A/N: Oh my edward! I cannot even express how happy I am! Thank you for everyone that reviewed and a special shout out to Timelord Lover who reviewed twice cause she's awesome! (she reviewed chapter 3)! Thank you so much! Another special shout out to twilight-is-lovee for being an Edward Fangirl with me!! We PMd back and forth talking about twilight. If anyone wants to do that to, PM me.

Mrs. Masen aka Amanda, update please! For those who don't know who she is, look her up and read her story Another Love Triangle! Um, that is free publicity, Amanda! :) jk

So definitely no one is on Team Ian :) That's okay. I hope you like this chapter, or at least not hate it.

I wanted to write a good part of the last chapter in Edward's POV since so many people thought he was being a jerk, and I thought you'd want to know what he was thinking.

His head snapped up. "I don't want to talk about this anymore, Isabella!"

With that said, he slammed the door as he left.

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EPOV

I opened the door to the house. There wasn't any movement. I could smell Bella and Ian, though. I tried to read Ian's mind, but he was thinking of nothing. Like he was hiding his thoughts from me. I tried to look at what he was seeing but I only saw darkness.

I rushed upstairs to my room but then regretted it. When I opened the door, my heart felt like it had been ripped out of me.

"What the hell are you doing, Bella!?" I yelled. I was surprised, I had never talked to her like that, but not too surprised that I regretted it. She pressed herself against the opposite wall. She looked scared, and hurt. I couldn't imagine why, since she was the one who was kissing someone else.

I saw Bella's lips move out of the corner of my eye but I didn't hear her. I was looking at the man who had just kissed my Bella.

"You! Out. Now." I glared at Ian. I knew I never liked him. The way he thought of her! Ugh! Why did I leave Bella alone with him?! Before moving an inch, Ian gave Bella a meaningful look. That only made my hands curl up into fists.

He closed the door in half a second and left the house.

"Edward" She started again. Why had she kissed him!? She told me she loved me, didn't she? I was too upset at the moment too care. I didn't want to know anything.

"I don't want to hear it, Bella!" I screamed. I really didn't.

"Nothing happened, Edward!" She was shouting back. Why? It upset me even more that she had the nerve to get mad.



"You call that nothing!?" The image of her and Ian crawled back into my mind. I blocked out all thoughts of her.

"I was crying, Edward! He held me while I cried and then- and then he kissed me! He kissed me!" I wasn't thinking. I didn't want to. I wanted to go find Ian and rip him apart.

"That sure didn't stop you from kissing him back!" I snapped

"Edward!" She yelled. I knew I was being rude.

Rude was an understatement. I was being mean; really mean.

I couldn't help but glare at her. I couldn't even look at her without thinking of what I had just seen.

"I can't talk about this anymore, Isabella." I made the unconscious choice to call her Isabella. Bella made it sound like it wasn't serious. The name Bella reminded me of all those times she kissed me, just like I saw her kiss him.

"We have to talk about this! You have to understand, nothing happened!" She screamed louder than ever. "I love you, Edward! Don't you trust me!?" That made me furious. She didn't love me. She had probably said the same thing to Ian. I felt my body shake with anger.

"I did, until now!" I saw her face twist up as my words sunk in. I just looked back at her, not one ounce of apologies in my eyes.

"You don't...trust me?" She said the words slowly, as if they didn't make sense. Her eyes widened with hurt.

I turned away, not being able to look at her, at least no without getting on my knees and begging for forgiveness.

I hear a small sob from her. Part of me wanted to go comfort her, another was too mad to do anything. A few minutes passed by in silence.

"So what now?" Her voice was hesitant. What now? I didn't know.

Damn, that was good! I was interrupted with thoughts. I was familiar enough to know the voice belonged to Ian.

They were in the same position I had found them in, except he was just leaning in for the kiss. Obviously a memory. She leaned in too, but not before whispering "I love you"

I felt like I had been punched repeatedly in the stomach.

Bella was still talking but I was too busy listening to Ian's thoughts. His memory continued.

She leaned in, tilting her head to the side, her eyes shifting from his eyes to his lips, just like she did when she kissed me. She closed her eyes, and her lips touched his.

Bet she doesn't kiss him like that! Ian thought.



I felt Bella's hands on me. Shaking me. "Dammit, Edward! Say something!"

My head snapped up. "I don't want to talk about this anymore, Isabella!"

Ian's memory was attacking my mind, so I turned on my heel and left.

BPOV

As he closed the door, my knees gave in. I felt the cold, hard wooden floor beneath me. I lied there, going through the conversation in my mind over and over again. He didn't trust me. Where we done? He didn't answer my question.

I heard Edward walking away. Not one second had passed. The only thing that kept track of time was his steps. Each step he took away from me.

I couldn't stop thinking about him. Being on the floor reminded me of him. They way it felt when I was cuddled against him. Except the floor wasn't putting its arms around me. I pushed myself off the ground with what little strength I had and made my way to the bed.

It didn't work either. My mind wondered to the note Alice had written. I guess all of her visions didn't come true. I highly doubted we would be using the bed. I wondered what he was doing.

I was obviously not meant to be away from him. I couldn't be away from him for more than a minute without spending all my time thinking of him.

The sobs made their way out of my mouth. My whole body was shaking in no time. I didn't bother trying to hide them. I didn't care if he noticed. Maybe he would take pity on me.

I never knew I could cry this hard. How was I going to make it through this? I needed him. I needed him like human lungs need air. He was my everything.

Did I want him even if he didn't love me? It did not matter anymore whether he had started this relationship out of guilt. There was no relationship now.

I walked over to the big open window and jumped out. Jasper would have had a heart attack with all of my emotions, so I was glad he wasn't here. I landed without a noise on my feet. From then on, I just kept putting one foot in front of the other.

Not knowing where I was going, but I would just save Edward from having to see my face every day.

Oh. My. Edward. That was the saddest chapter I wrote. Bella's POV was depressing! I ended up crying. Review! Sorry, kind of a filler chapter but I really wanted you guys to understand Edward. Hopefully you won't think too bad of him now.

Read and review people. I figured since nothing too big happened in this chapter I would give you guys a preview. Sorry for any errors, it's night and I have school tomorrow so I don't have time to reread it. :(

"Bella? Please talk to me." His voice was pleading. His golden eyes smoldering. It was too easy to believe him.



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