"Hey guys!" silence answered me as the whole guild sat gathered around Lisanna. I shrugged already knowing that anybody answering me was a long shot. Making my way to the bar I took my seat and waited for Mira to finish talking to her siblings and make her way this way. Two months that is how long fairy tail had been rejoicing over the return of Lisanna and for those two months I had become invisible to everybody except master, Levy, Gajeel, Wendy, and the exceeds. I had been taking solo missions lately to pay for rent and groceries while team Natsu stayed and caught up with Lisanna. She seemed nice I never got o talk to her cause she was always surrounded by everybody and having a good time.
I didn't blame anybody for forgetting me because I knew how much Lisanna meant to everybody. However, it still hurt to have my family toss me aside and replace me with Lisanna but they probably didn't realize they were hurting least that is what I hoped. A light tap on my shoulder brought me out of my thoughts I turned and saw Lisanna followed by Team Natsu a smile instantly occupied my face. "Hey guys are any of you up for a mission?" A look of confusion crossed Natsu's face " why the hell would we want to go on a mission with a weak bitch like you when Lisanna is back?" Gray hit him in the back of the head and sheepishly looked at me.
"What Natsu was trying to say Lucy is that Lisanna is far more stronger than you and this time separated from us will allow you to learn how to defend yourself." Erza explained. "o-ok guys I hope you have fun with Lisanna". Team Natsu high-fived then walked off then Lisanna turned to me and smiled sweetly.
" Lucy I'm kind of glad that it was you who took my place because a whore like you is used to being used then thrown away like the trash you are." all the while that damn smile never left her face. She giggled then ran off after Team Natsu. I turned back to the bar already feeling my heart start to break "Mira can I get a smoothie" Mira whirled around and threw a drink at me
"I'm a little busy bitch can't you see that." After mumbling a quick apology I walked away from the bar and looked around almost all the guild was glaring at me. As I felt the tears prick at my eyes I took off into master's office. "Master I wish to leave fairy tail." His head snapped up from the pile of paper work on his desk "Child why do you wish to leave your home." "b-because this is no longer my home ." Master nodded his head and removed my mark from my hand. Tears were flowing from both of our eyes as the weight of my decision hovered over both of us.
I gave Master one last smile before I exited his office. Many of the guild members looked up to glare at me and those who did instantly noticed my hand. Their faces turned from shock to joy people started cheering and laughing. At that instant the last bit of my heart completely broke as Team Natsu joined in with the celebration of me leaving. With the last it of strength I had I ran out the guild my sobs causing me be unsteady on my feet. I ran straight through the town not looking back at the men telling me to be careful and kept running until my legs gave out and I collapsed in the forest. I laid there crying until my eyes were hurting and my body felt weak. Once the last of my tears left me I surveyed the landscape surrounding me for the first time.
I was surrounded by tall oak trees that had a small river flowing in between their outstretched roots picking myself off the ground I followed the river for a couple of hours and came upon a beautiful lake with a waterfall flowing into it. I bent down and peered into the crystal clear water to be greeted by my reflection. My hair looked raggedy and my eyes were puffy along with my face that just looked plain broken and tired. I Gently layed my head down into my hands as I drifted off besides the lake and the beautiful murmurs of the water." I'm sorry momma I wasn't strong enough to stay at our old homes." As I drifted off on the cold ground all of a sudden I was surrounded by a comforting warmth. Before all consciousness left me a gentle and soothing female voice whispered to me "Child their is no need to apologize for the pains that have been inflicted upon you I shall help you find your true home." And with those last words I fell asleep with the days events falling behind me.