Bpov

We pulled into to a truck stop for dinner finally and I guess we were going to find a campground for the night. I'm glad it's early in the week.

I was sitting eatting dinner and every once and a while I would watch Edward. Jacob, Billy and him were getting along.

"He's a good guy Bells." I turned to my dad. "It was kinda of strange he wasn't with me and Rose since lunch though." I told my dad.

"I want to talk to him get to know the man that going to be well helping my baby girl for her dream."

"Dad, don't get all emotional on me now. Besides he makes me laugh and I noticed he made me feel better after asshole tried to call this morning again."

"Yeah Edward told me about that, you kinda of freak the the poor guy out." My dad and I laughed. "Bells we're changing your number, I'm sorry but this time I'm stepping in. Mike been at this for years and I'm not going to have him messing up your dream." I leaned on dad shoulder.

"Your right dad, it's time for you to step in." He wraps his arm around me and kisses to top of my head. "I love you Bells."

"I love you to dad." I told him. "Back to mr. dream boat there." I leaned up and turned to my dad and gave him a smug look.

"Hey, I call them as I see them!" He said. "Alright, you got me there he is hot." I tell my dad as I turned back around and leaned back against with my arms crossed.

What's nice about mine and my dads relationship is we can talk about everything and I mean everything. Poor Edward is in for a embarrassment with this crew.

Were family and that's the way I want to keep it. I can't change it because it will just well mess me up.

Rose and I get into the camper and Edward walks in behind us. He holds out his hand to us. We look at him confused. "Keys I'm driving!" Rose and I look at each other and smile. I drop the keys into his hand.

"Your a keeper Cullen!" Rose said. I shove Rose and gave her a glare. "Oh, if this race goes well, I already talked to your dad and we're trading this in and it's a surprise and my treat. Cause if I'm riding with you girls I'm spoiling you."

Rose and I looked at each other and smiled. "Were going to watch a movie." Rose said. "Alright!" Rose grabbed my hand and about knocked me off my feet.

She shut my door and put her favorite movie in. Grease. I rolled my eyes. "Bella I see the way you look at Edward."

My eyes widen. "Rose, I mean he hot. Like I told dad he made me feel better after Mike called. He makes me laugh." I told her.

"What about this morning?" I started blushing. I picked up a pillow and threw it at her. "I felt like an idiot this morning because of that."

"You should of seen Edward when he tried to figure out what he seen out of the corner of his eye when you hid back in the bathroom. He looked then shrugged his shoulder and got more coffee. I tried so hard not to laugh."

I giggled. "Then I got Edward attention, I watched you in the mirror trying to keep Edward occupied. Then when you shut the door he turned his head. He whispered under his breath, strange and stretched the top of his heard."

I broke out laughing. I just couldn't help myself. "Bella I have never seen you laugh so much, it's nice." I turned and looked at her. "I'm really happy I guess." I smiled. "That looks good on your face to. Maybe I just might get you in that skirt yet."

I looked up to the ceiling. Maybe she right. "Rose when we get to the track I'm going to take you up on that offer, for that night. I want to see what happens." She turns her head with a smile on her face.

"Rose, don't go to wild on me now." I told her." I told her. "Don't worry!".

At the race track. "Bella you want to go look at the track?" Edward asked. Rose and I look at each other and smile then look at Edward. "Alright two females with the same look I don't know if I like this." He said.

We started pushing him out the door. "Oh, no! Edward the girls are going for there umm, let's just say there style and we don't tell no one that Bella is the driver." My dad told him.

Edward shook his head and smiled. We smiled and shut the door and locked it. We started running through the motor home and shutting curtains. Then met in the middle. "Are you ready Bells to impress your first guy?" I bit my bottom lip.

"Let's just hope it's Edward and no one else and I don't have to regret this?" Then we squealed. Rose already took a shower before we got here.

I got into the shower to calm my nerves down. I got out and walked into the bedroom and Rose had the outfit laid out on the bed.

"Are you sure about this Bella, this is something really big for you." Rose said as she came in behind me.

