we created a mistake. The bond that we had a mistake? how could she? " A mistake? Well, you should have thought of that before you slept with him?" I heard Embry, shout out of anger. But before i could even process a word he said, I ran towards him and pushed him against the wall, as I lifetd him with one hand. I know what she said was wrong but she is still my imprint and I don't care brother or not. Nobody gets to disrespect Bells. "Don't you dare say that again to her or I swear I will kill you and I meant it" I said in a low but deep tone. I would have phased there if it weren't for both Jared and Collin who pulled me away from Embry, while trying to calm me down at the same time.
" Jake, what's gotten in you ? Did you just hear what she said? How can she say it's mistake? Jake that baby it's not only her's, its yours as well. Don't you want the baby?" Embry said, every word he said meant so much more but what he did is still unforgiveable. " Embry shut up! This isn't you problem. It's between me and Bells, i do want the baby but it's her choice whether to keep it or not? But no matter what she picks, I'll be by her side all the time." I said, it wasn't just for Embry it was for Bells and everyone so that they know no matter what happens, she has me. I could be her safe harbour or even punching bag" Thanks, Jake. I know I can count on you" she said while smiling at me but I just remained silent. "erh.. bella could I have a word with you in the kitchen" Esme asked bells and she just nodded and left the room with esme
[ these scenes happened while bella was downstarirs with esme,Alice and Rosalie (check out chapter 13) ]
Oh god. Is she calling Bella to congratulate on her decision ? Or Are they getting rid a part of me that is in her, right this very second? Alot of things were going through my mind but the very second Bells left the room, the leech grabbed my sweat shirt. "Why did you rape her?" he said with venom in his words, I pushed him back and growled at him, I was already on the first stage of phasing but Sam stopped me. He pushed me a little so that he could be infront of me. By the time i had control back, I realize the whole pack was with me, they were standing beside me. I felt a hand on my shoulder I turned to see who it belongs to and its Embry. " Sorry." I mouthed "It's ok bro.." he replied with a smile. I glanced back at Sam who was talking to Edward. "whatch your mouth ! It may be your land, but that doesn't mean you get say whatever fit your mouth." Sam was pissed off. He was scary even for us, but that didn't stop that leech .
" Why must i? He raped my Bella and he did that so he could steal her away from me. Stupid mutt can't you see that, She doesn't wants you!" I remained silent trying to calm myself from ripping that leech into pieces. "Remember the treaty, Jake" " who says so? You better shut up before I make you to shut it. Bella wasn't forced to do anything and it's none of your buisness to get in between their relationship" Sam fired back at him. "Oh it sure is, Bella is my soulmate and I have all the right. Besides I'm preety sure that mutt might have threatended her to do so." he said " Who are you to talk about soulmates? It's us who live with our I can assure you that Bella is not your soulmate and never will be because she's Jacob's imprint. The true Alpha's imprint. You think your love for her could break that bond that they have. I bet not."
The leech shouted in anger and frustration know Bella was my imrpint i think . He left the room as soon as he can.
Carlisle came closer to me and said "Jacob, I know you mean well to Bella. I feel bad for you, I honestly do. And I'm sorry for my son's behaviour. Don't worry I will try to talk to bella about this" he said with a smile and left the room. There we were, the whole pack just complete silent. Not a sight that you could see everyday. We just staring at each other for a long time untill Sam broke the silence. Somehow I know that they felt the pain that I feel, because we are brothers and always will be. "Jake,i'm proud of you" Sam said while giving me a man hug. " You did well just handled the situation just now way better than I thought you would, very smooth and you made a good decision on letting Bella choose."Sam said so highly of me as if it's going to make me feel better. " I know it must have been hard for you but no matter what Jake, remember we will always be brothers" Embry said while patting my back.
[back in the room with the packs] Bella made her mind and the whole cullens and the pack were waiting for bella's decision.
"I heard that you have made up mind?" Sam asked. "Yes. I will keep this baby in one condition." "and that is….?" " I can visit the cullens twice a month" she started and waited for Sam to approve it but he " But Bella, you don't understand. It will be dangerous for you and the baby. The baby isn't fully developed and it's hard for the fetus to adjust to the Cullen's body temperature by you being in a close distance with them. It might not be very healthy for the baby. It might..." I heard Sam trying to explain to Bells. I know her well to say that she wouldn't listen to a single word he advices her. And I also know that fate didn't take back my chance. I need to grab it before it slips away again."No... Bella, you have my word. You can visit them twice a month. But I too have one condition. That is I should be with you at all times when you are making your trip here." I waited for her reply, hoping she would accept it.
"Fine, with me" she said. "Jake, we are having a talk after this, and with that out of the way, now let's go to the next one. As the father of the baby Jacob must be with Bella all the time so that incase the baby has some problems trying to adjust to bella's body since she isn't Quillette blood the baby might have problems with the body heat. Next, is treaty. It remains but there will one of us always around Bella other than Jake even when she comes over here. And from now on bella will go for check ups with Sue and only her" he said while staring at Carlisle at the last part " ok .. we agree" was what they said.