Bpov
I awoke the next morning still outside by the fire. It was relit and I could smell coffee.
I rolled over unto my belly thinking about last night and I smiled into my pillow.
"Now I have never seen that on your face in the morning." I heard say. "It's your fault you put it there." I told him burying my face into the pillow laughing.
"My fault, how is it my fault?" He asked me. I felt his warm hand on my shoulder. "Let's see I recall something we did more than once last." I slowly roll my head to see Edward gorgeous green eyes looking down at me.
He had this crooked smile I could grow to love. Then I saw the coffee in his hand. I sat up and made sure I held the blanket up against and stole his cup out of his hand.
"Hey now that was my coffee you know!" I smirk after drinking some. "Yeah so, I needed a drink and you had your coffee right there. So what you going to about it!" I gave him a smug look.
He shook his head and laugh. "Hmmm, I would have to think about it!" He told me. I leaned over and gave him a gentle but quick kiss.
"You know Cullen I kinda of like waking up with you here it's nice." I told him. "Well you keep kissing me like that I not going to want to leave here!" He told me.
"That's funny, cause I don't, for what was suppose to be our first date almost turned into a nightmare all because I fell into the stupid river, but who knew from that I would make the biggest decision of my life and it was the best I ever made. At least I hope so!" I told him.
"What's that suppose to mean?" He asked me. "I closed my eyes hoping I don't regret the the next thing that comes out of my mouth.
"What I mean, I want to know was it worth it or do you regret what happen last night?" I waited for the yelling to start.
"Oh! If your waiting for me to yell at you then you don't have to worry about that cause I'm not. I can understand why your asking that question cause I was asking myself the same about you?" I couldn't help but to burst out laughing.
He looked confused. I wrapped the blanket around me and got my knee.
"Edward Cullen you were right when you said you weren't like other men. I don't regret my decision or anything that happen last. Did you not see me wake up with a smile on my face. In fact you commented on it." I told him. I was a little irritated and didn't know why.
"In fact you hit it on the button. I have never woke up with a smile on my face before I never had a reason to until now. Edward what you did, we did was the best night of my life last night and I sure in the hell hope that it was for or all I did was for nothing.
Opening my damn heart to you, falling in love with you." I just went silent with tears falling from my eyes.
Edward shook his head and smiled. "Bella if you think for one damn minute I regret last night your wrong. I didn't plan for none of that to happen but it did. Don't get me wrong I'm sure in the hell glad it did." He took a deep breath.
"Because, I ended up finding out how truly beautiful you really are. Not what you and your family describe to me. But I see much more then what you see. I don't see your scars. I see you Bella.
What we did last night was well incredible, no it was magical and I would not change it and I don't regret it."
Did I just fall in love with him more. I didn't want to move. I wanted everything he said to sink in.
He put his hands on both sides of my face. "Will you say something damn it!" He told me. "I love you!" He started laughing. "I love you to, but your face is to damn adorable right now!" He pressed his lips to mine and wouldn't you know it we were back at it again.
I was trying to find my clothes. "Edward, could you come here a minute!" He walked into my tent. "Yeah, what is it?" He asked. "Umm, you want to tell me what you see in this over night bag?" I handed it to him.
He looked in it. "Socks, undergarments. Why?" I give him a funny look. He scratched his head in confusion. "Edward who packed my bag?"
"Your dad, why!" I arched my brow let out a half a laugh. I threw my hands in the air. "That explains it all. That little coe, uggh!"
"Did I miss something here?" Edward asked. "Alright there are some few things missing from that bag and I'm going to kill my dad when I get home, if I get home."
"Bella you want to let me in on what your talking about?"
"EDWARD, THERE'S NO SLEEPING CLOTHES, OR CHANGE OF CLOTHES IN MY BAG. MY CLOTHES ARE STILL WET. YOUR A DAMN MAN FIGURE IT OUT!" I snapped out.
He ran his hand through his messy hair. "Oh my god, your dad wlant you to." Edward pointed to me then him. "BINGO! He hinted to it before I walked out the door last night."
