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!Warnings!
Story Spoilers
Sexual Intercourse Etc
References to Blood
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Yu mewled gently and pulled Yosuke in close to nuzzle on his neck, adding to the already reddening skin. Yu straddled him, licking his earlobe as he traced the edge of his jaw with his tongue. He moved downwards; kissing his collarbone, his shoulder back to his neck while his hands explored the contours of his back. Yosuke returned the kisses to Yu's shoulder; his eyes never leaving Kanji. Kanji's physique had always bested theirs; his abundance of muscle certainly made Yosuke want to better his body. Saying that though, Kanji was a good deal taller and broader than either of them as well - it was just his scary face getting in the way.
Sitting at the other end of the sofa, he had pulled his tank-top over his abs and chest and was biting the material - possibly to stifle any noise he might make. A sheen of sweat covered his body, making his muscles glisten as they rippled under his skin with each little movement. Grunting as he moved, he caressed his own body; dragging his fingertips harshly across his chest, his nails lingered at his nipple. The other hand was down his opened pants, rhythmically stroking his obvious erection. Yosuke watched his abdomen contract with each little jerk, it was mesmerizing. Yosuke had secretly admired Kanji's body, but he had never found him remotely attractive, sexually anyway. Losing himself for a moment, a wave of pleasure consumed him as Yu fondled his manhood. He bit down fairly hard on Yu's shoulder.
"Aow!" Yu immediately withdraw from Yosuke and touched where he had bitten him defensively. "Why...?" he asked breathlessly as he proceeded to lift the lower edge of his blindfold to look at him. Yosuke gulped, Kanji had heard Yu's cry and turned to look at both of them; he removed his hand from his pants and sat up on the sofa. Yosuke swallowed and tried to speak.
"S-sorry...when you...sorry..." it was suddenly extremely difficult - like he had forgotten language altogether. This must be what being drunk feels like - you know what you want to say, but your mouth doesn't want to co-operate, he thought as Yu's hand cupped his jaw to pull him in for a kiss. Regardless of what he felt like, he surmised that Yu must have felt it 10-fold. He felt helpless as Yu kissed him passionately, his tongue rolling relentlessly, hungrily. It was then that Kanji pulled at Yu's shoulder, turning him enough to interrupt their kiss. A bead of saliva still connected them as he watched Kanji kiss Yu from over his shoulder, with the same hungry ferocity as Yu had given him. Heart pounding in his chest, his loins were aching once more. He felt Yu's grip tighten on his shoulder, digging his nails in slightly as he released a moan through the kiss. His body moved on its own; he gently cradled Yu's head in one hand as he pulled him away from Kanji - just enough that their mouths were open. It felt strange feeling one tongue, but two was a totally different experience. It was just so odd; not necessarily in a bad way, he knew that Kanji had a slightly bigger, rougher tongue now for one . Closing his eyes, he relished the three-way kiss. Kanji ran his fingers through his damp hair until it they reached the nape of his neck, where he massaged the base of his skull softly. He moaned as Yu's hand stroked his inner thigh, making his whole body tingle intensely. It felt good. Really, really good. There was a small part of his mind telling him to stop - but he knew he had no choice but to continue now. Yu threw his head back suddenly, making an agonizing expression as he did so. Through gritted teeth, he gave a lengthy moan. Kanji and Yosuke stopped and waited with baited-breath. Did he finally...? Yu shuddered, his breathing quickened and erratic. The hand that had been fondling Yosuke's thigh was clenched into a tight fist. He gave a rather pathetic cry of frustration and hunched his shoulders forward.
"N-not...yet-t..." he stammered, trembling. His cheeks were burning crimson, the sheer heat radiating from his body - it must have been uncomfortable. Pushing Yosuke out of the way, Kanji appeared to have made a decision. Slightly bemused, Yosuke sat on the arm of the sofa and watched Kanji position Yu so that he was sitting near enough in the middle. He blindly bumped into the table behind him and cursed as he moved it further back to give himself some space. Kneeling, he parted Yu's legs and ran his hands up both his inner thigh, causing Yu to gasp and bring his hand to his face. Yosuke could only look on as Kanji pulled down his jogging pants and his boxers down with them - not off completely, just down far enough that they weren't in the way. He felt a pang of intense arousal as he regarded Yu's, fairly adequately sized penis. It wasn't huge, but it was well above average. Bigger than mine...he thought solemnly as he ran his hand across his ever tightening stomach; he had climaxed not too long ago, but could feel the intense burning of sexual excitement - he would near orgasm again soon. He absently stroked his own arm as he watched Kanji work Yu's shaft; kissing his thigh as his other hand caressed his slightly protruding hip. It wasn't exactly making him feel uncomfortable, just making him feel oddly left out. He had been so focused on Kanji and his ministrations that he neglected to pay attention to Yu's upper body. A gentle mewl from Yu soon addressed this. The sight he beheld made his heart pound in his chest, so hard it might've burst out. His leader was vigorously sucking his own fingers, a line of saliva traveled slowly down the back of his hand between his knuckles. Knitted brows, pink face, his shirt clinging to his sodden skin. Yosuke bit his lower lip. Keeping an eye on Kanji as he moved, he leaned in and removed the wet fingers from Yu's mouth; replacing them with his lips. He held his hand, suspended in the air as he felt Yu surrender to his will. It surprised him when Yu's hand turned, his fingers interlocked his own. They clasped his hand tightly, desperately as he bit back a moan; Yosuke returned the grip and kissed him passionately. Yu finally needed him.
