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Hey guys, Im really glad that you liked the previous chapter. Im sorry for sending in this chapter so late, my mum cut off my internet connection due to my grades. Well never the less, I won't abandon this story. It's kind of my life now, and all you are my family. (Hahaha I'm too sentimental) Well erm this story has another 15 to 20 chapters left. This story will have an ending that none of you could expect so be prepared with tissues. If you want a sequel please go to my profile and vote. If more than 15 vote I'll proceed with the sequel if not I'll leave it this way.

Oh yeah listen carefully cause this might be confusing, until the previous chapter. Bella left emily's house in search of Edward to see whether he is still alive in doing so she had an argument with the pack. While bella was having the argument and left emily's, Jacob went out and had a conversation between sue and sam which is this chapter. And while bella had and argument and Jacob had a convo, Edward was explaining to his family about his plans on getting bella to himself . ok now you can proceed in reading the next part..

(Jacob's pov)

"Where is he?" I asked as soon I left the room.

I felt terrible leaving Bella alone with the condition she was in, and to add insult to injury we both found out that Bella's pregnancy was going to be complicated one. It's my entire fault. I should have been there with her. I should have protected her. I wasn't aware that I wasn't shaking my head while went stuck thick in my thoughts

"Jake, Jake." Embry shook my body which brought me back to my senses. I blinked a few times and was about to answer when he cut me off.

"Jake are you ok?" Embry asked worriedly.

I just have to keep it inside. None of them need to know right now.

"Yah I'm ok." I said with a sigh.

"Since when did you start to lie?" Embry asked cocking an eyebrow.

Since I imprinted on her.

"What makes you think I'm lying?" I asked stubbornly.

"Jake seriously? How dumb do you think I am? Your face says it all. You look like someone who lost their favorite puppy! Basically" he said jokingly but yet in a serious tone.

I am living in hell.

"Do I look that bad?" I asked him.

"Yeah you seem pretty upset. Did something happen to Bella?" Embry asked in concern.

I knew the pack didn't like the fact that I imprinted on Bella, especially Embry and Quil but the fact that they are willing to put aside their differences for me was just …. Well it made me speechless.

"Not really sue said…." I stopped there when seth interfered.

"Embry have you seen Sam? Mom couldn't find him!" Seth asked calmly.

"Oh yeah I forgot. Tell her he's waiting for her outside. " embry replied.

Sam…. Ahh… I totally forgot him…

Great now I'm stuck with Sam on my mind. If he gets hurt Emily will never forgive me!

"All right, thanks. Oh yeah Jake, hows Bella?" Seth asked before heading towards his mom.

"Not now Seth. I'll tell you both at the same time as I tell the pack. I have to talk to Sam. In the meantime do me a favor and keep Bella in the room. She needs all rest she can get. And if I find out any of you disturbed her. I won't hesitate to hurt you." I said deadly serious.

"Chill we won't even talk to her until you get back. You happy now?" Embry asked calmly.

"Ok while Sam and I are out. I'm putting you in charge." I said tapping Seth's shoulder.

"Sweet." Seth said happily.

"What? What do you mean he's in charge?" Embry shouted.

I automatically slapped his shoulder.

"Shut up Embry. I told you she's resting." I hissed.

"Sorry Jake it's just. Well it's just not every day you HEAR A 15 YEAR OLD was put INCHARGE!" Embry grumbled in a lowly.

"Awww is little Embry mad because I didn't put him in charge?" I asked teasingly.

"Iago!" Embry shouted and stormed off into the living room.

"what does the parrot from Aladdin have anything to do with this? " Seth asked innocently.

"err…seth ..i don't think he meant that Iago" I said while trying to hold back my laughter.

Seth look at me with his famous blur expression. " huh?"

"no.. I think embry meant Iago, the bad guy from shake spear classic.." I explained to him but his face gave it away with a big question mark on his forehead. "err..nevermind. He just wanted to be in charge. You took what he wanted. Don't worry he'll get over it." I whispered while patting his back.I couldn't take my eyes off the entrance of the living room. I hope Embry didn't hear what I said.

"Seth?"

My head snapped in the direction to which the voice came, it was sue. She was heading in our direction but stopped short when her eyes landed on me. Sue was silent for awhile before she finally spoke.

"Um Jake, aren't you supposed to be with Bella?" Sue asked raising her eyebrows.

"yeah but Emily offered to stay with Bella untill i comeback. Besides i need to talk to Sam right now"

"Oh, well in that case I'll talk to Sam afterward. I'll be taking my leave now." Sue gulped turning on her heel.

"Woah where's the fire? Hold on there Sue. Why are you avoiding me?" I stopped her.

"Mom didn't you say Sam wanted to talk to you. Didn't you say it was urgent you talk to him a minute ago?" Seth asked.

"Urgent? Whats wrong Sue? Why are you avoiding me?" I asked while closing the distance between us.

I arched a brow waiting for Sue's respond.

"No it's nothing, nothing. Its not that important. Jake must have something really important to say to him. It's ok I'll see him afterwards. This can wait." Sue whispered quietly.

