Ravens face was angry. "What are you doing here?"

Terra fought to keep fear out of her voice, "Well the boys wanted me to check on you and - where exactly is here?"

"The mirror is a portal into my mind. So you have to leave, now." Raven said walking towards the door.

"Raven, what about RagE? You and BraverY were going to fight her today." KnowleagE spoke. Terra finally understood that they were parts of Ravens personality.

"Wait!? So when that grey cloaked you said that you stole the gun for Slade -" Terra spoke but Raven stopped walking and abruptly turned around.

"SorroW!" Raven yelled, Terra had never heard her angrier. The grey cloaked Raven stepped out from behind the shelves.

"YOU TOLD HER THAT? AFTER I TOLD YOU TO KEEP QUIET ABOUT EVERYTHING? WHY? WHAT DID YOU EVEN SAY?" Ravens face was red with anger, but the Grey Raven seemed on the verge of tears.

"She had asked me. I do not like lying Raven." SorroW said, her eyes watery. Raven opened her mouth to yell again, but KnowleagE stopped her,
"RagE is getting stronger Raven."

Raven grabbed Terra wrist, "Come. Now"

The next gate was full of flowers and floating fruit. "Where are we?" Terra asked, gazing at the floating strawberry. A pink cloaked Raven jumped up from the flowers.

"OH! You brought Terra! I have been meaning to talk to you Terra." The pink Raven said.

"No. HappinesS were are just passing though." Raven said pulling Terra behind her.

Pink Raven followed, "So What's up?"

Terra shrugged and pulled from Ravens grasp. "HappineS go find BraverY. Now." Raven said. HappinesS began to skip the other way.

"This next gate is dangerous. We are going to move quickly though it. I dont want you stopping for anything. Even if we are attacked. Understand?" Raven said, anger still in her voice but covered by concern.

Terra nodded and stepped though the gate. "hey! We back in the rock place!" Terra exclaimed.

"Shh! Go quickly though to the gate on the other side. NOW." Raven whispered.
Terrra listened and ran though the portal, Raven close behind her. They boths stepped out back in Ravens room.

"Now. . . what were you thinking coming in my room?" Raven said angry again.

"I'm sorry the boys wanted to know why you stole the gun thing." Terra said quickly.

Ravens eyes opened in horror. "I- they already know?"

Terra nodded, "We saw the video. Why don't you just go return it and forget about Slade?"

Raven shook her head and Terra understood it was to late for that. Slade had the gun already.

"Slades plan didn't work though. He can't use the gun without that blue disk the bank is holding. And you guys said you protected it." Raven said defensively.

Before Terra could respond there was a knock on the door.

"Raven. Come to the infirmary quickly." Beast boys voice came thought the door in a surprisingly serious tone.

Raven ran out of the door leaving Terra alone in the room.

Ravens POV-

Beast Boy tone had scared Raven, even if she would never admit it. Rushing into the room she found Cyborg leaning over Chance. Crystal rose quietly and left the room. Cyborg gave Beast Boy a nudge and they both left too. Raven could hear Cyborg tell Robin and Starfire not to go in.

Chance was awake, but just barely. "Rae." His voice was horse and hard to hear. Raven took a seat beside him and gripped his hand. "It will be fine. You'll see. I promise, everything will be fine." Chance whispered to her.

Raven wanted to cry, to scream at him that it would not be fine, but instead she just held his hand stiffly. Chance gave her weak smile, "Raven, your the best friend I had."

Raven shook her head, "Don't give up like that." Raven knew she was being selfish, to make him keep fighting and telling him that he can't leave her.

"Rae, just promise me your not going to do something stupid like blame yourself and quit the team." Chance said managing a brave attempt at a laugh. "You will see Rae. Everything always works out."

They sat together for most of the night. Finally at 4:32 am, Chances whispered to her, "Remember you promised to stick this out. No quitting the team. They need you Rae, and I know you need them." Just like that Chance's hand lost its grip. Raven did not have to check the heart monitor to know it had stopped.

(A/N: I'm sorry, I like totally cryed writing that chapter. Moment of silence for Chance. . . . . okay, moment over. T.T I'll stop distracting everyone now)

Terras POV-
Back in Ravens Room earlier that day.

Raven ran out the door following Beast Boy. Terra stood alone in her room.

Hmm....I am sure she would never notice if I just looked around.


Terra opened the top drawer to Ravens dresser. She found three shoe boxes.

Opening the first one labeled with a big T she found pictures.

The first photo was all the Titans about a year ago in the park. Starfire was hugging Robin who had his arms around Beast Boy and Cyborg in a brother-like way. Cyborgs free arm was pulling the protesting Raven into the picture with them. Terra assumed that it was taken before she was a Titan.

The next photo was of Raven reading a book and Robin behind her. Raven clearly did not know that Robin was there, and did not realize that a picture was being taken.

The third photo was Starfire and Raven. Raven was actually smiling in this one. Starfire was laughing too. Silky was sitting on Starfires lap.

The fourth picture was of Beast Boy with Ravens arms around him and her head resting on his shoulder. They were both smiling, looking into the camera.

The fifth picture was of Raven and Cyborg. Beast Boy clearly took the picture because there was a green finger in front of the corner. But you could still see Raven looking into the open hood of the car with Cyborg pointing out something to her. Probably showing her what to do.

The last picture was taken at the park just earlyer that day. From left to right it was Beast Boy with is arm around Ravens shoulder. Cyborg and Crystal to the right of them, then Starfire holding a bottle of mustered. Robin stood next to her with Terra sitting next to him. They were all smiling.

Terra closed the first box and opened the next one. This one had a big A on top.

The first picture in that box was of a women much older them Raven but similar looking. Terra recognized her as Arella from her short trip to Azarath. Her arm was around a man. In front of her was 3 children. A boy looking about 16, a girl around 14 (also looking similar to Raven, but her hair long and in a ponytail.), Raven looking around 4 or 5, and a little girl sitting on the floor that had to be 1 or 2.

The second picture was a younger Arella dressed in white hugging a man in a tuxedo. Wedding picture.

The third, fourth, fifth and sixth pictures were of Raven and a younger looking Chance. They both had to be about four.

Some pictures were them in a park, others had Raven and Chance sitting in a tree. One had Chance on top of Raven tickling her and Raven was hysterically laughing. This must have been before her powers. Terra realized flipping thought them.

The last one was of Raven, Chance and a old curly haired man holding Chances shoulder.

Finally Terra opened the 3rd box, labeled with a D .okay. The T box was for Titans. The A box was for Azarath and the D box. . . hmm...

Terra opened the box a peek first to find a leather book inside. "DIARY!" Terra whisper yelled.