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All hail Jacob! Team Jacob all the way!
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Because he's a part of her, and there is no changing that now.
(Derived from "Eclipse" quote: "Jacob had become a part of me, and there is no changing that now)
Bella's pov
Dark clouds took control over the sky only leaving a slight glimpse of the moon to shine over the land. I found myself in a very dark ground was moist as if it has just been showered by the dark clouds. I was lying on the ground. I got up on my elbow, to identify my surrounding. Even though, the moon only shine over a certain part of the place, I was fortunate enough to see pine trees and crumpled leaves all around me. I couldn't recognize the place at all, at first. But as iI ventured further with the courage given by the moon, I managed to arrive at a place I was familiar. It was the woods, the exact place where Edward left me. I tried moved around eventhough I didn't want to, because it brings back memories from the as stubborn as my nature is, I kept on moving forward untill I came across a dark tall shadow waiting for me.
My legs kept on moving towards the danger although my instints tells me, I shouldn't. Afterall, I am Bella the Danger Magnet. I know i should run away from it, but my body chose to dissobey my order. The image of the shadow was beginning to be clearer. My heart was racing and my mind rang the alert button. But everything stopped, even the beating of my heart. My breath hitched when I saw a pair of golden eyes staring back at mine hazel ones. I knew very well who it belongs to.
It was same flawless Greek god that i fell inlove with. He looked as if he was angel sent from up above when the moon shined above his skin making it sparkle,he was so..perfect. "Edward" I called him when I caught him staring at me looking so innocent. He came closer and hugged me. I didn't move neither did he. We didn't talk just stayed like that for a long time, I didn't want to let this go. It felt so nice as if we were meant to be together. Within him I found happiness,fulfillment and flawless beauty. I was admiring his beauty and enjoying the moment untill...
"Bells?" I heard someone whisper my name. I turned to find no one there but, my eyes were fixed on the bushes near by for some reason. As if someone was there, my instincts again guides me. Tells me to go there but yet again I refuse to listen to it, instead I "Who is there?" I asked waiting for an answer, as if I am sure there is something there. And to my suprise, there was sudden movements around the bushes, I watched carefully. Waiting..
No more than a few minutes, what i had expected came true. I saw something came out of the dark, revealing itself. I was surprises to see it was Jacob. "Jake?" I asked him disbelief, while half running towards him to give him a hug. As I went closer to him, I saw his facial expression. It was bitter, his eyes were bloodshot red and leaked with written all over his handsome face.I came to halt stopped and stood in front of him. But still manage to leave some space between us. Because I wasn't so sure that the man infront of me is really my Jacob. I stood there in front of him and stared at him. The cold air sang around him, silence slowly ate his surrounding, leaving the sigh of his loneliness shooting air out of his mouth with each breathe he exhales. He stared back at slowly casted his gaze down. Down, he stared in his arms. That's when I noticed him cradling something in his arm. It wasn't moving nor making any noise.
I felt Edward's grip on me tightened all of sudden" Jake. whats that?" I asked. He just shook his head, and stared at the thing he was cradling. What could it be? I was curious, so I took a step a closer, it was bundle. Curiousity caught me, it drove me closer to Jacob. the more I step forward, the clearer the bundle came into my view. It was an infant, I was shocked. My body was shaking was it out fear or shock? I took a deep breathe and try to put the pieces together. Jake having an infant in his arms? What is this suppose to mean? As hard as I try to solve the puzzle. I realise, that isn't any missing pieces to find or any mystery to solve. Everything points to onlyone thing but that couldn't right? Its not true! It musn't be true! I tried to escape from Edward's grip, to see for myself.
To prove myself that it wasn't true."Let me go Edward" I said with more force than I intended to while tried to free myself from him. "No.. Bella. Don't go!" "Edward let me go, I need to see it. I think it's my baby" I shouted my thoughts out loud while strungle to break free from Edward's strong grip "Love, it's not our's. It's not even alive." " Edward let me go!" I shouted while kicked his leg, with that he let me escape. I went near Jake, I saw the infant. It was wrapped in a white blanket and was held close by Jake as if he doesn't want to let it go. But I was lucky enough get to see a glimpse of it, it has raven hair, but skin is a little tad darker than mine but still I wasn't able to look into it's eyes as it was close. The infant glowed in the moon light, I held out my hand trying to touch it, Jake saw my request wanting to touch it. He gave me the infant in my arms, I caressed it's cheek with my hand. It's skin was warm just like Jake's and soft to the touch of mine. But It wasn't breathing, I tried to hear it's heart beat but nothing was heard. "He's gone. Gone. How could you?" Jake asked to me, his voiced croaked.
