Bpov
2 months flew by so fast. Were on our way to Tennessee. Edward said it's one of the worst tracks he been on he thinks next to the he had his accident on.
We only just been moving things slowly. Which is fine by me. I mean yeah we haven't kissed since I won the first race. I only placed 4th and 7th place since then.
But I don't care, I just miss the kissing. So hate me, he a good kisser I can't help myself.
"BELLA WHAT YOU DO?" I heard Edward laughing. As he yelled out from the driver seat. I walked out and seen Rose smirking at me.
No she didn't, please tell me she didn't tell Edward about me burning dinner the other night and the stove caught on fire and we had to call 911.
"You, caught the stove on fire!" He laughed. I glared at Rose. "In my defense I got caught up in cleaning. So I didn't do it on purpose." I was blushing and grabbed one of the small couch cushions and threw it at Rose.
She just broke out laughing. I just stomped off back to my bedroom. "Oh come on Bella don't be like that." Rose said. But her and Edward were still laughing away.
I shut the door and turned up my music and ignored them.
A couple hours later there was a knock at my door. "Is it safe to come in or you going to throw something at me too?" Edward asked.
I just giggled. "It's safe." I told him. He came and sat next to me on the bed. "So I haven't seen you for a week or hardly heard from you, what you been up to besides trying to burn down your house?" He asked laughing.
I picked up a pillow and hit him with it. He put his hands up in surrender.
"You mean beside working at the shop almost everyday all day and half the night to catch up and finding people to hire to help out while were gone that's been my life work." I told him.
"So that's why you haven't answer any of my texts or return any of my calls you were doing what you do best, working underneath a car." He said with a smug look.
"What's that suppose to mean?" I asked him laughing. "Nothing, but that if you're not racing your a grease monkey. That's basically what I learned the past couple of months about you." He told me.
"Do you have a problem with that?" I asked him. "Not really, it's just that I only get to see our talk to you when we have any thing to do about racing, then when we get home, nothing. It's almost like I don't exist in your world except here. To tell you the truth Bella I beginning to think you don't want me apart of your normal life."
"I.." I couldn't answer him. "You know think about it Bella, and you might be surprised that I'm right about this. Then you might want to figure out if you really want me to be a part of your life other then this. Because I sure would like it. But let me know please because I really don't know what to think anymore!" Edward walked out and shut the door behind him.
I pretty much stayed in my room the rest of the trip thinking. I realized Edward was right.
That he was a part of this life. But in my regular life I was working all the time and avoiding his texts and phone calls because I was scared. But of what, I knew it wasn't so much of the scars. But it was something else.
"Bella you coming?" Rose asked me. "Yeah!" We were going to meet Emmett and Edward family. But Rose was starting to get a crush on Emmett.
I stood back and just stayed to myself up until Carlisle walked up to me. "So are you nervous about the race?" He asked me. "Nope!"
"I guess that's good. So what's going on between you and my son?" He asked me. "Excuse me?" I asked him just a little confused that he asked.
"Oh, don't get me wrong Bella, it's just I've watched you two the last couple race's and you make each other happy. Then today your just off just watching. But I recognize that look. You want to be more then friends with him, but your scared to." He told me.
"Carlisle don't take this the wrong way but, please tell Rose and Edward I went back to the motor home."
He agreed. When he told me that I just had to get away. I didn't know if he was right or not.
I walked over and saw my dad. I told him I was going to just go sit by my car that I needed to be alone. To please not let no one know where I was or let them go to the garage.
I was sitting on the floor in front of my car, wondering if Carlisle was right. I knew I was scared because I never felt like this before and I didn't want to ruin what me and Edward had when we were doing this.
I started to cry. "Bradley help me out here I don't know what to do! I'm lost here. I need a sign or something to know what to do next. I'm scared. I don't want to lose Edward either."
I sat there just talking to Bradley just asking for him to help me anything. That I needed help to know what to do next. The next few days I kept to my self.
After doing my tradition I walked back and sat outside. Edward was actually talking to Jacob. I pulled my knees up to my chest and just sat there and watched them.
"Bells are you alright?" My dad asked me sitting down next to me. "Yeah, I just had a lot I had to think about, but I'm fine I promise!" I was fine, it's just I couldn't figure out what to do about Edward.
I wanted so much more with him but on the other hand what if he doesn't like me the same way and then I end up pushing him away for good. I couldn't loose him.
He looked over to me and gave me a smile. Of course I smiled back at him. "I'm going to bed dad. I love you." I told him. "I love you to Bells."
Epov
I been noticing since I talked to Bella she's been a little distance from everyone I guess. Jacob was just talking to me me and asking me about it.
When I happen to look over I actually saw Bella with her knees pulled up to her chest and she had her head laying on her arms on top.