I take a deep breath. "Yeah, Rose I'm sure. Beside have you ever heard me say a guy is hot before?" I asked her. "Nope those words never came out of your mouth, among everyone going to flip because you have never wore that before."

I laughed. I pushed Rose out so I could get dressed. Once dressed I like I couldn't believe it. I open the door. "ROSE, HELP!" I was felt out of my element. "Ohhh, come here!" She open here arms up and I walked up and buried my face into her chest and she wrapped her arms around me.

"I can't believe I'm doing this all for a guy damn it, how stupid am I?" She giggled. "Hey think of it this way, it's still your style it's a jean skirt it's black. It's not a dress and your wearing tennis not dress shoes. I'm not putting make up on you at all I'm just going to do a little something with your hair."

I pulled away. "Your right, I'm making a big deal out of nothing." I walked over and sat down and let her do my hair. She took and only added a little body to it like I had when I took him to the race track. She took a white shoe string and made it into a head band.

"There see all I did is just added something different. Now let's get our shoes on and show those men what were made of Bella Swan."

I put my shoes on and Rose walked out first and then I was next. "Everyone had to do a double take, Edward on the other hand about fell over.

"Well, you got Edward attention, but you got everyone else's too!" Rose said. "Shut up!" I pushed her.

My dad come up. "Bells, umm are you trying to empress a certain guy?" He asked me. I turned my head and blushed. "Come with me please!" My eyes widen. "Dad where you taking me?" I asked him.

"Just shut up and go with it!" My dad said. I turned to Rose and mouthed "Save me, please!" She just laughed.

"Oh don't worry I'm not going to say anything Bells." Dad told me. "Dad, god it's like you want me with him!" I smirked.

I was standing in front of Edward now. "Edward I was wondering if you wouldn't mine since you been here many times before if you show Bells around?" My dad asked Edward. I just shake my head.

"It be my honor to show Bella around sir." I look up and give Edward a funny look. Be my honor, what is that suppose to mean?

My dad turned and walked away. Note to self, kick my dad ass later.

"Shall we?" Edward asked. Pointing the way. I put my hands behind my back.

"So what would you like to see first?" Edward asked. "The garage and my car please." I told him. Edward lead the way.

When we walked up I stopped. I was amazed at how huge it was. I walked up to the door and Edward open it and I walked in. Edward took me to my car.

I ran my hand down it and walked around then stopped in front it. "Now I notice Rosalie had to put my racing uniform in my trailer so that must mean I have to get ready in my motor home instead of a locker room?" I asked Edward.

"That's right!" I watched him put his hands behind his back. "Tomorrow are the time trial right?" I asked. "Yes!" He kept walking slowly to the back of my car.

"Can we go to where my pit going to be now?" Edward nods. I follow him and he shuts off the lights behind him.

"This will be your pit on Saturday!" I was amazed how everything was set up different. I ran up the stairs to where my dad will be sitting tomorrow and Saturday.

"My dad will be able to see me much better from here." I told Edward. "Where will Rick my spotter be. Edward pointed to just above where all the fans sit.

I ran back down the stairs when I caught a glimpse of the track. I walked from the pit over to the wall. I didn't care I was in a jean skirt.

"BELLA WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I heard Edward on the other side of the pits. I ignored him.

I turned and put my back against the wall and put my arms up and pulled myself up. I turned myself around and jumped down.

I walked slowly out slowly to the the track once in the middle I kneeled down and put my hand against the pavement. I closed my eyes and imagine myself in my car on this track.

"Is this what your talking about becoming one with your car and the track?" I heard Edward asked. I smiled. "Yeah, it's part of it. But mainly my car to. I like to just feel my car the night before a race and come out to the track. Some how it feels like I'm putting my focus on the race just before I go to bed. It's hard to explain."

"Everyone has there own thing Bella, but you I just see something different." I get up and start walking back. I got to the wall and pulled myself up. "I seen all I wanted to see for now!" I told him.

