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This chapter is dedicated to jacobfan216, connect2tjb, goldengirl62, jul5857, zdra8351, avid reader,luvinJ,Slippery,jacoblover16,this is awsome and hi .
All hail Jacob! Team Jacob!
Get ready with a bunch of tissue boxes people, you're gona need it. ( the words that are bold and in italic are from the novel new moon chapter 9: third wheel)
Jacob's pov
"Bella!"
I rushed towards Bella, who was on the lying on the floor but as I was getting close to her my steps started to slow down until I collapse right in front of her. I stared at her in disbelief as, how could she be lying ever so elegant on the floor with her hand placed on top of the baby bump, some would say it's a perfect picture.
But ….. something was wrong in the picture.. she's not moving.. not even the slightest movement. It was like, I am watching Snow White.
The white fair princess was in a deep slumber, waiting to be brought back into the world by prince charming. Only that in my case, I'm not prince charming and neither was the princess beathing.
I got on to my knees and started calling her "Bella..bells.." while shaking her body.
"Bells..wake up.." I said while cupping the side of her cheek.
But I withdraw my hand in an instant when I felt my hand made contact with her cheek. It was as if my hands made contact with ice. Where is the warmness, I felt these few months ago? I closed eyes not wanting to see her in this condition, I felt my whole life being layed right in front of me.
The times I spent with her playing mud pies, the things she use to say whenever I came over to her house to watch a game, the moments we spent at my garage…all went fading away from me. I opened my eyes when I felt droplets of salt run down my cheeks.
"Bella…my Bella" I said while moving my forehead forward to press against still gripping her hand with my other arm. I closed my eyes again but this time it was nothing but a black heart was torn apart, I could feel it aching. I cant accept the fact that I lost her, right in front of my eyes.
My Bella, My precious Bella, My childhood crush, my best friend, my played a big role in my life since I was child till now, she was my other half. But now…. its all a blank, I felt was as if the world has come to and end, my world of course. First mom, then you and the baby. Next who?
"Bella, how could you?" I whispered with eyes still close.
You gave me everything, you gave me hope, a family, a reason to live another day. But you took it all back, just as fast you gave me it. You took my child, my joy, the reason for us being together , you took away everything, I had loved … How am I going to live another second without both you and the baby? It is as if I lost both my soul and emotion, without both I'm just a lifeless body a mere crop.
"Kwop Kilawtley Bella..please I need you. Don't break my heart Bells, please Bells..please." I begged her while rubbing her palm in mine, hoping that the smallest action I did would some how bring her back to me.
" I'm sorry little one, I'm very sorry I wasn't there to save you and mommy"
What kind of father am i? I cant even protect my own imprint and my child? I'm a failure…I can't even keep my promise ….. then it rang in my head, the promise.
" Bella ..." I took in a deep breathe and continued
"Do you still remember the promise I made you ?" I said it to her while tucking her hair to the side even though I know there isn't gonna be any of that day, the day that I promised her came to my mind.
"I know you're unhappy a lot. And, maybe it doesn't help anything, but I wanted you to know that I'm always here. I won't ever let you down-I promise that you can always count on me. Wow, that does sound corny. But you know that, right? That i would never, ever hurt you?"
I promised you that, I'll always be there for you when you need me- never to hurt you. Back then, I had no idea that it would be so hard to keep the promise, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to try. And I did, I tried my very best and look where it has brought us…
"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over. But bells, I never once regretted doing so" I said while kissing her her forehead.
" Ah… bella!" I heard someone gasped behind me.
" shh.. Alice. Keep it down!" another one more voice was heard.
I turned back and found the weird blonde; Jasper was giving me a strange look. Both blondie and that leech were holding back the pixie from saying something. But i could clearly see that she was mumbling something in the grip of the blondie by the mouth.
At first I didn't understand what was going on, I just felt blank. As if nothing bothered, as if nothing mattered.
" Bella!" a high pitching scream continued with a loud cry calling for Bella came from the pixie which automatically snapped me and everything that happened just now came into my was as if all the events that happened just now played right in front of my eyes; Bella in the hands of the leech, the moment Bella interfered me and the leech and the second she fell …
"Bella.." was I all I could whisper.
The only thing that I saw was the leech, the reason I lost Bella.. "Its you!" my voice was dripping with anger.
" Jasper" I heard the leech call out the weird blondie.
But nothing else mattered, as I already have a target. Edward, to revenge back for the people I have lost. Two souls were gone from the face of the earth because of him and for that i am going to revenge him for them. Treaty isn't going to hold me back anymore, I have nothing else to lose as I have already lost everything. I felt my body getting warmer every second, as I charged towards Edward.
"You!" i shouted, charging at Edward.
In a slip second I got to him, I pushed him against the walls. i was actually surprised that i caught him since leeches are known to be super fast. I guess I caught him off guard but that doesn't mean he is gonna get away. He tried to escape my grip but he couldn't because i got a hold of both his hand and legs.
I wanted bite his head off, slash him,break his bones, kill him for good but ... i couldn't. not that i didn't want to but i just couldn't, because my body doesn't want to phase, my body temperature was uneven as well. It was as if i was possessed by something, a wave a calmness hit me but I didn't give in.
It was as if someone is controlling me. "erghh..." i screamed in pain when i felt him crushing my hands, in return i bit him..
Yes i bit him.
Even though i knew it meant that the treaty was broken. I kept my teeth clenched on the side of his shoulder, i tried to rip off his shoulder.
"Jasper! hurry!" I heard him shout at the weird blonde, then the strange wave of calmness hit me again but I didn't let go off him but instead my grip on him loosen.