Edward was laughing really hard. "Can I ask what so funny?" I asked with my arms crossed. He walked up and wrapped his arms around me. "Well, it looks like your dad was right with out knowing it. Plus it looks like your wearing my sweat pants and t-shirt home." I started to giggle and wrapping my arms around his neck.
"I'm still kicking my dad's ass." Edward just laughed.
Once I dress and Edward took me home my dad was leaning against the counter drinking a cup of coffee with a smug look on his face.
"What?" I laughed as I reached for a cup of coffee. "Hmm, judging from that smiled on your face and the clothes your wearing, someone finally got lucky." He started chuckling.
I leaned against the counter. "Let's see the reason I'm wearing Edward clothes is because I fell into the river last night because of my clumsy ass."
"Wait what?" He asked and turned and looked at me. "Yep and Edward saved me of course. My knight in shining armour." My dad started laughing.
"Want to the best part?" I asked him. "Sure enlighten me!" He told me. "Well after he pulled me from the river I told him I loved him, and I found out he feels the same way about me!" I put a smile on my face taking a sip of my coffee.
"Hold the boat! Is that why you been so out of it lately trying to figure out your feelings for Edward?" He asked me.
"Yeah, I didn't want to say anything until I knew myself and j told him first. Dad I really happy again, and it's because of Edward." I told him.
"Wow, It's about time you two realized it. I thought I was going to hit you both up side the hide to get you two to open your eyes." I laughed.
As I turned to go upstairs. "Oh, dad I'm kicking your ass!" I told him.
"And why are you doing that?" He asked. "Because, when I went to go find clothes to put on this morning I had none I found out."
"Wait, this morning. You didn't look until this morning. I smirk and started to laugh and ran up the stairs. "BELLA SWAN YOU DID GET LUCKY LAST NIGHT!" He laughed.
"STILL KICKING YOUR ASS DAD!" I yelled out as I ran into the bathroom and jumped into the shower.
Later on that day Rose came over and we started to pack up my stuff for the race.
"Sooo, how it go last night." She asked me. "Well, Edward had to save my clumsy ass!" I laughed as I laid back on my bed.
"Wait what? Rescue you what happen?" She asked me. "Well Edward told me he wanted to be with me and I panicked of course and ran.
Well my clumsy feet tripped and I fell into the river!"
"Oh my god Bella."
"It's alright, though Edward saved me as you see, I'm here! But I confessed my love to him."
"What he say?"
I smiled. He loves me to. But that wasn't the biggest thing. I made the biggest decision and step last night and it was the best one I ever made."
"Oh my god, Bella you showed him your scars!" She smiled. I smiled ear to ear. "Not only that!"
"Isabelle Swan you mean to tell me you are no longer a virgin any more?"
"Yep, and the best thing was it was both our first time, and we both found out about so much about each other that it's just incredible Rose. I don't ever want to lose this feeling that I have."
"Girlfriend you got it bad for him, but that's a good thing. I like seeing you this way." She told me as she laid back on the bed with me.
She grabbed my hand and held it in hers. "Just promise me one thing Bella."
"What's that Rose?" I asked her.
"Never to lose what we have. Because I couldn't handle it if I lost my best friend to a guy."
"I promise Rose. Edward could never change my family and he's already told me that. You mean to much to me to lose you Rose. I love you to much. Besides you kick my ass if I even tried to push you away I giggled.
"I love you to Bella, and your right I kick your ass if you did." Just then my phone goes off and I looked at it and it says unknown number.
I looked over at Rose. "Turn it on speaker Bella." I nodded. I turned it on.
"Hello!"
"Is this Bella Swan driver of #48."
"Yes, and you are?"
"Let's just say, someone that loved fucking up your car." I sat up along with rose we looked at each other.
"I got news for you buddy, your fucking with the wrong person!"
"Oh, I don't think so. Just like your brother I see!" I gasped.
"You, knew Bradley?" I asked him.
"I was the one that hit the two other characters into him that sent him flying but didn't expect him to die though but I guess it's just part of the sport right!"
"YOU, ASSHOLE I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR ASS!" Rose grabbed the phone and hung up on him.