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For a minute or so, Kanji continued with his mission; gently pumping and every so often licking and kissing his shaft. Yosuke continued to kiss Yu - their hands had relaxed and fallen to his chest. He winced as Yu moved his body suddenly in reaction to Kanji sucking on the head of his member. His own erection had been neglected, and while waning was still aching. Their make-out had been interrupted once again by Kanji, he sighed and gently touched Yu's shoulder. His other hand was still being held, he smiled as Yu raised it to his mouth and kissed his fingers gently. Kissing soon turned to licking, which in turn turned to sucking. Sucking...he wants to...Caught in a haze of whatever the ailment was doing to his mind and body, Yosuke moved Yu's body so that it was almost horizontal. He was still sitting, just leaning over to the side - this didn't disturb Kanji, who was still sucking and nuzzling him down below. In his new position, Yu's face was resting on Yosuke's thigh. He gulped as he led Yu's hand to his groin. He needn't have though. Yu pulled the elastic of his underwear down so that his budding arousal was now exposed; Yosuke winced as he felt Yu's breath on the already moist head of his pulsing manhood. Swallowing, he stifled a yelp with his hand as hot, wet ecstasy enveloped his whole shaft. He moaned loudly, brazenly as he drove his fingers into Yu's sodden hair and tugged as Yu sucked. So hot, his tongue rolled along his full length languidly before reaching the head where he pushed it abrasively into his slit as he clamped his mouth down. Repeating this two or three times, Yosuke could feel his cheeks burning; his body writhed as Yu bit down as he used his hand to caress his testes. The pressure building in his abdomen was enormous - he thought if he wasn't going to orgasm, he was going to vomit. Burning, tight pleasure consumed him - he felt his whole body contract as Yu dragged his teeth along his length; he felt his warm seed rising in his shaft and before he could take action he climaxed. His whole body arched as he ejaculated; gargantuan waves of pleasure wracked his body as he unintentionally thrust his hips, shooting the entirety of his load directly down Yu's throat.
Aware that Yu was coughing violently, Yosuke broke free of his bliss and sat forward. After choking for a few more seconds, he managed to swallow harshly and continue to cough intermittently. Yosuke's lust-induced daze faded, as it had done when he climaxed previously.
"Yu! I'm so sorry! I didn't...mean..." his words failed him; his seed had been spluttered out of Yu's mouth when he began choking, a stream of saliva and ejaculate ran from his chin to his collar. His body shaking slightly, his hand quivered as it reached for his mouth. Yosuke took it, and wiped his mouth for him. Bringing Yu close to him, he held him tightly. He felt as though he could weep. You're suffering so much...and look at what we're doing to you! How is this-?! To his surprise, when he pulled away Yu was smiling.
"T-thank you...Yosuk-..." What the hell's he thanking me for!? I just blew a load in his mouth and nearly choked him to death! He blinked once or twice before regarding Kanji, who was sitting on the floor wondering what was going on. There's a sentence I never thought I'd think...He figured while he was still fairly lucid he could try to establish whether any of this was helping.
"Yu...Do you feel any better?" Sweat curled down Yu's face as he gingerly removed the blindfold, even his eyelashes were dewy with sweat. Yosuke gulped, trying to keep the pink mists of passion at bay. Yu ran his hand through his wet hair, causing more streams to cascade down his pink cheeks.
"I feel as if...I'm getting there..." his voice was heavy and sultry, his breathing was unsteady. "It's not..enough...I need...more..." his eyes were dark, his pupils like saucers. More? Like...what more?! These eyes were full of frustration, and lust. Kanji lifted his blindfold so it sat on his head like a bandana - it suited him, despite the current situation.
"Senpai...what do you need?" he said quietly, his eyes were also heavy with lust, his tone laced with desire. He knew exactly what Yu needed, but wanted permission first. Yosuke laughed nervously, feeling a cold breeze on his face for the first time since they arrived. The room had previously been quite cold, but was now warm due to their combined body heat. Wiping his forehead with the back of his hand, he regarded his two friends. They sat in a circle, pretty much naked bar a few items of clothing clinging for dear life to each of them. He'd climaxed twice, neither of them had. Guess I don't have much staying-power, do I? He thought as Yu touched his face, he dragged his thumb across his slightly moist lower lip. He kissed him softly, more gently than before. Pulling away, he gazed deeply into his eyes. He gave in, and the haze took him once again. It was pointless to deny it, he reasoned as Yu led him to the futon.