Then I jumped down and put my hands in the pocket of my jacket. "Edward you think before my car goes out tomorrow and Saturday I can just see it?" I asked him.

"Yeah, I'll take you myself!" He told me. "Thank you!" I told him. "No problem. I got to make a pit stop and say hi to my family will you be alright?"

"Edward, who got freaked out?" He chuckled. "I'll meet you back at the motor home." He told me. I kept walking along until I bumped into someone.

"Oh, I'm.." I was stopped. "Well look who it is ugly bitch Isabelle Swan. So what brings you here?" I couldn't believe what I was seeing in front of me. Then I heard the asshole himself walking up behind her.

"Tanya who you talking to?" He asked her. "Miss. Ugly bitch herself, I don't know what you see in her because she is not pretty at all!" She said.

Mike started to walk towards me. "Oh come on why you being like that Bella. Tanya she not that bad."

Mike walks up to me, and I try to back up from him but he grabs my arm. "Mike let go of me now!" I told him. "No why should I and look your actually wearing a skirt." My eyes widen. How did I get both them at once.

Then I see Rose. "ROSE HELP ME!" Rose snapped her head around and started running to me. "Let her go Mike!" Rose told him. Not on your life. "Rose go get help that way." I looked behind me. She took off running.

Mike picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. I started hitting him. "Mike put me down!" I finally was able to push myself up and I took my elbows and slammed them down on his shoulders.

Both of us went down to the ground. I started to scoot away. "You bitch your not getting away." He walked up and smacked me across the face.

"HEY, LEAVE HER ALONE!" I heard Edward say. "Who are you?" Mike asked him. "A close friend of hers now leave and don't you ever touch her again!"

"BELLA!" I heard Rose and she grabs my arm and wraps hers around me. I just keep looking down to the ground. Mike walks away. Rose never let's go of me. Then I see the motor home and I closed my eyes and that's when I run into the motor home.

I sit up the floor against the wall and pull my knees against me. "Bells!" I heard my dad come in. "Baby girl my god!" He left the door open and runs to my side.

"Are you alright?" He asked me. But I couldn't even look at him in the face. He tries to reach for my face! I grabbed it before it even touches my face.

"What did Mike do to my beautiful girl!" He said. "ARRRGGGHH, DON'T YOU GET IT, I'M NOT FUCKING BEAUTIFUL DAD, I'M NOT EVEN PRETTY. MIKE EVEN SAID HE DIDN'T WANT ME FOR MY LOOKS. MAYBE THERE RIGHT I'M UGLY!" I pushed his hand away.

"Just get out please!" He got up and went to the door and turn and looked at me one more time then walked out.

That's when the tears finally fell for the first time in my life. After about an hour I heard the door.

"Is it alright I sit here?" Edward asked. I buried my face so he didn't see me cry.

"I heard what you said all the way out there, I may not of not of know you very long Bella. But I know one damn thing and that's your not ugly not by a long shot. Bella look at me please!"

I slowly lift my head. "Hi! Can you come for a walk with me please?" He stands up and holds his hand out. I look at him a minute. Then go to reach for his hand I went to touch his hand and I felt a shock I pulled back.

I finally just grabbed ahold of his hand and the shock went through my whole body. He poled me over to the sink a minute and took a paper towel and wet it down.

"Don't move, where he hit you there some dried blood." He told me. At first I back away. "I won't hurt you." He told me. He takes and gently wipes it off. That's when and idea comes to me.

I take his hand back into mine and pull him outside he stops. He walks over to my Dad. "We're going to talk, but I guess she as a way to get a way from here she won't say anything yet."

My dad snaps his head up and looks at Rose and she nods her head. "Yeah, I think it's a better idea and I hope you know how to drive a motor cycle or I should say off road bikes." He tells Edward.

I walk over to the trailer and bring down the door and walk in I walk back way in the back where no one can see me and put on my riding gear I leave my shirt on underneath my black leather jacket that matches my pants.

