Bpov
It was 6 in the morning when Rose woke me up. "How you feeling, mad upset. But I'm going to focus on the time trials and then I think after I'm going to for a ride I need some space. I just can't handle that kind of rejection and I need to close my self off again and just focus on what I love the most for now on. I'll just try to avoid talking to him today and looking at him." I told her.
"Are you sure Bella, because I'm sure going to miss that laugh and smile."
"Yeah, I'm sure. I'm going to hop in the shower can you get me a cup of coffee for when I'm done please?"
"Yeah!" She walked out. I grabbed a pair of shorts and tank top and walk into the bathroom.
Once done I walked back in my room and put my uniform only up to my waist. I put my hair in a pony tail and put my cap on.
"Bella, here your coffee. Edward asking for you something that he taking you to the garage."
"Yeah my tradition with my car remember!" I told her. "Are you still going to do it?"
"Yes, I'm just going to try and avoid him as much as I can." I stand up and hand her my coffee a minute. I pull the rest of my uniform on. I then put my hair up in my cap to hide it. She hands me my coffee back.
I take a deep breath. I walk out. "You ready?" Edward asked me. I just walk by him and out the door. He finally catches up to me.
"Are you alright?" He asked. I just hold up my coffee cup. "Oh yeah right!" I look out of my corner of my eye and he got a confuse look on his face.
He opens the door and I go and set the coffee one the tool bench. I set my hand on my car and I close my eyes I start to walk but I stop. I can't focus.
"What time do the time trials start?" I asked him not looking at him. "1. Why?" He asked.
I didn't say a word I walked out the door and once I did and I knew I was out of his site I started to run.
"Rose quick help me!" She runs over to the trailer that's got the motor cycles in it. I ran in. Shit mine in the motor home. I grabbed the one I brought for Edward and ran for the back.
"I leave take my uniform in my bedroom." I told her. I hopped putting the boots on I put on the jacket and zipped it up.
I hid all my hair in the helmet. "What's going Bella?" She asked I got on my bike. "I Can't focus. I'm to angry and upset! I will be back." I kick started the bike.
Epov
What just happened. I walked out and walked back to our site just in time to see Bella speed away on her bike. Rose comes walking out of the trailer.
She stopped when she saw me. Then she walked into the motor home. I walked into the motor home.
"Rose what's going?" I asked her. "She kill me if I tell you!" I was confused. I walked back to Bella room and Rose was sitting on Bella bed crying.
"Rose will you tell me what's going on because what ever it is it has you crying."
"Bella can't focus and I'm scared the last time that happen her brother died and she got into an accident because she couldn't focus."
That's when I ran out the door. I ran into the trailer I pulled out the bike. "Edward what do you think your doing?" I heard Charlie.
"Going after Bella she can't focus and what ever it is Rose is scared and crying and won't tell me why except about what happen after her brother died." I told him.
He ran into the trailer and came back out. "The bike your one was her brothers, here put this on and this they were both here brothers she will know in some way that her brother is with here wait come with me if you're going to deal with Bella you might want to wear the whole racing uniform because you will be more comfortable. I went into the trailer.
"Are you sure?" I asked. "Yes, now please save my daughter and bring her back her so she can complete her dream."
I nodded. I went behind the board and changed and and walked back out and sat on the bike. I put the helmet on. I kick started the bike and took off. I knew were she went and if you went off on the trail and your not careful you can get hurt.
Once I got there I saw Bella I watched her. Now I knew what Rose met she couldn't focus.
She caught site of me and for some reason she took off down the trail. "Damn it. Something tells me she mad at me or something." I put the helmet back on and took off after her. I stopped a minute because I knew what I was going to have to do.
I turned and took off. See what Bella didn't know I was like her in a way. But after my accident I lost part of my sight in one eye. So I could no longer race nationwide.
Plus I been to scared to use the same me gift until now. Because i knew if I didn't she could kill herself and I wasn't going to let that happen.
