A/N- I KNOW I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON! I AM SOO SORRY! YOU GUYS ARE TOTTALY AMAZING AND I FEEL LIKE ABANDED YOU! HONESTLY YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SORRY I AM! PLEASE READ THIS CHAPTER THAT I HAVE WRITEN FOR ALL OF YOU AMAZING PEOPLE! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!
Cammie's POV
"Grace!" I shouted down the phone the second the rings stopped.
"Cam!" she shouted a little angrily. I made a face of confusion, but decided to ignore it.
"Thank God! I need to talk to you!" my head was spinning wild, I had just had my fist kiss ever with a really hot guy and I needed to talk to my best friend.
"Yeah? Well I've been dying to talk to you for ages, but no your new life has whipped me away." I sighed, I thought something was wrong.
"Grace, I'm sorry, but I've been busy and…" I trailed off thinking about Matt and his soft lips and his blue, blue eyes-
"Cammie…" I practically saw her eyes grow wide with excitement, "Have you met a boy?" I let a smile take over my face, finally, a topic I wanted to ta about.
"Maybe," she squealed down the phone and I had to hold it away from my ear o she didn't deafened me.
"Oh My GOD! Little Cammie has met a boy!" I couldn't help it giggled and my stomach fluttered with excitement.
"Tell me all about him! Wait no! Let me get Emily on here!" I waited I was rubbing my fingers together with my free hand. I hadn't talked to Emily sense I moved, of course she would need to know everything too. Emily was on the line a few minutes later, giving me a quick lecture about friendship and that you are supposed to tell your friend when you are moving away, which I kind of cringed at this because I knew she was right.
"I know, I know, I am really sorry Em, but I didn't know till the night before and I was kind of a mess and then I was so busy-" Grace screamed down the phone making me fall silent.
"I don't care about that!" Grace said, obviously desperate to hear about Matt, except technically I was talking to Emily not her… "Em! Cammie is in love!"
"What?!" Em shouted, God were these girls this loud in person?
"Grace, I am not I love" but the moment the words left my mouth my heart skipped a beat
"Yeah, right. Tell us everything Cammie, and I swear if you leave out so much as one tiny detail, I will come to Roseville and kill you in your sleep!" me and Emily laughed, though we both know that she isn't joking as much as it seemed.
"Okay, Okay, so his name is Matt."
"Eye colour?" Grace asked like I was in an interview
"Blue, icy blue." I replied dreamily, Snap out of it Cam, you only just met him!
"Hair colour?" Em asked in the same voice as Grace, I could tell they were taking notes. Literally.
"Um, dark brown." We carried on this this for a while till they basically could picture exactly what he looked like. I would be surprised if Emily had been sketching his as we went, like a police sketch artist would. Finally we got onto the kiss. I had already talked about how he asked me out in the Pharmacy and stuff. When I was finished the both squealed… for about the millionth time.
"And you say you're not in love?" Grace scoffed.
"Grace I just met him."
"And yet you talk about him like he is your Romeo to your Juliet." Did I really.
"I hate to say it, but I'm with Cam on this one babe." Emily said to Grace. I heard Grace huff on the other end of the phone. "I'm not saying that he isn't gorgeous and amazing and Cam, you aren't totally in awe of him, but you have just met him." Emily with her words of wisdom.
"Fine, but I know there is another reason that you are holding off Cam. What is it?" I honestly had no idea what she was talking about. I wasn't against Matt, I had just kissed him, and well he had just kissed me. It had gone perfectly except for- Oh God, except for Zach?
"Um-" I started
"I knew it!" Grace said and I heard Emily gasp. "What is it?" I stayed silent. It couldn't be Zach, no. not that I didn't like- "Cammie! Spill!"
"Well, I'm not entirely sure what you're talking about, but there is this other guy-" I heard the front door open and slam shut. I jumped up. It was probably my dad.
"What was that?" Emily asked slightly worried.
"I don't know, Cam?" Grace asked.
"Guys, I got to go. I'll talk to you later?" I heard something smash and loud grunt and I hung up before they could reply. I tossed my phone onto my bed and slowly left my room to go downstairs.
"That Bitch!" I heard my dad shout from the kitchen. The tone of his voice made my hands start to tremble. "Who the hell does she think she IS!" was he talking about me? I asked myself, trying not to panic.
"Dad?" said quietly from the hall, the light from the kitchen flooding into the dark corridor. He stopped muttering to himself at the sound of my voice.
"Angle?" his voice was soft and sweet and it scared even more. I walked to the door way of the kitchen. He was stood on the far side; his hair hanging in his face, his blue eyes crazy with hidden rage. He was clutching a bottle in one hand. Another was smashed on the floor a few feet away from his feet like had thrown it at the wall.
