A/N- HI! I'M LOVEWORDS AND I'M THE AUTHOR OF GREEN OR BLUE IN CASE YOU FORGOT BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG. I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT AND HAVE BEEN SO BUSY! LIKE REALLY BUSY! I BARLEY HAVE TIME TO CHECK FR REVIEWS LET ALONE WRITE! BUT HERE IT GOES! I THOUGHT SINCE I LEFT YOU ON A CLIFF HANGER IT WOULD BE MEAN TO WAIT ANY LONGER!

SORRY IN ADVANCE FOR ANY SPELLING AND GAMTICAL ERRORS!

Cammie's POV

I sat on the park bench, my clasped together tightly in my lap as I waited for Matt. I had asked to meet him here after lunch. It's been a week since I talked to Zach. Since he told me I was nothing to him in that dirty old music room. I still couldn't get my head around how that argument had got so out of control. I didn't realise how much I must have hurt Zach. I was so selfish, only think of myself; thinking that he would make something so terrible up just to have me break up with Matt. You can't get much more vein than that.

After thinking about it over the weekend and having a short talk with the girls about what I should do I had decided to hear Matt's side of the story. Sure it was probably too late for that, but maybe I would feel less guilty if I just sorted out what really happened. There were always three sides to a story. Yes, I said three, not two. There was one side, there was the other side and there was the truth somewhere in between... I had heard Zach's, I had heard Macey's, I needed to hear Matt's so I could work out which one in this case, was the truth. I twisted my hands together and chewed on the inside of my cheek.

Was I really going to ask him if he had caused a girl's death? Did I have the right to do that? Maybe he didn't like to talk about it, or maybe he was touché on the subject... I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Stay calm. There was almost no one else in the park. I was alone except for an old man who was sat on a bench further on the other side of the park string out at the pond.

That was a good thing though; I didn't want to end up in some kind of fight with lots of people around. I pulled out my phone; he was 10 minutes late... what if he forgot? Then I heard some footsteps approaching and I looked up to see him walking towards me. His messy brown hair and icy blue eyes so prominent in the setting sun light. I suppose that this could have been a very romantic time and place to meet, that would be if it weren't for the reason of the meeting. To make it worse he had this little cute smile on his face and I just almost forgot about the whole thing, but I had this sickly feeling in my stomach when I looked at him, Zach's voice in the truck, his red puffy eyes, and his hurt look when I left him sat in the road. Then I was back in the music room with him shouting at me. Telling me that I didn't give him a chance, that I didn't give myself a chance. I shook Zach from my head and stood up with a forced a smile and gave Matt a tight hug.

"Hey Cam, what's up?" he asked when we pulled back. I shivered at the question, or maybe that was the chilly air around us.

"I have something really serious to talk to you about Matt." I said with a serious and face and as strong a voice as I could muster. He nodded his head, a slight look of worry in his eyes.

"Sure," he said taking my hand and sitting us back down on the bench together. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I should have prepared for this more, I should have written a script or something. I wasn't being over dramatic was I? No, I think I was, for once, not over reacting.

"Cammie are you okay?" Matt asked when I didn't open my eyes for a few minutes. I nodded, but kept them shut. He squeezed my hand. "You know we don't have to talk if you don't want to." He said, he was so sweet, he knew something was bothering me and he wanted to help. I shook my head and looked at him.

"I just don't know where to start, this is kind of hard for me to get out that's all." I said and he leaned back on the bench bringing me with him. I laid my head on his shoulder and looked out across the park. This was so perfect, why did things have to change? Why did life insist on ruining every good moment, every piece of serenity?

"You can take your time, I've got all night. He said and I could feel the smile on his face. My stomach dropped at the thought of this conversation going on all night.

"It's about Zach." I finally get out. I feel him stiffen next to me and I know I shouldn't have started it like that. He's quiet though, he doesn't want to interrupt me or seem like he's bothered about Zach.

"He told me about Jenny." I say softly trying not sound accusing. I wanted him to stay calm and not get angry or sad or think that I was any of those things. I waited for Matt to speak.

"Okay." Was all he said, his voice was empty and hallow and it made my eyes sting with salty water.

"He told me this story, he said that she died." I'm shaking and the more think about it the more I feel like I'm going to cry. "He said she drowned herself." I whispered and Matt sat up straighter, pushing me off of him so he could look me in the eye.

"Listen to me Cammie," he said grabbing my shoulders and looking me dead in the eye. How he managed to stay strong while my eyes were leaking tears was beyond me.

"I don't know how much Zach told you, but you need to know that all of it is behind me, in the past." He said and I just sat there, staring back into his eyes. I was downing in them again. Their Ocean, crystal blue was shocking; it made you want to trust them. Boys with blue eyes always seemed to have that thing. You know that thing that made you weak and trust everything they said?

"But, she died, Matt, he said that she died..." I closed my eyes so I didn't have to look into them when I said it. "Because of you," I said and opened my eyes again. He looked angry...