"Yosuke..." it was a totally different experience, now he could see his expression. He lay on the futon obediently as Yu removed his pants. Yosuke didn't know how to react; he knew what Yu wanted - what he needed from him. It was horrifying. His body had automatically done the work for him before, like an instinct; but now as Yu leaned above him expectantly - he was totally lost.
"Hey...um..." Yosuke hadn't realized he'd raised his hand to his face, until he couldn't see because of it. That was definitely Kanji speaking. He moved his hand as Yu sat up from him and looked to his friend. He was holding a Condom.
"Ah...good point..." said Yu, rising from his bed and walking to Kanji to retrieve the item. Yosuke blinked in horror as they exchanged words, just out of earshot.
"Why do you have fucking condoms with you Tatsumi?! Did you plan this from the start? Huh?!" He yelled as he rose to his elbows. Kanji stared at him almost wistfully as he unzipped his pants, releasing the pressure in his nether - rather significantly by the look on his face; which of course instantly turned to one of rage when he realized what had been said.
"What?! Fuck d'ya think I am...we had a Sex-Ed class the other day and they were givin' em out for nothin'. Figured I'd grab a handful y'know? They were still in my pants." he retorted tartly. Meanwhile, Yu had sat down on the futon at the opposite end of Yosuke. He gingerly took the condom out the packet and rolled it down his shaft slowly, his face showing a slight hint of discomfort as he did so.
"I...didn't want you to have to experience this...we have no other choice Yosuke. I mean...it could be like a Shadow STD so..." he held a finger in the air, very deliberately. "Safety First." Aaaand there's my partner, that dead-pan humour is not appreciated! Lying back, he laughed nervously and covered his face with his arms.
"Yeah...sure." he mumbled as he felt Yu's lips on his chest. He was surprised when his arm was raised and Yu peered in at him.
"Yosuke, can I turn you over? It's just...um..." He looked ashamed, his eyes not quite meeting his. Can't bear to look at me? He thought as he turned his body so that his stomach was on the futon. Gulping as he felt Yu pull his hips up, he was repositioned to be kneeling. Burying his face in his arms, he dreaded what was coming next. He mewled as he felt Yu squeeze his flesh at his hip, he felt a finger (or what he hoped was a finger) touching his sphincter experimentally. It pushed slowly, but forcefully until flesh covered the tip. Yosuke cried out and hunched his shoulders - his anus burned, the pain radiating through him. 'It hurts...' he said softly as Yu pushed his finger a little deeper. His body trembled, he pleaded desperately for him to stop - Yu did remove the finger, causing Yosuke to open his eyes and peer behind him at his partner. He was using the other hand now, coating his ring and middle finger with wet, stringy saliva. Yosuke felt the finger again; it slipped in a little quicker this time, a little deeper - then he felt the second finger. The agony he felt slowly subsided as Yu stopped pushing. He hardly noticed Yu's movement until he was very close to his face, kissing his head. 'Just a little more', he whispered as he began to retract the fingers, pushing them back in as they reached the surface. Yosuke flinched with each re-entry, but it was getting easier. After a few minutes, the fingers were rhythmically going in and out without much resistance. 'Yosuke...I..' Yosuke nodded and buried his face in his arms, he could hear the strain in his voice. It was time. My body is not ready for this...he thought as the fingers were removed. Clamping his jaw shut, he suppressed a whine as he felt the tip of Yu's penis touch against his entrance. He bit his lower lip as the pressure increased; with little effort Yu pushed the head inside in one movement - causing Yosuke to shriek and raise his body so that he was leaning on his hands. He hung his head and groaned in pain as Yu pushed deeper. Deeper, and deeper still, 'Nghh...tight...' Yu uttered as he continued. Yosuke sighed with relief as he felt Yu's hips touch his backside. He flinched as Yu moved, positioning his body to mirror his own. Yu's fingers interlocked his own; his warm, moist body caressed his back as they held the position, motionless. Lips kissed his ear, sweet nothings whispered to him as he slowly moved back and out - Yosuke heard him gasp and curse as he thrust his hips, driving back in. He just felt so full, Yu's large throbbing shaft felt as though it was piercing through to his stomach. How can anyone...find this...pleasurable? Yu was moving much faster now - still slow and rhythmic, but faster than before. Yosuke felt the intensity of the pain decrease with each thrust, until it became just bearable. He lowered himself to his elbows as Yu lifted himself so that he was vertical again. Stopping momentarily, he felt the flesh of his backside being spread - a hand travelling down his back as Yu rocked his hips, a little deeper than the time before; he wondered if he'd actually been completely inside - perhaps the change in position helped. Suddenly, a jolt of pleasure shot through him and a wail of ecstasy escaped him. Yu rubbed his back as he moved out again, grunting as he rocked his hips - there it was again. Groaning, Yosuke grabbed the nearby sheets of the futon and tightly grasped them. 'D-don't...good...' he uttered, he felt dizzy. It was agony at first, but this...felt incredible. Yu was more vocal now as he grunted with each thrust. Harder, faster. Intense heat and bolts of rapture rocketed from somewhere deep inside; it spread through his body like a fever. Burning, the fire stretching from his from his loins to his chest, all the way to his throat, his lips. 'Mmm...ah...nghh!' Yosuke bit down on his hand as Yu began to thrust even harder, the sound of their bodies colliding fractured the otherwise peaceful silence. He could also hear his erratic, harsh breathing - felt sweat dripping onto his back. The sudden burst of energy subsided, he heard him gasp with exhaustion. He's getting tired...he thought hazily as the crashing waves of infinite bliss subsided as he slowed to a crawl.
