Bpov
Rose came and help me pack for tomorrow. We went downstairs and decided to pack the new trailer that would house the bikes.
There was something locked up one side but I didn't ask. Rose even had her dirt bike on here. I loaded my regular bike and dirt bike on.
Rose was telling me about the new motor home how it had three rooms on it now. Which made me want to hit her. Because that third room was going to be Edwards.
"Alright, spit it out what's up with you?"
"What, I have no idea what your talking about Rose!" I lied. "That's bull shit and you know it. You don't go to work anymore just to avoid Jacob and you been avoiding Edward.
Bella your my best friend, I know you since I was a baby gee whiz what do you take me for."
"Rose, it's just because I'm afraid of getting close to Edward. What if he sees and he thinks there so horrible looking that he doesn't want nothing to do with me anymore. Then that even ruins him being there for me race and..." Rose stops me.
"Hold the boat. You like him!"
"Well, yeah! But I think Jacob ruin that for me. That's why I'm still mad at him. Of course the other stuff to.
We had all decided to leave a day early that's why we were getting ready. We thought it might help me. Rose and I talked a little longer and she went and got the motor home.
I finished packing. This was going to be a rough trip. Once on the road I gotten a text message from Edward.
Edward: are you going to keep ignoring me?
Bella: no!
Edward: she speaks.
Bella: haha.
Edward: I'm sorry!
Bella: what do you have to be sorry for?
Edward: for being a complete idiot!"
Bella: okay I'm confused. Why are you a idiot. All you did is made a decision because you and Jacob can't get along. So you did what you thought what was best.
Edward: what if it wasn't what was best. What if it was a mistake!"
Bella: then you were a idea and you were just stupid."
"Bella I need you to go get a map out of Edward bedroom for me please!" Rose asked me.
"Alright!" As much as I hated doing this.
Bella: hold on I got to do something for Rose.
Edward: ok.
I walked over to Edward room and slowly open the door. I about jumped out of my skin when I saw Edward sitting on the bed. I shut the door and ran down to my room and shut the door.
"What the hell!" I pick up my phone and text Rose.
Bella: you are so going to pay! You did that on purpose.
"YOUR BET YOUR SKINNY ASS I DID!" I started laughing when I heard Rose yell out.
I heard a knock on the door. I open it. "May I ask what that was about?" Edward asked me.
"Well, umm you scared the hell out of me!" Edward walked in and kinda of had me blocked against the wall. "That wasn't the plan!" he chuckled.
"No, I don't think it was, but it did!" I laughed. "So am I forgiven?" He asked me. I slid down the wall to the floor. The tears started to fall.
"To be honest with you I should be the one that should be forgiven Edward." He kneeled down.
"Why on earth for?" He asked. "Because I was the idiot for walking out that day when you told me I didn't have to leave, but to be honest with you I was to scared."
"Yeah, Rose explained to me before and when she picked me up. I can understand completely why your scared for the same reason almost like me of being hurt. Not by you but by Jacob.
You see, I thought by protecting myself and keeping your family together was more important but I was wrong. I was in turn hurting myself and others as well."
Edward gently took his hand and put on the side of my face. "You on the other hand, are scared to love or be love because of what has happened to you that has scared you for life." He wiped a tear away from my eye.
"Bella, I do want to get to know you, all of you. No matter how small or big the scars are it don't matter to me, what does matter to me though is you, and if you let me give you the chance to show you.."
I stopped him and wrapped my arms around his neck. But knocked him over in the process. He started to laugh.
"You are not going to stop knocking me over are you?" Then hear Rose. "WITH HER HEIGHT PROBABLY NOT!" I bury my face into Edward chest. Which made him laugh even more.
"I'm really going to kick her ass." I mumbled. "We need to talk to Jacob!" Edward told me. I get up and come on my bed and bury my face.
"No we don't!" I said. I feel the bed move and Edward hand on the middle of my back. "Yes we do Bella, he came to my house a few days ago."
"I don't care. What he said and did was wrong!" I told him. "Yes it was, but he apologized to me for what he did. But he really misses you and hates what he did."
I roll over on my back. "He should. What hurt the most is he was there and he knew how bad it was, and for him to stand to say that really hurt and pisst me off." I told him.
"I know!" He leaned over and put one arm on the other side of me. "He hates himself, and he wants his sister back." I looked up at Edward.
"He told you that?" I asked. "Yep, in fact it was part of his idea for me to come." Edward told me.
"What!"
"Yep, he help me realize I was making a mistake among other things." Edward told. "Other things, as in that you liked me!"
"Right!"
"Well, it would seem someone else by the name of ROSE, help me admit to it to. So I think there WERE SOME PEOPLE IN ON IT!" He laughed. I think there was more then just Jacob and Rose. Your dad to."
I take my other pillow and cover my face in embarrassment now. I heard Edward laughing.
He removes the pillow from my face. "What do you say, give Jacob around chance?" I take a deep breath. "I'll think about." I told him.
Later at the campground. I finally walk out of the motor home. I look at Jacob and he off by himself.
I decided to go over and talk to him. "Hey!" I say to him leaning against the tree. He looks up at me.
"Bells hear me out I'm so sorry, I was being a total ass when I actually should of been your best friend and brother like I always should of been. But truth be told I was kinda of jealous of Edward."
"What, why!" I asked him.
"Because, he could do what I couldn't and that was bring you out of your darkness when I couldn't."
"Jacob, sometimes things are meant to happen for a reason. Bradley saw this, the morning before he died!" I told him.
"Bells, I miss you, and when you started smiling and laughing again I was so happy. Then I had to screw it up between you and me and Edward to. You really don't know how sorry I am and I wish I could take it all back. I was a real ass hole!"
I went over and sat down next to him and bumped him. "Yeah, you were. But I still love you Jacob always will your family, even though you can be a ass hole." I told him as I leaned over and laid my head on Jacob shoulder.
Jacob put his arm around me and leaned his head against mine. "I love you to Bells!"
Epov
I was leaning against Charlie new truck when I spotted Bella and Jacob over by a tree.
It looked like they were finally talking. I was glad, they where finally talking. After about 20 minutes she finally leaned her head on Jacob shoulder and he wrapped his arm around her and leaned against her head and they started laughing.
"Hey, did you and Bell's work out things?" Charlie asked me as he walked up. "Yeah, well I at least hope so. But I'm glad they did though. I don't think I could live with my self if they stayed mad at each other because of me though!" I told Charlie.
Charlie hands me a beer. I nod in thanks. "Yeah, well they did grow up with each other. But Edward don't blame yourself, this was all Jacob that caused this upon himself. He's the one that screwed it up with Bella and you, he was the one who had to fix it." Charlie said.
"Yeah, true! But it didn't help I made it worse."
"Edward, you did what you had to. You had to protect yourself, and that is more important. But you also didn't want to break up the team either. No one could of predicted the out come of it." Charlie explained.
"Charlie, I'm not going to rush things between me and Bella I want to get to know her. But so far I already like what I know." He put his hand on my shoulder.
"That's all I could ask of you Edward."
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