"Cammie, I didn't kill her." He says forcefully

"I know but you-"

"I what? I broke dated her? Broke up with her? That's not a crime. I didn't through her into the lake, I didn't kill her." He said. It was like he knew exactly what to say. He had said all that before.

"Zach said that you-"

"Zach said? I don't care what Zach said! He's just trying to break us up!" he shouts and I flinch, his hands grip me tighter.

"Matt, calm down, I'm just trying to hear your side." I tried to sound comforting, but my voice cracked as more tears fell. Matt shook his head and stood up, running a hand through is hair. I stayed sat on the bench, too scared to move.

"My side? No one ever wants my side. I'm just a killer. I didn't do anything against the law, Cammie. I'm sorry for what happened to her, but it's not my fault that she was... well that she sad enough to kill herself. I didn't know." He said putting his head in his hands. I guess it was all true then. He wasn't trying to deny it, just trying to make me forget about it, but I don't think I could. I just looked up at him; he seemed stressed and worn out already. This topic changed his face; he looked older with the frown lines appearing that I had never noticed before.

"Matt, I'm sorry... I didn't mean to upset you." He turned away and I could hear him breathing heavily. "Matt?" he turned around and knelt down so he was kneeling in front of me.

"Cammie, I didn't do anything wrong. Can you just forget about it?" he asked, his eyes pleading and opened my lips almost just saying yes to him, but then I paused. I couldn't, how could I forget a girl's life. Maybe it was completely Matt's fault, but he was saying that he had no part in it. Maybe this girl would still be alive it wasn't for him and he didn't seem to want to face that. I wanted to be the bigger person and say that I liked him even with is doggy past, I loved him even knowing what happened, but I couldn't.

"I'm sorry Matt." Whisper and all the hope drains from him, his face falls, and his eyes lose their light.

"Cammie...?" he says, but it's like a question, suddenly lung forward and wrap my arms around his neck in a hug. I grip him so tightly, soft sobs coming from my lips. I knew I had to let him go. I couldn't be happy with him. I needed someone who would tell me everything and he hadn't couldn't look at him the same way; I cared too much for Zach to forget about it, even if I was just a problem to him.

"I'm sorry." I whisper in his ear and he hugs me back, burying his face in shoulder. I don't know how long we stay like that, but I when I pull back, his eyes are sad, he knows what's happening.

"I can't forget it Matt, I can't do that to myself, to you or to Zach." I say

"Zach." He says slightly bitterly.

"Should have known it was going to be him." he said and I feel something pull at my chest. "It was always Zach wasn't it?" he said and I shook my head.

"You were a dream." I said and he laughs

"I like you Cammie, I really liked you." he said

"I liked you. I still do, but I'm really confused right now." I say. He stands up again and turns away again. He doesn't say anything. I guess my words were too ridiculously cliché to listen to. I stand up too; I bring a hand to my mouth and choke on a sob. I knew deep down this is what I would do, that this is what I wanted. Even if it seemed like I didn't want it right now. I knew he wasn't going to say anything. With all the effort I can muster I turn around and start to walk away He doesn't come after me.

Matt's POV

I could hear her feet heading away from me. I thought about chasing her, grabbing her in my arms and telling her that I could try to convince her that we could work I also thought about telling her she was a b*tch. I couldn't believe that it was over. It had been going to well until Goode came to ruin it all with his sad little story. I knew she would find out at some point, but I didn't think that that would be now.

And I always thought I would tell her, when I knew that she would serious enough to put it behind her. I heard the iron park gate creak open and swing shut and I knew she was gone. I squeezed my eyes tight shut. I kicked the bench next to me. I felt like ripping my hair out. She had slipped through my fingers, she had escaped. I spun around and stared down the empty path. I couldn't bring myself to move, to walk, to run, to shuffle in that direction.

Zach had managed to get to the one girl I had cared for in a long time.

A/N- DRAMATIC AND SHORT. YES, I'M SORRY, BUT HOPE THAT YOU STILL LIKEED IT. I WANTED TO UPDATE BECAUSE I'M GOING DOWN TO LONDON TOMORROW AND WON'T BEALE TO UPDATE FOR AT LEAST A WEEK, THAT GOES FOR ALL OF MY STORIES.

MATT AND CAMMIE HAVE BROKEN UP. DOES THAT MEAN THAT CAMMIE AND ZACH HAVE A CHANCE NOW? WHO FEELS SORRY FOR MATT? WAS IT ALL TOO DRAMATIC? I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE IT WAS. PERSONALLY I LIKED THE LAST CHAPTER LIKE THE BEST.

I FEEL BAD FOR MATT, I DON'T REALLY KNOW IF CAMMIE SHOULD HAVE BROKEN UP WITH HIM BUT SHE DID. I WONDER IF ZACH WILL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE CAMMIE OR IS SHE TOO MUCH OF A PROBLEM? DID HE MEAN THAT?

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