A/N: Thanks for all of your reviews

A/N: Thanks for all of your reviews! They make my heart flutter. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating. I hope you guys like this one! I'll try to make it longer.

By the way, if you haven't listened to This is for Keeps by The Spill Canvas go do that after you read this. Can you say Twilight?

And So Deep in Love by Joel Auge. You'll notice some lines from that song in here. And other songs, too; I pretty much went through every song on my iPod looking for love songs. Cheesy lines that Edward would say, that we all love no matter how cheesy. I LOVE YOU EDWARD! If only he were real… (Sorry Jacob fans, I like him too, just not as much. I'd settle for either of them!)

"Isabella. Marie. Cullen." He growled. He lunged at me and pinned me to the floor playfully. I couldn't move though, I frozen in place.

"What did you call me?"

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He froze, too. "What did you call me?" I repeated. Did he just say Cullen or did I just imagine that? Isabella Marie Cullen. It has a nice ring to it. Bella Cullen. Did they expect me to take the family name? Would I still be Bella Swan? No, people might recognize the name. What about Hale? He stood up next to me and I stood by him, not in front of him, afraid to meet his eyes.

What if he didn't mean it like that? What if he meant for you to have his last name, not as a family name? I thought.

"Sorry, I guess I've been thinking like that too much it just stuck with me. I apologize." Edward was looking down at his hands.

It was silent for a long minute. I didn't know what to say.

He took a deep breath. "I've fallen in love with you. I know it's only been 5 days since I met you, though it feels like I've always known you, but I'm so deep in love with you. Deeper than any ocean. I love you, Bella." Those four words hit me like a big yellow bus. He hesitated, deciding whether to go on or not. "I must say, though, that I feel incredibly guilty. Guilty for damning you to an eternity of this; guilty because I'm glad that you're here, guilty because I can see you miss your life, and that it's my fault. I love you. It's a poor excuse for what I'm doing, but it's true. I never thought that I would ever feel this way. I've lived over a hundred years, and not once has one person held so much power over me. I'm hanging on to every single word you that say. It's strange not knowing. What I do know is that I can't stay being away from you for more than two seconds, that I can't seem to stop thinking about you every minute of my existence, that I never want to let you go, that I want to spend every moment here with you. You showed me a place I've seen but never knew; you've shown me love. I was born to tell you I love you. Whatever you want, I want. I'm yours, Isabella. Even if you don't want me the way I want you. My heart belongs to you. Forever.

I turned my head so I was looking at him. He was still looking down at his hands. I took his hands in mine. He finally met my gaze. His eyes were smoldering, his beautiful face was filled with some emotion I couldn't comprehend.

"There's only one thing I want" I whispered. "You"

With that said, I leaned in slowly. My eyes shifting from his eyes to his perfect lips. He was only a couple inches away so I didn't have to lean in that much. I closed my eyes and felt his warm, well warm to me, lips on mine. The kiss started out slow and sweet, but then it turned urgent and passionate. His long white hands brushed my neck, reaching down either side to my shoulders. Edward's hands traced my skin, burning it. His lips moved in synch with mine, I could hear his breathing coming in gasps, or was that me? My hands moved to his face, memorizing it, pulling him closer to me, not like that was possible. I have to admit I was pretty strong so I had to hold back a bit. Before I knew it he was pushing me against the wall. His hands were on the small of my back, and mine were now tracing his hard muscular chest. I felt his tongue against my lips and I opened my mouth. Our tongues dancing with each other, his breath mixing with mine. After a while, I pulled my mouth from his but his lips never left my skin, moving down to my throat.

"Edward" I breathed.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and he moaned into my mouth.

"Ah, Bella." He was shuddering. "Uh, I, Uh" His breathing was becoming more and more ragged with each kiss. "Bella. Stop. Please."

"What? Why? Did I do something wrong?" He kissed me again but all the urgency was gone.

"Nothing's wrong, love. I just…"

"What is it, Edward?"

He sighed. "I can't do this."

My eyebrows pulled together in confusion.

"this" He clarified "I told you I never felt this way about anyone. This is all new to me." He looked down at his hands, yet again. "It's not the way I was raised." He looked up at me with apologetic eyes. "I'm sorry, love"

"Oh, Edward! It's okay. I understand."

I put my hands on either side of his face and made him look at me,

"I love you" As I said this, his eyes glowed and that crooked smile that I love spread across his face.

"You are my life now"

"He pulled me to him, his fingers tracing random patterns on my back, my head resting against his shoulder. We stood like that for a long time, not feeling discomfort from staying in the same position for too long like humans. While he was holding me, I couldn't help but wonder if he really was so new to this as he said. Tanya certainly didn't make it seem that way.

