Bpov

I woke up the next morning and Edward was gone. I gone over the events in my head my head last night.

Oh shit I destroyed Edward car and Jacob going to be pisst at me. I finally get up and walk out of his bedroom.

I walked over to his kitchen and was in aww at it. He a bachelor and he doesn't live like a slob. I climb up on the bar stool next to the island and Edward hands me a cup of coffee.

"Good morning!" He told me. "No it's not. I'm sorry about your car!" I told him.

"And now why wouldn't be a good morning?" He asked me as he leaned against the drinking his coffee.

"Because, Jacob going to be pisst at me for destroying the garage, and well destroying your car. Plus you had to come look for me last night and because of that you didn't get your medicine in time." I told him.

He looked at me a moment. "Bella, I told you last night, what happen last night was not your fault." He paused for a minute.

"How do I explain this so you understand. When I was in my accident something went through the front of my helmet and some how lodged into just between my temple and behind my eye. It tore only of part of my optic nerve they repaired it.

But I guess it also nick a small part of my brain to. It healed but not without damage. I get headaches really bad, bad enough to well I black out. They use to be worse. But the medicine they have me on I don't have them unless of like last night I miss a dose.

But that's only the black outs. The headaches on the other hand well they can get bad and well like yesterday I couldn't be there with you because my head hurt so really bad.

So that was not your fault Bella so quit blaming yourself. Now on destroying my car on the other hand." he said.

"Oh boy here it comes, I knew it!" He started to laugh which confused me cause I thought he be angry.

"Let me finish will you. By you destroying my Volvo gives me excuse to get something else, which you come in. I want to get a motorcycle and I want your help to get one!" He told me.

I smiled big. "I got just the place to go to!" I told him. "But can we go get my bike first and will take instead?" I asked him.

"Sure! When ever your ready we can go. Oh Bella later you and I need to talk since now sober." He told.

Oh crap, I knew this was coming! Once, we got to the shop Jacob called me back into the garage to talk. "Jacob don't be to hard on her." For some odd reason Jacob glared at Edward.

I shut the door to the garage so I even could ask him what that was about.

"What that was that look at Edward for Jacob?" I asked him.

"For this Bells, and all this DAMN SHIT! IF IT WASN'T FOR HIM YOU WOULDN'T OF DOWN THIS!" Jacob yelled out.

I walked up to Jacob. "FOR ONE YOU SHOULD OFF FUCKING TALKED TO ME FIRST BEFORE ASSUMING SHIT, JACOB! FOR TWO IT WASN'T EDWARD THAT PISST ME OFF THIS FUCKING BAD! I TOLD EDWARD TO LEAVE BECAUSE OF WHAT PISST ME OFF YESTERDAY.

THIS IS WHY I HATE MEN AND THERE SEXIST, PROTECTIVE BULL SHIT, BULL SHIT!

DAMN IT JACOB UGH! NEVER MIND I'M NOT EXPLAINING DAMN SHIT TO YOU RIGHT NOW!"

I went and open up the garage door and got on my bike I stopped and looked at the inside of the office and Edward looked at me he must of know to come out because he ran out and grabbed his helmet and got on my bike.

I drove to my house first so I could change. I told Edward to wait downstairs and I ran upstairs.

God I could hurt Jacob right now. How could he think that shit. I changed and tried to push it out in to the back of my mind.

Later that day we got Edward a black and blue bike with a nice helmet and jacket. He went home I told him I meet him later that I had to go to the shop and talk to Jacob and I talk to him later.

I got to the shop and found Jacob in the garage. "You want to explain to me why you assumed it was Edward I was mad at?" I asked him.

Well his car!" He said. "Well in a way I was and you and every other man on the planet!" He looked at me confused.

"Ugh, I had a photo shoot yesterday and they wanted me to well to appeal to men, dress in bikini, show a little more then I usually do you know." Jacob looks at me a minute.

