Bpov

I closed my eyes and slowly reached behind me and undid my bra I took my one arm and covered my breast as I took my other and lowered the straps of my bra and removed my bra and dropped it.

I finally dropped my arms and just waited. When I opened my eyes Edward was standing in front of me. He was looking at me then looked back up into my eyes.

He leaned over and whispered in my ear. "Your beautiful to me Bella!" That's when I let out a breath I been holding in.

I couldn't believe what words such small words keep break down the rest of the walls I had built up around my heart and make me want him more, I wanted to feel what only he could offer me.

And that was his love. He pressed his lips against mine again and I wrapped my arms around his neck as I granted his tongue permission inside my mouth as he did for me.

I felt his hands grip my waist and pick me up not even breaking the kiss. He laid me down on the blanket ever so gently.

He pulled away and looked back into to my eyes. I felt his hand slid up and gently cupped my breast. He never looked away from my eyes.

When he did that I felt a sensation that I never felt before. It felt like little lighting bolts of electricity going through my body.

He stopped and didn't move a inch. I reached down for the edge of shirt and pulled up and he finally figured out what I was doing and helped me get his shirt off the rest of the way.

I didn't realize how built he was. I took my hand and ran it across his shoulder. I ended up hitting a scar.

I sat up and looked at it a minute. "You have scars just as bad!" I said.

"Yeah, I just don't say anything and I always did what you did is kept them covered." He said.

"But your so tan!" I told him. He chuckled. "Perks of living by yourself and living where you have no neighborhoods. You can work outside with no shirt on." He told me.

I took and gently took my lips and started to kiss his scars. I wanted to show him like he did me that it doesn't matter to me.

I felt Edward hand tighten on my waist. I smiled at the fact that I had the same affect on him as he did me.

I lifted my head back up to look back into his eyes and he took his other hand and gently pulled me me closer to him and he pressed his lips against mine.

He slowly laid me back down and pulled away and started to kiss down towards my breast.

He gently took my nipple into his mouth and started to lick it. I closed my eyes and tipped my head back and let out a moan.

He stopped and pulled away. "Did I hurt you?" He asked me. "No, Edward. It felt good." A smile grew on his face. Then he started to trail kisses down my stomach until he reached the edge a my underwear.

He looked up at me and I just nodded to him to let him know it was all right. He gently took them off.

Then he looked down and saw the other scar and where it was. He looked up at me. Can you still have kids?" He asked me.

That's when the other bomb felt like it went off. "Would it matter if I could or not?" I asked him. Shutting my eyes and turning away.

"Bella look at me please!" He told me. I turned and looked at him as I sat up. "You are what matters. I asked because of you. Knowing someday you would want one. I would still be with you even if you couldn't." He told me.

"Then I will tell you what they told me after I lost my ovary. Since I only have one ovary I still might be able to but it just be harder." I explained to him.

"So I think of it this way if it happens it happens, then I created a little miracle out of love. But if I don't then I know that person is with me because they love me, not what I can't give them.

To be honest with you I hope that to be you." I finished telling him. I only half smiled not knowing what his answer would be.

"Just when I thought you couldn't surprise me and make me love you more you prove me so wrong Bella Swan!" A bigger smile went on my face and I pressed my lips back against his again.

I deepen the kiss and I reached down and unbuttoned his jeans but I was actually having a problem unbuttoning them and I started to laugh I couldn't help myself.

Finally Edward took his jeans off and boxers. He rolled back on his side and put his arm around me to pull me closer.

He gently rolled me over on my back. "Are you sure?" He asked me. I smiled. "Are you?" I asked him knowing that this was his first time to.

He smiled. "I've never been more sure about anything before then you and this and us being together." If he thought I couldn't make him love me more. He just made me love him more then I could ever love anyone.

He slowly slid his hard manhood into my hotspot and never taking our eyes off each other he slid it in until he stopped.

He leaned down and whispered "I'm sorry!" With a quick thrust he broke through. I grabbed his arms and gasped in pain.

I buried my face into his shoulder as the tears fell from the pain. He never moved. He had a arm wrapped around me somehow and waited for me patiently for the pain to subside.

Once it did I pulled away from his shoulder and looked into to eyes. I wrapped my arm around his neck while my other hand stay holding until his arm.

I started to bit my bottom lip which I always tried to hide from Edward. I did it when I was concentrating on something.

I moved my hip up and Edward let out a moan. I half smiled still biting my bottom lip. I did it again but this I made both of us moan.

Once Edward heard me he slowly started to move in and out and slowly picked up the pace. I tipped my head back in pleasure.

I took my other and wrapped it around his back Edward slid his hand down to my waist and gripped it gently and rolled us so I was on top.

I moved my hips to match his movements. I leaned back and Edward moaned louder in pleasure.

I felt Edward arm wrap my back and he lifted me back up, slightly and he put his mouth over breast and started to lick the top of my nipple.

I took my hand and gently tugged his hair. My other hand dug into his back.

He finally pulled me closer to him it felt incredible to feel his body close to mine. I was getting close to intensify the feeling. I could feel.

Edward thrusted in deeper and I felt this intense over whemly feeling go through my body I tried not to scream out but when he thrusted in deeper.