He took the opportunity to attempt his escape but unfortunately for him. I jumped on top of him, and tried to punch him in the face and to my liking i did quite a he too didn't stay in place, he bit me on my hand n kicked me a few times when we rolled on top of each then, when i was about to punch him again my arms was pulled back so was my body.
It was Embry and Sam. They pulled me over him which Edward took a chance to puch me in the face, one last time. That left me a bruised cheek. Emmet and Jared were holding him off from fighting as how Sam and Embry were holding me.
I tried to break free from them to kill him but then ..."that's enough Jacob!"
I heard Sam shouting at me.
"Do you want to break the treaty ?" he continued shouting at me.
"Sam don't interfere in this.. back off!" I replied him while staring him in the eye.
" Jake.. the treat…." I cut Quill before letting him finish the sentence.
" treaty or no treaty ! what's the point! Shes gone.. I'm never getting her back. He killed her and he must pay for it!" I said in a low but intimidating voice while keeping my eyes on Edward.
" what?" sam snapped in shock.
And was looking at the pixie who was on the ground. She looks like she has been crying with her hand covering her face.
" Is it true?" Embry asked Emmet.
Emmet just shook his head to admit, I heard gasp-es coming from the Embry and Sam let go of me when they saw Emmet's answer.
"NO!"I heard Esme shouting at us which made the whole room giving attention to her.
" She's still alive but very weak…" she continued while looking at the pixie.
I was happy but yet confuse as can I believe her? what if shes saying that just to save her son. I turned my head in the direction where Bella fell just now but she was no where to be found. Fear came to me..
" Where is she?" I started shouting at Esme.
" She is with carlisle, he is taking care of her." she replied me.
" I need to see her" With that being said I tried to pass through Esme and pixie but Esme blocked me.
" Move" I said almost demanding.
" No Jacob.. not now she is in a very critical stage. Carlisle specifically told not to let anyone in. He even ask me to leave the room" she said trying to stop me from getting my fear wasn't fading, what if he changes her? no that's is not gona happen,not as long i live as i live.
" No, I don't trust him" I said.
" But you must " she said back to me pleading. Before I could say anything Sam instructed.
"Quill, tell Seth to bring Sue here right now" Quill just nodded and went outside to phase.I turned back to thank sam but he understood it and nodded his head to me before I could say anything.
After 12 minutes…
Seth brought Sue here as fast as he can which means he phased in front of her. Boy, he has a lot of explanation to do when he's back home. The whole pack plus the Cullens were waiting outside impatiently for Sue to come out of the room with Dr fang.
It was long, it took almost an hour for them to come out of the room, most of the pack were praying for Bella's safety but as soon as sue came out all of us stood up from our seat and approached both Sue and Dr fang.
" How is Bella? Hows she?" I asked sue as soon as she came out. I noticed she wasn't looking at me in the eye and she didn't have the usual cheery look she has. She was silent for long, it didn't made any better for me
" Sue …is she ok?"
" Jake, she is faintly breathing and we could still feel her heart beat but its very weak. But we think she will make it" dr fang said as Sue was still quiet.
I hear a lot voices behind thanking god and relief but for some reason im not happy nor relief something is still bothering me.
" how about the baby?" Embry popped the question before anyone of us could, since the day he found out Bella was with child he was so excited in naming the baby and acting as uncle Embry but his face was motionless now.
" well.." Dr fang started but sue interrupted "Bella was in a lot of pressure and was expose to high level cold temperature and with her weak body .. I'm afraid there's nothing we can do but just pray for the best for the baby …"
That was it, thousand knives were stabbed into my heart .. no it was as if my heart was ripped from me."
what have I done...?" I whispered as I fall down on my knees. My knees couldn't carry my weight any more as well for my tear as it pour down.
"Jake" embry and seth came by my side and patted my shoulder.
" bro.. its not your fault. Take it easy"
"take it easy? take it easy?" I raised my voice bit by bit
"what do you mean take it easy ? I am going to loose my child and almost lost my imprint.. its just too much to handle. Its all my fault. I shouldn't have brought her here"Dr fang came near me and said " Jake, I'm very sorry for everything that had happened and on the behalf of my son Edward"
" Sorry? " I asked him in disbelief and he replied me with a sympathy look
" yes, I'm sorry for what had happened to you?"
" Are you serious? Do you really think YOUR sorry. YOUR sympathy is going get my child back? " I asked him while looking at him. His mouth wide open along with his surprised face.
" well Jake .. I didn't mean it that way.. and its not sure the baby is dea.. .." I stopped him before he go into details.
"Save it Doc.. this all happened because I brought Bella here. You know what, I'm going to make sure that it wont happen again. I'm going to bring Bella to back home with me and she isn't going to see any of you could you please…"
" I got it Jake .." he understood me without letting me go in more details
"Embry get Bella. Bring her to Emily"
"I'm coming with you" Sue said..She continued "she is still very weak and she will need me if theres anymore complication with the baby..so let me stay with her"
"Very 's get going. Jared lead the pack home, I'll be joining you all later after I finish some problems here" Sam said while staring at Dr fang.
" Jake you better follow them, Bella might need you when she wakes up." I just nodded my head to please Sam. To be honest,I didn't have any intention to go back now.. No. Not now. There are things that needed to be settled.
"You can't do that. Bella's wish was to be with us. None of you have any rights to take her from us" Pixie said hissing.
"Look here pixie.I let her be with you leeches and see what happened, I don't want it to happen again. I'm bringing her back and no one is going stop me" I said the last part while looking at the Cullen's.
Carlisle gave the pixie a look that says let-him-be and she stepped back.
" Bella.. don't worry honey, I'm here" i said while kissing her hand.