I just have to learn to focus with what site I had. It actually felt good in a why. I finally knew I had to turn and go up and I knew once I got to the top I would have to focus more on my gift then my sight.
I got to the top and that's when I took a deep breath and just went with it and sped up and prayed Bella was alright.
I started to patches of white. So I went a little longer then slid the bike side ways. Then Bella came to a stop when she saw me.
She was trying to turn the bike around. That's when I got off and went and wrapped my arms around her waist and lifted her off her bike.
I pulled her away but she knocked me over. I let go so I could take off my helmet and throw it to the ground.
"WILL YOU STOP BEFORE YOU HURT YOURSELF OR WORSE DAMN IT!" I snapped at her.
She stood up and took off her helmet and threw against the tree.
"WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU CARE?" She yelled out. "BECAUSE, YOU SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ROSE AND SHE BACK THERE CRYING BECAUSE SHE TOLD ME THE LAST TIME YOU COULDN'T FOCUS YOU GOT INTO A ACCIDENT AND GOT ALL BECAUSE YOUR BROTHER DIED! THEN YOUR DAD WAS EVEN SCARE AFTER I TOLD HIM."
She shut her eyes and turned a way from me. "What did I do to make you this mad at me?" I asked her. But she wouldn't answer me.
I sighed. "You want to know why I can't race nationwide anymore, because the accident took part of my sight away in my right eye. I thought I wasn't going to be able to use my gift again like you have until I had to today. Because of you I found it again.
But all I want to know is what did I do to make you this mad?" I asked her again.
"Because, damn it. When you told me you felt like you step out of your boundaries, it kinda of crushed me because to be honest with you that was my first kiss." She told me.
"What?" I walked up to her. "That kiss last night was my first kiss." She said. "Bella look at me!" She turned around. "Why didn't you say anything?" I asked.
"Because, you were the first person that's ever walked into my life and put on smile on my face again and I started laughing again since my brother died in a race. It was his back up bike. Believe it or not that's the first time I took his bike out of the garage, and where you get this, I haven't been able to find it?" She asked me.
"Your dad!" She closed her eyes and tears started to fall. "I'm sorry Edward!" She turned and went to walk away I grabbed her arm and stopped her. "I'm not, the only reason I over stepped my boundaries is because I thought because.." I stopped. I pulled her to me and put both my hands on her face.
"Because you wouldn't want nothing to do with me!" I told her. "Your wrong!" She told me. She smiled. I pressed my lips to hers and it wasn't a long kiss even though I wanted to.
"We need to get back, you have a time trial!" She smiled so big. "You look hot in my brothers uniform by the way I think I'm going to let you have." She told me.
"Come on we need to get back." I told her. She grabbed her helmet and put it on. I put my helmet on and got on the bike.
Once we got on the road I went flying past her. What she did brought my gift back out in a different way. But it felt good. Wait a minute she called me hot.
I chuckled.
We pulled in and parked the bikes. We got off the bikes Charlie come running up to us. "We have and hour!" He said. "That's all I need dad. Edward find out where my car is for me!" I just nodded.
I ran to the garage. Rose was working on it. "Rose are you about down?" I asked her. She looked up at me. "Your back, where you find that Bella been looking for that?" She asked.
"Charlie. Answer my question please." I told her. "Yeah. How Bella?" I just smiled. "You kissed her again!" She told me. "You knew, that's why Bella had you go back into the bedroom." I said.
She smiled. She ran up and gave me a hug. "Just keep that smile on her and keep her laughing." She told me. "I will try, and you don't break my brother heart." Her mouth dropped open.
I walked out. I went to the motor home and went to see if Bella was ready. "Bella are you ready?" I called out to her. She comes out in her uniform with her arms behind her back. I raise an eyebrow.
"Edward I need you to bend down on minute please." I bend down and she puts a hat on my head. "Now you can be by my dad side." She told me.
