Chapter 18: First night.

BPV

I got to my room knowing that everyone was going to be gone until Sunday today was Friday night, they left to Seattle to buy the cars I told them to. I was on a bed, it was a medieval bed, wood frames, roses hand art and the cover or the bed were silk red and black, I love this bed although I don't use it. How could I if I don't sleep, I just lay in it when I want to read or think.

I saw my piano and immediately wanted to play, so I sat in the little bench and started playing the music was natural to me, for some reason I love this song it calmed my down but at the same time, it made me feel sad inside. Then I hear I noise coming from my window. I look at it and I saw him. he was stunning, he look at me and rise his hand like gesturing that he mean no harm, I just smile a little. He walk toward me and I breath his scent, I was the most delicious scent that I have ever feel, it was a mix of oak and wild fruit, I wanted to get closer so I could smelled more. I got up and move a step closer to him he was surprise by this reaction of me, but I decided in that moment I have to find out why I felt like this when I am near him, why every time he comes close I want to jump to kiss him, I wanted to know if he was dazzle by my presence as I am with his.

"Hello, I hope you enjoy you day off from school", he said smiling at me.

"well, it was good but bored, I like adrenaline" I smile and walk a step close to him. he did too.

"can I" gesturing to my stereo and holding his IPod.

"yes, of course, but it is not rock is it" I said. He said "no" he connect the objects together and hold up his hand "care to dance with me, my dear" I nodded

When he hold my hand and grab my waist with the other I felt electric currents going through my body, I wanted to stay like that forever, no I wanted more, no wanted him tide against my body. Then the music started. It was the same music I just play in the piano, it was the same song that I have heard in my brain for almost 31 years now. I was confused, he just smile and continue dancing. He knew I was going to asked.

"but…. That is not possible… how….why…. howww" I said low with confused eyes, I didn't know what to said I just looked at him.

"this is the song I made for you 32 years ago, when we were together, you loved it, I guess you never forgot about it, I loved you and you loved me, we were happy together until I mess it up, I left you because I wanted to protected you from what I was…. A monster.. that was a biggest mistake in my existence. Bella I love you still, they lied to you, you don't remember because they erase your memory to keep you from the pain I guess" he said worry and sad waiting for my response.

I couldn't say anything I knew deep in my soul that it was right but my brain couldn't process the information, I have leave a lie for too long now I was afraid to come out, how could I, it will go against the family I've known for years, but he was standing next to me and I couldn't denied what I was feeling.

"Edward…. I ….don't…." I manage to say then we stop dancing he grab my jaw with his hand and I look up, looking at his eyes, lost in his beauty.

He bow to kiss me, I close my eyes and I felt his warm lips against mine, they were sweet, soft and tender, I hold up my hands to grab the back of his neck to make the kiss more intense, he exhale noisily after I did that, our kiss was slow but passionate then he put me to his arm and lay me in the bed. I shrived. But he continues kissing me. Our lips never felt apart, his hand touched every inch of my face, my shoulder, my collarbone.

We were lying on the bed next to each other, side by side, when I just lump over him, so I could me on top of him, our bodies shrived in passion. I looked at him and I groan.

"mmmmmm… too much clothes…" I said while loosen up his buttons, he looked at me wondering. "what?" I said.

"Well, you are a married woman, so……" he said, when I read his thought. He was thinking of me and Felix on a bed together as married couple.. I looked at him in horror.

"That didn't happen, my marriage with Felix was never physical, it was an agreement, just politics, queen do not rule single you know?" I said, all my feeling confused and disappointed, is this important to him, that I………

"But.. the day we saw you the fist time, he was thinking things… I just… but it doesn't matter…. I love you.. I have always love you…. I will always…." He said

I didn't know why this bothered me, why I didn't want him to think those things so I got off me and sat on the bed.

"Well, he lied.. I have never seen him like a husband or even a man… I have never been………. Any way, It doesn't matter… why you think I have guards always… I don't like physical contact… I have never been this close to anyone.. I don't know why I allow this….you….. you… dazzled me" I said and I got up of the bed.

EPV

She was getting up, I was so confused, I hate Felix, ooh I hate myself for saying those things.. I guess I am just a man after all.. but I didn't care, it is my Bella, she was my Bella and she will always be.. so I acted. I pull her from the waist and she fell on the bed. I was on top of her. Kissing her and touching her like I have never touched her. Her eyes were close and she was holding me tide.. my hands manage to take her black dress off, I smile when I realize she was wearing the Victoria's secret piece she bought the day I saw her. She smiled and press me to her chest really close to her.. then she open her eyes..

BPV

I saw the look on his face when he saw was I was wearing underneath by dress. I love how he loved at me, he wanted me more now. So I smiled. I press my hand in his back and kissed him passionately.

I open my eyes after that long kiss.. "do you like what you see", I said meanwhile I move my hips toward him, he just moan with pleasure, so I rip his pants of the floor, and saw his body twist with passion and excitement. I open up my thighs and lift up my legs so I could feel him close to me..

There we were, making love for the first time, the sounds coming out of him were nerve racking and he smile passionately every time I moan with pleasure. We could stay there forever. I wanted to stay like this forever.. this feeling were like nothing I have experience before. Our bodies hot like wire intertwine together. Suddenly everything was burning, and I felt electrical shocks coming to me, we were on our climax, my breathing was going fast so was his, we lay on the bed pacing our breathing and calming ourselves, always kissing, never letting go. My hands holding his, we looked at each other, watching, adoring our bodies.

"I love you… you don't know how long I've waited for you" he said, kissing my forehead. I rest my head on his chest feeling saver than I've ever felt before.

"can we stay like this forever?" I said to him, he smile.

"yes, my love, but we have a lot to explain to your family and my family, I think your family wont be happy about it but mine.. it is going to be jumping up the sealing, you know… Esme has wanted to hugged her daughter again for a long time and Alice wants her best friend back" he said looking at me.

"first" I said my foot in reality. I got up and dress myself in a second…

"what are you….." he looked at me sad and disappointed.

"first, you need to explain and tell me everything, I need to know, second I need to have a chat with MY family first they have a lot to explain and third I will go your family" I said laying down on the bed again.

He told me everything, my life in forks, how we met, why we left, my birthday, they way real things happen, James and Victoria, the wolves, everything, I just listed in disbelief. I couldn't believe it. My life was a lie, the people I love, my father.. all lie to me, just because of power.. I was angry at them, I wanted explanation NOW..

"do you like to be here when they come.. it is not going to be pleasant, they WILL explain" I said while getting my things to take a shower. "do you want to join me" I look at him and then the bathroom.

"yes, I would really love that, but I don't have clothes" he said… "yes you do, I have some new clothes that I bought for Caius, he is just your sizes" I said and off we were to the shower.. the water was warm and so we were. It was good to feel this way but I need to face my lies and my family.