I have returned from my absence! Lots of updates soon, I promise! So, so sorry for being gone and for leaving you all hanging! (School/Life got in the way. Mainly school :P) (Also sorry because this will be a slight filler to get me back into the game)
A Few Days Later...
Loki didn't want to force you to decide. He didn't. But he had too. You HAD to be his as you once were before. He was going to make this right. His mistakes were not going to kill you again.
After nights of Loki being there and sleeping beside you, you didn't want him to go. For once in your life you weren't alone. You had someone there to say goodnight to, someone to say good morning to. Someone to cuddle and to hold you. Someone to share their passion with you.
You felt like you had known Loki for years. If he left you would be heart broken. But if he didn't you'd be in constant danger.
...But what if he was worth it. What if he was "the one" or what if your "souls were connected" by a previous life like he claimed them to be? WHAT IF...
Although... WHAT OF was important too. What of you after he left? What would your life be like. Constantly waiting and hoping for him to someday return to you?
"I need to know your decision." Loki enters your bedroom.
You had refused to leave your bed earlier. You were just too lost in thought and too filled with worry/doubt.
"Will you wait for me? I swear to you, I will return."
You just stare into space, not responding.
"Please...you must be mine." Loki continues. "I must have you as mine."
"Why?" You finally speak.
"Because Siguna..."
"Not why you once wanted HER, why do you want ME?"
Because I fucking love you Sigyn. I love you so much. Words cannot describe why I love you. Why I need you. Why you must be mine.
"I want you because I need you. I need you to survive. You are my last chance at real love. I hope you can give me the opportunity and the privilege to love you, because I will in a heartbeat."
You bite your lip. He was certainly smooth.
"Why do I have to leave my apartment?"
"It isn't the safest place for you and I must ensure safety for my future bride." Loki replies.
Bride? You blush at the thought.
"So you are serious? You want me. You want me, forever?" You ask, slightly suspicious. It's not like you were perfect looking, super smart, or super anything really...
"That's all I want." Loki sighs longingly.
If he lost you now, he would surely go mad. Absolutely batshit insane. He had come too far. Lost too much.
"But why?" You still didn't get it.
How could you not get it?
"I fucking love you!" Loki shouts, surprising the shit out of you. "I am so fucking in love with you!" Loki was nearly crying. "And I cannot...No, WILL NOT loose you again." He jumps on your bed, nearly pouncing on top of you. "Please..."
You didn't know what to say or do, so you kiss him. You kiss him hard and he whimpers into the kiss.
Maybe if I just made love to her one more time...she'd get it.