"Sue what's going on? You seem really shaky? Is something wrong? You keep sidesteping my questions." I asked frustrated.

"No it's nothing really Jake. It's just your matter might be more important, and it's not really any of my business to interfere both you. So really you should go first." Sue said ignorantly.

"No you can just join us. Sam would like you there as well. Unless there's something you don't want me to know?" I asked irritably.

"Mom?" Seth asked after a long silence.

"No there's nothing for me to hide from you." Sue said hurriedly.

"Could have fooled me. Now come on." I said with a smile.

"I suppose so." Sue said stubbornly.

"Where is Sam?" I asked calmly

Seth took us to Sam and left the three of us alone.

"Sue… Jake?" Sam asked in surprise.

"Yeah…it's me" I said irritably waiting to know what I obviously shouldn't know.

" why? Is something wrong?" i asked but I didn't get any reply.

"Are you two keeping secrets from me?" I asked agitated.

"No its just im surprised to see you together, that's all. Besides I thought you going to accompany Bella?" Sam asked calmly.

" well Emily is with her." I calmly said.

"Oh good idea." Sam replied.

"How was the talk?" Sue asked breaking the silence.

"You knew about it?" I asked in surprise.

I thought I was the only one to know of the talk with the Cullens.

"Yes she knew. I told her about it before she left." Sam replied on behalf of Sue.

"How was it?" Sue repeated herself.

"Well the blonde was making a scene as you predicted." Sam said.

"I told you." Sue agreed with Sam.

"What about the rest?" I asked curiously.

Edward mainly I was curious to know about.

"Well the pixie and Carlisle were stubborn, but the big guy and Esme were on your side." Sam said smiling.

I knew I could count on both of them. Especially Emmet.

"And what about…" Sam cut me off before I could say his name.

"Edward, ugh that's why I called Sue." Sam said looking at the ground.

"What? Why?" I was confused and angry at the same time.

I wanted to know what he did badly.

"Calm down Jake. this is why I didn't call you in the first place." Sam said slowly.

"So that you could keep it from me!" I shouted at him.

My body started to vibrate more, and more with the passing minute.

"No! I would have told you a later anyway." Sam defended.

I was stunned into silence.

"What is it Sam?" Sue asked.

"Sue how is Bella, and is the baby alright? Edward was so confident when I was talking to him. He was sure Bella would go back to him." Sam said confusedly.

That didn't help at all to ease my body's vibration.

"Sue." Sam called.

She was silent again. Why does she keep doing that? something doesn't feel right.

"Bella well, Bella is healthy for now." Sue said calmly filling us with a false sense of relief.

"Oh thank god! What about the baby?" Sam said half full with relief.

"She will have complications in the future delivering the baby. It won't be a problem because we will do a Cesarean-section for her which will help the baby's chances of survival." Sue gulped out.

"A C-section? Complications? How can there be a complicaton when both of them are healthy?" Sam asked.

"Well I said Bella was healthy not the baby. The baby's development will be slower than normal." Sue said.

"what do you mean?" Sam asked.

" well the baby might start Kicking,and moving in the womb later on but not like how normal tribe babies do." Sue explained.

"Why?" Sam asked not happy with Sue's answers.

"Well because the baby has been exposed to freezing temperatures of the vampires a number of times it has had a detrimental effect on the fetus. It doesn't help that the baby has werewolf genes. The baby is literally freezing every time she allows them around her. Them touching her can harm the both of them. Right now we need to keep the cold ones away from her at all cost! It could kill the 2 of them!" Sue explained sadly.

"that I have all covered, no worries Sue. By the way, Is the damage permanent Sue?" Sam asked worriedly.

"Sue said while the baby is still the womb." I whispered hoping that it would satisfy his questions.

"Oh." Sam said quietly.

"Enough of that. What did you say about treat…"

Sam cut me off again.

"But wait.. Sue it doesn't make any sense! You said it will only effect the baby while it's still in the womb? What happens when it is born? Will it survive?" Sam asked the deadly question.

He made sense. Why didn't I think of asking that?

"Well the baby will survive." Sue said with obvious hesitation.

"Sue what are you hiding ?" Sam asked approaching furiousness.

"Sue what don't you want to tell me?" I asked, moving closer but she kept silent.

"Sue tell me damn it! I don't have time for this. Stop hiding whatever it is from me and tell me! I need to know! Do NOT lie to me! I have a right to know, if it's about my baby or Bella." I said stressing every word.

"Sue!" Sam growled reaching out to her.

Sue broke down into tears and fell to the ground on her knees. At that moment my heart shattered.

Sue said in between hicups, "I'm sorry Jake. We did our best. I'm so sorry!"

I was speechless and my mind was filled with mind numbing pain.

"Sue what is it? Spit it OUT!" Sam growled.

"The baby well i'm afraid it is paralyzed permanently." Sue whispered out.