I smiled. "Are you ready?" I asked again. She nodded. I held out my hand. She looked at it a minute. "Bella!" She finally took it with a smile. I just smiled.
We walked out to the garage. I watch Bella and this time it was different she was focus and made her complete walk around.
Rose walked out in her uniform. "You ready?" She asked Bella. She nods.
Rose and Bella stop beside me. Bella turns to me. "It would seem we have another tradition to add now."
She holds out her hand to me and smiles.
I take her hand. She reaches for Roses hand. We walk out of the garage to the pits. We watched her car being pushed out.
"Now don't forget you have to go against other people today. So you will have to drive a couple times don't forget everything I told you."
I told Bella.
She slide in her car. I bent down before she put her helmet on. She turned and looked at me. "What!" She asked me with a smile. "Good luck!" I gave her a quick kiss and walked away and walked up to Charlie.
"How do you feel about her?" Charlie asked me. "Excuse me?" I asked surprised by his question. "What do you feel about Bella? Forget that I'm here I'm asking as your friend." He said.
"I care about her, she makes me happy, and today for the first time is was able to do something I haven't done since the crash." I told Charlie.
"Your gift." I turned to him in shock. "How you know, my own family doesn't know about it." I asked. "My son had it and Bella has hell so do I. I use to watch your races, I saw how you race kid. You make Bella smile and laugh again. It's nice to see!" He told me.
"She brought me back to believe it or not." I told him. "I can believe it. Because of you, she living her dream even though you can't." I look at him.
"I look at it this way Charlie Bella gave me a new kind of dream and that's to see the world in a different way. See I lost half my eye site in my right eye. That's why I can't do nationwide no more. The crash took it away from me. But some how just in a short time Bella well you know your daughter best." Was all I told him.
"That I do Edward, that I do. Welcome to the team." I looked at him and smiled.
It felt good to be back here even though I'm not driving. Rose ran up the stairs. I looked at her confused. She took off my hat and put a microphone on and put my hat back on and ran back down the stairs.
"Edward can you hear me?" Bella asked me. "Yeah, I can hear you just fine." I told her. "Edward Thank you for making this come true for me!" I smiled. "Your welcome Bella! Your up next good luck!" I walked over to Charlie.
I haven't been this nervous since my first time. I watched Bella as she drives out to the starting line.
The green flag goes down and she off. I watched she drives the track like she drove it before.
"HOLY CRAP! CHARLIE IS THAT RIGHT?" I hear Rick asking Charlie a question. "Yeah that's right oh god she just beat her record." Charlie turned to me. "Edward she made for this track she just blew her record."
I didn't understand what was going on. Then I heard the loud speaker. "CAR 48 BELLA SWAN WON THIS MARK SHE MOVES UP!" I smile.
"Bella can you hear me?" I asked her. "Yeah!" She said. "You just moved up. And your dad telling me you blew your record away." I told her.
"Oh my god, your joking right!". I walk over to her dad. "Baby girl you blew your old record just away." He told. "Alright time to focus." I told her.
"Just because your sitting in the pits doesn't mean we can get to excited yet. We still got a ways to go." I told her.
I watched as a few more people went. Now it was Bella turn again. "I know you can do this Bella just focus." I told her.
The green flag went down and she went flying. God my adrenal was just a pumping. "If she keeps going like this. Edward I think she might just be kicking some ass tomorrow."
"CAR 48 BELLA SWAN WON THIS MARK SHE MOVES UP!"
My brother this round. "Bella, do me a favor teach my brother a lesson." I told her. "Oh it will be my pleasure!"
I look down into the pit at Bella car. Charlie looks at me. "Tell that tomorrow." He told me. I started laughing. "Edward come here!"
I walk over. "The way it looks is Bella so far is starting in 5th is that right?" He asked me. "Yep!" He looked up at me and smiled.
I see my brother on the starting line. The green flag goes down. I noticed Emmett front end is loose. I will have to tell my dad.
