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All hail Jacob! Team Jacob all the way.
This chapter is dedicated to jacobfan216, connect2tjb, goldengirl62, smallfrykukie, Dbz-Diva4evaand to all Jacob fans.
The words in italic are the thoughts of the pack while phased.
~An eclipse last a day, the sun is eternal.~
Jacob pov continues from (chapter: my life as jacob black)
"Okay ... we agree" Dr Fang said. Thank you god, thanks you for givinng me a eyes drifter at her, I saw some colour on her cheeks, and her eyes were dark hazel as usual but with a glow. My gaze went down and stopped at her stomach. I stared at it long, there's a life in her and it's a part of me.I am grateful that my child is given a chance to live. Bella, on the other hand, is still a mystery to me.I couldn't tell if she hated the child she carried for the fact of how it was fathered, and by whom, or if she would tolerate it once it was born, or if she could bring herself to love it. Hell, back a few moments ago she could barely bring herself to tolerate my presence, although she spoke occasionally to me. I am painfully learning that eventhough she is my imprint,I have to fight for her still.
I was distracted when the pixie blocked my view. She squealed in excitement "Bella! You are going to have a baby and I'm going to be an aunty. I'm so happy for you" the pixie said while hugging Bella. That disturbed me abit, "I'm going to be an aunty" ? what? What did she mean by that? I saw the look on Sam as well as the rest of the pack.They were disturbed by her comment too. As I thought, all of us had the same look as I did when we heard the pixie say it.
There was long silence in the room; I was so busy thinking about what to say to Sam. I know he disagrees the idea having Bella visiting the cullens. He is right i should obey him. Heck, call me selfish, I don't I am to be called selfish for wanting to save my child's life then call me one.I don't care. I don't want Bella to be with them as well but my child's life is in stake. I'm very sure Bells wouldn't have agreed to have the baby if I had followed what Sam had suggested.
"So boys, since it's already late would you like to have dinner here?" I heard Esme asked, I was in no mood to eat and I'm pretty sure the rest of the pack wouldn't want to have dinner at house full of bloodsuckers. "What's for dinner? O negative or AB positive?" Embry cracked up a joke to lighten up our mood.I must admit, that was a good one. Embry sure as hell know how to cheer us up. "Shut up Embry!" I heard Sam scolding Embry, but we all know know deep down in him; he feels the same way as Embry feels. Its just as the Alpha, he's trying to take care of our manners. While Esme replied in a calm tone while smiling "Oh no dear, we are vegetarian as we only drink animal blood" "I'm so sorry for their bad manners" Sam apologizes to Esme.
"Oh no, it's ok. Not many people know about our eating habit. So I wouldn't blame them for thinking like that about us." she said to Sam ". What they actually meant was, they don't want you to go through all the trouble to cook for us... Right guys? Sam said while biting his teeth at the last part. Sam really knows how to talk the talk. The pack just nodded in reply."No ...no...Don't be silly. It actually gives me the chance to use my kitchen. But I wouldn't force any you, if you don't like it."I was shocked that She was dissapointment. "Sorry, but we should be leaving now, mam."You know something's not right when your Alpha is being nice towards a vampire.
"Ugh! Finally !"Blondie muttered out of frustration. "You know what Blondie, I'm getting sick of you." Paul snapped at . "Who cares what you think of me? Stupid mutt!"That's it she crossed the line. "What did you just say?" Paul snapped at her and went for thank god for Quill's quick act to hold Paul back and Embry's sense of humor, treaty wasn't broken. Not today though.
"You know, I got to someone who doesn't even recognise her air freshener, you got alot of nerve to pick a fight with us, even if we are on your land."he stressed the last part. "What?"
"Oh bro! you mean. She was the one on the five o'clock news yesterday?"Jared randomly jumped into the conversation " Yup, that's blonde who had totaled her red BMW M3 in a horrific accident." " What was that Mongrel ?" the bitch didn't back away either. Embry took a step closer to her without any slight hint of fear and said in a low tone " Just admit it, golden retriever." "admit what? that you guys are scared to take on a vampire alone and that's why you always travel in pack" " you were driving alone yesterday when from out of nowhere a tree pops out in even so you are leech you got suprised and swerved right and left untill your car now looks like an accordian that was stomped on by an elephant."Embry counter attack her in same breath. "I thought there no trees in that highway."Jared backed him up "It doesn''s just blondie here was dumb enough to not realise it was just her air freshener swinging back and forth the whole time" the whole pack laughed and not to mention Emmet as well.10 points for the big guy.