"Senpai..." Kanji! Yosuke had completely forgotten about him. Yu stopped dead, mid-thrust - he had obviously forgotten about him too. He uttered a few words before removing himself from Yosuke and beckoning him to turn over. 'We're changing position...alright?' he said breathlessly. Sweat curled down his pink face, traveling down to his abs as he stood and extended his hand to Yosuke. Yosuke was told to face the wall and lean with his hands against the table next to the bed, which he did. He felt Yu's hand on his hip and sighed as a ripple of tingly delight ebbed from the fingertips pressing into his skin. Yelping as he was entered once more, he was pulled back slightly for a more favourable position. He hung his head as Yu rocked his hips, trying not to moan too loudly. He needn't have worried about that though; the excruciating howl that Yu emitted triumphed over any noise he had made during the experience. Yosuke turned himself as much as his position would allow and stared, wide-eyed at what he witnessed. Kanji was straddling Yu, he had obviously just penetrated him - a lot faster than Yu was expecting. 'S-sorry Senpai...I...slipped...' Yu's hand was clutching Kanji's forearm, he could feel nails from the other digging into the skin of his hip. The face Yu was making, it was so...agonizingly sexy. His knitted brows relaxed and he released a breath he'd been holding since his initial outburst. 'Just...move' he said through gritted teeth, and began to rock his hips. After a few minutes of discomfort, the three moved as one - thrusting deeper, faster...harder. Yosuke felt himself becoming very excited for the 3rd time, ejaculate dripping from his hardening member as Yu quickened his thrusting erratically in a frustration. He pushed Yosuke forward, pulling him up as he did - he nuzzled him as their bodies rubbed against each other. Yosuke cried out softly his firm shaft rubbed against the desk, stimulating him even more. Yu pulled his chin up from behind to expose more bare flesh to him as he hungrily suckled his neck. He moaned through his nose as he kissed him, one of his hands caressed his chest while the other cupped his swollen sack. The desk banged noisily against the wall as Kanji moved forward, placing his full weight on the wood as he thrust hard - the slight height difference obviously making the previous position uncomfortable. After a minute or so, Kanji ground to a halt and reluctantly moved away.
"Senpai...I'm...real close..." Yu appeared not to hear him; he continued kissing Yosuke's neck before slowly removing himself from within him. Yosuke thought his legs might give out on him as he stumbled to the bed. His arousal had since blossomed and arched towards his stomach, a sticky clear substance slowly ebbed from the slit. He shivered as he touched himself. Looking up as Yu sat in front of him, he was confused to find himself in an embrace. He felt Yu sigh contentedly and kiss his neck softly, he whispered;
"Please...could you...?" he felt himself being lifted and now knew what Yu was asking of him. Positioning himself over Yu, he guided his partner's tip to his entrance. He flinched as he lowered himself - the thick, hot organ still proving resistant even now.
"It's okay...to face you?" he voiced as the head Yu's manhood was pressed inside. Yu gave him an almost perplexed look.