Bella goes out. "Focus Bella!" I tell her. Green flag goes down. When she cross the finish line. I close my eyes and wait.
"CAR 48 BELLA SWAN WON THIS MARK SHE MOVES UP."
I let out a breath. "You won this mark." I told her. "2 more."
"Charlie you think this is bad wait until tomorrow." I told him. I look down at Bella car in the pits. "You ready Bella?" I asked. "Yeah!"
"Just remember to focus." I told her. She drives up to the starting line. The green flag goes down.
"CAR 48 WON THIS MARK BELLA SWAN MOVES UP."
"YES!" I looked around. "Edward what was that about?" Bella asked me. "Nothing, just ignore the man up here with the motor cycle uniform on." I could hear Bella laughing.
"You mean hot man!" She said. "Now hush and focus now." I laugh. I look over and see Bella car and shake my head. I could hear Charlie laughing.
"Your going to fit in just fine!" I look up at Charlie. Bella pulls up to the starting line for the last time. "Focus!" The green flag goes down.
I hold my breath.
"CAR 48 BELLA SWAN WON THIS MARK SHE MOVES UP AND STARTS IN FIRST LINE UP TOMORROW."
I take off the mic and run down the stairs. Bella climbs out of the car. "So how did I do?" She asked me.
"Well you start in first tomorrow!" She started screaming. Then she gave me a kiss on the cheek. I looked at her funny.
"What?" She asked me. "Oh nothing except hmm!" I turned and I walked to the motor home. Bella ran in. "Edward why you do that?" She asked me.
I turned and looked at her. I just couldn't stand it no more, I pressed my lips to hers. I traced my tongue on her bottom lip to grant me entrance into her mouth to explore which did and I granted her.
"Bella, umm never mind it can wait." We heard Rose then heard the door again. We pulled away and start laughing.
"That's the first!" Bella said. "I hope you mean Rose this time." I told her." She nodded as I wrapped my arms around her.
"What was that for any ways Edward?" She asked me. Because I couldn't take it no more, I wanted to do that since last night." I told her. "What?" I put my hands up. "I told you I didn't think you wanted me." I told her.
"I'm going to let you in on something Cullen that little surprise kiss you gave me last made me weak in the knees but it wasn't as good as this time." She fell back on the couch.
"Really?" I said. "Alright I'm going to go change my clothes your going to go get Rose for me please." She told me. "All, but were walking over so I can interduce you to my family and I can tease Emmett."
"Deal!" I walk out the door. "Enjoy your kiss?" Rose asked. "I couldn't help myself so forgive me I been wanting to deepen that kiss since last night but I didn't think she didn't want me. Alright." Rose turned and looked at me.
"Now what would make you think that?" She asked. "When I was in that accident it took half my eye site in my right eye Rose that's why. Yes I told Bella and Charlie now you. Not a lot of people know."
"Oh, well then I'm going to just tell you one thing, just don't hurt her." Rose said. "I won't, oh Bella wants you." I told her. She nods. I walk back down to the pit area. But then I hear squealing in the motor home before I walk away. "Girls!"
I walk back up the stairs to Charlie. He got the look of being pisst off in his face.
"What is it Charlie?" I asked. Jacob just told me for some reason we don't have enough tires for tomorrow." He told me. Idea came to me.
"Hold that thought Charlie, I will be right back!" I ran down the stairs. I ran over down to my mom and dad.
"Hey son, what you need?" My dad asked. "You know all my stuff I had is some it still in storage here?" I asked them. They looked at me. "Yeah why?" A smile grew on my face. "Can I get the key?" Jasper runs in the trailer and grabs it and brings it back out to me. "Thanks, I'll explain later."
I took off back down to Charlie. "Charlie you want to follow me and grab Jacob." He did. We stopped at the motor home and I grabbed Rose and Bella to.
