Bpov

When Edward took his uniform in his hand his face expression changed. His face went pale. He dropped. His uniform and ran into the and came back with his t-shirt on.

Then he put his socks and boots on. Then grabbed my brother motor cycle jacket. He ran out the door. I went chasing him.

"Edward, stop!" He didn't hear me. He just took off at a high rate of speed out off the place. I stood there a minute.

"Bells, he hasn't dealt with it yet." My dad said walking up beside of me. "Dealt with what?" I asked. "The same thing you haven't dealt with yet!" He told me. "Wait, my crash and Bradley death?" I asked him. "Yeah, your starting to heal with Bradley death by giving Edward his bike."

I watched my dad walk into the trailer and up to his cabinet. He unlocked. My dad took out my old motor cross racing uniform and brought it out.

"But are you ready to deal with it so you can help Edward." I looked up at my dad. I smiled. "How do you always know?" I ask him. "Just like I know you crack your helmet this morning!" He told me. "Shit, it must of happen when I threw it against the tree!" I told him. "I can fix that. I found out after your brother died he did something for you but I felt until the time was right I give them to you. One is for your motor cycle the other is for your racing. I think now is as good enough time as any."

He went back in and grabbed only one box. "Now the other one I will give you tomorrow because I already took it out to my trailer along with your uniform Edward had made for tomorrow."

"What how and so quick?" I asked. I guess he had it order before we left it showed up not to long ago. I haven't seen it yet." I shook my head.

"Thanks dad!" I told him. I grabbed my motor cross uniform and box. I ran into the motor home.

I set the box down on the couch and ran into my room. "Rose make sure my bike as a full gas tank please!" I told her. She ran out the door.

I changed and grabbed a black tank top. I grabbed the jacket and walked out into the living area. Rose walked in.

"I thought you might want your matching boots." She smiled. I looked up at her and nodded. I put them on.

I stood up and put on my jacket and zipped up my jacket.

"I never thought I see you back in that again, got to admit you still look sexy as hell in it though."

I start laughing. "Alright Rose, enough. But I got to admit it feels good to be back in it!" I told her.

"What's in the box?" She asked me.

"Something my brother had made for me before he died there's two." I told her. I open it and it was a shiny black helmet. I pull it out and on it had shorty with a punch but it had a rose with it on side the other side had a purple lighting bolt on it and beside it said love then 2 small letters. E.C.

A tear fell. "Rose he knew!" I told her. "Knew what Bella?" I showed her the helmet. "He knew something was going to happen to him. He seen it!" I told her. She looked at the helmet.

"Bella, that's Edward initials." She told me. "I know! The strange thing is Rose there accidents where 4 years apart on the same date." I told her. I pulled out the receipt in the box and they were made on the same day of the accident.

"Rose, look now I know he knew he was going to die and I know how Edward survived." She looked at the receipt. "Bella they say things always happen for a reason and at the right time." She handed me the receipt back. I put it my pocket for

I walked out and got on my bike. I heard a bunch of whistles. I turned and glared at everyone. They all got wide eyed and looked away.

I put my helmet on. "Boys never change!" I told myself. I finally took off on my bike.

I get to the motor cross place and it's full of people. Then I knew Edward would of took the trail. I took off again.

It took awhile but I found him. He never moved. I got off the bike and set my helmet on my bike. "Edward!" He didn't move or nothing. After about 20 minutes I was about ready to give up.

"EDWARD!"

I finally screamed out at one last attempt. He finally looked up at Me. "Thank god, you scared me half to death. I been standing here for 20 minutes trying to get your attention.

I almost thought I had to go get help!" I told me. "Sorry!" He said.

"You want to tell me what's going on or do I have to scare it out of you?" He let out a small laugh. "No please don't do that I had enough shock today thank you?" I looked at him confused.

He closed his eyes. "When Rose showed me my uniform I started having flashes of the crash I never dealt with it I guess." He told me.

"Edward can I tell you something?" I asked hii. "Yeah!" I grabbed my helmet and went and set down next to him.

"Maybe after I tell you it might help you deal with what's going on to. Because now I understand a little more than what I did before.

But first let me start by telling you I watched that day everything unfold on tv, but later that night I had a dream. I know something no one else but your dad and you know." I told him.

