Sibling Fight. 19

Heidi POV

"Hey! Jane… do you think that we should tell Bella about.. You know.. I think they are trying to tell her and if she finds out about it from them and not from us, she is going to freak out.." I said to Jane, we were going to the house already, I was driving one car with Jane, Alec was behind us with the other one and Caius was on the back with Bella's new car.

It has been a long time since we talked about this matter, June and Felix erased Bella's memory thinking she will never meet the Cullen's again, but they are like a magnet, they surround Bella and despite of the years they continue to encounter her.

I feel that we are so close of losing this battle, She needs to know before they tell her and we loose a leader, yet another one. Now that we are like lost children, and Bella is next in line, even Caius depends on her.

"Well, Heidi I think that it's time.. I have been looking after Bella since we came here and she is remembering stuff, and now that Edward is willing to be with her, she will kill us." Jane said.

We were reaching the house and one light was on, I could see Bella sitting on the porch, she looked angry. I looked at Jane as we stop the car.

"I wonder what's going on." I said while getting out of the car.

BPOV.

I saw them getting out of the car, Jane looked confused but I was so mad that I couldn't think straight, I wanted to know the truth, Edward was inside, I told him to stay but he insisted that to stay inside.

Flashback

Bella, love, I think this is family business, I should go, I will come back after you talk to them" he said caressing by cheek.

"I think you are right, but please stay, I will wait in the porch for them, I hate thinking my family betray me." I said confused, thought I don't remember anything, in the inside it felt right, his touch, his scent, everything bout him remained me of something good in my past.

End of flashback.

As I looked at them I was getting angrier, but I had to control myself, I didn't want to killed them, every time I loosed control, I can't see straight and any one around me can get kill.

"Hi, Izzy" Alec said, when he looked at my face, he looked at the rest, I couldn't say any thing I was fighting to get control of myself.

"What is it?" Caius said.

"Isabella, did something happen? Are you ok, you are starting to worry us, are you hurt? Heidi said. Jane just looked at me with worry eyes and scare ayes, she was afraid of me.

"I need to talk to you, but first, you should know that Edward is inside and we told me some thing that is disturbing by mood. So it is wise for you all to talk with the truth, if you don't want to end this in the wrong way." I said with my eyes close, my eyes were bright red, I was really mad.

"And I need you to call June, I have a feeling she is behind all this." I finish saying.

"Bella?? Calm down.. We are going to tell you everything. Just keep in mind that we are your family, we have been your family for a very long time, this means that we love you very much, and you are our leader now" Caius spoke and I sighed.

"Jane called June, she is in the hotel" Heidi said. " I think we should get inside, Edward has to hear this too, and everything that happen it's because of him." Heidi said, everyone nodded.

We walked to the house and Edward was in my room, June was coming and I pointed everyone to sit in the living room, there was a round table to we can looked at our faces. I sat down and everyone followed, Caius in my right, Heidi in my left and the rest of them in the other chairs, Edward sat in front of me.

After 15 minutes of awkward silence, I heard the door and I knew it was June, she enter the room and looked at us confused and scare, the only time we sit like this, it was when we wanted to discussed I guard punished for betrayal.

"Hello, everyone, sorry it took so long, I am not used to this town yet." She said while sitting.

"Well I am waiting" I said.

"Ok, we will tell you, everything, sister." Caius said and Heidi nodded.

"Bella, there were things that we weren't allowed to tell you, like your past and human life. We couldn't." …. He sighed.

"Understand that in that time, you were just another guard, and in time you became Aro´s daughter so we didn't dare to tell you, we will be dead if we tell you. Felix find you in a cliff, you wanted to jump because you were heartbroken, you see, Edward here…(he looked at Edward) abandoned you, you were in love with him, but he left you alone." He said and I felt like if claws were crashing my heart.

"Wait.. I did leave.. But I was trying to protect you.." Edward said and I my eyes were in fire, I felt the house tremble…

"Calm down Bella" Heidi said, I took a long breath.

