Follow/Fav Drabbles for Bella
By:Musings of a Shaken Mind I may be crazy, and I may be stupid, but I've decided to do a series of drabbles, one for each day that Edward is away from Bella in New Moon. Brace yourselves... 'T', for angst. NOW COMPLETE. FINALLY!
Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Bella - Chapters: 198 - Words: 42,554 - Reviews: 2,252 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 80 - Updated: Mar 27, 2009 - Published: Sep 7, 2008 - Status: Complete - id: 4524948
Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten
< Prev 1. Introduction 2. Walk, 16th Sept 3. Forever, 17th Sept 4. Comatose, 18th Sept 5. Refusal, 19th Sept 6. Pain, 20th Sept 7. Losing, 21st Sept 8. Betrayal, 22nd Sept 9. Snap, 23rd Sept 10. Careful, 24th Sept 11. Naughty Seat, 25th Sept 12. Abstract, 26th Sept 13. Absence, 27th Sept 14. Fish Supper, 28th Sept 15. School, 29th Sept 16. Silence, 30th Sept 17. Video Games, 1st Oct 18. Piano, 2nd Oct 19. Honey, 3rd Oct 20. Itch, 4th Oct 21. Red Light, 5th Oct 22. Twilight, 6th Oct 23. Music, 7th Oct 24. Target, 8th Oct 25. Starvation, 9th Oct 26. Travel, 10th Oct 27. Trampoline, 11th Oct 28. Work, 12th Oct 29. Box, 13th Oct 30. Key, 14th Oct 31. Shakespeare I, 15th Oct 32. Anniversary, 16th Oct 33. First Day, 17th Oct 34. Week, or Weak, 18th Oct 35. Return, 19th Oct 36. Shakespeare II, 20th Oct 37. Swords, 21st Oct 38. Pool, 22nd Oct 39. Shoe, 23rd Oct 40. Illiteracy, 24th Oct 41. New Girl, 25th Oct 42. Prom, 26th Oct 43. Breakeven i, 27th Oct 44. Breakeven ii, 28th Oct 45. Breakeven iii, 29th Oct 46. Breakeven iv, 30th Oct 47. Vampire, 31st Oct 48. Breakeven v, 1st Nov 49. Breakeven vi, 2nd Nov 50. Breakeven vii, 3rd Nov 51. Breakeven viii, 4th Nov 52. Gunpowder, Treason and Plot, 5th Nov 53. Hen, 6th Nov 54. Politics, 7th Nov 55. Cynic, 8th Nov 56. Aslan, 9th Nov 57. Aesthetics, 10th Nov 58. Remembrance, 11th Nov 59. Tennyson, 12th Nov 60. Europe, 13th Nov 61. Children In Need, 14th Nov 62. Rugby, 15th Nov 63. Authors Note: 200 REVIEWS! 64. Christmas Shopping, 16th Nov 65. Fairytale, 17th Nov 66. Fairytale ii, 18th Nov 67. Undignified, 19th Nov 68. The boy who never grew up, 20th Nov 69. The Last Straw, 21st Nov 70. Desperate Househusbands, 22nd Nov 71. Lunch, 23rd Nov 72. English, 24th Nov 73. Maths, 25th Nov 74. Geography, 26th Nov 75. Chemistry, 27th Nov 76. Authors Note: Challenge 77. Drama, 28th Nov 78. Even angels fall, 29th Nov 79. St Andrew's Day, 30th Nov 80. Advent, 1st Dec ! 