"You want to tell me what's going on?" She asked me. "You'll see soon enough." I told her. We walked towards the back of the building and I unlock the other building that was there. I walked in and turned on the light.
There was my back up car. And my extra stuff. "Wait, this is your stuff?" Charlie asked me. I nodded. "Anything you need you can use. I sure can't use it." I told them.
I turned and watched Bella walk around then she walked up to me. "Why?" She asked me. "Why what?" I asked. "Why me and not your family?" She asked. "Because, I never felt like a part of my family. I mean yeah I love them but I was different I always did things differently. Only one person worked on my cars and that was Jasper. Emmett has all he needs. So why not you!" I smiled.
"Thank you!" She told me. "Your welcome! Hey if you all don't mine I'm going to take a shower and change." They just nodded. "Charlie I need to talk to you later if it's alright?" I asked. He nods.
Bella was hanging out with Rose all all excited. I just shook my head. I turned and walked out.
I was back at the motor home and just got out of the shower and only had my jeans on. I had just also finish shaving.
"Edward are you in here?" I heard Bella. "Yeah!" I told her. "Can you come out here here for a minute Rose and me want to talk to you!"
I walk out of the bathroom and both of them were standing there with there with there hands behind there back with the weirdest expression on their faces.
I raise an eyebrow. "Well, tomorrow a big day and I guess dad made you my official main person to talk to me while I'm out there driving so he can focus on the important stuff.
But anyways after tomorrow all of us and me because I made a decision no matter the out come tomorrow and I want you to be apart of it. But there are things that will not change." She paused. I was confused.
Rose was trying not to laugh as something going on behind there back. Then Bella started walking back the width of the motor home.
"Like you only one person works on my car, but Rose said she willing to have your person come on board only to be back up and to help when we need it. Our tradition does not change. We need to figure out out how to get new equipment and transportation. My car does not go it was my brothers and if it ends up going I go. You can change the paint but you do not change the number.
Everything has to be run by me, Rose and my Dad first. But getting to the point I want to keep doing this!"
I looked at her confused. "Doing what?" I asked. "This, nationwide. I don't know what it was, it was strange it was different out there it was like I felt like I belong on the track. I want you to keep being apart of it."
I looked at her and smiled. "Ok!" I told her. "Edward, I can't do this without you." Rose and I crack up laughing. "Wait what you say?" Bella asked. "I said ok. That's what I wanted to talk to your dad about. I wanted to give you that option." I told her.
She smiled this biggest smile on her face. Then she caught me off guard when she ran up to me and wrapped her arms around me and knocked me over.
I could hear Rose laughing really hard. "Swan you may be small but really got to stop doing this!" She starts blushing and bury her face into my chest. I start laughing.
"Rose what are you hiding behind your back?" I asked her. Bella got up and stood up beside her. I sat up and start giggling. "Alright you two spill it." I told them.
"Well when we were out there in your storage we come across something and you need something to wear tomorrow any ways. I was wondering if it didn't bother you to much if you would wear this tomorrow?" Bella asked.
Rose took my racing uniform from out from her back. My heart dropped. I got up and grabbed it and held it for a minute.
I started to breath heavy for a minute. I started seeing flashes of the crash. I dropped the uniform and went and put on my t-shirt walked out and grabbed the boots and put them on and put the jacket on and ran out the door.
I got on the back and put the helmet on and took off. I drove off to the motor cross place. It was busy. So I took the trail.
After I while I had to stop. I got off. I sat down and closed my eyes and let the memory just happen.
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I was in lap 160 of 200. "Edward number 27 coming up on your right." My dad told me.
Then coming out of turn 3. "EDWARD WATCH IT CAR 26 AND 34 ARE TIGHT BEHIND TRYING TO PASS EACH OTHER." Then it happen.
Car 34 hit car 26 just right and I didn't have time to react and car 26 hit me just right that some how my car came off the ground.
