Chapter 20... Always meant to be

Bella's POV

Things with Emmett went very well, I was happy we were finally in on the family secret.

After Emmett found out, Edward brought me home. He had agreed to come back after my brother got home. I went to take a shower after Edward had left and now I was making something to eat. It had been an hour after Edward had left. I was alone at home and I had a bad feeling about it. I decided to call Edward and ask him if Emmett was still there. I took my cell out and dialed his number.

"Hello love." He sounded happy to hear me.

"Hey. Umm are you going to take any longer Edward? I have an uneasy feeling of been alone today." I could hear the fear in my voice and hated it, Edward would feel bad. Then I heard the door ring. I walked towards the door.

"I don't know love your brother's still here. Why do you feel afraid?"

"I don't know Edward it's this weird feeling that something bad might happen." I said as I opened the door.

"Jacob" I almost screamed. I tried to slam the door but he pushed it open.

"Bella what's going on, why did you say Jacob?" Edward asked nervously.

"Edward get over here please. " I told him

"Jacob get out of here." I screamed at him.

"Bella is that boy there." I Edward sounded angry.

"Yes Edward please come now." I plead.

"Bella who are you talking to. Oh don't tell me it's your boyfriend. Well Bella there's no one that's going to help you now is there." He took the phone and hung up. I was in deep shit if Edward didn't get here fast enough.

Edward POV

Emmett was taking a long time to leave to leave. I was anxious to get back to Bella. Thinking about Bella my love was calling me.

"Hello love." I was happy she called.

"Hey. Umm are you going to take any longer Edward? I have an uneasy feeling of been alone today." I could hear the fear in her voice and I didn't like it. I wanted to be there to comfort here.

"I don't know love your brother's still here. Why do you feel afraid?"

"I don't know Edward it's this weird feeling that something bad might happen." I was debating with myself to go over there at this moment.

"Jacob" as I was pacing in my room I heard her say Jacob's name. What does that asshole have to do in this?

"Bella what's going on, why did you say Jacob?" I was nerves now; I started to walk down to the family room.

"Edward get over here please. "She told me in a scared voice. My family was around me.

"Jacob get out of here." I heard her scream at someone.

"Bella is that boy there." I was so mad I wanted to kill the kid.

"Yes Edward please come now." She begged me to go to her.

"Bella who are you talking to. Oh don't tell me it's your boyfriend. Well Bella there's no one that's going to help you now is there." I heard a male's voice and then the line was cut off.

"Edward what's going on why are you mad?" Emmett was the one to ask

"Emmett sorry but I don't have time for this, Jacob is at your house." And I ran out the door. I ran as fast as my feet could take me. I didn't want Bella to be with that boy any minute longer. I should have never left her alone. Stupid Jacob is dead.

Bella's POV

"Jacob what do you want." I started to walk backwards until I fell on the couch.

"Well Bella I believe we never finished our time together the other day in your room." He looked evil, I wanted Edward to come through the door and kick Jacob out. I couldn't stand being near him any longer. Then next thing I know Jacobs on top of me forcing his lips on me again.

"Jacob please stop. Why are you doing this? Jacob your hurting my arm." I tried to push him away but he was to strong.

"Bella I want you, all of you that's why I'm doing this. Bella your body is calling me I need you." He was making me sick. I didn't want him in me; I would rather die a virgin then have sex with him.

"Jacob that is sick, don't do this. You know it's wrong." I tried to get him to listen to reason.

"No Bella I want you now and I'm going to get what I came here for." He ripped my shirt open. He kissed every inch of my body that was uncovered. I tried screaming but I lost my voice, I couldn't find it. Then just as I was about to give up hope, I screamed his name.

"EDWARD!" just as I did he came through the door, well he didn't break it or anything. He looked angry now he looked more than angry. I knew if Jacob didn't get out now he would die. The quote if looks could kill would describe the way Edward looked at Jacob.

"MUTT get off of her." Edward grabbed him by the shirt and threw him out the door.

"What the fuck. You don't just kick me out like that." Jacob screamed.

"If I ever hear or see you anywhere close to Bella, her family or this house I swear I will hunt you down Jacob Black." Edward said as he slammed the door on him. I ran to him and he embraced me in his arms.

"Shhh Bella, Love it's ok." He tried to comfort me.

"Oh Edward" that was all I could say before I broke out crying. He rubbed my back in circles. Then I shivered at the coldness of his skin. He noticed because he took of his sweater and put it around me.

"Bella I'll take you to your room." He picked me up and started to take me upstairs. He put me on my bed and lay down next to me. He hummed my lullaby, and then my sobs started to fade. I was laying my head on his chest. I looked up to his eyes.