I pull out the bike for Edward and put the jacket and helmet on it. I go back in and but on my boots I push my motor cross bike out.

Edward eyes widen. "I take it you do motor cross racing to?" I just nod my head. I get on my bike and zip up my jacket. I put on my helmet.

"If I were you Cullen I better get your ass moving because she will leave your ass in the dust. I heard my dad tell Edwards.

I turned and looked at Edward and he started the bike. I motion for him to go first because he knows the area. I started my bike and took off after him.

Edward finally pulled off unto a dirt trail and he sped up. I shook my head. That's when I shifted the clutch and I took off.

I got up next to Edward and he looked at me and I waved at him when I realized this was a motor cross bike track.

I let my mine relax and just went with it. I took every turn and jump with ease, even though it was dark and I never been on it.

I finally got to where Edward had stopped and pulled up beside him!" I took off my helmet and put my kick stand down and got off. I started to walk off.

But Edward grabbed ahold of me by my waist. "Oh no you don't, I'm still not done talking to you, even though you haven't spoken a word."

He lets go and I turn and look up at him. "Now I know your angry and upset and I don't blame you. But that doesn't give you the right to shut every one out all of a sudden."

I turned and walked off. What gives him the right to tell me that I can't shut everyone out.

"SWAN NOW STOP!" I turned around. "I know I told you I help you, but how the hell am I suppose to help you now when you shut me damn it!" I go to turned.

"The reason I say your far from ugly, and average even is because what I see is someone standing in front of me that is beautiful, different and for being short you know how to scare the hell out of me." He laughs.

I started to laugh. I turn around. "I scare the hell out of you?" I asked him. "Yeah, the way you threw that phone and broke it." I smiled.

"Now there's that smile." He told me. Are you ready to get back know you got time trials tomorrow and I told someone I take them see there car before it comes out of the garage." I pushed him.

I get on my bike. "Keep at speed limit Bella." He told me. "Not on your life." I told him. "SWAN!" I heard Edward. But I kicked started my bike and took off.

I pulled in and I walked up to my dad. "I'm sorry dad, I love you!" He wrapped his arms around me and told me he love me to.

I walked up to Rose. "I need you to come with me I got to take care of a little business with a certain Tanya Denali." Rose rubs her hands together. Rose and I put our arms around each other waist.

I look back at Edward. He has a confused look on his face. I just smile at him.

We finally meet up with Tanya Denali being kissing some guy. I cross my arms.

"Rose was is it everytime I see Tanya Denali she either kissing somebody different or she busy trying to talk a guy to go out with her?" I asked Rose loud enough for Tanya to hear.

Tanya whips her head around. "Maybe because she can't keep her legs closed long enough Bella!" We bend forward put our mouths in a O and look at each other and cover other our mouths.

I leaned back up and give Tanya a smug look and reach over and high five Rose. We whip our heads around when we heard Edward laugh.

I turn my head and blush. Edward walks up between. "Good one ladies!" Rose and I look at each other and laughed.

"Edward what are you doing here, it's so good to see you." Tanya told Edward. She grabs his arms and pulls him away.

"What are you doing with the ugliest person in the world Bella Swan?" Edward pulls away. "Excuse me what you call Bella?" He asked.

"The ugliest person in the world, why?" Edward walks back over to me and wraps his arm around my waist then kisses my cheek. I turned and looked at Edward confused so did Rose.

Tanya gasp. "Edward how can you even touch her much less that?" She asked. "Oh you mean how can I hang around someone that's well beautiful, and how can I do what this?" Then Edward pressed his lips against mine. At first it shocked me and then I just went with it and just shut my eyes and let him kiss me.

He pulls and he looks at me for a minute and then turns back to Tanya. My legs felt like jello and were about ready to collapse. I think Rose noticed and came over on the other side of me and Edward tighten his arm.

I finally turned and just gave Tanya the biggest grin. "I hope your happy you ugly bitch now you have Mike after you and you have my Edward." She said. I felt Rose freeze. I walked forward.