"EDWARD!" I heard my dad scream out. All I could do is somehow cut the gas off and engine, I don't know what made me think of it but thank god I did! Then I braced for impact.
My car dropped back to the ground on its roof and hitting hard crushing it down. Then it started rolling fast until I felt it impact something hard. I was sideways towards the ground.
My right front side of my helmet was gone. I couldn't see out of my right eye all of sudden there was a very intense pain on that side of my face and head.
Then some how the mic survive the crash and I could hear my dad. That's when I spoke to let him know I was alive or if he could hear me.
"DAD!" I called out in the mic. "Everyone quite a minute!" I heard him say. "Edward!" He called out.
"Dad, get me out of here please! Oh I cut off the engine and gas before impact." I heard a laugh from my dad. "Son where coming to get you. Are you hurt?" He asked me.
"Yeah, I can't see out of my right eye my head hurts. I think my leg his broken. Maybe alot of bumps and bruises and cuts but I'm alive. I don't know how but I am!" I told him.
"Dad what am I against?" I asked him. "Son you went flying out of the stadium and your against the cement pad that blocks the highway.
"WHAT!" I yelled. "Is anybody else hurt?" I asked. "We're not sure son but we know it caused a accident." He told me.
I started to hear noise on the car. Then I saw part of the car being lifted off. "Dad there here." I told him.
"Alright son!" He told me. "Dad stay with me until they take me out." I told him. "Alright son I'm not going anywhere."
I look up as a person climbs down. He looks around. "Alright I need to cut your straps." The guy told me! I nodded. Once the straps were cut I fell the rest of the way.
"OWWW!" I said. "Sorry!" He told me. "Alright do you think you can climb out of here?" He asked. "Yeah, but it's going to hurt like hell.!" I told him. "Then will take this slow and easy then. We can't get anything in here!" I just nodded. "Were ready!" He yells.
"Dad, I got to go see you at the hospital?" I asked. "Where else would I be son?" He asked. I unplugged the cord. The guy helps me up slow.
Couple people reach down and help get me out and get me on the stretcher. I heard a bunch of people clapping. I turn and look at my car. I closed my eyes. "How on earth did I survive that?" I asked myself.
The roof was flat against the rest of the car the side were smashed down to half there size. The front of the car was gone and the back some how smashed into the inside the car. Now I knew what they meant to couldn't get anything inside.
"We don't know how you survive. Someone was looking out for you!" Someone told me. I was put on a helicopter. That's when I blacked out.
When I woke up, I could feel something over my eye. I reached up and there was an eye patch. But I noticed my head really hurt on the right side. I grabbed the side of it and it made it hurt more.
"What the hell!" I said. "You're awake!" I heard my dad say. "Yeah, my car totaled though. We will have to get a new one." I told them.
Then I looked up to there faces. "What?" I asked. "Son you won't be able to get a new car!" My dad said.
"What, why?" I asked. "Son, something went through the front of your helmet and didn't see it until they took off your helmet.
They had to remove it. That's why the side of your head hurts and the reason you couldn't see out of your eye. Son you will never gain full eye site back in that eye and you will probably have alot of headaches to.
Now they said you can do short track and small races." He told me.
I didn't want them to see me angry or upset. "Get out please all of you!" I told them.
"Son!" My dad pleaded. "I SAID GET OUT!" I snapped out. They all walked out. I knocked everything off the table in anger.
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"EDWARD!" I heard. I looked up to see Bella standing there. "Thank god, you scared me half to death. I been standing here for 20 minutes trying to get your attention.
I almost thought I had to go get help!" She told me. "Sorry!" Was all I said.
"You want to tell me what's going on or do I have to scare it out of you?" I let out a small laugh. "No please don't do that I had enough shock today thank you?" She looked at me confused.
I closed my eyes. "When Rose showed me my uniform I started having flashes of the crash I never dealt with it I guess." I told her.
"Edward can I tell you something?" She asked me. "Yeah!"
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