"Of...course..." he said breathlessly as Kanji positioned himself behind him. "I...want to hold you close..." Yosuke grimaced as he felt Yu's shaft being pushed deeper inside him - Kanji's formidable endowment had just penetrated him. Yu looked almost intoxicated as he yelled out in pain. They paused as their bodies got used to the feeling of fullness - Yosuke felt Yu trembling into his chest. He thought for a moment he was sobbing - but he couldn't be sure. Kanji asked permission before he began to thrust, pained vocalizations from Yu suggested he wasn't going to be able to take much more of this three-some. It took them a good 5 minutes or so before they got into a rhythm that was comfortable for them all - Yosuke felt incredible; Yu was consistently hitting his 'G' spot with each movement. 'Mm...feels...good...' he murmured, his shaft rubbed pleasantly against Yu's stomach as they rocked their bodies together. It's so good...feels...good..ugh...he couldn't think straight. Yu's legs wrapped tightly around Yosuke's waist, he held him in a tight embrace as they continued their passion. Squeezing him like this made his shaft rub even harder against him. He moaned inwardly, rubbing his cheek against Yu's. 'I...I can't...' he gasped as he felt his body trembling. Yu turned his face so that he could lip-lock with him - he rolled his tongue quickly as he moved to fondle Yosuke's manhood. Yosuke's shuddered, so tight - he couldn't breathe. Embracing Yu desperately, he came. Yu squeezed his shaft firmly as he did, causing him to cry out. He groaned as each jolt of semen shot from his arousal, shivering as Yu pumped on the peak of each wave, lengthening his orgasm. Feeling slightly sick and dizzy, he went limp in Yu's arms. His partner held him close, still thrusting desperately within him; his breaths now quick, strained gasps. It dawned on him, as he kissed Yu's neck that Yu had made a choice. When it was apparent they were going to have sex to try to fix this problem, Yu had chosen Yosuke as his partner. He'd led him to the futon...he was inside him. It was him he would ultimately climax inside. Kanji was there to facilitate obviously, but Yu wanted to make love to Yosuke. He chose me...over him... he thought. Perhaps it was the situation as a whole, but Yosuke suddenly felt tears stinging his eyes and running down his cheeks. He chose me...he buried his face into Yu's neck. Yu kissed his forehead. 'Mmm...nnh...' he felt Yu's shoulders tighten under his fingertips, his whole body suddenly becoming rigid. 'Nghh...ugh...ah!' Throwing his head back, he bellowed agonizingly. It happened. Finally. Yu climaxed properly. Yosuke tightened his sphincter muscles as he came, he felt the shaft of muscle inside him spasm as he began to orgasm - he also felt something he knew he shouldn't. Hot ejaculate shot from his partner, filling his insides. He mewled in discomfort as he felt it cascading into him with each spasm. Yu released the breath he had been holding noisily, before falling forward limply and crushing Yosuke beneath him.
"Senpai?!" Kanji, who had come at near enough the same time, gently removed himself from Yu and crawled around them to see if they were alright. Yosuke laughed and stroked the back of Yu's neck at his hairline, fondling loose strands of his damp hair. Kanji sighed with relief and kissed Yosuke's cheek, uttering a thank you as he attended to himself. Yu's breathing calmed and he rose slowly - giving Yosuke a wet, lustful kiss as he departed. He was still firmly within him as he sat up. Taking a deep breath, he wiped away the hair sticking to his face unpleasantly. Yosuke squirmed as he felt the warm seed inside him. He watched Yu wipe his chest, slightly sticky from Yosuke's deposit. He blushed.
"Yu...um...I think the condom burst..." Yu blinked, and looked down at their entanglement. Moving very slowly, he removed his softening member from within Yosuke - which caused ejaculate to immediately burst out onto the futon. 'I..um...' was all he could manage. Yosuke glared at him as he felt the sticky stream slowly ebbing from his rectum. "Is that really all you're going to say..." he said softly, his raw entrance twitched as he moved, causing more yet more seed to spill. Ugh...I feel so...gross... Yu lifted him to a sitting position and held him. Stroking his head, he comforted him and murmured 'I'm sorry' over and over, until Yu relented and gave him a peck on the cheek. "Alright...alright..." he said softly.
"Kanji...thank you." Kanji was sitting a little away from the two - he had removed the condom and tossed it in the little trash can nearby. He smiled half-heartedly, a deep blush still on his face. Moving close to them, he and Yu exchanged saliva one more time before he grabbed his clothing from the sofa - Yosuke was surprised that he'd kept his pants on the whole time. Kanji mumbled something about a shower and ambled out of the room swiftly. As the door closed, Yu winced and turned his head to face Yosuke.
"I'm sorry...for all this...partner." Yosuke smiled.
"That's alright...I forgive you." he moved, he wished he hadn't. "...it does feel like you've ripped me a new one though..." Yu faltered, joining him in staring at the window. "Like a hot poker...right up my ass..." Yu shot him a feeble look mumbled 'I said I was sorry, and my ass hurts too you know...' Yosuke chuckled. "I really...didn't expect that you know...taking it from Kanji as well as giving it to me..." Yu nodded.
"I couldn't risk it not working, or taking too long. This was the swiftest solution." he said flatly, then smiled and ran his fingers through his bangs, causing them to stick to his head. "Quite an experience for my first time." he said wistfully. First time...I was...you're first? Well...you were my first too if you think about it.