"as I was saying Felix find you and stopped Victoria, she wanted to killed you because Cullen here killed her mate, James so, she wanted revenge. He brought you to us, and we saw how much you were hurting, we saw the pain in your eyes, I thought you were dead, and Aro saw an in defense less girl, who needed protection, so we turned you. Felix fell in love with you from the moment he saw you. The first days on your vampire life were so disturbing; you just crawl in the corners hurt, unable to move on, Felix was hurting too. That is when June came." He said and looked at June so she can't continue.

" Bella, Felix came to my room and explain everything to me, he told me that he needed me to used my powers so you forget every pain HE put you through. HE is the reason why you were miserable. So I agreed to used my powers with you, I erase every memory about him and his family. So you can live a happy life with us, as a sister" June finished.

"you see Bella, we couldn't cause you pain, first because you are like a sister to us, and then because well… we are scared on how you would react." Jane said looking down.

"and how will I react to know that my life is a completely lie? I said, with a wicked smile on my face, she just back up a little bit, rising her hand.

Ok, now that they tell you their side of the story I can tell you mine perspective." Edward said, getting up of the chair, pointing that we talk in the room.

"ok, talk, let me tell you that if they let you be in this conversation, so you will let them hear ours." I said, I was really mad and hurt with everyone.

"ok, the truth is that I did leave you, but it was because I wanted to protected you, you were in constant danger with us, and I didn't want to condemned you in this life, I loved you too much for that, so after your 18th birthday, which was a disaster because jasper attacked you, I decided to leave, but you have to know that I didn't know you were going to be like that, I thought you were going to move on, then after years of pain, I saw you in Italy and I realized that I couldn't be with you. Then they stopped me, you had a husband, a life, a family and I had nothing without you. I love you like anyone had ever love another, I can't leave with out, I am nothing when I am not with you, please understand. I would never forgive myself for what I did in the past." He said and I stopped hearing him after he admitted he did leave me, how could he, if they say I loved him, he left me to suffer and here I am mad at my family, when I should have been mad with them, they left me.

I was mad, the house was trembling, and suddenly the windows explored, the fire in the fire place rise through the roof, and every one jump out of their chair, Jane scream and June got under the table, she was really scared of my reaction toward her.

I got up and jump on top of the table, I grabbed Edward by his shirt and lift him up. I was angry at him for leaving me. I remember every thing now, James, Victoria, meadow, woods, and his words. "it will be as I never existed", now I will make that happened.

"YOU LEFT ME, YOU LEAVE ME I THE WOODS ALONE, I KILLED ME WITH THOSE WORDS. YOU DECIDED THAT I WOULD LIVE WITH OUT YOU, KNOWING YOU WERE MY LIFE!!!!!!!! I yell at him, my eyes were red as fire. I wanted to cause him pain, but my heart was yelling to stop because I loved him, I wasn't in control now. The hurt, the memories came back and I can't take this much pain. I loose control and through him into the wall causing a loud thunder sound. He just lay on the floor.

"Bella, calm down, you are tearing the house apart, you need to calm down" Heidi told me, grabbing my wrist. I couldn't I wanted to cause him pain.

"Bella.. I love you" he said to me and I just snap. I fell on the floor I was sobbing blood out of my eyes. My heart was burning; I felt my body tremble, shaking.

"You….." I just manage to say and I heard people coming through the living room, when I looked up I saw Emmet, jasper and Alice holding Edward and looking up me growling at me because of the pain I was giving to their brother.

"Alice, take him, she is not in control and she will kill him, she need to calm down, go before she react again." Alec said, pushing every Cullen to the door, Edward was trying to free himself to run next to me.

I couldn't see or hear straight, I couldn't say anything, the house was a mess, every glass object in the house was broken and the cars have their alarm on, the windows were destroyed too. I felt someone grabbed me and lift me, I just press my head to the hard chest that was holding me. I could hear voices.

HEIDI POV

As a saw Bella attached Edward, I jump out of the chair and step aside, I knew she wasn't in control any more, but what could e do, only Felix clam her down when this happened, he wasn't here anymore.

Alec told the cullens to leave and take Edward with them, we walked to the door and shade was coming toward us, running, I couldn't tell who it was until he step out to the light and everyone freeze.

"But.. how….." Jane said terrify of who was standing in front of us.