"What's that?" He asked. "You shut off the fuel switch and cut the engine as the car started to turn in the air and then you braced for impact. You never went unconscious, you never panic, you stayed calm. Your radio actually survived the crash. I have one question did you feel like someone was there with you?" I asked him.

"I don't know how you knew that but come to think about yes I did." He told me. "Now I will tell you why shut my heart off from everything except one thing, until you came along. I will start the day Bradley died. Which was exactly the same day of your crash 4 years earlier he died." I told him.

Edward still never looked at me.

I started to explain the whole day.

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We where up and getting ready for our motor cross race. He was my twin brother, except he had the brightest blue eyes and he was taller than me.

He was the only one I let that called me shorty. He had a saying though shorty with a punch.

He always told me I may be small but I sure could pack a punch. Well that morning he was acting strange and we couldn't figure out why.

"I will be back I got to go do something." He told us. The minute he walked out that door I had this strange feeling come over me. I couldn't tell you what it was.

Rose and I gotten ready for the race. All three of us did motor cross racing. We all had our custom made uniforms to fit and form to our body. But mine and my brothers were different.

They were also form to fit so we could feel our gifts flow through our body's. My brother had another gift to. A gift a sight more of feelings of things that are going to happen. Sometimes names will come to him to or initials.

We finally gotten to the motor cross track. As we finished getting ready my brother pulled me aside.

"Bell, I want to wish you good luck luck out there today. But I also want to tell you I love you. I know I don't tell you enough and I wish I did, but always know I love you shorty." He told. He pulled me into a hug.

I pulled away. "I love you to Bradley but what brought this on?" I asked him. "Nothing Bell, I just wanted you to know." He gave me a smile. "If I don't get a chance next week good luck on your race next week." He told me.

I smiled. "Thank you that means alot to me." I told him. Race time was a big deal for us back then so I knew how busy it could even when were going out of town that week.

Rose walks around the corner. "It's time you two." She told us.

As always she held out her hands to us and we gladly took it with Rose in the middle. "Make me a promise Rose and Bell, always no matter break this tradition between the both of you in motor cross racing or your your car racing Bell even when it comes time to add another. Bell most important you because you will the biggest help." Rose and I look at him. He stands in front of us and takes both of our hands into his.

"Promise me!" Rose and I look at each other then back at him. "We promise Bradley!" We told him. "This time I stand in the middle between two beautiful ladies!" Rose and I laugh.

We all walked out proudly to are bikes. As always my dad walked out to wish us good luck. When he got to Bradley something was different.

"Dad do me a favor and I know you know. Take care of Bell and Rose there going to need you father. He told him. "I know that son!"

"I love you father!" Bradley said. "I love you to Bradley!" They gave each other a hug. I thought it was strange.

But we put on our helmets and went on like everything was normal.

Everything was going good in the race I was in the lead up until I felt this crushing pain. I stop my bike and turned and seen Bradley bike but not him.

I turned my bike around and he was pinned against a tree by two other motor cycle and two other people. I got off my bike and I was able to get one bike off.

Then I pulled the two other guys away at a safe distance. I went to run back to help him. He put his hand up to stop me. He pointed to the smoke and the fire. I still ran to him.

"ISABELLE STOP! He yelled at me. I froze. "There no time get yourself out of here!" He told me.

"No, I'm going to save you to!" I told him as I up to the bike. I started to move even though the fire was getting bigger. I was trying to pull with all my might as hot as it was I was burning myself.

He I hurt. He put his hand over mine I fell to my knees, because I knew I couldn't do nothing to save him. "I can't just leave you here Bradley!" I cried. "You have to Bella!"

He told me.

I looked into his eyes. "Go, now Bell." I stood up and started to run and that's when it blew up. I turned around. "NO, BRADLEY!" I screamed out his name as I fell to my knees.

Rose and my Dad ran to my side. I kept saying it was all my fault I left him there.

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"Then we were at my race and I couldn't focus. But I still raced that day. We only had two laps to go. I went to down shift but something went wrong. Something broke in my brake system.

I couldn't slow down to my right speed to go around the corner. I panic, which I never did before. I couldn't focus I couldn't use my gift.

I started yelling at my dad in the mic. He tried to calm me down. But another car hit me. I had no brakes to stop me.

