Author's Note- There is a lemon in the chapter I can tell you when it starts for those who don't want to read it.

Teardrops on My Guitar

Chapter 12

Bella's POV

I was engaged, to Edward.

I grinned and looked at my ring, and gasped. It was beautiful. There was a circle shaped diamond in the middle. There were smaller diamonds on both sides. I remember looking at this ring once, I knew I wanted it. It was perfect. (On Profile)

"You like it?" He asked nervously.

"I love it." I said kissing him.

He smiled, relieved.

"How long have you been planning this for?" I asked curious.

"A while…" He looked nervous. "I went to Seattle to 'rescue you' from Alice and this store caught my attention and I just had to go in it. It was like there was something pulling me in. I saw the ring and I knew it would be perfect for you, and I knew since then that I was going to ask you. I was really nervous. I thought of so many ways, but they were too cliché or overused…I almost proposed to you many times before. Then I had a dream and I asked you to marry me on the beach and I thought it was perfect so…" He admitted.

I stood there stunned. He was so perfect. The way he proposed was so…perfect and so him.

I shivered from the cold and he automatically took of his jacket and placed it on my shoulder.

"We should go home now." He laughed.

He took my hand and we walked back. He would stop and kiss me, his hand would touch my ring and he had the biggest grin on his face. I know I probably did too. We picked up our shoes and he unlocked the door. I don't know what came over me but as soon as he had the door open I attacked him. There was a feeling burning inside me, and I wanted him, needed him.

He picked me up and carried me upstairs to his room without breaking the kiss. This man was talented. I walked back and fell onto the bed as soon as my knees hit it making him fall on top of me. He moaned and kissed me even harder. I broke away gasping for air but his lips never left my body. He kissed my neck, my jaw and kissed as far as my dress would allow him. I reached for the buttons of his shirt and slowly unbuttoned them. His shirt fell off as soon as all the buttons were undone.

I traced the contours of his chest, hard and soft at the same time. As soon as my hand touched his nipple he moaned. I smiled then pinched it and he moaned even louder. I turned us over so I was on top.

I was pressing Edward against the bed. I wasn't giving him any chances to change his mind. I knew that this was the next step in our relationship and I wanted to take it. Nothing was going to stop me tonight. I felt Edward's hands on my back, pressing me closer to him. I leaned in and pressed myself against him. His hard body under my soft one.

I felt his hands travel up my back to cup my chin and he stopped applying so much pressure. His kiss was softening and I was melting against his body.

I put my knees around him and kissed down his chest. Then I licked his nipple and he gasped and groaned. Deciding to be bold I bit it and he moaned the loudest I have ever heard him moan. I grinned.

I slipped down the strap of my dress and Edward's hand stopped me. I looked at him confused.

"Bella, could you please stop trying to take your clothes off?" He pleaded.

I pulled the strap back, rejection coursing through my body. He didn't want me…I got up off him and rolled on the other side of the bed and turned to face the wall. I felt so unwanted…so rejected. I tried to not cry. The tears were brimming in my eyes.

­EPOV

"Bella, love, can you tell me what's wrong?" I asked turning her around so eyes met mine. Her eyes were filled with tears as she looked into mine. I hurt me to see her like that when I didn't know why.

"There's nothing to talk about." She replied whispering looking away from me. A single tear escaped her eye.

I reached over to wipe her tear before taking her hand in mine. "Bella, something is bothering you, and I want to help you." I explained.

"It's not important."

"If it's bothering you it is important."

"I just feel like you don't want me." She admitted.

"Bella, you know I love you. I asked you to marry me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you" How could she think I don't want her.

"I know, Edward. But you don't want me… physically." She said turning red.

"How can you doubt that?"

"You pushed me away. What am I suppose to think?" She said as another tear rolled down her cheek.

"Bella, come here." I said bringing her to my chest. "I love you. I love every single part of you inside and out. And it was incredibly difficult for me to say no this morning. My entire body yearns for you in a way I never thought possible. I want you. Badly, Bella, so badly. I know what your limits are though and I will not lose you simply because of my manly needs. That's why I stopped. I don't want to push you beyond your boundaries. I could not live with myself if I lost you over something I did."

She looked up at me. "Edward, I want you. I don't want you to stop. Nothing you do can drive me away from you."

I looked down at her. I looked at those eyes that shone brightly for me. I saw the desire that I had refused to see before and I knew I had stepped out of imaginary boundaries. I felt guilty for not telling her about that night…

"Bella, I need to tell you something." Her eyes widened.

"It's not bad…" I think. "The night before yesterday, you were having a dream…about me. You were moaning when I woke up and you started grinding against me…and I know I should have woke you up and stopped you. I should have left…but I just lay there grinding against you…and then my actions caught up to me. And I know what I did was wrong…I should have told you but-" Bella put her hand on my mouth.

"Its not you fault. Its…normal. I know I would have done the same. I don't want you to feel guilty." She said.

"We can do this Bella but if you are really sure…I don't want you to regret it. She still looked unconvinced.

"Never ever again question my love or desire for you. I never want you to worry over that again. I want you to know that you're the only one who has ever held my heart. You're the only want I want to be with for the rest of my life. I can't even look at you without wanting to jump you, wanting to rip your clothes off. Never doubt that I don't want you." I bent down to kiss her lips. "Promise?" I whispered against her lips.

She nodded.

And I kissed her with everything I had. If she wanted this then she would get it. I don't even know how I stopped earlier.

Her hand moved to her dress again but I stopped her.

She looked at me confused.