"What's wrong with that I think you look good!" My y eyes widen. "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU JUST FUCKING SAID THAT! YOU OF ALL PEOPLE JAKE KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT!" I snapped at him.

"It can't be that bad Bella come on!" Tears started to fall down my face. "Are you kidding me right now Jacob?"

"No, it was years ago Bella, I still don't think it's as bad as you think it is!" Just then Rose walked in. "Did I walk into the middle of something?" She asked.

"Yeah, Jacob being a total ass hole thinking my scars isn't as bad I think it is that I should of wore the damn bikini, showed more then what I usually do. Just to please the male ego."

"JACOB ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY YOU WERE THERE, YOU KNOW HOW BAD SHE GOT TORE UP!" Rose snapped out.

"Yeah, but that but that was years ago, she healed really good, I think those scars to aren't as bad as she thinks and she just..."

I grabbed the one of single tire irons and started to smashing things in anger. I lost it. "BELLA STOP!" I heard Jacob and Rose yell at me.

I turned and looked at them. "I can't be here!" I ran out and jumped out on my bike. I had to go and think and the only way I can do that is my car, and drive.

Epov

My phone started to ring and I thought it be Bella but it wasn't it was Rose.

"Hello!"

"Edward, we got a problem!" Rose said. "Rose I honestly didn't know!" I heard Jacob say. "JACOB ZIPPED IT!"

"What on earth is going on?" I asked. "Can you just come down to the garage please?" Rose asked. "Hey wait!" Rose stopped him. "JACOB!"

"Yeah, I'm on my way!" I hung up. What ever going on it has Rose mad. I got on my bike and took off for the garage.

When I got there I saw Charlie police cruiser there. I started to get confuse. I didn't see Bella bike though.

I went in and Charlie was chewing Jacob out. When I walked in I saw Billy, Charlie, Rose and Jacob. But I saw alot more stuff smashed.

"Rose what the hell happen here?" I asked walking up to her. "Umm, this is Bella beyond pisst off, what you saw last night was nothing compared to this." She told me.

"I see that. Last night it was my car and not over stuff and getting a little drunk but this. What set her off?" I asked.

"Jacob did!" She told me. "What! Your joking me?"

"Nope, I'm afraid not, and it's over her scars and that stupid photo shoot yesterday. He seems to think that there not as bad as she thinks they are, that the others healed up just fine. That she would of looked hot. But little does he know even though he was there.

There is no damn way she can wear that stuff!" Rose explained to me.

I turned to Jacob. "That's one of the biggest reason Bella never been in no relationship until you sort of. She scared." Rose said.

"Yeah, she said something about that. I mean your right were really not together, and I want to get to know her to, and I told her scars don't matter to me, but she was drunk, I told her I wanted to talk to her.

All I could think about is that kiss at the race!"

Rose turned at me and smiled. "Really?" She said. "Yes, really! Let's get back to what's going on. So where's Bella now?" I asked.

"Oh, where she always goes when she gets this angry, and that's drive her car as fast as she can around the track."

"What!" I said. "Relax, she in the best possible focus mine right now." She told me. Then Jacob caught site of me.

He come walking up to me. "THIS IS PARTLY YOUR FAULT YOU KNOW IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE STUPID SPONSOR COMES NOW OF THIS WOULD OF HAPPENED!" He caught me off guard and hit me in the left eye thank god.

He went after me again but Billy and Charlie grabbed a hold of him. I walked up to Jacob.

"FOR YOUR INFORMATION I DIDN'T KNOW THEY WERE GOING TO DO THAT KINDA OF PHOTO SHOOT, AND IF I COULD OF BEEN THERE YESTERDAY I WOULD OF STOPPED IT BEFORE IT HAPPEN! AND IF YOU EVER TRY TO HIT ME IN THE FACE AGAIN, THINK BEFORE YOU DO, BECAUSE FOR YOU CAN.. WAIT WHY AM I TELLING YOU, JUST FIGURE IT OUT ON YOUR OWN." I told him and walked out.