I shifted my eyes too look at him, I saw him staring at the infant in my arms, a drop of tear rolled down his cheek, he quickly wiped it off. "Jake, what do you mean?" I asked him. but before he could answer me, he was pushed to the ground with Edward on top of him. "Jake!" I shouted. But neither one of them responded to me, I saw them fighting. Jacob phased in an instant after he was pushed down. Both he and Edward rolled on top each other while they fought. I saw Edward pushing and hitting Jacob with all his strength while Jake bite Edward's right arm. I couldn't bare to witness it, two of the most important people in my life was fighting till death in front of of very eyes.I heard a loud scream coming from Jake, i saw Edward biting Jake. I scream on top of my lungs when I saw this "Jake!" but none of them responded to me again. it was as if I was never there. Then I felt my body being shaked viciously.
"Bella! Bella!" "huh?" "Oh god Bells, you got me worried there for a second" Charlie said while hugging me. "What happened? Dad, what are you doing here? Where am i?" I said all in the same breath. " I heard you screaming. I got here as fast as I can. This is your room"he said. Oh,I get it. It was just a dream but it felt so real. What does it mean? "Bells? Are you ok?" "yeah, I guess so. dad." " I'm guessing it must have been a hell of nightmare. Just forget about it, its just a dream. Now why don't you get showered and I'll make you breakfast" I just nodded in reply, I wasn't still shaken off from the nightmare yet.
I got into the bathroom and turned on the actuality, I wasn't really bathing. I can't stop myself from looking at the mirror. Maybe I'm hoping, that the nightmare would appear in mirror before my every eyes so that I get to watch it then, I just sort of end up hypnotized by the drumming of the water against my skin. I can't think of anything else. It must mean something and I realise i need to take charge of myself now before Charlie comes looking for me again. So I changed and went down. I saw Charlie reading the news paper and on my plate was scramble eggs and bacon. I didn't eat much, I was staring outside at the woods thinking about the dream again.
"Bells, are you ok? You're acting strange today"
"Bells?"
"Bells…?"
"huh? What?" I asked when I was pulled back to reality by Charlie. "Bells.. is everything ok?"He tried to sound concern. " Its . I'm Fine" " Bells. There is something bothering your mind right now.I have been calling from just now! what's wrongs Bella? if you're angry about me forcing you to go to Jacksonville, then don't be. I'm not sending you there but please don't show your anger towards the food. It did nothing" Charlie said, while staring me. ooh ok.. wait what? " Dad.." I called him.
"Yes. Bells? Is there anything you want to talk about?" ok.. he is serious bu why the sudden change? " Dad,What happend? what's with the sudden change of plan?" He looked at in disbelief "Don't tell me you want to go?" "No! its not that. I was just since yesterday, you were so eager to chase me out of the house, why the sudden change?"ok that was came out abit rude but still it was the truth.
"Bells. Chase is not the right word. It's not that I want you to go but I thought it would be best for you to stay away from forks for a while, I don't want you to get hurt much more. But it turns out I was wrong, your presence here doesn't affect only me, it affects a lot of people who love you and I can't send my girl away. I just can't" he said ever so caring. A lot of people ? the Cullen's ? " aww.. dad.i love you" I said while hugged Charlie "I love you too, Bells" he said returning the hug. "I better be going now" he said while getting his coat and went out.
As soon as I heard Charlie left, I start doing the dishes and cleaned the house. I was in no mood to watch tv so I went upstairs and lied on my bed. I tried to think something else but the dream. I was realised I was failed miserably when patches of the dream came to my mind. Was that really my baby ? What did Jake meant by "how could you?" Exactly, what did I do? I don't know why. But I have a feeling that this dream isn't like the ones I have been having before. I felt my eye lids getting heavier and soon I fell into a deep slumber.
Everything was blank, nothing but just a white space. A never ending white space, but I just kept walking and walking until I came back to the place. I was back in the woods, every single detail that happened in my previous dream was replayed in front of me. I saw Edward hugging me, Jake and the baby and their fight. I started screaming out my mind, it's all hurts too much. I don't want to see them fight and get hurt because me.