"WHY THE HELL YOU DO THAT?" I snapped at her getting up and starting to pace with my hands balled up into a fist.
"This is why! Bella he just doing this to piss you off!"
"You don't understand Rose, damn it none of you have." Tears started rolling down my face.
I looked at her and then ran out of the house into the garage. I left my phone. I jumped on my dirt bike not even thinking to grab my helmet I was to upset.
I took off to the old motor cross track they closed down after Bradley death.
I got to the tree where he died and dropped to my knees. "NOOO! DAMN IT BRADLEY WHY AND THE HELL DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!"
I didn't know how long I was there when I felt arms wrap around me. "I blamed myself for his death, when all along that ass hole Taylor was the cause of it Edward."
I fell back against and just cried. I couldn't believe all these years I blamed myself for Bradley death when all along Taylor was apart my life and I never knew it.
"Why did you think Bradley death was your fault Bella?"
"Because, I left him there! I left him. If I could of been more stronger, if I gotten to him first."
"Bella, look at me!" I pull away and look at Edward. He puts his hand on the side of my face.
"You saved two other people's lives that day, and Bradley told you to leave him there to save yourself. So stop blaming yourself for something that's not your fault." I started to laugh.
"What!" He said.
"That's exactly what Bradley would say to me." I told Edward.
Edward smiles at me and wraps his arms around me and pulls me close to him.
Epov
"You want to tell me how found me, by the way?" She asked me.
"Rose, she called me freaking out! Which brings me back to you. "Why and the hell did you take off on your bike without your helmet, are you trying to give me a heartache?"
She starts giggling. "Maybe I am a bad ass." I bury my face in her hair and laugh. "Maybe a dare devil but no bad ass." I told her.
"Come on we need to get, we are leaving for the track." We walk over to the bikes I threw her helmet.
She gave me a smirk. "Race you home Cullen!" I chuckled.
"Swan, after my own heart."
"You know it baby, I love speed, but not as much as I love you Cullen!" She took off on her bike.
"Hey wait! That's cheating, and did you really just say you love me more than speed?" I got on my bike and took off after her.
After getting back to her house she tried to run into the house but I caught her.
"Oh no you don't! Did you really say you love me more than speed?" I asked her.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and pressed her lips against mine. She licked my bottom lip and I granted her permission as she did me. She pulled away.
"Yeah I did, I just realized I missed you to!" She told me.
"I missed you today, up until I got a frightening phone call that almost gave me a heartache."
She gave me a pouty face. I started to laugh. "Now that's to damn adorable." I scooped her up and she squealed as I took her into the house.
"I see you found my daughter?" I froze when I heard Charlie in the kitchen. I set down Bella and stood beside her.
"I see she still in one piece!" I looked down at Bella and it looked like she was trying to hold back from laughing.
"Yes Charlie she back in one piece!" I walked into the kitchen and leaned against the cupboard Bella walked over and kissed her dad on the cheek.
I watched Bella as she went into the fridge and grabbed something to drink. It was two Pepsi max and she handed me one, I nodded to her she leaned her back up against me.
"So am I'm going to be seeing you more often around here Cullen?" I wrapped my arm around Bella waist.
"Yeah, I guess so seems how were going out with each other now!" I told him.
"Hot, diggity! I just had to hear it from his mouth to." He chuckled. I heard Bella giggle.
"Did I miss something here?" I asked.
"Yeah, I'm going to tell you what I told her this morning. I thought I was going to knock you two upside the back side of the head to get you two to see you loved each other. By the way your welcome?"
"Wait, your welcome for what?" I asked. Choking on my sip of Pepsi.
Bella bent over laughing.
"Oh my god he knows, doesn't he?" I started laughing. "How could I miss my daughter big ass grin when she walked into the door this morning. You don't think I know that look.
Then the way you tensed up when you walked in here. It gave you a way Edward."
Bella turned and buried her face into my chest laughing so hard. "I warned you about my family!"
"That you did." I laughed and buried my face into hair and wrapped my arms around her.
Rose finally showed up with the motor home and we packed it up. We finally took off.
I do not own all my characters in my story Stephanie Meyer does.
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