I got on my bike. "Edward, wait!" Charlie and Rose stopped me!

"Sorry about Jacob, he well can be a little."

"Jerk." I told Charlie. "Yeah, that to. I know you would of stopped the sponsors if you were there." Charlie told me.

"Yeah, well you better talk to Jacob in there. I really need to go to talk to Bella." I told them. "Oh if he isn't calm down in one week before the next race, well I'm out!.

I'm sorry Charlie. But I can't work with someone that going to try to kill me or serious hurt me with one blow to my head. He damn lucky head didn't hit my right side." I told him.

"I understand Edward, but please tell Bella yourself." He told me. "I will, Charlie. I'm sorry again. I really hate doing this to Bella but what can I do!" I told him.

I drove over to the race track and Bella was just climbing out of her car. "Hey!" I told her.

She turned and looked at me. Her eyes widen when she saw my face. "Edward what happen?"

"Jacob!" Was all I said. "What I'm going to kick his ass." She went to walk out. I grabbed her arm. "We need to talk can you follow me to my house please!"

"Yeah, sure." We got on our bikes and she followed me to my house.

Once we get to my house Bella followed me into the house. Bella sat down on the couch.

"Bella, first off I need to tell you I'm sorry about the sponsors yesterday and if I could of been there yesterday I would of stopped them."

"Edward you had no way of knowing that they were going to do that, and I'm sorry for coming and yelling at you yesterday."

"You guys need to leave on Sunday and you all have new trailers and stuff, so you guys will be set for your race in Nevada." I told her.

"Wait, aren't you going, Edward?" She asked me. I looked towards the floor. "No I'm sorry Bella, but I can't. I can't have Jacob threatening my life like he did tonight."

"But I need you out there with me Edward! Ill tell Jacob he can't come."

"Bella, no. He been like a brother to you since you were little and I'm not coming between that."

"But, Edward you can't do this, please don't!"

"Bella, we can still talk and get to know each and that's what I want, but I can't come in and just ruin or what ever, when you already have a good thing going."

"Edward just stop. Your just a must of a part of this!"

"I just feel it's best that I don't!" I told her. She gets up. "Bella, you don't have to go!"

"Yes, I do. You don't understand, I need you there, but you just can't see that. You rather just think I rather keep Jacob in my life right now because of what he did. Fine I'll do what you want, but I can't be apart of your life either, because you just expect me just to understand all of a sudden that the person that helps me through the race and helps me focus is no longer going to be there because of one damn person, I can't understand that and I won't."

She runs out the door before I even have a chance to say anything thing.

The next couple of days I haven't heard from Bella. I had a knock on the door. I answered it and it was Jacob.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him. "I came to talk to you if you let me that is."

"I guess!" I open the door and go sit down. Jacob shuts the door and sits on the couch.

"Look dude I want to apologize first for hitting you, if I knew."

"Thank you for apologizing, but what's the real reason your here Jacob?"

"Bella, she hasn't been the same since you told her weren't going. Can't you please reconsider. It would mean alot. Besides I really need her to forgive me I can't stand her not talking to me. She even quick coming to work."

"Wait, she that mad at you Jacob?" I asked him. "Yeah man, she not the same again. Except it's worse this time. I really fucked up this time and I need your help."

"You need my help, little do you know she not talking to me either Jacob. I think we both screwed up then."

"Oh, wow dude. Can I ask you something?"

"Shoot!"

"Do you you like Bella?" He asked me. "Yes, I like Bella, what kind of question is that!"

"No, I don't mean like her as a friend or like a sister as I do or love, but do you like her, I mean really like her?"

"I never really thought about it, I know since we kissed I haven't stopped thinking about it. I tried telling her I want to get to know her which I really do, so yes I guess I do really like her." I chuckled.

"I think were going to need some help and I know just the two people just to help us and that would be Rose and Charlie." he told me.

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