"Thank you Edward."I thanked him then reached up to kiss him. He kissed me passionately as he pulled my body on him.

"Love you don't need to thank me I would do anything for you." He kissed me, and this kiss had more meaning to it, he never really forced his lips on mine the way he did in this kiss. I knew he wanted me just as much as I wanted him. I also knew that I wouldn't be able to stop what would happen after and I had a feeling that Edward wouldn't stop either. As he started to pull his sweater off of me he looked at me with eyes that asked for permission, I granted his wish as I kissed his neck knowing that no one would stop tonight, until my brother came into mind. I knew he could come through those doors at any moment and we would get in a lot of trouble. As much as it hurt I pulled away. Edward looked hurt.

"No Edward I really do want you but my brother or father could come home at any moment. This really isn't the place to continue this."I said it with sadness. I wanted to keep going but knew we couldn't.

"Sorry, your right, how about we distract our self's with something else." He paused as he remembered something. "Oh right I was meaning to talk to you about something."

"About what Edward" I was curious now.

"First can you please go put a shirt on; I can't concentrate with your beautiful body exposed." I blushed as I got up and walked to my closet. I walked back as I put my shirt on.

"Ok so what did you want to talk about." I asked as I lay next to him and he put his arms around me.

"Love remember that dream you had of me long ago, you know the one where I was dying." The thought made me whimper a little. I remembered that dream clearly and I wasn't happy about it.

"Yes Edward I remember, what about it." I asked so we could get of the subject.

"Love I don't think that was only a dream. I know it's going to be hard to understand but listen to me carefully." He paused." Before I died there was a girl in my life, I don't remember her but Carlisle said I was suppose to marry her." I pulled away from him and sat on the edge of the bed as I looked away. Edward had another love, I know it was a long time ago but this hurt a lot. I tried to fight the tears but lost. Tears came rolling down my cheek and I couldn't stop it.

"Bella, love please listen to everything I have to say." Edward said as he pulled my chin so he could see me. He kissed the tears away and I nodded for him to go on although I didn't want to hear anymore.

"Okay, Well Carlisle also said that before I died I had told him that I wanted to forget her, that I would break her heart and my promise of marrying her. When I died and Carlisle saved me I couldn't remember anything. I didn't know who I was where I was, I didn't know anything. I didn't remember anything about the girl I was supposed to marry." His words made me cry more.

"Edward is there a reason you're telling me that you love another girl" I was mad and I didn't want to hear this anymore.

"Bella please listen. When you had your dream I had a flashback, or a vision of my past. Bella the girl I was in love with and was supposed to marry was you." Ok I was totally lost.

"Bella look at this." He took something out from his pocket and handed it to me. I started to read it, I looked like a very old newspaper. The front was a couple. It was Edward and I but in this picture he had green eyes. I started to read the headline. Edward Anthony Masen engaged to Isabella Marie Swan. Holly cow. This was back in 1918. The paper said we had gotten engaged after dating for 2 years. Edward had proposed at the park after going for a walk. I looked away from the paper to Edwards eyes, he looked amused, happy, excited, and I also saw understanding.

Then it all clicked. That feeling that I've had about knowing him before I even meet him was because we have meet before. 108 years ago to be exact.

"Edward so why am I here. I mean I know you're a vampire but how am I alive." That confused me a lot.

"Bella I have a theory, I think that when I left, you met someone. I think you had kids and kept your family going. I think that you were so in love with me that although you met someone you weren't able to let go. Before I died I promised I would find a way back to you, and you had promise to wait for me. Bella I think you're a reincarnation of the Bella I knew back then, destiny put you back in my life. Bella, Love we were always meant to be together." He had a smug look, his eyes look like they were glowing and as he said this words I couldn't help but know he was saying nothing but the truth. Something inside me was free and I could feel that I had always meant to be Edwards no matter what.

"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen you've kept me waiting long enough." And as I said these words I got flashbacks. It was my life with Edward; we were happy and never sad. We went on walks, he took me to dinner, I saw our first kiss I also saw our last. I saw his mother, I saw mine. I saw the first time we meet and the day we had become a couple. I remembered my puppy the one he gave me. I saw the day he proposed to me and then I saw the day he died. As I saw this, tears started to build up inside me and I held him....as tight as I could, with the thought of never letting him go.

"Bella did you see that?" so Edward had a flashback to.

"Yes." I said

"I knew it, we were always meant for each other. Faith brought you back to me my love." He said as he pulled me closer to him

"Oh Edward, I did promise you that I would wait for you. That's why I'm back in your arms. I'm here for you only." I knew that was true. Edward kept his promise just like I kept mine with a little help of faith. Know we could be together forever.