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A Fresh Start

Chapter 1

I was waiting for this for my whole life. College is finally here. No rules. And living with Elena doesn't seem that bad. Except cause of the fact who her boyfriend is, and how often I`ll see him now. Why can`t Tyler come that often like Damon does and probably will to Elena. Even thinking about it makes me sad, and I can`t be sad today. Tonight is the first official college party s and I can`t look depressed. I have to look perfect, and to do that I have to figure out which one of those outfits will show the real me. Not really the real me, but I don`t want to look boring and simple, that's just not me. So purple tight dress with V-cut or the leather jeans with pink top? Ugh how will I ever decide? I have only two more hours till the party and the fact Elena isn't here to at least try to help, isn't helping.

Later on the party

(I picked the first outfit after all)

"So I don't want to sound like a jealous ex-girlfriend, but I think I saw Stefan with some girl few moments ago." Elena said. "What? Stefan? He is here, on our college? Are you sure it was him?" I asked surprised. "I think I still remember how he looks Care, so I guess he does." "I can`t believe he didn't said anything. It`s unusual for him to act this way. I`ll go and find him. You can be alone, right?"

I left right after saying that. I can`t believe this. How come I didn't smelled him? I know it`s been awhile since we`ve saw each other but still. My phone ranged.

"Oh hi sweetie" "I miss you Care" a sad voice came from the other side. I missed him too, and hearing him, but not being near him made the whole thing even harder. "I miss you too Tyler, I wish you could be here." "We`ve talked about this already, please don't make it more difficult for me" "I know, I have to go now" I hanged up.

The whole thing with use not being able to see more often was weird. Why is he still in Mystic Falls? There is not a thing that he had there. I don't understand what can be that important that he couldn't tell me.

After few drinks I stopped counting, there is still no sight of Stefan and the whole Tyler-drama didn't do any good. At least Elena was a good friend and stayed with me, until Damon showed up. So I was alone again. This isn`t how I thought it would be. I haven't met any new people, if you don't count that Jesse guy, who was too irritating with flirting. I was just on my way home, when Elena appeared all of the sudden and started talking about some small get-away in our dorm room. "So It`d be me, you, Damon, Alana and her two high-school friends. Sarah and I think you`ve already met Jesse." Alana and Elena. I already see the new BFF. Even their names rhyme. Of course Elena met more people than I did, she always does that. Everyone prefers her over me. I was too drunk to make any smart decision so I agreed.

The whole way to our room I listened stuff like "You two are perfect together" and "Elena is awesome". This made me drink even more. Jesse didn't stop with cute comments even after I told him I`m already spoken for. "So how come your boyfriend isn`t here?" He asked. I didn`t know what to say. Yes Caroline Forbes was left out of words. The whole day I`m wondering the same thing. "He doesn`t live here." Elena said in my defense. And poured another drink to both of us. She was really amazing, now I felt even worse for stuff I said and thought about her. "I have an idea, why do we play Drink or Dare. " Alana said. Most of us, okay we were all wasted so we started.

Alana was the first to spin the bottle, since she was the one who`ve suggested it. It showed on Elena. "Drink or Dare, Elena'" she asked with a smirk. "Drink." Elena smiled and took a shot of vodka. Than it went on Jesse. "Dare!" he said even before she was able to ask. "Okay." She said with a half evil smile. Damon was watching her carefully. "Kiss Caroline." I wasn't been sure I heard it right, but than his lips slide on mine, and I could`ve felt the warmth of kiss human lips. I even forgot how it feels to kiss a living person. With a beating heart. And blood. Blood. I pushed him away before it was too late. But from the way others looked at us, in a way it seemed too late. Did this meant I`ve cheated on Tyler? I couldn't think straight, I just looked at Elena angrily. She will so hear me tomorrow.

"Did I just saw you enjoying that for a moment?" Damon asked while smirking. "Of course not, this is only a game!" That's what I've thought to myself, only a game. Nothing more. The bottle went on Sarah, who looked shy even when she was drunk, so when she too a drink I wasn't surprised. Where did Elena find these people? Seriously? I stopped paying attention on what was happening after a bottle directed to me. If I drink anything else, I'll puke. So I guess dare can`t be that bad. "Pick one person and kiss her/him." Are we 14? Really? What`s with the whole kissing thing. It could be worse. I looked around and remembered I shouldn't wait until tomorrow to "talk" with Elena. I could actually show to her how that made me feel. So I came closer to him. He looked me surprised, like he never thought I would actually dare to do it. I looked at him and just smiled. She deserved it, but feeling him so close to made me nervous. I closed my eyes and after our lips touched, everything went into a bluer. My hands were wrapped in his hear, I pushed him close to me. His lips tasted like blood and alcohol and I didn't mind it. I`ve felt his tongue on mine, and I responded with mine.

"What the hell Caroline?!" Elena said while pushing me away from Damon. "I`m done for tonight, I think it be the best if we finish this game." I could`ve see the anger in her eyes, but I didn't mind. She could`ve pick anything for Jesse but she had to go there. At least now she knows how it feels. "Come on Elena, it`s just a game." I said like I didn't understand what I've done. Damon looked weird, and confused. "Yeah, right." Elena said.

Everyone left right after she freaked out. We ignored each other and I decided to take a walk. I couldn't sleep. Especially at the same room with her after everything. I don't blame myself, she started it. Clearing my head was what I really needed at the moment. It was 3:00 am and there was no living soul outside.

"Caroline?" a familiar voice came behind me and I turned around. "Stefan!" I said loudly and ran to him.

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