"It did feel amazing though...so hot...tight..." he sighed, lifting himself sluggishly "Of course...girls are naturally more lubricated, I would assume." he laughed at Yosuke's expression "I feel better. I think it's gone - I don't feel it's effects anymore." he grabbed his underwear from the floor near the sofa as he moved (stiffly) to the window. It was still raining. Turning to face the clock, he smiled and grabbed a towel from his closet.
"We've got a couple hours till we meet up with everyone else. Why don't you get some rest? I'm going to go make something to eat." He looked sombre for a moment. "Remember, Shirogane still needs to be rescued." he said in a strained manner. He then left the room. Yosuke sighed and closed his eyes, they felt so heavy - he felt heavy. My first time...and it was with a guy...and I was the 'girl'! He turned over as he thought this, pulling the covers around him. He winced as he felt more semen leak from his insides. Dis...disgusting...Still...it felt really good for awhile there...ugh...I'm totally spent...and he slept.
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He didn't sleep long, only for 30 minutes or so. After he had showered and eaten, they made their way to Junes. Yu and Kanji seemed distant - not deliberately, more like they were focusing on something else. Despite what they had been up to that morning, they were in top-form during the final battle with Shirogane's 'Other Self'. He hadn't been picked to participate - of which he was rather thankful; his anus felt excruciating, it hurt to move. Yosuke felt tired. Really tired. After liberating Shirogane, they decided it would be best to get a good night's sleep and wait to see what the next day would bring. Or at least, that's all he recalled of what happened. The details were fuzzy, like looking through smoked glass.
Yosuke groaned as he woke; with a headache - and a lot more other aches.
"Good morning Yosuke buddy! How are you feeling today? That was a great win huh?!" Teddy was over-'bearing' at the best of times, but he just couldn't face him this morning.
"Ugh...I'm...gonna go for a shower. I'll cook you -euu-eakfast when I'm done..." he yawned. This seemed to satisfy the bear enough to leave him the hell alone. Lifting the covers of his futon, he rubbed his eyes and yawned once more - it was as he moved to get up he realized where most of the pain was radiating from. He flinched as he stuck his hand down his underwear to feel the tender area, his finger touched raw flesh. It hurt alright. It hurt to walk. He made it to the washroom, towel in hand he winced as he removed his nightwear and sat down. What...was I doing...what happened yesterday? He thought absently as the water gently his hit his face. His head was pounding, the hot water wasn't helping much. Looking across the room, he caught sight of himself in the part of the mirror that wasn't fogged up - he had bruises all around his neck, and a couple on his hips. He touched the largest bruise on his neck, just under his ear...no it didn't hurt, the skin was just dis-coloured...like a...hicky...
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
He remembered. He remembered everything. Kissing, sweating, climaxing - it all rushed into his head at once. He grimaced and leaned forward clutching his head, suddenly feeling as though it were going to explode.
"Yosuke?! Are you alright?! Have you fallen and hurt yourself?! Yosuke!?" Oh my god...we...we..."Yosuke?! I'm breaking the door down!"
"Don't you dare break that door down you stupid bear! I'm fine, I just...um...stubbed my toe! Go away! I'll be down in a second!" he held his hand to his face as he listened to Teddy protest at the door. We...the three of us...had...he moaned inwardly as his shoulders shook. This is...unforgivable...how am I supposed to look either of them in the eye...After cooking breakfast (and burning it, horribly), he made his way to school. It was still raining, and there was still some mist from the previous night. He had forgotten his umbrella, but he wasn't rushing - he felt the cool rain cleansing him. What do I do...what...can I do? He walked slowly, feeling as thought the weight of the world was crushing him. He brought his hand to his tight chest as he struggled for breath. What...do I...
"Yoooooosukeeeeee!" he stopped as heard his name being called - it was Chie. She smiled as he approached and offered her umbrella "Such a goof, you forgot again?" he returned the smile and made general conversation with her until they reached the school. Stopping just shy of the front doors, he told her he would catch-up with her. Sighing, he squelched through the corridor as slowly as he could manage without coming to a complete halt. He pressed his face against the door to his classroom. He was soaked through to his shirt again. He didn't care. He dripped for a few more moments before admitting defeat and entered the crowded room. He was relieved that he had managed to sneak in unnoticed - and that Yu wasn't present. Removing his blazer, he had taken precautions and worn his school shirt to hide his love-bitten neck. He didn't have the mental strength to attempt to lie or, even worse explain how he'd gotten them. His jaw dropped when Yu suddenly sat down in front of him; he blushed deeply and averted his gaze from him. He almost jumped into the next floor when he felt him touch his head.
"You alright Yosuke? You're flushed." Chie regarded him critically "Do you feel sick?" Yu removed his hand and felt his own with the same hand. He shook his head.
