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I came back with a tiny tiny teaser because I haven't had much time to write, so I decided to let you take a look at chapter 10 and one of the most intense scenes in it.
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CHAPTER 10
TEASER
*Flash Back*
"What?" he asked incredulously. She had to be kidding, playing a seriously insensitive bad joke.
"You heard me." Izzy looked up to him with her teary eyes, fighting to hold her tears back. "I can't do this, Cam."
"Don't." He asked, moving closer to her, but Izzy stretched out her arm and leant one of her hands strongly on his chest pushing him back. "You can't do this to us, Iz. Please."
Izzy whimpered and closed her eyes as strongly as she could to not cry in front of him but it was completely useless. As soon as she took one deep breath to calm down, she whimpered once more and then one more time. Her body barely shaking as tears run down her face.
"Isabel…" He tried to come closer to her, and this time he didn't care about how hard she tried with her tiny arm to hold him in his place. He grabbed her wrist tightly and, without letting her go, he pulled her close to hold her.
"No." Izzy complained and tugged her arm, so he let go of her. Cam's grip didn't lose and he grabbed Izzy's other hand when she moved it fast to push him away. Another groan escaped from her cute lips, part of it because she was angry and part of it because she was surprised she grabbed her so fast and roughly.
"Listen to me," without letting go of Izzy's wrist, he leaned towards her so their faces were just a few inches away from each other's. Izzy's eyes were looking straight at her feet. "Look at me, Iz."
She shook her head no without even taking a glimpse at him. He pulled her hard and he didn't care about her crying growing louder.
"Stop it!" Without even think about it, he shook her roughly. "Stop it, Izzy!"
If he thought she was crying before, then she was crying her heart out now. He couldn't remember seeing her so tiny, helpless and hurt in a very long time, but he would've give anything out to never had seen her like that.
Cam felt his heart shrinking and a knot kept him from talking.
"I'm sorry…" He whispered, trying to stay calm, letting go of his grip and allowing Izzy to get rid of his hands. Izzy let both her arms hang on her sides like dead weight and she kept on looking at him with troubled eyed. "I didn't mean to—"
"No, it's fine." Her voice sounded shivery due to her crying. "I get it."
"You get what exactly?"
Izzy shrugged and let go of her breath.
"That I tend to get the worst out of people."
No... There had to be a way for her to let him back in, so he could help her as much a she helped him.
"What do I have to do?"
"What do you have to do for what, Cam?"
"What do I have to do for you to forgive me?" He sounded desperate, but it didn't matter. He was desperate. Izzy just couldn't let him out the door so easily. "There has to be something I can do for you to accept my apology. You can't just tell me that there isn't anything I could—"
"There is nothing, Cam, nothing you could say or do to make me forgive how much I've suffered for you." He hadn't noticed his eyes were watering, until he had to blink away the tears to see Izzy. "And I mean you, Cam, not Luce. Because of you I almost lose my place in Heaven and, if I remember correctly, it's because of you I'm down here on Earth. Because of you I've spend centuries—centuries Cam—plunged in such deep sadness that I can't even begin to describe it. All of that, so that when to finally accepted my apology, and letting me love you the way I've loved you for what's probably too much time, you could betrayed me! You could hurt me more than once… Sixty years of loneliness can't be compared to everything I've put up with."
A tear slid down his nose and he wiped it away with one finger. He wasn't used to showing his feelings, but –once again—Izzy had managed to get the most human out of him.
Only to tear him apart.
"This can't be the end." He wasn't used to beg, he hated sounding and feeling so desperate but all of his self-control had vanished.
"For me it ended over sixty years ago."
*End of Flash Back*
Chan!
Hope you liked it :D
I want to say thanks for all the great and supportive as hell reviews I've received, and for all the views!
- SamF: Thank you so much for reviewing! I'm glad you've liked it so far :D Hope this leaves you waiting for more! :D xx
- Alessandra: Here is a little bit more! ahahaa :) thanks for reviewing and please stay tune to read even more :) xx
- ejl96xxx: I know this doesn't really count as an 'update' but I hope this leaves you wanting and asking for more! Thank you so so so much for all the comments! You made a lot of my days, really :) xoxo
- Alexandra Darkwood: Como te dije, ¡me encanta el drama! Eso sí quizá quizá haya alguuuuuuuún beso por ahí cuando publique el capítulo completo, pero como ves, al menos por un tiempo las cosas estarán frías entre Cam e Izzy. Gracias por tu review! Espero sigas leyendo :D besos!
