Jen and Tilly arranged to meet outside Tillys house. Jen would pick her up in that all too familiar blue jeep of hers at 10am friday morning as none of them had college on that day.

Jen pulled up down the street from Tillys house as she didnt want to raise suspicion. She sent Tilly a text to let her know she was there. 5 minutes later Tilly appeared, getting in the car she looked at Jen and beamed a massive smile before passionately kissing her. After a couple minutes they pulled away from eachother.

"Hello beautiful" Tilly spoke.

"Hello babey.. you ready?"

"Yes lets get away from here"

So Jen and Tilly started the couple hour journey into london to Sophies house where she was wanting for her. Jen was quiet most of the way there, thinking about how the weekend would go. She was very worried indeed. Tilly was curious as to what Jen was thinking.

" u ok Jen? youve been very quiet since we left, what are you thinking?" Raising her eyebrow Tilly asked.

"oh nothing, Just thinking about what to expect when we get there thats all" Jen replied trying to suppress a saddened expression.

10 minutes passed yet in silence still before Jen finally spoke.

"Tilly?"

"Yes?"

"I just want to say that... whatever happens this weekend i want you to know that i love you and whatever you hear about me is in the past. I have made a few mistakes and ive let people down but I am a different person as to what i was back then. I've changed."

Jen took a deep breath before continuing, a slight gulp left her throat.

"There are people that i wish i never got involved with or met, but im past all of that and ive grown up alot..i never thought i would be so lucky and i know i dont deserve to have someone like you but i love you alot"

Tilly couldnt help but frown throughout Jens speech, she was slightly confused as to what Jen was saying but she didnt want to ask as it was obvious Jen didnt want to talk about the past.

Tilly placed her hand on Jens thigh before looking at her and saying "Jen its ok, the past is the past, everyone makes mistakes and does things they wish they didnt. All i care about is the person you are today and that is caring, kind and simply amazing and i love you for who you are"

Jen smiled wide while she placed her hand on Tilly's.

It wasnt long before they arrived at Sophies.

"Ready?" Jen asked a nervous Tilly.

"Yep, lets go"

Jen leaned over to Tilly and gave her a quick kiss and couldn't help the smile forming on her face.

knock knock.

just had to build up to the... BIG CHAPTER WHICH IS COMING TONIGHT! can u think of what it is yet?