81. Advent ii, 2nd Dec 82. Advent iii, 3rd Dec 83. Advent iv, 4th Dec 84. Advent v, 5th Dec 85. Advent vi, 6th Dec 86. Advent vii, 7th Dec 87. Advent viii, 8th Dec 88. Advent ix, 9th Dec 89. Advent x, 10th Dec 90. Advent xi, 11th Dec 91. Advent xii, 12th Dec 92. Advent xiii, 13th Dec 93. Advent xiv, 14th Dec 94. Advent xv, 15th Dec 95. Advent xvi, 16th Dec 96. Advent xvii, 17th Dec 97. Advent xviii, 18th Dec 98. Advent xix, 19th Dec 99. Authors Note: Twilight Film! 100. Advent xx, 20th Dec 101. Advent xxi, 21st Dec 102. Advent xxii, 22nd Dec 103. Advent xxiii, 23rd Dec 104. Advent xxiv, 24th Dec 105. Christmas, 25th Dec 106. Pantomime, 26th Dec 107. Cup, 27th Dec 108. Family, 28th Dec 109. Wonderings, 29th Dec 110. Tomorrow, 30th Dec 111. Today, 31st Dec 112. Author's Note: HAPPY NEW YEAR! 113. Fireworks, 1st Jan 2009! 114. Ring, 2nd Jan 115. Needle, 3rd Jan 116. Felony, 4th Jan 117. Window, 5th Jan 118. Performance, 6th Jan 119. Supernova, 7th Jan 120. Gilded Butterflies, 8th Jan 121. Dedication, 9th Jan 122. Author's Note: Freaking hell! 123. Sense i: See, 10th Jan 124. Sense ii: Touch, 11th Jan 125. Sense iii: Taste, 12th Jan 126. Sense iv: Smell, 13th Jan 127. Sense v: Hear, 14th Jan 128. Haze, 15th Jan 129. Waking Up, 16th Jan 130. Quileute, 17th Jan 131. Motorcycle, 18th Jan 132. Unexpected, 19th Jan 133. Time, 20th Jan 134. My Immortal, 21st Jan 135. Everybody's Fool, 22nd Jan 136. Bring me to Life, 23rd Jan 137. Snow White Queen, 24th Jan 138. Angelic, 25th Jan 139. Good Enough, 26th Jan 140. Vision, 27th Jan 141. Run, 28th Jan 142. Hallelujah, 29th Jan 143. Colour, 30th Jan 144. Hiking, 31st Jan 145. Chokehold, 1st Feb 146. Change, 2nd Feb 147. Speculation, 3rd Feb 148. Orange, 4th Feb 149. Exhaustion, 5th Feb 150. Meaning, 6th Feb 151. Perspective, 7th Feb 152. Comparisons, 8th Feb 153. A Perfectly Good Heart, 9th Feb 154. Love Story, 10th Feb 155. Mystery, 11th Feb 156. Marriage, 12th Feb 157. Unlucky, 13th Feb 158. Valentine's Day, 14th Feb 159. Disappointment, 15th Feb 160. Memorial, 16th Feb 161. Sleeping, 17th Feb 162. Ache, 18th Feb 163. Kiss the Rain, 19th Feb 164. Illness, 20th Feb 165. Sick, 21st Feb 166. Irn Bru, 22nd Feb 167. Change, 23rd Feb 168. Exhilaration, 24th Feb 169. Waiting, 25th Feb 170. Horizon, 26th Feb 171. Pressure, 27th Feb 172. Shiver, 28th Feb 173. Death, 1st Mar 174. Photograph, 2nd Mar 175. Rebellion, 3rd Mar 176. I'm Not That Girl, 4th Mar 177. I'm Not That Girl ii, 5th Mar 178. I'm Not That Girl iii, 6th Mar 179. I'm Not That Girl iv, 7th Mar 180. Thinking of You, 8th Mar 181. Phone Call, 9th Mar 182. Come Home, 10th Mar 183. Despair, 11th Mar 184. Loophole, 12th Mar 185. How to Save a Life, 13th Mar 186. Climax, 14th Mar 187. The Last Thing, 15th Mar 188. The Things She Sees, 16th Mar 189. Dive, 17th Mar 190. Silence, 18th Mar 191. Author's Note: When all is Said and Done 192. Expectations, 19th Mar 193. Finality, 19th Mar 194. Eyes, 19th Mar 195. Nothing, 19th Mar 196. Forever, 19th Mar 197. Playlist 198. Thank You, and Goodnight Next >
Here! Have one, on me!