­BPOV

Why I she stopping me again? Didn't he just say that he wanted me…

"That's my job." He whispered his voice husky. I held back a moan.

He slid my dress of my shoulder and kissed it then did the same to the other. I just tried to control my breathing. He slid the dress off me and I put it on the floor beside the bed.

He gasped staring at me…he didn't say anything.

"God Bella, your so beautiful." He sighed. I blushed.

His lips touched my forehead, my cheeks. He reached my neck and added pressure. His mouth began to kiss down my chest. I moaned when his lips touched the top of my breasts.

I pressed my chest forward and he got the message. He teased my nipple through the outside of the bra squeezing one in between his thumb and forefinger.

I moaned, wanting more. He just looked up and smiled before reaching behind me to unclasp my bra. In less than a second it disappeared, too. I closed my eyes but opened them after I felt Edward not moving.

"You're so beautiful" He whispered.

I blushed. He touched me like I was a china doll. His touch was so soft. I arched my back pushing myself closer to him.

I closed my eyes as his hot wet mouth enclosed my nipple. I couldn't suppress the moan that escaped my lips. He concentrated on that nipple and reached down and placed his hand on my other breast. He looked up and met my eyes. He smiled that secret smile that he only smiled for me before moving his mouth to the other one. I was gasping and moaning like crazy.

He trailed kissed down my stomach to my panties. Knowing that he was planning to take them off I pushed him and he looked at me in surprise. I got up on my knees and motioned for him to get up. He obeyed, and stood up at the edge of the bed.

I tried to take of his pants, which wasn't as easy as it sounds, because they were really tight on him right now. Finally the pants fell down leaving him in black silk boxers. I smiled at him.

I know I should fell embarrassed but I felt confident. Maybe because it was Edward, and we were both…inexperienced.

I slid down his boxers and he moaned when my hands grazed his erection. I gasped when I saw him…he was big…really big. And he was standing at full attention…for me.

He smirked at me. I touch his erection and he moaned. I ran my finger from the base of his penis to the head. Feeling bold, I took his errection in my mouth and he moaned.

I couldn't fit all of him in my mouth so my hands covered what I couldn't cover with my mouth. I looked up at his face to see his eyes closed and his head tilted back. I started bobbing my head up and down. His hands went to my hair to hold me down there. My other hand was massaging his balls. He moaned out my name over and over again. I bobbed and sucked faster and faster until he moaned really loudly, the loudest he had all night. His erection got bigger and then he released into my mouth.

He tasted so fantastic that all I did was smile at him. I had a new favourite flavour.

Before I knew what happened I was on the bed with Edward on top of me.

"You are far too tempting, you little vixen." He said, his voice husky and I moaned at the sound of his voice.

He slid my thong down my legs and off of me. He threw it over his shoulder and then lowered his head down to me. He kissed my wet folds, making me scream his name. He looked up and gave me a sexy smile, then lowered himself again.

He started to rub me when he suddenly shoved two of his fingers into me and started pumping. I moaned loudly.

"Edward." I sighed, and then he started rubbing my clit with his thumb. I moaned his name again.

"Yes love?" he asked innocently as if nothing was going on.

He pumped even faster, now starting to flick my clit, and my breathing neared hyperventilation.

He lowered his head and started licking me. His tongue played with my clit before entering me. His tongue darted in and out, while his thumb flicked my clit. I started bucking my hips upwards toward him, not being able to get enough.

"EDWARD!" I screamed. God it felt so good.

He just continued until all of my juices were released. He licked every drop of me up before coming up and kissing me hard on the mouth.

"God, I love to hear you scream my name. You are going to be screaming my name all night." He whispered into my ear.

I brought his face to mine and kissed him hard.

His eyes were full of love and concern.

"Edward, make love to me."

He kissed me again and brought his penis to my entrance.

"This is going to hurt Bella. Don't worry about biting me." He said. Then he crashed his lips against mine distracting when he broke through my virginity.

It hurt like hell…and I did bite him. He pulled back looking sad. I smiled at him.

I moved against him when it stopped hurting.

He started thrusting into me slowly and carefully.

"Edward! Faster!" I moaned and he listened going faster.

He started out slowly but then began to pick up speed as he kissed all over my neck and chest, and then my lips as well.

I melted into his kiss while bucking my hips against him. Words alone could not describe the feeling of Edward inside of me. I felt like I was in heaven. Our breathing quickened along with his pace. I was driven farther and farther into the mattress with each thrust. He was moaning just as loud as me.

"Oh god, Bella. You feel so damn good!" he said in between thrusts.

I could hardly breathe, let alone talk. Every now and then the only thing to come out of my mouth was, "Edward." And every time I said that, he just went harder.

I started meeting each one of his thrusts as his paced quickened even more.

"More...faster, Edward. Oh, lord, more." I screamed. He complied and I wrapped my legs around his waist to get even closer to him. He pumped faster and faster.

Finally, my walls started to tighten around him, and I could feel the spring coiled in my lower stomach finally snap. He came right after me, spilling his hot liquid inside me.

He rolled to his side pulling me with him.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too."

I picked the perfect time to yawn.

"Looks like I tired you out." He laughed.

"I don't mind you tiring me out like that at all." I laughed when he moaned.

"Sleep Bella. Before I change my mind." He groaned when I felt his errection against my thigh.

"Night Edward." I sighed.

"Night Love." He said kissing my forehead.

Author's Note- Lol. I wrote a lemon for you guys. Don't you love me. Before anyone asks Bella is on birth control…

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