Edward went to grab my arm. I turned and glared at him. He put his hands up in surrender. I stepped in front of Tanya and looked up at her.

"Man your ever short to as well as ugly!" My hands balled up into fists. "Tanya you kinda of went to far!" I heard Rose say. Tanya looked over to Rose.

That's when I took and stomp each of my feet on top of hers and then I went on my tip toes. "For being so little and ugly you can still hurt." She told me.

"I may be short but I can still hurt you. I'm not ugly, I'm not a bitch, do not ever say Mike's name in front of me anymore, oh one more thing Edward not your like some damn property, stay away from him he told you he's not interested in you learn to take the hint bitch."

That's when I drew my arm back and my fist went died on straight into her face.

I felt hands on my waist and pull me away. "Ok, I think she got the point Bella." Edward set me back down. "Like I said you scare the hell out of me!" He bent over and told me.

I started to laugh. "Bella behind you." I heard Rose. My arm went forward and elbow went back full force. Edward turned around and hid his face. "Rose remind me never to piss Bella off!" I turned around. I shook my head. "You were kissing Tanya, and you keep coming after me like Tanya Denali goes after Edward. Well Mike Your not ruining my dream and all this stops now."

I take and raise my leg and slam it down into his family Jewels. He falls to the rest of the way to the ground. I kneel down and take my finger and lift his face to look at me.

"Now maybe you'll stop thinking with your dick and leave me the hell alone asshole. I let go and slam my fist down into his face I stand back up.

"Rose, Edward, please!" Rose comes to my side and wraps arm around my waist.

We turn and look at Edward. He looks at us confused. Rose motion that it was safe. He runs up beside and I put my arm around his waist and he looks down at me and I smile.

He put his arm around my shoulder and we walk back to the motor home. "I'm just going to let you girls have some girls time I'm going to hang with the men a while. We start laughing.

Rose helps me make Edward bed. Then we head back to my room and shut the door. We changed clothes and I put Days of Thunder in.

"Bella by the way how was your first kiss?" I rolled over on my back. "Rose I don't know if you'll believe me when I tell you but I felt shocks all over my body, but it felt right."

"I noticed you about collapsed. I did the same thing when I kissed his brother Emmett tonight when you where gone on the bikes." I sat up and gave Rose a hug.

"I think it's funny how you scare the hell out of Edward. He told me to remind him never to piss you off." We sat there and laughed.

"Well, I'm off to bed Bella, time trials tomorrow and I got to get up in the morning and make sure the baby is ready!" I smiled good night Rose, love you!" I told her. "Love you too." She walked out.

I lay back over on my back and look up back up to the ceiling. I thought about that kiss Edward gave me. I knew it was to piss off Tanya but still.

I heard a knock on the door. "Come in!" I look over to the door and it was Edward. "Hey there are you ready for tomorrow?" He asked sitting down.

"Yeah, I guess it's just not like racing against other people though." I told him. "I know the feeling. Listen about earlier I'm sorry I didn't mean to.." I stopped him. "Don't apologize Edward I'm not mad it just took me by surprise that's all!" I told him. "I just got so mad when Tanya said those things about you, I still think I over stepped my boundaries and I shouldn't of done it!" I sat up. I was upset now because now I feel like my first kiss was a mistake.

"It's fine Edward, if you don't mind I need to go to sleep now please. I get up and walk to the door. "Are you sure your alright about?"

"Edward please I'm tired I need to go to sleep." I avoid it this time. "Can you please tell Rose to come back here I forgot to tell her something that needed to be down on the car."

"Yeah sure!" I shut the door!"

I climbed back on the bed and grabbed my pillow and hugged it. "Bella what you for.." She hurry up and shut the door and locked it.

She crawled up beside me. I leaned over against her when she wrapped her arms around me.

"I feel like my first kiss was a mistake now Rose. He said he feels like he over stepped his boundaries. Please stay with me tonight."

"Oh, Bella! I'm so sorry. I'm not going anywhere I'm staying right here.

I finally fell asleep in Roses arms.

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