I tried to not hit the other cars but it didn't help. Once the front of my car hit the back of another car my car started to spin out of control and I hit the wall on my side and the car flipped over the pit wall.

My car was upside down, but I could see my brother the whole time, telling me your going to be alright shorty, focus for now on. Oh turn off the engine and fuel switch and brace yourself self back and hang unto the bars as tight as you can! I heard him tell me." I told Edward.

I guess it saved my life that day. My dad come running over to move and got on his hands and knees he asked me if I was alright. I told him I saw Bradley. Then I asked him when can I have the car fix so I can race again. Of course my dad laughed." I laughed at myself.

"I heard about that accident, but I never knew who it was." Edward told me.

"There's another reason I don't think of myself beautiful or pretty and I'm just average maybe go as low as the other. I ended up with a horrible scar that day. I reminder of what happen. I mean I have alot of scars, but this one is the one that made me fully close my heart off from ever off being hurt." I told him.

"Come on it can't be that." He told me. I changed the subject. "This brings me to tell you how I know about you and your crash and something else." I told him.

"After watching what happen to you when you crashed, somehow it reminded me of mine, I didn't know why until I had my dream that night and it was like I was watching everything on fold inside your car up until you were taken out of the car." I told him.

"Then I tried to stop you, but you didn't hear me. Then my dad walked up and said you must not have dealt with it yet just like I haven't. Then he walked out with this." I pointed to my outfit.

"He asked me if I was ready. I was going to go get ready when my dad told me I cracked my helmet this morning." Edward chuckled.

Then my dad told me Bradley bought me something the before he died but didn't find out until after. Then he told me there was two the other I can't open till tomorrow. But he held on to all this stuff until I was ready.

Well he started to notice when he saw Bradley bike come off the trailer. It's been in my garage since he died.

Then I open the box then that's when everything came together." I told him. I took the receipt out of my pocket and handed it to him.

"He bought them the same day he died. I haven't motor cross race since either." Edward eyes widen.

I handed him the helmet rose side up first.

"Ain't that the truth!" I heard him say. "Turn it over Edward!" I told him. He did. I heard him gasp.

"I can't believe this!" He said. "He knew Bella, it was him in the car with me wasn't it?" He asked me. I nodded.

"I guess in a way we were saving each other today and helping each other to deal with what we lost. But I'm still scared." I told him.

He turned and looked at me. "Of what?" He asked. "Of you actually." He looked confused. "Me, why?"

"Because, of my scar. Also afraid of being hurt, and honestly I couldn't handle that right now." I told him.

"What ever your scar is, it don't matter. Because you're still beautiful no matter what Bella. Plus I won't hurt you. We can take this slow and enjoy what comes next." He told me.

"I like that." I told him. He finally leaned over and pressed his lips to mine. He pulled away. He stood up and held his hand out. I gladly took it.

I got on my bike. I went to go put on my helmet when I heard Edward whistle. I looked up and glared at Edward. "Hey I surrender. It's just damn you look sexy it that!" He told me.

"Boys will be boys." I said. "What's that suppose to mean?" He asked. I just smirked and put on my helmet.

We got back to track. I was going to go into the motor home when Edward stopped me.

Epov

"Your coming with me!" I told Bella. She looked at me confused. "I want you to meet my family remember?" She still tried to go into the motor home.

"I'm not going like this." She told me. "Oh yes you are, Rose help me." I Rose came walking over. "Help me get her to my family site, she trying to change." I told her.

Rose put a grin on her face. "So what your on his side now?" Bella asked Rose. "Yep!" She said popping the p. "You traitor." Bella told her. I just laughed.

Rose got on other side of Bella. She took Bella hand and I took the other. I looked over to Rose. She nodded at me.

I looked down at Bell. "You want to heal and to come to terms of what happen, well this is part of it Bella. Like your father said are you ready. You put it on, you rode out there and told me what happen and help me, now it's my turn to help you finish what you started but we still have a long ways to go but together we can do this." I told her.

That's when she tighten her grip on my hand and she put and smile her face. But she went a step further.

She took her hand and she pulled me closer to her then she did the same thing to Rose. "We do this we do it together all three of us." She told us. Then we started walking.

Once we get to my family I told the guards girls to wait here a minute. I walked up and everyone was sitting around chatting.