Date: 29 th October
Character: Edward/Bella
Stimulus Word: Breakeven iii
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
I am nothing, nothing without her. She was so beautiful, so perfect—and she completed me, like Esme completes Carlisle, or Alice completes Jasper. How can I go on, incomplete, broken as I am?
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok ay?
He has come out of this happy, better off. He was like a child, in that sense, and I was his toy. He grew tired of me, eventually.
Like I always knew he would.
I cry. I cannot stop the tears from falling down my face, and I choke.
I'm falling to pieces
If only I could die. Be torn apart, and burned.
I'm falling to pieces
My hole aches, and I have to hold myself together. Or fall to pieces.
< Prev 1. Introduction 2. Walk, 16th Sept 3. Forever, 17th Sept 4. Comatose, 18th Sept 5. Refusal, 19th Sept 6. Pain, 20th Sept 7. Losing, 21st Sept 8. Betrayal, 22nd Sept 9. Snap, 23rd Sept 10. Careful, 24th Sept 11. Naughty Seat, 25th Sept 12. Abstract, 26th Sept 13. Absence, 27th Sept 14. Fish Supper, 28th Sept 15. School, 29th Sept 16. Silence, 30th Sept 17. Video Games, 1st Oct 18. Piano, 2nd Oct 19. Honey, 3rd Oct 20. Itch, 4th Oct 21. Red Light, 5th Oct 22. Twilight, 6th Oct 23. Music, 7th Oct 24. Target, 8th Oct 25. Starvation, 9th Oct 26. Travel, 10th Oct 27. Trampoline, 11th Oct 28. Work, 12th Oct 29. Box, 13th Oct 30. Key, 14th Oct 31. Shakespeare I, 15th Oct 32. Anniversary, 16th Oct 33. First Day, 17th Oct 34. Week, or Weak, 18th Oct 35. Return, 19th Oct 36. Shakespeare II, 20th Oct 37. Swords, 21st Oct 38. Pool, 22nd Oct 39. Shoe, 23rd Oct 40. Illiteracy, 24th Oct 41. New Girl, 25th Oct 42. Prom, 26th Oct 43. Breakeven i, 27th Oct 44. Breakeven ii, 28th Oct 45. Breakeven iii, 29th Oct 46. Breakeven iv, 30th Oct 47. Vampire, 31st Oct 48. Breakeven v, 1st Nov 49. Breakeven vi, 2nd Nov 50. Breakeven vii, 3rd Nov 51. Breakeven viii, 4th Nov 52. Gunpowder, Treason and Plot, 5th Nov 53. Hen, 6th Nov 54. Politics, 7th Nov 55. Cynic, 8th Nov 56. Aslan, 9th Nov 57. Aesthetics, 10th Nov 58. Remembrance, 11th Nov 59. Tennyson, 12th Nov 60. Europe, 13th Nov 61. Children In Need, 14th Nov 62. Rugby, 15th Nov 63. Authors Note: 200 REVIEWS! 64. Christmas Shopping, 16th Nov 65. Fairytale, 17th Nov 66. Fairytale ii, 18th Nov 67. Undignified, 19th Nov 68. The boy who never grew up, 20th Nov 69. The Last Straw, 21st Nov 70. Desperate Househusbands, 22nd Nov 71. Lunch, 23rd Nov 72. English, 24th Nov 73. Maths, 25th Nov 74. Geography, 26th Nov 75. Chemistry, 27th Nov 76. Authors Note: Challenge 77. Drama, 28th Nov 78. Even angels fall, 29th Nov 79. St Andrew's Day, 30th Nov 80. Advent, 1st Dec ! 