"But hey guys, we can't actually blame her for being a was born that way" "oh..oh.. you're killing me here!" Emmet said in short of breath due to laughing for a long time. "Oh that does it!" Rosalie was about to lung and rip Embry apart, but Emmet and the other blonde held her back. "Enough!" Sam's voice erupted the whole mansion. "Embry, you shouldn't have done. We came here in peace for 't try to ruin all of you, get out and stay out there untill i come" Sam commanded, everyone but Sam and I stayed , i feel sorry for my brothers because they had endure so much humiliation and pain because of me. "And as for you, know your limits. Don't ever mess with us again. And by the way, we travel in pack not because we fear but because we value our family and we look after each other."Sam left as soon as he was done . I wonder if Bella understood the meaning because Sam's phrase at the end.
Leaving me and Bells the last person to go out. ", we got to leave now, I'm sure Charlie would be waiting to listen to your long explaination."I said while holding out my hand for her to accept it."Er..Sure." She took a step closer to me but was pulled back when the leech grabbed her by the waist."Edward what are you..?"Bells started but was cut. "I will take her home"the leech told me. "No ... she is coming with me. Back off"I hissed while sent him invisible flying daggers aiming at him." calm down." Bella turned to face me and said "Jake, I'm coming with you." Then turned to face Edward and said "Edward, you just promised you won't make this a big deal?"Really Bells? Really? "I'm sorry love, I just got carried away" he said while kissing Bells forhead, hold on don;t want to break the treaty now do we?.But still I growled at him fiercely for touching what belongs to me. "Good night Edward" "Good night love". Shouldn't that be my line?
As soon as we were out of the bloodsucker's house, I phased and brought bella home as fast as i could. Along the way, I just kept silent , thinking of an excuse to tell charlie but I couldn't quite figure it out but then I heard Sam's thoughts "Jake what the hell were you thinking just now?have you lost your mind? Do you know what are the consequences that might happen?"Sam was shouting in my mind. "Sam,chill. I know what I am doing. I will tell you later but you gotta help me first" "what is it?" "what should I tell charlie now? He is probably waiting for Bella to arrive home any time soon. I don't want her to get in trouble" "Hmm…well that's hard. Does he know she was with him."Sam asked" Yeah he does but still she's grounded. Please Sam .."I begged him.". Fine, tell him you took her to the bonfire, I will try to talk Sue into this. Just in case he checked about this with her. And Jake.. Make it quick.. We need to talk" " Thanks.. I will be there soon." I said
[Back at Bella's house]
I already saw Charlie's sillhouette from a distance so I put Bella down and phased. I saw Bella staring at Charlie from the bushes, I could feel her getting intense by the second. "Bells." I called her trying to get her attention."Yes...?" she asked me not really paying attention to me but still managed to turn and face me though. Her left hand caught my attention. Her eyes were on me but her hand was resting on her stomach. What a sight?My love for double in an instant. My hopes and dreams were shattered when she said she chose him over me but It took the most of me when she said she doesn't want the child but I never thought I would get to see this sight after all she said. "Bells... thank you." I said, mere words can't express how I felt for her and our child, I felt happy that she is having my sight is just perfect, in a few months I would be having my child around that moment, it is just going to be the three of baby,Bella and me. I know that she doesn't love me as she does him but with the next 15 months I got in my hand. I'm going to try. I'm going to show Bells that I'm a better man than him. I heard ask "thanks for.." I cutt her off not really wanting to explain to will probably just make her even mad at me. " We better hurry, before Charlie gets mad" "He is already mad, I just don't know what to say to him"She expressed her frustration on the stone she kicked on the ground. "Don't worry about that, I got you covered. Just follow my lead" I said while leaded her to Charlie.