"Hey!" Of course my sister jumped up and ran over and gave me a hug. "Are you guys up to meet Bella Swan?" I asked them. They all looked at each other. "Yes, of course we are son!" They told me. "Alright, hold on."

Alice of course kept her arm around my side so I wrapped my arm around hers. "a good to see you smile like that Edward, I haven't seen it in a while." Alice told me. I didn't say a word.

I walked back up to Rose and Bella.

"Rose and Bella, this is my little sister Alice, she also goes out with Jasper." I told them.

"Nice to meet you two!" Alice said. "Come on and meet everyone else." I motion them to follow.

Alice went back and sat with Jasper. "Rose, Bella this is my mother Esme." My mother smiled and nodded her head.

"This his my father Carlisle." He gets up and walks over and shakes both of there hands. "It's nice to meet you both.

"That's Jasper." He gives a small smile and a wave. "And last but not least Emmett!" He looked up. "Pay back Swan." I laughed. "Don't mind him he doesn't like the fact that he got beat by a girl. Twice now." I smirked.

Emmett got and walked over to Bella and stood in front of her. "Whow!" I started waving my hands trying to warn Emmett not to do it, cause I knew what he was going to do next.

"I didn't realize how short you were, I'll have to start calling you shorty and you look kinda of sexy in that outfit to." She stepped forward then stomped on both of his feet then as she got on her tip toes.

"No one calls me shorty got!" She told him. "You don't scare me shorty." Emmett said. "Now you done it!" I told him.

She brought back her arm as far as she could and it went forward full force right into his eye. Emmett grabbed his eye. Bella stepped back.

By surprise everybody behind started laughing. She may be little but she mighty!" I heard my dad say. "Emmett that will teach you to tell a girl that your not afraid of them." Jasper said.

"I think will leave for now on a good note." I told them. I looked at Rose and she was laughing. I just waved at them.

We walked away and Rose and I bursted out laughing. "Did I miss something?" Bella asked. "Not Really, except you just got Emmett back cause no one ever stood up to him for his picking." I told her.

That's when she figured it out. We walked back to the lot. She actually stay outside. She walked over to Jacob and started to talking to him.

They started picking on each other. "You know you don't have to worry about him!" Charlie told me. I turned to him confused. "He more like a brother to her." Now I knew what he meant.

I turned back and started watching her again. "It's nice to see her like that again. She not a empty shell any more." Charlie told me.

"She told me what happen to Bradley and her accident. But did she really close herself self off that much?" I asked him.

"Come on I'll show you something!" I followed Charlie over to his trailer. I follow him in past Bella back up car. Charlie drives a old chevy, with a long trailer in the back that looks like it use to be a horse trailer, that they converted.

We walk through another door. "That was how Bella use to be before Bradley died." On one side of the room was all the pictures of Rose, Bradley, Bella, and some of Jacob. Bella had the biggest smile on her face.

There was pictures of her tackling her brother, to him ticking her. The three them racing motor cross. Bella racing. It was like she was all lit up with a glow.

"This is her after!" Charlie pointed out to a wall. There were less pictures some of here looking away from the camera. No happiness at all. There was complete darkness in her, even when she won races.

"I see what you mean. Oh did Bella uniform come in for tomorrow?" I asked him. "Yeah it's right here!" Charlie told me. "Good, between you and Rose and what you told me this should work for her tomorrow." I told him.

"I'll make sure Rose gets it when Bella goes for her shower in the morning." I nodded. "The plan is taking 2 weeks doing what we need to do." I told Charlie. He smiled and nodded.

We went back out to everyone else. I went over and asked Bella you ready?" I asked her. She turned and looked at me. I reached my hand out for her to take. She took it.

I lead her over to the garage first. I stood back this time and leaned against the wall. I watched how this time she took her hand and walked around the car.

I thought to myself. I have all those storage units I still pay for that I always use as my own garage why don't I let Bella start using them. There big enough to put both her cars in for each race, so if something happens the other one ready.

"Earth to Edward!" Bella when she took me out of my thoughts. "You really got to quick doing that!" She told me. I just laughed and open the door and let her walk through.

We walked over to the pit wall and she lifted herself up like she did last night. This time I stayed on this side and just watched her.

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