"You don't feel hot, must be the weather right?" he said plainly. Yosuke nodded in shock and awe. He's...fine...he's not treating me any differently...
"You're feeling better now right?" Yukiko sat down a moment later, saying good morning and also showing interest in Yu's general health.
"Mm. Much better - yesterday's activity really helped." Yosuke instinctively kicked the back of Yu's chair, he responded by looking at him with a carefully blank expression "Hi Yosuke...um...cold?" he ventured.
"Very." he retorted sharply. Yu merely raised an eyebrow and continued with the conversation with the girls. Yu...I know you're an honest guy...I know you don't care what people think of you...but please...
"Activity? oh, that's right - you guys all arrived together. What did you get up to before Junes?" Chie asked innocently.
Please...I'm begging you...Yosuke clenched his fists, is this how you repay me? For what I did for you?! He could feel his eyes begin to fill.
"Well..." he smiled, darting a glance at Yosuke. Yu...I will never forgive you! "We wrestled." Yosuke's head hit the desk with such force, he thought he'd broken it. His head...and possibly the desk. "You alright there Yosuke? I didn't think you'd mind me telling them..." he groaned from the abyss. Yu rubbed the back of his neck passively.
"You 'Wrestled?'" asked Yukiko inquisitively. Yu's eyes rolled upwards for a second before he reconsidered and shook his head.
"Maybe...sparred is a better term? We definitely participated in physical activity." he said genuinely. "If I'm honest, I'm a little foggy on the exact details." he shrugged "I feel better regardless." Oh thank you god...thank you. You could have lied a little better though Yu! The girls agreed that whatever had went down, they were glad he felt better. They were soon joined by Kanji and Rise. Yosuke raised his head enough to make eye-contact with Kanji, he maintained it awkwardly.
"Um...what's with the creepy eyes Senpai?" he asked nervously. Yosuke didn't blink.
"Nothing...say Kanji...did we...'Wrestle'...yesterday?" Kanji seemed to think about this for a few moments.
"Um...duh? O' course! We kicked the shit outta the fever that was botherin' Senpai!" he stopped and seemed confused "Did we 'Wrestle' though? I mean...we kinda exercised and sparred a 'lil..." he scratched his head "Uh...my head's a bit fuzzy." Chie laughed.
"Yeah, so is Yu's! It doesn't matter I guess." she laughed. Yukiko smiled and regarded them both.
"Maybe it's just the TV-world playing tricks on you guys? You did work awfully hard last week." she looked at Yosuke, who was staring into nothing unblinkingly. "Do you remember Yosuke?" He blinked and raised himself in his seat, his eyes boring holes into Yu's face.
"Well I'm kinda fuzzy too on the details, but I DO remember Yu kicking me in the ass really hard." The group stared at him.
"I'm sorry, don't really remember that...um..." a bead of sweat ran down Yu's face as he turned away from Yosuke "...why do I sense such hostility..." he murmured. Yosuke was fuming. Oh so they both come up with little lame cover stories and leave me out?! Couple of dicks! I'll be giving them a piece of my mind come lunch time! He told them to meet him on the roof - away from walls that have ears - that may seek to do them harm.
"Seriously guys?! Wrestling?! You could have come up with, oh I dunno - ANYTHING ELSE?!" he yelled. His voice was actually shrill, despite trying to suppress it. He really felt hurt, more than anger. Yu and Kanji exchanged glanced.
"Um...Senpai? You feelin' okay?" Yosuke blinked. Are you guys shitting me?
"You don't have to keep up the facade...no one can hear us up here." he said calmly. "Really though guys...you could have at least emailed me to tell me the cover story - I mean, what if I had said something different and then they would've got suspicious!" now they both looked worried. Yosuke was taken aback when Yu placed his hand on his forehead.
"You're a little warm...maybe you've caught my cold..." he said "Do you feel sick?" he asked blankly. Yosuke frowned. Why are they still pretending like they don't know...why...he faltered...no wait...that's right! When I woke up this morning I couldn't remember what I had been doing! Yosuke suddenly grappled Yu and pulled him towards him, pulling his collar to one side so he could see his neck. Yu protested, but he got the answer he was looking for. His teeth marks were still there from the night before. What had happened was definitely a reality.
"The hell man?!" Kanji shouted, but Yosuke had his answer. Neither of them could remember. Maybe...it's better...
"S...sorry, I um...hit my head in the shower this morning! I'm uh...little out of sorts..." he stammered, Yu placed his hand on his shoulder and offered to take him to the nurses' office. He declined, knowing full-well that there was nothing wrong with him. The day trundled by, nothing of major interest happened - they carried on as usual, like nothing was different. Yosuke felt different though. Why do I have to remember...why do they get to forget...he shifted in his seat and was reminded of their encounter instantly. He suddenly felt like he wanted to sob. Dammit...why do I...have to remember this...why only me...his hand tightened into a fist under his desk - his thoughts were interrupted by the final bell toll.