"What are you thinking?" He asked. "I'm curious."
"You're always curious." I paused, not quite sure whether I wanted to tell him.

"Bella" he complained.

I sighed. "I was thinking about… Tanya" I made her name sound dirty.

There was a low growl coming from his chest.

"What? Did something happen between you guys?" My voice was a couple octaves higher by now.

"Silly Bella" He ruffled my hair. "I've never felt this way before, not with Tanya, not with anybody. Tanya is just delusional."

I raised one eyebrow.

"She tried to, er, seduce me once, it's what she does. I told her in a very gentlemanly fashion that I did not return the interest. She's never had someone refuse her, so she's still in shock. And when you can't have something, it only makes you want it more."

"Hmph" Just thinking about her made my hands curl up into fists. He took my hands and gently uncurled each of my fingers.
"Are you…jealous?"

"No" I'd never been good at lying. I hoped my one word answer wouldn't give me away.

"Isabella. You are the only one who has touched my heart, it is yours for eternity." No one could doubt Edward now, not even me. His tone was sincere. His eyes dazzling me like always.

I pursed my lips. "okay" I still hated Tanya though

"What do you want to do now, my Bella?" He was mine, and I was his.

'Hmmm. Guess" I grinned. He didn't know what I was thinking.

"Bella! That's not fair!"

"You know, the rest of us don't know what anyone else thinks"

"You want to call Alice and give her permission to give you a makeover? Okay" He was already dialing.

"Edward!" I snatched the phone away from him.

"Fine, I'll tell you, no more talk about makeovers. Freaks me out." I paused for a dramatic effect. "Hunting!"

He raised an eyebrow. "Sure, let's go"

He leaned down and pulled me quickly into his arms; cradling me like a small child. "What's on the menu today?"

"Mountain lions"

"Thirsty, are we?" He joked.

"Funny, Edward" But I laughed anyways

He ran with me in his arms to the forest. He let me get to my feet. As soon as I breathed in the air around me, my nostrils flared and my throat burned. I could smell a lonely bear 3 miles north of where I was. I ran quickly to the bear, not being able to hold back. I lunged at it and snapped its neck in the process. I messily drank the blood. When I was done, I wanted more. I focused on smelling. Hmmm, a mountain lion not too far away. I sped to find it, and just as I was going for the neck, I saw Edward sinking his teeth into it.

"Edward!" I was thirsty! "What the hell are you doing? That was mine!" I growled. Less than a second later, I gasped. Why did I growl at Edward? "Edward! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to growl at you!"

He was…smiling. Grinning, actually. Then he started laughing hysterically.

"Edward, what's so funny?"

"First, love, you don't have anything to apologize for. Second, your growl was hilarious. And third, I caught it for you, Bella."

"Caught what?" I was so focused on Edward that I forgot all about my thirst and the mountain lion. Thinking about it now caused excess venom to flow in my mouth.

"You said you wanted a mountain lion." He shrugged.

"Aw, thank you, hon. Aren't you thirsty?"

He shook his head. "Nah, I already fed. You took an awfully long time with that bear."

I growled at him but smiled to let him know I was kidding.

"I must have looked horrible attacking that bear" I grimaced.

"Actually, you looked…sexy."

"Be serious, Edward." I rolled my eyes at him.

In a sixteenth of a second, Edward was wrapping his arms around my waist.

"I am serious." He took my face and pressed his lips softly against mine.

"Edward. You. Are. Such. A. Tease." My lips moved against his. I pushed him away lightly.

"I'm sorry, love. You must be thirsty and I'm keeping you from dinner." He motioned to the mountain lion that was half dead on the floor.

"How about we share? I'll feel bad if I'm over there feeding and you're not." I pouted.

"Alright, alright. Ladies first."

I walked over to the mountain lion and I was thirsty again. I bent down near it and sank my razor-sharp teeth into its neck. The warm blood made its way down my throat, satiating my thirst. I saw Edward doing the same across from me. When I was done, I pulled away and stared at Edward while he fed. He was beautiful. He was way cleaner than me. Not one spot of blood on his white shirt.

"Better?" He asked.

"Better."

Just then we heard a faint movement coming from the left. Edward tensed; he was half crouched in front of me.

"Edward? What's going on?"

No answer.

"Edward!" I shook him. "What the hell is it?!"

I could see it now. It was a dark figure, not quite close enough to see the face. Clearly, it was a man. He was lean and almost as tall as Edward. He was walking swiftly now. He was getting closer and closer. Edward was still tense. I could see his face now and a wave of relief washed through me when I saw that his eye were gold.

"Hello" he said.

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