I had a big grin on my face while holding Bells hand tightly, it's all going to work out. "Don't worry Jake" I said to myself."Isabella Marie Swan! You stay right where you are? The same goes for you Jacob"okay... I think I should be worried now. I felt Bella tightened her grip on my hand. "Where have you two been all day long?" "Well... Sir you asked me and talk to bella so I brought her over to the bonfire. Sorry it got a bit late" Charlie's face loosens up a bit when he heard me. "Oh ... okay. But what about before going to the bonfire where have you been bella? Don't try to lie; I know you were with that Edward kid." "Dad, can we talk tomorrow" "No! Not at all, I said we would finish it today and today it is. Now get in the house and Jake thanks for bringing her home safely you may go now."why is he shouting at bells? Can't he see she said she's tired. He asked me to leave which is definately not going to happen. I felt heat rising up in my body, its happening again. Man, I need self control! "Sorry honey" I mentally apologised to Bella and left as quick as I can. I went into the woods to calm myself, cause if I were still there I'm sure I would have phased in front charlie. Oh god, hopefully charlie doesn't scold her too much, maybe I should I talk to Charlie? "Jake?"a voiced interuppted me, I turned to see who it was, and it turns out to be Seth. "what are you doing here?" I asked him. "Well, I just wanted to make sure your're okay and besides I'm on patrol tonight." "Oh.. .." I mouthed, I tottaly forgot about that. "And by the way, your taking tomorrow's morning shift, don't forget" "sure..sure" I said, I was just planning on waking up late. Darn the patrol!
"Oh yeah, I almost forgot. Congrats man!" Seth said with a wide smile on his face. "Thanks"I replied him beaming with the pride of being a soon-to-be-father "So what are you doing here in the middle of the woods, I thought Sam wanted to talk to you." " I'm waiting for you tell Sam I'll be there soon?" " Sure thing, Jake. Bye" "hmm.." was all I could reply to him. I'm very sure Sam is going to rip my head off the second he meets me. But I don't care, even if I'm kicked out of the pack. All that matters now is Bella and the baby. When I realized that I'm running out time, I rushed to Bells room. Sam will be waiting for me so I better make it a quick visit. I know very well not to use the door this time so I went in her room through the window. I heard her talking to herself . "This is so not fair! I can't believe this is happening to me?" she said "Bella?" i think I surprised her.
She flinched."Jacob ...not now..." she said while turning her back at me. As I thought, it was too good to be true. She really doesn't want the baby does she? "Bells. I'm sorry. I didn't think it will come this far. It's ok if you don't want to keep the baby. I won't force you. I will support your decision no matter what it is. I have your back bells." "Oh Jake... it's not about the baby. It's Charlie." "What about him?" I asked, taking a seat next to her. "Well, he thinks I'm acting like a kid and so he wants to punish me by sending me back to Jacksonville" she said in anger. "What? Bells don't worry; I will try to figure out way to calm down Charlie. For now, you better go to sleep. You need all the rest you can get, I will come over around noon."I got up and started heading towards the window but stopped when i heard her rasing her voice
"Noon? Charlie is sending me back tomorrow morning Jake!" I was silent for awhile then I turned to face bells and asked "Bells have you told Charlie about the baby?" "Of course not Jake, what do you expect me to say? Hey dad, wanna know something I just found out I'm pregnant with my best friend's child." She said sarcastically. Best friend? That's all I will ever be? The position I have in her heart is being a best friend? "Jake... I'm...sor" "its ok bells, I understand." I said trying to put a smile on my face.
"No Jake, I didn't mean it that way. It's just that, a lot had happen in these few days and I just can't cope up with things." "Yeah... a lot had " I said while cupping Bells face in my hand, holding her close to me. No. I'm not going to give up now! I have made myself a promise and I'm going to keep it. I still have 15 months, I'm sure I can manage it."We're a pretty messed-up pair, aren't we? Neither one of us can hold our shape together right?" "Not really Jake" she said while looking at me in the eye,I was hoping that she could understand my feelings for her. Bella continued."I can't say that for all i know is that, you will always be there when I need you, and that makes me stronger. I'm sure we could get through this together."She said and noticed that there was only a few inches that was between us. I waited for it, but it seems she doesn't feel the same way as she says.