Things didn't get much better when he got home, he wasn't hungry and went straight to his room - thankful that he wasn't working in Junes that night. He lay on top of his bed, listening to his music as the time ticked by. Did I enjoy it? Is...that why it's bothering me so much? Do I...still...he thought of Kanji naked and proceeded to dry-heave. Turning in his bed he sighed. Nope...definitely not still attracted to them...it must have been that Status Ailment...affecting all of us to be that way, he reasoned. Still...he closed his eyes.
"Ugh! I need a bath! My body is killing me..." he said aloud, more to himself than anyone else. After running the bath, he stepped in and sank down to his chin. 'Do you feel sick?' Huh...so you don't remember anything then...nothing at all...he felt tears welling up in his eyes. No! Stop it Yosuke! Stop being bothered about this! It was then that Teddy walked into the bathroom with a towel, locking the door behind him. He hummed an annoying little song.
"Um...occupied...this area is occupied." he said sternly. Teddy turned to face him and smiled.
"Hello Yosuke! I'm not having a bath, just a shower - we're good!" he gave him a thumbs-up. Yosuke rested his chin against the rim of the bath.
"You're not supposed to walk into bathroom's when people are bathing...it's...not normal." he said plainly. Teddy considered this while he turned on the shower.
"Well...the door wasn't locked, how was I supposed to know? Normal people lock the door when they're bathing Yosuke." He gave up, there was no point in arguing. Plus he did kind of have a point. "Are you feeling better now Yosuke? You seemed down when you got home today." he said generally as he washed his hair. Yosuke didn't answer. Teddy rinsed his hair and looked over at his friend. "Yosuke? You're not yourself...I'm worried about you." You're worried about me? Hmph...
"I...have this...terrible secret." he said slowly. I shouldn't tell him...I really shouldn't. Teddy's eyes gleamed and he sat down next to the bathtub.
"Uh-huh?! And you're going to tell Teddy about it right?!" He said happily. Yosuke turned away.
"It's...my burden...I can't..." Teddy made a noise in his throat, possibly a purr, but more likely a growl.
"Now Yosuke! You should know better than anyone that you shouldn't keep things bottled up! How bad can it be anyway? I've seen your 'Other Self' remember?" Yosuke gasped. That's right...you and my Partner are the only people who saw it... "Besides, you never have to 'bear' your burdens alone! That's what friends are for!" he smirked as that remark.
"Even...if it ends up hurting those friends?" he said softly. Teddy shrugged.
"I dunno...tell me and I'll decide if it hurts me. And if it does, I'm sure I'll forgive you!" Not you, ya'dumb bear...he smiled, and made his decision.
"Well...see, Yu and Kanji can't remember something really important that happened...and...it kinda...hurts." Teddy made a 'Wha? They can't remember?' noise. "But...see, it's probably for the best they don't. I was afraid it would change everything when it happened but - in truth, nothing has changed. Except for me. I remember...and it hurts."
"What happened? Tell me!" Yosuke touched his neck where Yu had had kissed him with such passion it left a mark on his skin.
"We...made love." he snapped his eyes shut as he said it, and instantly regretted doing so. The silence was unnerving. He opened his eyes to a perplexed boy.
"What's wrong with that?" Yosuke was gob-smacked.
"R-really? You don't think it's weird or disgusting?" Teddy laughed and folded his arms.
"Of course not! Making love is a natural thing for friends to do right?" Um...well, wait...Yosuke faltered "I love Sensei too! And Yosuke and Nana and...well everyone! I love all my friends!" Smiling, he ruffled Teddy's wet hair. "What? Love is love, doesn't matter what form it comes in right?"
"Nothing...I'll tell you when you're older." he said sarcastically, Teddy pouted. He knew expressions and obviously knew about sexuality - but when the two combined he sometimes didn't quite connect them. It was better he didn't know - he was just glad he could get it off his chest without being judged. "Just...don't tell anyone okay? This is really, really important Teddy. Don't tell a soul. I'm trusting you with this, with all my heart." Not that anyone would believe Teddy anyway - but the little bear squealed in delight.
"Oh I won't Yosuke! You can count on me!" Yosuke sank back down into his bath as Teddy finished washing himself (Noisily) and left. The water was luke-warm now, but he didn't mind. His hand touched the love bite again. Now that did feel good at the time, he thought absently.
"Love is love, doesn't matter what form huh?" he said quietly to the bath water. "I'm not attracted to either of you sexually...but I do love both of you." his mind felt a lot clearer, his burden somewhat lighter. "And as long as you love me back...that's all that matters."
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EDIT 31/05/15: I made the text flow a little better and tidied up the love-making :D