"What's wrong?" I asked hesitantly. He turned to face me and took a step forward. I took a step back.
"It's nothing," he smiled at me. I could see he was almost completely wasted, "Go back to bed baby girl." I didn't really want to argue with him right now so I forced myself to nod and move my feet. I made way back upstairs carefully. My dad was scaring me. Something was wrong. I was pretty sure that I wasn't the bitch he was talking about, but I felt sorry for whoever was.
When I made it to my room I shut the door behind me and just to be on the safe side, I locked it. Once I was alone I let out breath I didn't even know I was holding. I don't know why I was freaking out so much, it's not like my dad would actually hurt me… would he? I knew he was sad and had a sharp tongue that could defiantly harm me, but would he ever physically hurt me? To be honest I was sure anymore. I didn't know if I was safe. His moods were so hot and cold and to me random. I sat down on my bed. I had finally got the mover guys to get it set up in my room and now I could officially have a good night sleep.
I curled on my bed and felt a tear slid down my check. I didn't bother to whip it away or hold any back. I just cried hard, but quiet and alone.
Xxxxxxx
I woke in my clothes from the day before. My hair was knotted; I had tear stains on my face. There was mascara on my pillow and I knew I had cried myself to sleep. I had an empty feeling in the pit of my stomach and I decided to just go get in the shower. I stripped off my sticky sweaty clothes and let the warm water wash away my grief and I force myself to think of the day. My mind flashed back to Matt and the kiss and despite everything my heart fluttered and he brought a smile to my face even though he wasn't around. I got out and wrapped myself up in a light blue towel and made my way back to my room.
I made way down stairs for some breakfast wearing a pair of red shorts white top and red flip flops. My hair was down and strait, my makeup was non-existent except for some concealer to cover up the dark circles I had under my eyes and some clear mascara. I had heard my dad snoring from his room as I past it upstairs and I so didn't rush making myself some eggs and toast. I grabbed a glass of juice and a fork eating the eggs out of the pan and taking my piece of toast out the door with me when I heard some movement upstairs.
I made it to school a bit early and made my way into the building and to my locker. There were a few people mulling about before lessons started. I got my books out and put them into my bag. I felt my shoulder start to drop under the weight of the books. When I shut my locker and turned to see Matt smiling at me and I can't help but beam back at him.
"Well aren't you a little ray of sunshine." He says and I blush slightly "Want me to walk you to class?" he asks
"Um, yeah. Thanks." I say not sure how to act around him after the kiss.
"I was wondering if you wanted to go out this weekend. You to a movie and pizza or something?" he asked his voice lacking the confidence it usually had. I shook my head and pursed my lips. He stopped walking and stopped smiling completely. I smiled him,
"I would love to!" he blushed slightly and I giggled. I knew I was messing with him slightly, but I didn't realise that me not going out with him would make him so sad. He seemed to recover and smiled at me. We continued walking.
"So it's a date." He said and I nodded
"It's a date." I laughed slightly, my fist date. I needed some girl talk. What should I wear? Normally I would call the girls over, but seeing as I was now Inn a different state I thought that might be a bit difficult. I would obviously need to talk to her about it, but I was thinking I might talk to Liz, Bex and Macey about this one. For all I knew one of them could be a fashion expert.
I didn't realise that the school was now packed until the bell pulled me out of my thoughts.
"I'll see you later?" I said, though it came out more like a question. Matt chuckled to himself.
"I'm in this class with you Cam." I blushed at my stupidity.
"Oh," was all I could say.
"Shall we enter?" he says and I scurry into the classroom and take a seat at the back. I looked up as Matt took the seat next to me the whole class was watching and I could some whispers. I blushed and looked down at books. I felt Matts hand on my knee and I looked at the floor. I could feel my checks burning up.
"Who does she think she is?"
"Why is he interested in her?"
"They are so cute together."
"What's her name?"
"Are they together?"
"Bitch." Girls were whispering to each other. I looked over at Matt who was ignoring the remarks and I decided to do the same… that was until I saw a pair of green eyes standing the door way, looking angry and hurt at the same time.
A/N- OKAY SO TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK. I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER. I TRIED TO MAKE IT LONGER, I THINK I KIND OF FAILED, BUT I AM DEFFINATLY GOING TO GET THAT NEXT CHAPTER TO YOU SOON AND FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT READ MY OTHER STORY THE BROTHER I AM WORKING ON THAT ONE TOO. DON'T WORRY. I AM REALLY SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK! REVIEW! LUV YA ALL!