81. Advent ii, 2nd Dec 82. Advent iii, 3rd Dec 83. Advent iv, 4th Dec 84. Advent v, 5th Dec 85. Advent vi, 6th Dec 86. Advent vii, 7th Dec 87. Advent viii, 8th Dec 88. Advent ix, 9th Dec 89. Advent x, 10th Dec 90. Advent xi, 11th Dec 91. Advent xii, 12th Dec 92. Advent xiii, 13th Dec 93. Advent xiv, 14th Dec 94. Advent xv, 15th Dec 95. Advent xvi, 16th Dec 96. Advent xvii, 17th Dec 97. Advent xviii, 18th Dec 98. Advent xix, 19th Dec 99. Authors Note: Twilight Film! 100. Advent xx, 20th Dec 101. Advent xxi, 21st Dec 102. Advent xxii, 22nd Dec 103. Advent xxiii, 23rd Dec 104. Advent xxiv, 24th Dec 105. Christmas, 25th Dec 106. Pantomime, 26th Dec 107. Cup, 27th Dec 108. Family, 28th Dec 109. Wonderings, 29th Dec 110. Tomorrow, 30th Dec 111. Today, 31st Dec 112. Author's Note: HAPPY NEW YEAR! 113. Fireworks, 1st Jan 2009! 114. Ring, 2nd Jan 115. Needle, 3rd Jan 116. Felony, 4th Jan 117. Window, 5th Jan 118. Performance, 6th Jan 119. Supernova, 7th Jan 120. Gilded Butterflies, 8th Jan 121. Dedication, 9th Jan 122. Author's Note: Freaking hell! 123. Sense i: See, 10th Jan 124. Sense ii: Touch, 11th Jan 125. Sense iii: Taste, 12th Jan 126. Sense iv: Smell, 13th Jan 127. Sense v: Hear, 14th Jan 128. Haze, 15th Jan 129. Waking Up, 16th Jan 130. Quileute, 17th Jan 131. Motorcycle, 18th Jan 132. Unexpected, 19th Jan 133. Time, 20th Jan 134. My Immortal, 21st Jan 135. Everybody's Fool, 22nd Jan 136. Bring me to Life, 23rd Jan 137. Snow White Queen, 24th Jan 138. Angelic, 25th Jan 139. Good Enough, 26th Jan 140. Vision, 27th Jan 141. Run, 28th Jan 142. Hallelujah, 29th Jan 143. Colour, 30th Jan 144. Hiking, 31st Jan 145. Chokehold, 1st Feb 146. Change, 2nd Feb 147. Speculation, 3rd Feb 148. Orange, 4th Feb 149. Exhaustion, 5th Feb 150. Meaning, 6th Feb 151. Perspective, 7th Feb 152. Comparisons, 8th Feb 153. A Perfectly Good Heart, 9th Feb 154. Love Story, 10th Feb 155. Mystery, 11th Feb 156. Marriage, 12th Feb 157. Unlucky, 13th Feb 158. Valentine's Day, 14th Feb 159. Disappointment, 15th Feb 160. Memorial, 16th Feb 161. Sleeping, 17th Feb 162. Ache, 18th Feb 163. Kiss the Rain, 19th Feb 164. Illness, 20th Feb 165. Sick, 21st Feb 166. Irn Bru, 22nd Feb 167. Change, 23rd Feb 168. Exhilaration, 24th Feb 169. Waiting, 25th Feb 170. Horizon, 26th Feb 171. Pressure, 27th Feb 172. Shiver, 28th Feb 173. Death, 1st Mar 174. Photograph, 2nd Mar 175. Rebellion, 3rd Mar 176. I'm Not That Girl, 4th Mar 177. I'm Not That Girl ii, 5th Mar 178. I'm Not That Girl iii, 6th Mar 179. I'm Not That Girl iv, 7th Mar 180. Thinking of You, 8th Mar 181. Phone Call, 9th Mar 182. Come Home, 10th Mar 183. Despair, 11th Mar 184. Loophole, 12th Mar 185. How to Save a Life, 13th Mar 186. Climax, 14th Mar 187. The Last Thing, 15th Mar 188. The Things She Sees, 16th Mar 189. Dive, 17th Mar 190. Silence, 18th Mar 191. Author's Note: When all is Said and Done 192. Expectations, 19th Mar 193. Finality, 19th Mar 194. Eyes, 19th Mar 195. Nothing, 19th Mar 196. Forever, 19th Mar 197. Playlist 198. Thank You, and Goodnight Next >
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