I smiled at her and the first time in days she smiled back! I seen her dad walk over and sit down next to her.
After seeing her go in I go over and start talking to Charlie. "Do you know what's going on with Bella she hasn't been talking with me or anyone?" I asked him.
"Says she's alright, she's just been thinking." He told me. "I hope that all it's is Charlie.
The next day. I just had noticed Bella was driving her back up. I realize the laps are longer here, but no one said anything.
I look down in the pits and didn't see Rose either. "Bella I'll be right back I got to do something are you ok?"
"Yeah!" She told me. I took off the head phones and mic and ran for the garage.
"Rose what's going on?" I asked running in. "I found out early this morning the gas line and brake line were leaking. I had to replace them all. This is why I do a complete thorough check before they even take the cars out."
"Good catch Rose." Just then Jacob comes running in! He has the look of fear and anger on his face.
"What is it Jacob?"
"It would appear Bella as a gain a rival on the track and there trying to knock her out. But there pissting her off. Charlie sent me to get both of you."
"Rose is the car about down?"
"It is down!" Rose said.
All three of us ran out there. I ran up the stairs and put back on my mic and head phones.
"Charlie what's going on?"
"See number #37 there yeah,, that Taylor he us to have to have a problem with me. He don't like people winning or even people that are better... SHIT!" Was all I said.
"Bella, I just found out #37 is giving you problems."
"Yeah, well problem isn't the word for it Edward. He needs to back the FUCK OFF OF ME!"
"Calm down Bella!"
"EDWARD, REMEMBER THE LAST TIME YOU TOLD ME THAT?"
Shit! She getting beyond pisst. I look up and Taylor is now beside on the upper side.
That son of bitch is going to bump her. "Bella back off, now he's going to bump you."
"Are you sure Edward?"
"I know his tricks all to well he used them all on me."
Just then she down shifted. There was a since of relief up until I seen smoke come from Bella engine.
"Rose we need Bella car now the engine getting ready to go in the back up car."
"Bella bring it in were switching you out now!"
Once we got her switch it didn't take her long to catch up at all. But there was Taylor again bumping right into her ass.
"Edward if he don't quick going to find out my raft."
"Bella don't do it!"
"Alright!"
I started getting flashes of how my accident happened. Taylor was part of the reason and I was going to try like hell not to let that happen to Bella.
"Bradley, please help me!" I heard Bella whisper but then I had an imagine of her sitting in front of her talking to Bradley crying but it was gone as soon as I saw it.
"What the..."
"Edward what is it?" Bella asked.
"I'm not sure." I walked over to the monitors and started to watch Bradley driving.
I started to get a bad feeling. Then I seen it his car is getting loose in the front end.
"Bella I'm getting..."
"I know Edward. A bad feeling so am I."
"Taylor front end is getting loose but something else isn't right with his car either."
"Hold on Edward!"
Just then I seen her down shifted and go beside Taylor on the left side. Then she slowed down and went behind him for only a second to go on the right.
"Edward his brake line is broke!"
"Great that's all you need right now."
"You think!"
"Bella you need to get away from his right side!"
"Alright, Edward!"
I watched as she went to speed up to past him. I noticed that Taylor was going to slam into to.
"BELLA, WATCH IT TAYLOR.." Just then when he went to the left and then made the swift quick move to slam into Bella her car rolled.
"BELLA!"
"I'm fine Edward!"
But it was all so quick that Taylor car got hit to and went flying in the air towards Bella car.
"BELLA GET OUT OF THERE!" I yelled out in horror as I watch her just on the other side of the pit wall, She fumbled with her harness.
Charlie and I just stood here and watched in horror it felt like everything was going in slow motion.
Just as she got the harness on done Taylor car came down on top of Bella car.
My heart dropped. Because the top of her car was gone. It was just flat. Taylor car was upside down on top of it.
I fell to one knee. My hand tighten on the railing. Charlie hand went over to my shoulder and put a loving grip on it.
The mic was silent. I never even got the chance to ask her what I wanted to.
"EDWARD, CAN YOU HEAR ME?" I was taken out of my thoughts. I grabbed Charlie hand and looked up at him. He gave me a confused look.
"OH, GOD PLEASE TELL ME YOU CAN TELL ME YOU CAN HEAR ME EDWARD DAMN IT ANSWER ME!"
I started to laugh in joy. "BELLA I HEAR. GOD I HEAR YOU BABY!"
"DID YOU REALLY CALL ME BABY EDWARD?"
"YES I DID! YOU WANT TO TELL ME HOW YOUR ALIVE BELLA?"
"I Didn't have time to get out, so I climbed into the passenger side floorboard and curled up into a ball.
I started laughing. "Charlie she curled up in the floorboard on the passenger side of the car."
"Your joking right?" He asked.