"Bells..honey, wake up" I heard a familiar voice, I tried to open my eyes. It took me a minute longer, but I succeeded. The first thing I saw was a pair of brown eyes looking back at me; it was Jacob. Oh how I missed him." you ok?" Aacob asked me while caressing my cheek, he looked worried. "Oh Jake" I hugged him, I held him close to me not wanting to let him go.I was scared that if I might let go off might fade away. He didn't return the hug but I still clinged on him. then I felt his arms around me, it felt warm not like Edward's.
"oh ..Jake I missed you.." I whispered to him desperately. I felt my eyes began to shed tears of fear. The fear of losing my best friend, my jake. The image of Jake being bitten by Edward just horrors me, I don't want it to come true.I don't know why but i feel as if I need him more so than my ownself. I don't want show him my tears, so I pressed my face against his chest. "I missed you too" he said while hugged me tighter. "Bells." he called me.
"Bells.?" He called out again because I didn't answer him before and am planning not to do so now as well.I don't want him to see me cry, i don't want hi to see me in this state. "Bells.. honey. Look at me." he ordered but I didn't move an inch. "Bella, please look at me." he pleaded while his hand raised my chin and I give in. I look him in the eye, the same eyes as the infant had. "Bella..honey why are you crying?" he asked while wiping my tears away.
"Bells, tell me what happened? did charlie say something?" " no.. its not him." I said softly. " It's the leech isn't it? oh he's going down this time" Jacob said missunderstanding the whole situation. I can sense anger in his tone. He didn't waste anytime and started going towards the... god!no! I rushed towards jake and hugged from behind. No.. the dream is coming true. No, it musn't! "Jake don't leave me. please.." I trailed off" I need you" I said while pressing face on his back. I tried to hold myself from breaking down but I just can't.
I started sobbing again. "Bells. Don't cry." by now he turned and faced me, face to face. But I didn't look at him in the eyes, but felt a pair of arms wrapped around me. "Bells.. stop crying. See I'm here I'm not going anywhere ok?" I just nodded in reply. "Wanna go downstairs?" he asked me with a worrid face. "sure.."
[downstairs at the couch with jakey]
"So bells, how did it go with charlie?" he asked while sipping his hot chocolate. "Erm.. well.. it kinda surprised me" "Really. and why is that?" he asked without actually looking at me. "Charlie sounded really mad at me yesterday, so I thought we would argue about this but then he just agreed. Well not really agreed, he sort of begged me not go " "eh, that's good. But Erm.. Bells" I saw him fidgeting his fingers "
"did you..well.. tell charlie about ..the .." he stopped trying to say something but nothing came out of his mouth but I could preety much figure it out. "You mean the baby?" I asked trying to tease him. "hmm.. well..Yeah.. did you?" " yet.. I don't think Charlie could handle it well. I'll tell him later but not now or for a few days."I said while trying to imagine charlie's reaction if he found out that I am having Jake's child "do you wanna talk about it?" "hmm.. About what?" I asked. "Well, about just now. I was knocking your door for awhile but you didn't respond so I came through your window and you were shouting" no.. no.. I am not telling him about the dream.
"Its just a nightmare, I have been having it a lot lately" I lied. "When is your patrol for today?"I asked him trying to change the topic . "I just finished it just now that's why I was late." He said with his famous Jacob grin on his face while scartching the back of his head. "oh, ok so. You're free now?" I asked him. Hoping that we could go to the beach. I don't know why but I just felt like going there. "erm.. yeah sorta" "so can we go to the beach?"
" erm.. well bells. Well I kinda have plans, sorry" bummer. "Ooh never mind, I could always have alice to come over" I said trying to cover up my disappointment. "what? No. Bella. We have agreed only twice a month and besides we are going out now" he shouted. What is he thinking? I'm not his servant to obey his every order. But I was distracted when he said we are going? I thought he said he has plans. Did he just lied to me? "Jake, I thought you said you have plans?" "well, yeah. Sam arranged an appointment for you to visit Sue.
And if we don't go now, we would be late." "what! without asking me first?" I raised my voice "Bells can we just talk on the way there?" "no! now it is. Don't you try to get away from this!" I said with anger spat into my words. "I am not trying to get away from this. I'm just trying to get us there on time for the appointment. We should be there on time since it's the first appointment" he said so made me feel stupid. "Fine" I muttered and went up stairs to change. I almost fell down the stairs when I was on my way god, Jake was in time there to catch me before I fell. "Geez Bells, you should be more careful next time, you are carrying a child now" he said "I know that!" I shouted while headed towards my truck.