I felt my heart stop then beat again. My traitorous heart. I felt my knees give in and I fell to them on the cold; hard ground. I heard Sam shout at me when Sue ran towards me, but then I couldn't hear a thing. I couldn't feel anything. My senses one by one shut down. It was as if I lost everything I had. I thought this was it, the end of me. Of that I was sure. Sam slapped me out of it and forced me to lean against a tree .Looking around me, I realized the sky was dark, it was filled with Lots of heavy dark clouds which was drifting near me.

It was then, that I started to despise myself for letting myself be the reason for my baby to be in the condition in which it is. But no matter what, i will love my child. The baby is a part of me, but more importantly a part of Bella. My baby was made out of love, Bella said she was giving me a chance when we created him or her. Which meant she loved me. I'm sure she is going to love the baby still but I don't know if she could forgive me for being the reason for all of this. I just couldn't take that fact that it's my fault. I ruined any chance of a normal life this baby would have had The baby got this way because of me. Because of my inability to keep the leeches away from child would be teased because of me. I should have been there for Bella. The fault was mine alone I should have been there for my child. I am not worthy of being father. I let my child down. I let everyone down. I'm useless. I felt the damn behind my eyes give out as the tears streamed down my face.

"Jake cut it out!" Sam snapped at me but the tears kept coming.

"Jake listen to me. None of this was your fault! Explain to me how it could be? You have done everything you could! just look at yourself! You have grown into a great a man. I'm sure Bella will be very happy to get an imprint who is wiling to give her the happiness she needs and a father who loves his child no matter how it is." Sam said with a small hardly visible smile. " You should be very proud of yourself!" Sue said hugging me.

"I don't know guys. I feel as if I have let down both Bella and the baby. The baby is going to have a tough time because of me." I said hanging my head.

"So what if the baby is going to have a rough life? The important thing is when the kid gets teased the whole tribe is going to be there defending her or him. When it is having difficulties moving around, he or she knows that it has a pack full of fathers that will be there helping him or her. When the kid is going through a rough time in school, he or she will know that there will be house full of mothers waiting at home with open arms to greet him or her. But most of all he or she will know that it has great parents that will be there for it no matter what happens and Jake you aren't going to be alone in this. We've got your back!" Sam's speech made me feel better and I had to thank him for that.

After a few words of encouragement from both sue and SAM, I was able to get back on my feet. Most of all I was ready to face the pack and Bella. Sue decided to head to the hospital and finish the undone task she left when she hurried for Bella and me. which leaves only Sam and me to go back to Emily's.

(At emily's house)

When I first arrived back at Sam's house, it was quieter than usual. Obviously Seth did a pretty good job in taking care of the pack "Wow this strange and creepy! It's like dawn of the dead!" Sam said. "Yeah I think it's because I told them not to make any noise because Bella was resting." I answered him. "Oh ok. Wow they actually listened. You could hear a pin drop in here!" Sam said in surprise. "I'll catch up with you later. I'm going to meet up with Emily. I miss her" Sam said turning towards the door. "She's with Bella in the guest room." I said calmly. "Thanks!" Sam replied.

I headed toward the living room and found the tv switched off. The boys were completely silent sitting in their seats. Now that's a sight! It was then that I got a feeling that something was wrong. Really wrong. I wonder what happened!"Hey guys." I said waving at pack flinched and looked as if I caught them with their hands in the cookie jar."Jake when did you get here?" Quil asked."I just made it home why are you all.."Embry cut me off with "Where's Sam?""He's with Emily. Why do you ask?" I asked surprised."Nothing it's just I thought you two were suppose to be talking." Embry said nervously."Yeah we did, and we're done talking now. why are you so nervous? What happened?" I asked worriedly." "Who? Me? Nah.. Who said I'm nervous? I'm not nervous. What makes you think I'm nervous?" Embry asked quickly jumbling the words together..

Ok, now that confirms he's nervous.

"Whoa. Hold on there Embry. What's wrong with you? As a matter of fact what's wrong with all of you?" I asked irritably when I noticed they were all acting strangely."Jake she's gone." Emily said out of breath as she came running from Bella's room. "She what? Why? how?" I asked cautiously. Everyone was quiet. "Seth what happened?" I asked him since I had put him in charge.

"Jake she, she.." Seth stuttered nervously."She left. We told her the truth and she didn't agree so she left to find the leech!" one of them snarled. "Leah!" Jared hissed at her. "What? He needs to know it. Good riddance I say Leah growled at them . Why would she leave? I don't get it. "What truth?" Sam asked. "She kept one asking what happened when she passed out, the boys said it best for Jake to tell her, but she was stubborn, and demanded to know so they told her. Bella eventually wanted to go and see her lover again." Leah said off-handedly. "Big deal? Dummy over there told her if she left not to come again . she left anyways and said she wouldn't come back" Leah said pointing out to Paul

"Bella no!" she shouldn't get near them again. No I'm not losing her again. I started running out of the house and was about to phase when I saw Bella's truck pull up.

"Bella!" I shouted while waving at her but for some reason she looked angry.

"Stop it!" Bella growled.