OH MY GOSH!! i am so so so so so so so so so sorry times infinity!! (thats a lot of sorry's) school has been ruling my life AND my computer screwed up last weekend and i had to go to the store to get it fixed and they said they had to keep my baby over night!! so... i just got it back from the apple store last night (yes i have a mac {go macs!!}) so thats why i havent updated in SOOOOO long P.S. sorry its kind of short

there is still a pole on my profile and i used to think that 'o i don't need to vote because i am sure a bunch of other ppl will' but guess what!! only 2!!! ppl have voted so i would appreciate your vote too, yes YOU!!

i don't own twilight cry cry cry but i do own angy and....john but he is gone.....or is he.....dun dun dun....

also i am reading a really good book called Paper Towns so if you like adventure and romance and mystery and comedy all in one this is the book for you! but if it were rated i would rate it PG-13 it has a lot of bad stuff in it if you know what i mean so if you have any questions about it please feel free to PM me!

Chapter 8

Excuse Me?

Today would be hard on every one and we all knew it too. Today was the first day of classes, also the first day of my first college experience and…the start of a one month period without my daughter. We had decided that a month was a good enough period of time for me to get settled in and know the college life. We had also decided to let Renesmee and Jacob stay for this night and the night before because they begged and pleaded, and Renesmee started crying and I just couldn't let her go. So I needed to get them up so they could get ready to go.

We had let them sleep in Alice and Jasper's room sense they had the most restraint out of the three couples to not do anything sexual around Nessie.

We had had different room arrangement but when most of the staff is males and Rosalie is your sister you can get away with just about anything. What happened originally was Alice and I were in a room together and Edward and Emmett were in a room together because we all had the same last name and sense it was a coed floor and coed rooms by request Rosalie and Jasper were roomed together because they were "twins". The reason we didn't request to be with out mates in the first place was because we didn't want anyone to get suspicious. So when the guy that came to check on us Rosalie would do her thing and then Emmett would let the guy know that she was taken and he would be either too depressed or too excited to realize that we were all in different rooms. I guess we did everyone else on our floor a favor because this was like couple central; everyone was together on our floor so we actually fit right in.

When I got out of bed I felt hands wrap around my waist and pull me back down. "Where do you think you are going little missy?" Said a beautiful velvet voice that he knew I couldn't resist. So I laid back down and stared into his topaz eyes.

"I have to go wake up Jacob and Nessie, they need to get going they need to get home." And then it hit me. "Oh my gosh how are they going to get home! They cant take Emmett's car or your car, and I am not letting Nessie ride on his back. Oh my gosh how could I not have thought about this I am such a bad mother! Edward what do I do?" I screamed and buried my head into his porcelain chest. He stroked my hair and kissed my head. I am sure he was used to my panic attacks back than. Ever sense I was changed I had all this free space in my mind and you think that would help me remember stuff…

"I will go wake them up, you just get ready to go, ok my love?" He said in a very soothing voice and got out of bed.

"Ok." I answered in a daze as I stared at his beautiful naked body. I forced myself to get out of bed and get dressed.

Edward's POV

"I will go wake them up, you just get ready to go, ok my love?" I said. I knew if she went to go wake them up, she would see that they were already awake and that would upset her in some way. She was so crazed that anything would have thrown her off the edge, and knowing Alice the way I did, they weren't asleep.

"Ok." She replied. She looked like if she were standing right next to me, we would be back in the bed in milliseconds.

And with that I was out the door and headed down two doors to Alice and Jasper's room. When I walked in I was surprised to see Jacob and Nessie still asleep and Alice and Jasper staring at each other intently like they always did when they were in a place where they couldn't show just how much they loved each other. They were more modest about their relationship then the rest of us were, well besides Carlisle and Esme. Then I heard a noise that sounded like crying in the other room. When I walked in I saw Angy sitting on the rocking chair with her hands on her face and tears streaming down her cheeks. My first thought was to go comfort her and ask what was wrong then I wondered how she could possibly be crying, she was a vampire…right?

She is half vampire Edward. The venom was sucked out of her vain right before she completely turned. That's why her future is so fuzzy to me, she is only half like me but nothing like Renesmee, she has half human characteristics but Angy has all the characteristics of a vampire and only about 1/8 of her characteristics are human…if that makes sense.

I made a slight nod in her direction then went over and sat down next to Angy. "What's wrong?" I asked in a polite tone.

"Nothing, you wouldn't understand." She said between gasping breaths

"Um I'm sorry but not to get off subject…but do you know how to let down your mental or physical shield?" I said hesitantly.

"Um I have tried it a couple times, why?"

"Well if you let down your mental shield I will be able to see what your are thinking and feeling."

"Um I can try." She said with less confidence then I have ever heard her with.

She squeezed her eyes shut really tight and…and…

Again with the 'o I don't need to vote because other ppl will' well if everyone thinks that then i won't get any reviews and that would make me sad so...PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP please review i love knowing that ppl read my story!! and if i dont get any reviews...i will stop writing and you wont know what happens to them and you will always wonder if angy is bad or good, if john will be back, and a lot of other things!!