"No I'm not!" Charlie started laughing and wrapped his arms around me.
I switched over to Rose. "Rose she alive she curled up in a ball in the floorboard on the passenger side of the car."
"HA, HA, I KNEE HER SHORTNESS WAS GOOD FOR SOMETHING!" She laughed out.
"EDWARD!" I heard my dad. I looked over the rail. "SHE ALIVE DAD!" He gave me a confused look.
"SHE CURLED UP IN THE PASSENGER SIDE FLOOR BOARD!" He started laughing.
"EDWARD!" I heard Bella.
"Yeah, Bella!"
"I need to tell you something!"
"What's that?" I asked.
"Remember when you told me to think about why I was avoiding you back home?"
"Yeah!"
"I was scared!"
"Scared of what Bella?"
"I want more, but I'm afraid of losing this, the connection we have together when comes to the this."
Then it clicked. "Bella.." She stopped me. "Let me finish. Yesterday I asked for Bradley help me make a decision, well I made one." She started laughing.
"Yeah, what would that be?" I asked her. I want to start getting to know you outside the track to."
I smiled. "Well, that's a good thing because there's something I wanted to ask you any ways."
"Yeah, what would that be?"
"I wanted to know if you go on a date with me Bella?"
"How about you get me out of this car and I will give you my answer in person."
"Ok!" I told her.
"I hope it's soon because I'm really starting to get cramped in here." I laughed.
"There working on getting Taylor out of his car it's upside down on yours."
"Oh, come on! Please, tell me your joking me, I thought he bounce back off my car."
"Nope, sorry I'm not joking Bella."
"This really sucks, and now I need a new car and new engine, ain't this great. Can I kick his ass now?"
I actually started to get angry with Taylor. "Not before I do first!" I growled through my teeth.
"Edward, what going on?" She asked me. "Let's just say I owe him just a little pay back!" I told her.
"Edward, don't get yourself hurt please."
They were finally pulling him out of his car and they stood him up. He turned and caught eye of me and gave me this evil grin.
That's when I lost it. "EDWARD, NO!" Charlie yelled out.
But I never stopped. I ran up and actually slammed my fist into his. He came back at me and went to go hit me but his crew pulled him back.
Charlie grabbed my arm. "Edward, don't he not worth it!"
Then we heard banging from the car. "Wait, you mean to tell us that driver still alive in there?"
There emergency crew asked us. Charlie and I looked at each other. "No one told you?" I asked them. They shook there head no.
"DOES SOMEONE WANT TO TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON HERE?" Bella yelled out.
"Hold on Bella! Yeah she alive she curled up in the floorboard on the passenger side." I told them.
They were talking about putting a hole in panel to get to her.
"Edward what was all that yelling about about out there?" She asked me.
"Umm, let's just say I hit Taylor and leave it at that."
"Edward, are crazy?"
"I'm not answering that right now! I just want to get you out of that car before I end up killing someone."
"Hey, Cullen it's easier picking on her, maybe you should get back behind the wheel so I can have some with you."
I walked up to him. "You want to have fun, then show up to my track asshole and I'll show you fun." I told him.
"Maybe I might have to take you up on that offer. Hopefully that sexy driver of yours will be free."
"DID HE JUST CALL ME SEXY EDWARD? DID I REALLY HEAR THAT RIGHT?" I smirked.
"Yep!" I said.
"Can I kick his ass now Edward, cause really getting pisst off now."
"Hold off on that I got an idea! Taylor you want to race me it will have to be in our state in Washington. Next weekend, but my driver in it to." I told him.
"You got a deal Cullen! See you then." I nodded.
"Can you tell your driver to brace herself cause were getting ready to cut her out!"
I nodded. "I heard Edward, you and dad better be there when they pull me out." She told me.
"Don't worry we will be."
We walked over to the other side of the car and watched them while they were cutting a hole in her poor car.
They finally pulled the panel off. They crowded around the section of car. They finally walked apart and there was Bella standing there.
Charlie and I looked at each other amazed. She come walking up to us.
"What did you think I was hurt?" I just looked down at her and smiled. "It would seem I owe you a answer to a question you asked me earlier."
"What Question would that be?" I asked. She put the biggest grin on her face. "Yes I will go out on a date with you but not until we get home."
"You just made me the happiest person in the world Bella Swan!" Charlie and Bella just shake there head.
"What?" I asked. "Nothing, now how am I going to get a new car and a new engine?" She asked me.
"Let me take care of that. So you want to still do some ass kicking?"
"If it's Taylor your damn right I do Edward."
"Good, because next weekend we both will in Washington on the race track!" I told her.
Bella stops and looks at me. Then smiles at me. "I like this idea even better. By the way I hope you hit him hard!" She told me.
"Really, after you told me not to, now you hope I hit him hard!" I shake my head.
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