Chapter 11… The Dream.
Edward's POV.
After Bella started to fall asleep I told everyone to go hunting that I would stay and take care of her. Rose said she wanted to stay with Emmett so I said ok. I read her mind and saw that she had kissed his cheek and cuddle up to him. I really was happy for her, although we were both endangering our safety and our loves. I knew that Rose had finally accepted the idea of loving a human, and everyone was way too happy for us. Especially Esme, and that was just weird. I don't know how they could allow us to be in love with humans. Not that that would stop me now. I took Bella to her dad's room, and right when I was about to leave I heard her say something. "Edward stay." So I did. I stayed with her that night she was cuddled up on my chest. Then out of nowhere I started to hum something. I was getting inspiration from this beautiful creature sleeping on my chest. It was a lullaby. It was the most beautiful melody I have every created or heard and I've heard my share of good lullaby's. And that's when I knew it was Bella's lullaby. The song itself was unique, beautiful. It was everything that could really describe Bella. So as I hold her close to me I saw her smile as I hummed to her and I could see she was resting very peacefully. I don't know how but I knew that I was in too deep. I loved her to much too, even if I tried to leave her I wouldn't be able to, it would be useless to even try. Not that I wanted to even consider the idea. Just the thought of not being with her and seeing her beautiful face, eyes, lips, and hear her voice ached my one beating heart. It was like all this time I only existed. I went hunting, talked, walked, went to school, etc. But know I could feel that I was living. It was almost as I had my soul or my heart back. Maybe she was meant to hold on to my soul and heart. Then that just meant that we were made for each other. But why now, I'm a vampire, so why now.
"Edward" I looked at Bella. First I thought I was hearing things although my hearing is 20x better then a humans could ever be.
"Edward" then I noticed she was talking in her sleep. That made me happy, she was dreaming about me, and it was a good dream to by the look of her smile.
"Edward don't leave me" What? She thought I would leave hear. This made me sad; her smile had gone to a frown. I didn't like the way it looked on her, this angel was suppose to always stay happy.
"Edward please don't leave me, I love you" This was killing me. How could she dream that I would leave her. I don't even have the strength. Wait she said she loved me. I mean I knew she liked me, she kissed me and I wasn't just a kiss I knew she felt something strong. But she truly loved me just like I loved her.
Then she started crying in her sleep and I couldn't take it. I wanted to wake her up; I didn't like it when she cried.
"Edward you can't die, we're suppose to get married" I heard her say these words as they slowly killed her and more tears came down her beautiful face. But what was she talking about. Marry? I was dyeing?
Then I had a weird vision
I saw a beautiful angel crying, she was looking down at me. She was holding one of my hands. Then I got a better glimpse and saw that she looked exactly like Bella but she was wearing strange clothes like from 1920s.
"Edward please fight it, you have to get better. You can't leave me; you promised you would get through this. You said we would marry after you got better. Edward I'm all alone, please you can't leave me too. I love you so much please don't go."
Then I heard myself speak.
"Bella Love, please be strong. I'll find a way to come back to you I promise. But right now I got to go, I'm sorry love but I have to let go right now. I will find you again; you just have to be strong. Bella look at me." Then I saw Bella look into my eyes and i said "I love you more then my own life, please don't do something stupid. Please stay strong, try to move on. I'll try my best to get back to you." Then my voice started to fade.
"Bella I love you" were my last words as I let the darkness swallow me. But I heard one more thing and that's what killed me the most. My beautiful angel was dying because I was dying.
"Edward NO!" and that woke me up from my vision I heard Bella scream.
"Bella Love please wake up" I tried to wake her, so I shook her little and that did it she woke up.
"Edward" then she was crying on my chest, sobbing as I tried to comfort her.
"Bella it's ok it was just a dream. Love please calm down." The vision and her words were still running in my mind trying to figure out a meaning to it.
"Edward but it was so real, you were dyeing" her words were killing me. She was still sobbing but when she said that I was dyeing she broke out even more.
"Bella I know this is hard but tell me about your dream." I wanted to compare her dream to my vision or whatever that was that I had.
"You were lying in a hospital bed, but it wasn't from this year everything looked old like in the old movie after ww1 happened. You had beautiful green eyes but you were dyeing. You said you would come back for me, you promised you would find a way, but I was saying that you promised you would marry me that you would pull through I said that you couldn't leave me because I was alone. And then you just died after saying I love you" she said the last words through sobs. She had described my vision but what did this mean.
"Bella calm down I'm hear I'm not going to leave you." I started to hum her lullaby and then she started to calm down. A few minutes later she fell asleep again and this time she was happy and sleeping with a smile once again.