I buried my face into Edward shoulder and couldn't not help myself from screaming out his name. When I did he ended up releasing his and screamed out my name.

I smiled into shoulder knowing that I could pleasure him as much as he did me.

Epov

I sat there holding Bella close to me not wanting to move. I could feel her smiling in my shoulder. Which made me feel even better.

What she does to me and how she makes me feel. Now this! What more can I ask for, a beautiful woman that loves me as much as her and to have the same passion I do for speed even though I can't race like I want to, I will be there for every step of the way.

"Edward!"

"Yeah!" I answered her. "I really don't want to ruin this moment but the fire needs wood added to it." She told me.

I started to laugh and pulled away and looked into her eyes. "Your not ruining anything. I will just go get a extra blanket for you and add wood to the fire!" She nodded.

I lifted up and moved her beside me and grabbed my boxers and put them on.

I ran into my tent and grabbed a blanket and came back out and handed it to her. I added wood to and turned back to Bella who looked adorable wrapped up in the blanket with one bare shoulder sticking out and her knees pulled up to her.

"Are you hungry?" I asked her. "Yeah, I am." I went to my tent and grabbed the stuff I made up earlier today that could be served up could.

I brought it out and went and sat down next to her. I opened the containers and put the food on the plate for her. "Here, it's not much but I thought it work because you can serve it cold to." I told her.

"Thank you!" She told me and started eating. "Oh my god this is so good Edward."

"Why thank you! My mom gave me the recipe." I told her.

"So wait you made this?" She asked me. "Yes, I made this. I do live alone. I don't like eating tv dinners, and I don't like eating pizza every night. So I asked my mother to teach me how to cook."

"I need to come over and cook for you now." She told me. "Wait, your not going to try and burn down my house like you did yours are you?" I asked laughing.

"No, I'm actually a good cook thank you. It's just we had so much going on in the house that I ended up well!"

I laughed. "I know, call 911, cause you almost burnt your house down." She grabbed some of her food and threw it me.

"I'm joking you can come and make me dinner any time you want to!" I leaned over and kissed her on the nose. She giggled.

"I'll be right back." I told Bella, realizing I needed to get my meds and take them. I grabbed the bottles and grabbed two bottles of water.

I walked back out and handed her the water and sat down and took my meds out of the bottles and took them.

"So did you start taking them right after your accident?" She asked me.

"Ahh, no. We didn't know nothing was wrong until months later and they ran a bunch of test and found out I had some damaged that was caused from the accident and what they had to do to repair everything."

"So is my family beside yours the other the only one that knows about it?"

"Or do you mean let know about it, and yes." I feel her head against the back of my shoulder. "Your the first I mean other then Rose that's seen my scars. I mean the doctors have but I was to scared." She told me.

"Why me?" I asked her. I felt her kiss the scars on my back. "What do you mean by that?"

I turned to where I could see her face. "I mean why open your heart to me like you did?" I asked her.

"You took the time and talk to me. You weren't how do I say scared of my size or pushed me. You some how made me feel like me. And then you started to heal the wounds that I needed healed." She told me.

"When I first seen you in the bar you took my breath away because I knew you were beautiful then, but I had no idea it would lead us to here."

She started laughing. "Then you really don't want to know what I thought about you!"

"Oh no, that bad?" I asked laughing wrapping my arms around her. "No, worse, I thought you where a bad ass that was only looking for a one night stand. Why do you think I squealed my tires and and popped a wheelie."

"Bella Cullen were you actually trying to prove that you were a bad ass your self?" I asked. "Maybe!" She said with a smirk on her face.

"Hmmm! A bad ass, I think I like this even more." I leaned over and pressed my lips against her. I pulled away. She giggled.

"Edward Cullen I'm not a bad ass, maybe a smart ass sometimes but not a bad ass." I rolled over laughing. "You got that one right." I told her.

"So are you looking for to getting into the car and racing this this weekend?" Bella asked me.

"No!" She rolled over and laid her head down on my chest. "No, why not? She asked me."

"Because, I gotten use to being there for you. But I tell you what I am looking forward to though getting on that race track and driving beside you."

"I don't get it!" She told me. "I'm not thrilled about going on the race track and having to race Taylor Bella. You don't understand. He was the one main ones that caused my accident."

"Then why you challenge him then?"

"Because I was still angry for what he did to me and now he doing it to you. When they pulled him out of his car that day he gave me that evil grin of his.

I admit it I lost it and ran over and slammed my fist into him. I wanted to kill him actually. But your dad of course stopped me.

But you kept saying you want to kick his ass so I came up with the next best thing when he told me I should be the one racing."

"Alright Edward now I'm worried. I don't want you going out there getting yourself killed over some fucking guy that has it out for you."

"You forget, he has it out for you you to now. Besides, I have the best thing out there trying to protect me on the the track."

"Yeah and what's that?" She asked me. I smiled at her. "You of course." She started laughing.

"Edward Cullen your impossible! No but seriously Edward the minute I see a problem promise me you'll get out of the race please!"

"Alright, god your persistented." I told her. "I just got you in my life I don't want to lose you!" She caught me off guard when she said that.

But I wrapped both my arms around her and tried to reassure her she won't.

I do not own all my characters in my story Stephanie Meyer does.

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