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They weren't boyfriends, well…not anymore they weren't. The two had broken up a month ago, Kaneki hadn't wanted to hurt Ayato, but how can you have a break-up and not get hurt?
Ayato stood up and breathed. It hurt. He took a step and blinked. It hurt. Everything hurt without him. The memories, the pieces he left behind, even Ayato himself, it all hurt. Ayato pulled on a jacket and stepped outside, he was an idiot for still liking him, that's one of the reasons why he never wanted to see Kaneki again. Some other reasons were:
1. He would be too happy.
2. He'd be angry (probably cause a scene, doesn't need that right now)
3. He'd fall in love with the white-haired douche all over again.
He wanted the third option, but didn't want it as well because Kaneki, the high-flying mathematician, would be able to say goodbye and break him all over again. Ayato breathed in the air and looked around him, there was a couple across the street acting all lovey-dovey, a wave of anger and envy washed over him. Why couldn't he still have that? He walked up to and waited at the lights, people crowded around him, bustling with activity and chatter. He wished for them to disappear, that way if a mess of white hair appeared he wouldn't miss it. The lights changed and he stepped out onto the road. Screw Kaneki, Ayato thought for the millionth time. He could live on without him.
"AYATO!"
The young boy turned around at the sound of a familiar voice. White, fluffy hair. Nerd glasses. His heart seized up. It was him. It was-
Kaneki sat at his desk solemnly, opening new tabs in Google only to close them again. He was bored stiff already and he'd only turned on his laptop ten minutes ago. He leaned back and looked at the equation on the wall, he frowned sadly. He could recall it all clearly, the happiness on his face, the car, the sounds, the blood…he jolted back to reality. The equation and the photo in the middle of it all stared at him, his eyes burning holes into his skull as he thought. Kaneki turned his laptop off and pulled on his hat, deciding that long walk would help him think. It had been a year since then and he was still endeavouring to solve it. The equation that made accept reality a lot more easily than people's words. The equation based on the boy he loved.
The arc that Ayato made as he fell.
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