I got in and sat there and waited for jake to come. Why does he always how to be right and I'm wrong? It's not like I want to fall down on purpose. I was brought back to reality when I heard jacob say "Bells, why don't we use my car?" he said while pointing at his rabbit. I shouted at him " No ! we are going using my truck or I'm not going!" I said while crossing my hands against my stomach.i felt like as if I was a 5year-old, suddnely throwing tantrum.I blame the preganancy hormone. Jacob sighed and got in the truck, and we were on our way to the hospital. None of us spoke until we arrived at the hospital, that's when I got really nervous. "Bells, you should go and sit there while I register " Jake said and went to the receptionist.
While I sat at the waiting area, It's been ages I think since Jake left me. My eyes started searching for Jacob and I found him still talking to the receptionist well actually she was flirting with him. What? Is he flirting behind my back? I got up and went to Jake's side. "honey.. what's taking so long?" I complained to Jake while sliding my hand into his. I saw jake's surprised face started talking "well..." I was really concertrating at him, since I was busy sending invisible flying daggers towards the receptionist.
" You can go now Mr black, Sue would be waiting for you now at her room. sorry for the wait mam." She said not looking at me in the eye. Jake and I started walking towards Sue's room, when all of the sudden " Jealous are we?" jake asked me while rasing an eyebrow, teasing me. "No. Not at all. I just don't like waiting too long" I said while trying make my steps faster trying to avoid more questions from Jake. But was I really jealous? Well.. maybe but that doesn't make any difference does it?
[ inside sue clearwater's room]
I walked inside first and saw Sue holding up some documents. She looked at us when she heard the door shut as Jake came in the room. "Oh, Bella nice to see you sweety" she said while hugged me. "Yeah, its been awhile Sue." "Bella..Jake please take a seat" Sue said while pointing at the seats in front of her desk. " So how are you doing bella? Sam told me about the news. I can't believe, the small little girl that I knew is going to have a child of her own" she said . for a second there she sounded like Renee. "Well.. so far so good" "have you been having morning sickness?" "no.." I said while shaking my head. "well.. you will soon dear, Carlisle gave me all the details yesterday. Well morning sickness will be at your doorstep about next month so you still have a a lot time." Am I suppose to glad ?
"Come let me check your heart beat" I lend her my hand. "hmm.. It seems fine" She said after checking, "But your body temperature isn't stable which kinda worries me but I think it will be fine." She said while smiling." Bella could you follow me" she invited me in to a another room there she examined me then I came back to the previous room. I saw Jake, staring at the photo that was hanging on the ceiling, the photo was a baby girl. I just smiled at the thought of jake playing with a small girl with pig tails.
"emm. Everything seems fine to me" Sue said while looking at the results of the examination. " Can we leave now?" Jake asked. " Yes but I do have some advice for both of you" "me?" Jake asked in disbelief , while standing in front the door, he was so eager to get out the room . "Yes,you. Now sit " sue ordered and Jacob obeyed. "Well as both of you know, it will be another 14 months plus untill the baby arrives and I would want both of you to come for the appointment once a month. Bella your eating habit must not be containing any spicy food since your body temperature isn't stable. You should be expecting your morning sickness around next month and your mood swings the following week or so."
"oh that came early I'm afraid" Jake said while I elbowed him in the stomach which caused him to groan loud. "Bella, remember only twice a month not more or it will endanger you and your baby." She said stressing it. I just sighed "And Jake I advise you to be with her as much as possible, since her body temperature isn't stable which kinda worries me."
"What must I do?" Jake asked "Well, for starters make sure she is always warm since Bella isn't of quilette blood it would be difficult for the baby to adjust to the mother's body i guess that's all, I'll be waiting too meet you again the next appointment" she said while smiling. "Finally" jake said while stretching his hands out and went out of the room.
" you do me a favour?" "yes dear." "please don't tell charlie about this?" " when are you planning to tell him?" she asked " well later." I said while leaving the room "The sooner the better dear " I heard Sue's voice reminding me as I went out the door. Man.. I am soo tired.i felt as if my whole body is aching. I tried to search for Jake but he was no where in sight. "Jake" I called out. Still no response.
"Jake.. where are you?" I shouted in the parking lot. I was shaking out of is he? "hey..hey I'm here.." he said while hugging me from behind. "Don't do that again. You scared me to death" I shouted at him not caring if anyone was watching us. "hey.. chill.. I just got us some food" he said while handing me a cup cake " thanks" I said while eating. "Wanna go to the beach?" I heard jake asked.