"I'm sorry.. I did it again didn't i?" I asked her about trying to bring our relatinship stronger. "No. It's ok. The only thing in my mind now is Charlie. Jake I don't want to leave... I don't want to leave you, Edward or any of them..." her voiced croaked. Oh god, Is she crying? Ooh bells honey. I jumped on to the bed and pulled her close to me, I hugged her from behind. I whispered "... don't cry...I'm here. I'm sure we can go through this together." I said trying to comfort her, her cries got slower but it didn't stop though. "Jake." I heard her call out for me. "Jake please don't leave me, I don't think I can go through 15 months without you. Don't make me go through the same thing he did"as I heard that, I nuzzled against her the crrok of her neck and blew softly against her cheekc trying to tickle her and it worked. It always does.I always do that back when we were young to make her stop crying. "Bella, I promise you. I won't leave... I won't leave you alone. I promise you." I said while kissing her cheek which made her blush madly. She looks pretty when she blushes.
Then I laughed and spaced a bit from her when I saw her blushing even more when she noticed how our position was just now. "Oh, how i miseed your blush" i said and continued laughing. I saw her trying to change the subject. "How can you be smiling, Jake? How am I supposed to stop Charlie from sending me back tomorrow?" She is still worried about it. "Don't worry Bells, I got all figured out. You just need to do exactly what I say." I said and with i told her my plan "Bells it's getting late get some sleep. I will try my best to come as soon as possible tomorrow ok? Just do as I say and I'm sure you will be fine." i reassured her and then left through her window to meet Sam.
I got down from Bells room as quietly as I can and I manage to avoid charlie. I was about to phase when I heard something behind me. "Stop where you are! I told you not see Bella anymore. Haven't I made myself clear?" Isn't that Charlie? When was that law enfored? " But sir you haven't told me anything about that?"I said while turned to look at him. " Oh ..its you jake. I thought it was that Edward kis but wait why are you coming from Bella's room?"And he sideswipes with his own question." Well sir, Bells told me that you are sending her away. Is it true?" "I'm afraid, it is I know Bells hurted you but don't worry I'm sure Jacksonville will teach her a life lesson for good" he said while looking at me. I kept silent, little does he knows that his daughter is actually carrying my child. I'm the one who should sent away. " But sir, you couldn't ..I mean,you musn't" "And why is that?" " because.. I love her. Look I know I might not be as rich as that Edward kid, or as perfect as him but I am trying my best here. I'm trying to be what Bella wants and sir if Bella leaves there won't be any reason for me to stay here anymore as well" I said with pleading eyes and kinda somewhat a threating him too. I know Charlie thinks me as his son and that he doesn't want to hurt my dad as 's like killing two birds with one stone. Aren't I the smart one? " hmm.. you ..ugh.. fine. But as long she's away from the Edward kid. I'm good." "Don't worry sir, I'll make sure that he doesn't even get near her"
[ after talking with charlie]
I phased went to meet Sam but he was already halfway getting to where i am
"what took you so long?" he asked
" well, I had a little talk with Charlie"
"does he know?"
"no.. not at all"
"hmm.. now back to the point. what the hell was that at the cullen's house?"
"Sam listen, you need Emily just as much I need Bella or even more because she is having my baby. And I can't afford to loose her even if it means risking my own life."
"But Jake. You must be aware that it might endanger the baby or Bella" he said with a worried look.
" I know, thats why I will be with her all the time. I know with me around. Bells won't go far. So see its all clear." I said but sam didn't seem happy
"But still I'm kinda worried since Bella isn't one of us this is going to be really tough for her. Stay with her as much possible, I will try to arrange the patrols for you ok?"
"ok. And Sam?"
"yeah? "
"Did you remeber just now back at the cullens mansion, the pix.."
"the one being excited to be an aunt?" "
. what did she mean by that?"
"i'm not sure, i was troubled by that too. I'm try to find out untill then, just be careful around them. Okay?"
"sure."
"By the way, don't forget I arranged an appointment for you and bells with sure tomorrow."
